Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 132

13101

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Every morning

I bring my heart’s gratitude-tears

And my life’s sun-smiles

To my soul’s God-fondness-home. ```

13102

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My Lord Supreme,

May I find myself always

In between

My heart’s aspiration-beauty

And my life’s dedication-duty.

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13103

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When God is left alone,

He starts counting

The number of gratitude-hearts

On earth. ```

13104

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Now more than ever before,

I am loving God unconditionally,

And God is depending on me

Happily and proudly. ```

13105

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If one is really sincere,

Then he is bound to find

More reasons to love God

Than to doubt Him. ```

13106

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What I need

Is constant willingness

To cure my life’s

Unhappiness-headache. ```

13107

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I never enjoy the collisions

Between my mind’s doubts

And my heart’s faith.

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13108

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This morning

My soul and my heart met together

And agreed to throw away

My mind’s stupidity-crown. ```

13109

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If my aspiration is genuine,

Then God is bound to give me

The capacity to triumph

Over all adversities. ```

13110

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If you yourself do not silence

Your doubt-mind,

Then nothing and nobody —

No, not even God’s Compassion —

Will do it for you.

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13111

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Every morning

God the hope and man the promise

Together meet

For their mutual satisfaction. ```

13112

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I do not know, I do not know

Why God should accept

My desert-dry surrender-life.

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13113

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I take each and every pure thought

As the prophet

Of an unimaginable miracle-performance.

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13114

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My Lord Supreme,

How difficult it is

To pray to You,

To meditate on You

And to love You

With a non-expectation-heart! ```

13115

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I feel I have only

One thing to do

Every morning:

My heart’s gratitude must feed

My soul’s meditation-sunrise.

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13116

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I am telling you that soon,

Very soon,

Your half-hearted aspiration-life

Will completely die. ```

13117

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Hopelessness is one worker

That you must never employ

In your life-factory.

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13118

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What I need is

An unconditionally God-loving,

Brave heart

To cross my life’s

Impossibility-frontiers.

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13119

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The fulfilment-perfection

Of God-manifestation

Will always be within the reach

Of sincere peace-lovers. ```

13120

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If man remains always

Unwillingness-obstruction,

How can poor God

Fulfil His golden Dreams

Here on earth?

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13121

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Gratitude

Is the only admission fee

To God’s universal Love-Land.

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13122

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Was there any time in world history

When doubt-disease did not threaten

The whole world?

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13123

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God’s Forgiveness-Net

Always catches me

Before I fall and die.

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13124

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Man’s insecurity-heart

Is usually heavier

Than his aspiration-dedication-world.

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13125

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I shall never allow my life

To be captured

Either by unwillingness

Or by ingratitude. ```

13126

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Today’s aspiration-heart-light

Must conquer

Tomorrow’s ignorance-mind-night.

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13127

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Every morning

You must empty your heart

Of endless and useless

Anxieties and worries. ```

13128

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God comes to you

With His Compassion-Smile

Long before your aspiration-heart dies.

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13129

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God is always hungry

For my unconditional

Surrender-food.

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13130

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My Lord, not one more scolding

But as many scoldings

As You want to give me!

I shall always take Your scoldings

As special blessings.

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13131

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My heart speaks

To my Lord Supreme

Only in gratitude-tears.

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13132

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O my vital,

I shall no longer allow you

To remain crippled

By self-indulgence. ```

13133

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You are telling me

That you have nothing to do.

I am telling you

That you have many things to do.

At least do one thing:

Extinguish your mind’s conflict-flames. ```

13134

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In the small hours of the morning,

Daily my dreaming heart

Smilingly blossoms.

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13135

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My loving heart

Is my inexhaustible wealth

In my inner world.

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13136

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Be not afraid of singing

Eternity’s infinite

Victory-songs.

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13137

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Never allow self-doubt

To paralyse

Your God-searching mind.

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13138

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I am asking my heart

Never to journey

Into the territory

Of my futility-mind. ```

13139

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A God-inspired heart

Is bound to reach

God’s Summit-Vision-Heights.

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13140

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My heart’s most beautiful

And most powerful gift to mankind

Is my soulful oneness-smile.

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13141

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No more shall I allow my life

To be besmeared

With the ashes of futility-hopes.

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13142

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Aspiration-light

Is the satisfaction-delight

Of a lifelong God-seeker.

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13143

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Loneliness is the self-created

Treasured possession

Of an unconsciously clever mind.

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13144

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The pride of impossibility

Can easily be challenged

And smashed

By the lovers

Of the peace-loving world.

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13145

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If you can cheerfully accept

The unexpected,

Then God’s open Heart-Door

Is bound to beckon you. ```

13146

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O my vagabond mind,

Why do you allow yourself

In season and out of season

To be terrorised by your own

Savage doubt-creations?

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13147

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If you are clothed

In insincerity,

You will never receive

An invitation from God. ```

13148

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If you deliberately escape

Into your fantasy-world,

You will never be able to sing

The song of self-discovery. ```

13149

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My Lord,

To see Your Compassion-Eye

Is to see beyond my heart’s

Each and every sorrow. ```

13150

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Inside

My surrender and gratitude-smile

I see my heart’s dreams

And my life’s reality

Marching.

