Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 155

15401

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My Lord Supreme,

Your Forgiveness-Eye

Lights my way

To Your Perfection-Satisfaction-School. ```

15402

```

God has a very special plan for you.

He wants your heart’s sunshine-smile

To play with His Compassion-Eye

As often as possible. ```

15403

```

Division-mind-thoughts

Are the real enemies

Of the peace-blooming world.

```

15404

```

Your thought-world

Is the result

Of an action-fulfilled world

On another plane of consciousness. ```

15405

```

God has reserved

A special place for you

In Heaven

Because you are a solid member

Of His inner circle on earth.

```

15406

```

Do not squander

Your heart’s silence-joy.

Your heart’s silence-joy

Is the only thing

That God likes to keep

As He continues on His

Eternity’s Journey.

```

15407

```

The Sunshine-Smile

Of my Lord’s Heart

Feeds my heart’s prayer-cry

Before I start my daily spiritual journey. ```

15408

```

These are the aspiration-flames

Of my life:

Oh, where is God?

Oh, will I ever be able

To see Him?

```

15409

```

Today I have danced

My final hesitation-heart-dance.

Today I have danced

My final suspicion-mind-dance.

Today I have danced

My final unwillingness-life-dance. ```

15410

```

When my Lord claims my heart

As His own,

Out of sheer jealousy

My ego-dominated mind

Disappears.

```

15411

```

To make God’s Happiness

A real and unmistakable reality,

The God-seekers and God-lovers

Came into the world. ```

15412

```

Insecurity and anxiety-dance

Will not grow inside

The peaceful oneness-heart-garden.

```

15413

```

Not God-realisation,

But God-satisfaction,

I sincerely consider every day

As my top priority in life. ```

15414

```

The more I can appreciate

The beauty, purity and divinity

Of my earth’s faith-life,

The sooner I shall be able

To enjoy the downfall

Of my doubtful mind. ```

15415

```

Nothing can disturb his mind.

But

Nothing can inspire his mind,

Either! ```

15416

```

This world of ours

Is full of suffering.

A heart of sympathy

Definitely lessens the pain. ```

15417

```

No one told me,

But from my personal experience I know

That God will be happy

If we all give up

Our earth-bound desire-life

And embrace Heaven-free aspiration-life. ```

15418

```

My Lord Supreme

Is telling me

That I need only

One more aspiration-morning

Before He blesses me

With realisation-day. ```

15419

```

What I call self-giving,

That very thing

My Lord tells me

Is His only way of living. ```

15420

```

To have a soulful thought

In the mind

Is a supremely promising start.

```

15421

```

Instead of making

Your dedication-team

A challenging team,

Make it into a self-giving team. ```

15422

```

Whoever thought

My mind would suffer

Such an abrupt

And deplorable descent

From its casual disobedience

To the inner light? ```

15423

```

If you cannot keep your mind

Continually occupied

With good thoughts,

Then God-loving aspiration

Will not be granted to you.

```

15424

```

Salutations to you,

O my inspiring mind!

Salutations to you,

O my aspiring heart!

Salutations to you,

O my sacrificing life!

Salutations to you,

O my God-dreaming soul! ```

15425

```

To see God’s Vision-Eye

Is to enjoy

Infinity’s freedom-delight.

```

15426

```

O my body,

O my vital,

Why are you

So helplessly and hopelessly

In love with my stupidity-mind?

```

15427

```

Each time

We have a good thought,

Our mind comes closer

To the Light Divine. ```

15428

```

There is Someone

To change your inner life.

There is Someone

To change your outer life.

Just dive deep within

To see His Compassion-Eye

And Forgiveness-Feet.

Indeed, He is

Your Eternity’s Inner Pilot.

```

15429

```

He who is unconditionally surrendered

To God’s Will

Is definitely special, very special,

In the Eyes of God. ```

15430

```

God says that He does

Many, many things for me,

Which is true.

But He asks me every day

To do only two things for Him:

To see Truth through His Eyes,

And to feel peace through His Heart.

```

15431

```

If you are innocent and pure,

God will give you the opportunity

Time and again

To learn the beauty and divinity

Of His universal Reality.

```

15432

```

If you want a passport

To Heaven’s freedom-delight,

Then immediately stop dancing and singing

With ignorance-night. ```

15433

```

In order to free himself

From the world’s sadness and madness,

His heart longs for only one thing:

God-nearness. ```

15434

```

Sincerity in everything

Makes us ready

For our ultimate achievement:

God-realisation on earth. ```

15435

```

Each time a new divine thought

Enters into our mind,

We are awakened to a new world

Of peace, light and bliss. ```

15436

```

Two solemn promises

I am now making:

I shall transform my mind

Into a soulful prayer.