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13151

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With breathless willingness

Every morning

I offer my aspiration-flame-songs

To my Lord Supreme. ```

13152

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I love and treasure

The rainbow-smile

Of my God-obedience-heart.

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13153

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Lethargy-blanket,

No more are you my bodyguard,

No more!

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13154

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O my frustration-mind-bank,

I am indomitably determined

To empty you completely.

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13155

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O my aggression-vital-fighter,

Prepare yourself

To receive my spirit’s

Death-blow! ```

13156

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When my peace-heart

Dreams,

My bliss-life

Sings. ```

13157

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My heart’s silver river-hope

Is fast approaching

Its fulfilment-satisfaction-destination.

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13158

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Cast off, cast off

Your doubt-shackles!

You are, without fail,

A chosen instrument of God Himself. ```

13159

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This ignorance-incarnation of mine

Will soon respond

To God’s Life-Transformation-Hour.

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13160

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O my complacency-pillow,

I am really happy

To say good-bye to you.

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13161

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God’s Love-Compassion

Will not remain invisible

If our faith remains invincible.

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13162

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Your letters will not reach God

If you do not mail them

With your heart’s aspiration

And your life’s dedication-stamps. ```

13163

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If you most soulfully beg God

To play on your heart-flute,

I am sure His Melodies

Will multiply your aspiration-light. ```

13164

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If you do not want to enjoy

Your doubting mind’s funeral,

Then rest assured,

There will be nobody on earth

To attend it.

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13165

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Although it is meant for all,

Very few people dare to take

The truth-examination.

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13166

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My sacred heart

Secretly works.

My clever mind

Openly takes the salary. ```

13167

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Relax, relax!

God wants you to relax

On His own Compassion-Satisfaction-Chair.

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13168

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I know what I am not:

I am not my heart’s

Ingratitude-life!

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13169

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God wants to see your

Aspiration-heart and dedication-life

From His Compassion and Satisfaction-Mountaintop.

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13170

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Because love is not available

In your heart-garden,

The world-orchestra of destruction-night

Is playing

Inside your mind-forest.

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13171

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If you want to be

A divine celebrity on earth,

Then never pay any attention

To the unaspiring earth-throngs. ```

13172

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Faster than the speed of light

Is my surrendering heart’s

Gratitude-breath.

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13173

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Your outer world

Of deathless restlessness

Must be replaced

By your soul’s peace-resources. ```

13174

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If you want to be perfect,

Then offer God your heart’s purity,

Your mind’s clarity,

Your vital’s dynamism

And your body’s alertness.

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13175

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My heart’s aspiration-heroes

Have powerfully planted

God’s eternal Victory-Banner.

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13176

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If you have

A fear of newness-dawn,

How can you have

The delight of fulness-day? ```

13177

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Each seeker

Must have silence-peace

Before he can enter

Into the palace of truth. ```

13178

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God’s Compassion-Eye

Plays the role of a Oneness-Heart

Between two individuals or two nations.

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13179

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When your life becomes

A running river of God’s Compassion-Heart,

God will allow you

To make collect calls to Him

Any time you want.

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13180

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An abundance of purity

In the spiritual life

Is the fulfilment of God’s Vision-Light

Here on earth. ```

13181

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The starvation of oneness-heart

Gives birth

To loneliness-destruction.

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13182

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I never allow my mind

To be a victim

To the world’s tormenting complications.

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13183

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Ungratefulness

Is the incurable disease

Of millennia.

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13184

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To underestimate

The divine in us

Is the usual and common thing.

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13185

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From insecurity-cave

To security-palace

Is the heart’s very, very long journey.

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13186

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Each human life

Is nothing but the breath

Of a flickering dream.

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13187

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I am ashamed of so many things.

Alas, how is it that I am not ashamed

Of my confusion-producing mind-factory?

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13188

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Unless you become

An unconditional God-lover,

You are bound to suffer

From the sorrows of a goalless man. ```

13189

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A great man

Is he whose mind

Is no longer a sleeping lion.

A good man

Is he whose heart

Is no longer a division-life.

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13190

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You must give up

Your fragile earth-possession-ornaments

If you want to enjoy

A life of paradise here on earth. ```

13191

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God enjoys

His earthly holiday

Only in humanity’s

Complete heart-surrender-country. ```

13192

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The God of the human mind

Has a very short

Existence-life.

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13193

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When I meditate soulfully,

I see only two things:

The slow ascent

Of my heart-hope

And the quick descent

Of my Lord’s Compassion-Eye. ```

13194

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There can be no desire-man

Who has never been a victim

To frustration-sighs.

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13195

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What I need is a soulful

Peace-promotion-heart

And not a powerful

Sound-declaration-mind. ```

13196

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Man’s soulful smile

Is indeed a perfect expression

Of his inner peace.

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13197

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What we all want

Is an outer expression

Of God’s inner Recognition.

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13198

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An aspiring man

Is he who is trying to disentangle

The chains of untold centuries.

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13199

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If you exercise daily

Your own iron self-control,

Then everybody is bound to see

The aura of your confidence-light. ```

13200

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If your mind is made of

Inspiration-dreams

And your heart is made of

Aspiration-realities,

Then God the Pilot will grant you

A special place

In His Compassion-Satisfaction-Boat.

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From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 132, Agni Press, 1990
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