I shall transform my life

Into a world-illumining meditation. ```

15437

```

Alas,

We are always ready

To surrender our very existence

To despondency-night.

When are we going

To surrender our very existence

Only to cheerfulness-light

And fulness-delight? ```

15438

```

The mind and the vital

Secretly come

Into my heart-garden

To sow the seed

Of bitter discontent.

```

15439

```

O my heart,

Do not remain powerless.

Be more receptive to my soul!

```

15440

```

Your fast-blossoming inner power

Will be able to convince

The unaspiring mind

That God’s highest Height

Is not meant for it.

```

15441

```

My Lord Supreme,

I have wasted

So many precious years.

What will I do now?

“My child,

Do not waste more time

Thinking of your previous experiences.

Right from this moment

Think only of your prayer-mind,

Aspiration-heart and dedication-life.” ```

15442

```

Because it is God’s Will,

We human beings,

In spite of being mortal,

Can explore the universe

Of God’s boundless Compassion-Heart.

```

15443

```

Cry sleeplessly

From the depths of your heart.

Smile sleeplessly

From the height of your soul.

These two messages we learn

From the Absolute Lord Supreme. ```

15444

```

I have been searching and searching

For Heaven’s inner treasure.

God just tells me

To search for my own inner treasures:

Sincerity-love,

Purity-devotion

And divinity-realisation.

```

15445

```

If your life

Does not become

A progress-tree,

You will be denied

Abiding satisfaction-joy.

```

15446

```

Only God-loving seekers

Are allowed to swim

At any time

In God’s infinite

Compassion-Delight-Ocean.

```

15447

```

O my mind,

You have the desire-cry

To be loved by the whole world.

Do you not have,

Can you not have

Even a short-lived heart-cry

For your Lord Beloved Supreme?

```

15448

```

Every moment

God has a special task

To perform:

He filters your dark desires

Through His Illumination-Heart.

```

15449

```

Peace,

If it is really divine,

Will definitely circulate

Inside the world-body. ```

15450

```

Heaven’s inner treasures are

Its unconditional concern

For mankind

And its unconditional longing

For humanity’s progress.

```

15451

```

Self-doubt and failure-fear

Live inside

The mind’s dark, tiny cave.

```

15452

```

If you have serious second thoughts

About your need to surrender

Your very existence to God,

Then you are definitely not ready

To accept the spiritual life.

```

15453

```

O my Lord,

Your Satisfaction-Sun

I see right before me.

My only prayer to You is this:

Do make me the shadow

Of Your Satisfaction-Sun. ```

15454

```

Like anything else meaningful and fruitful,

You do not have to prove

Your God-realisation to others.

```

15455

```

God and I look alike

Only when

My entire earthly existence

Becomes an unconditional surrender

To my Lord Supreme.

```

15456

```

There is only one fast way

To make progress

And that way is to see

No darkness in the world,

But only to see

Beauty, purity and divinity

In the world,

Of the world,

And for the world.

```

15457

```

There is no such thing

As premature God-realisation.

There is no such thing

As premature nature-perfection. ```

15458

```

Alas,

Why am I trying

To take shelter

Inside my homeless mind? ```

15459

```

A purity-heart

Has the capacity

To sing and to fly

With ecstasy-wings

In the firmament of Infinity.

```

15460

```

Eternal freedom

Is an unconditional boon

From the Heaven-Summits.

```

15461

```

God does not have to

Challenge ignorance-night

For His own Perfection.

It is for our perfection

That He uses His Compassion

Sleeplessly. ```

15462

```

There is only

One thought in God’s Mind:

How He can make His creation

Happy, illumining and fulfilling. ```

15463

```

My Lord,

I do not want You

To suffer with me

In my mind’s wild forest.

I want You

To be proud of me

Inside my life’s purity-heart-garden.

```

15464

```

Nothing short

Of my perfect perfection

Will ever satisfy God.

```

15465

```

God has forgotten to punish me.

But will I remember Him

As His Forgiveness-Heart?

```

15466

```

His doubtful mind,

His fearful mind,

His ignorance-loving mind,

Finally has been washed away

By his simple and sweet, crying heart.

```

15467

```

When I make

My unconditional surrender

To God’s Will,

My Lord, in His infinite

Pride and Delight, tells me:

“My child,

I shall start following you!”

```

15468

```

Do not wait

For something to happen.

Nothing is going to happen for you

Unless you have turned your life

Into a cry of your heart.

Once you have become

Your crying heart,

You will get the smiling God. ```

15469

```

O my stupid mind,

You could have changed your life

Before you allowed yourself

To be caught red-handed

In ignorance-night.

```

15470

```

My Lord, may I know,

Even for a fleeting second,

Your Divinity-Heart’s

Immortality-Secret? ```

15471

```

My mind is not satisfied

With my heart,

No matter what my heart

Does for my mind.

The heart’s oneness-life

The mind cannot appreciate.

The mind wants only to remain

In its division-satisfaction. ```

15472

```

For the heart to make peace

With the mind

Takes more than willingness.

It takes self-givingness! ```

15473

```

God’s Compassion-Touch

Is not mystical.

It is normal, natural and inevitable.

Alas,

Why are we ignorant of it?

```

15474

```

Call God your own!

Then God will teach you

How to call His Eternity’s

Vision-flooded creation

Your own.

```

15475

```

First simplify your mind,

Then clarify your mind,

Then purify your mind,

Then electrify your mind,

Then beautify your mind.

That’s all! ```

15476

```

In your mind

There are many things.

But in God’s Mind

There is only one thought:

How He can have

Your surrender-heart of oneness. ```

15477

```

To cry unconditionally

Is to collect

God’s infinite inner Wealth.

To smile unconditionally

Is to spread

God’s infinite inner Wealth. ```

15478

```

Self-giving and pure happiness

Are always found

In God’s vaster-than-the-vastest

Heart. ```

15479

```

If you do not worry

About God’s Will,

Then how do you expect God

To be involved in

Your desire-aspiration-necessity-life?

```

15480

```

Goodwill, goodwill, goodwill:

This is what each and every thought

Of yours

Must embody! ```

15481

```

What am I doing?

I am training my body,

Vital, mind and heart

To study in the sacred school

Of my illumination-soul.

```

15482

```

The mind’s well-deserved punishment

God often, out of His infinite Compassion,

Obliterates.

```

15483

```

Just cross through

The channel of confusion.

You will see a new dawn

Awaiting your arrival. ```

15484

```

Unconsciously

You have chosen

Your trouble-time.

But now consciously

You are longing for

Your freedom-time. ```

15485

```

When you get

Your victory-trophy from God,

Be careful!

Your doubting mind

Can snatch it away from you.

```

15486

```

God will not allow you

To mask your world-contempt

Forever.

You will soon be exposed! ```

15487

```

When I see the world

Through God’s Compassion-Eye,

I see that

The total transformation of the world

Is not a far cry.

```

15488

```

Do not allow your aspiration-heart

To skip even one meditation

If you want to see

The rainbow-dawn of your God-realisation

Sooner than the soonest.

```

15489

```

From time to time

Along life’s road,

Restlessness-monkeys do come

To torment us.

But we must pay no attention to them.

We must walk fast, very fast,

Along life’s road

To reach our supreme destination:

Nature’s perfection.

```

15490

```

God has given your heart faith

So it can play the role of a policeman.

God wants your heart-faith-policeman

To arrest your uncomely thoughts

Immediately.

```

15491

```

Life is too short

To enjoy powerful misunderstanding

And nurse animal anger!

```

15492

```

Alas,

Finally I have realised

That I am extremely overburdened

With my sleeplessly fault-finding mind. ```

15493

```

My willingness-heart,

God is extremely proud of you,

God is extremely fond of you;

You are the choicest instrument

Of my Lord Supreme.

```

15494

```

This morning

An amazing discovery dawned

In my aspiration-heart:

This world of unrest

Will before long be flooded

With Infinity’s peace, light and delight. ```

15495

```

God wants

Each and every human being

To feel

That His Satisfaction-Eye is for all. ```

15496

```

O my heart,

You are allowing your insecurity

To enjoy itself like anything today.

But rest assured,

Tomorrow frustration-wolf

Will, without fail, devour you. ```

15497

```

Finally today

I have realised how shocking

Is my faithful obedience-life

To my ugly desire-master. ```

15498

```

By striking you hard,

God does not get any pleasure.

But He does expedite

Your self-discovery. ```

15499

```

Hurry up!

Your God-manifestation-train

Is faithfully waiting for you. ```

15500

```

My Lord Beloved Supreme,

I do not want to see any more

The face of my aspiration-sunset.

Please, please allow me

To see once more

The heart of my aspiration-sunrise. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 155, Agni Press, 1991
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