A million soulful dreams
Thrill my heartWhen I do not allow my mind
To be encagedBy ruthless unhappiness-dragon.
```Each aspiration-opportunity
Must work side by sideWith a dedication-smile.
```The stupidity of man compels him
To dash againstHis own mind’s desire-rocks.
```When the heart-compass
Points only to God,We can free ourselves
From the nightmares of the past. ```If you hold conversations
With frustration-despair-darkness,Then your life will never grow into
A perfection-flower. ```Each time you allow doubt
To enter your mind,Your heart’s aspiration-flame
Is bound to waver. ```When I do not pray
And do not meditate,I unmistakably see my life
As an endless and fruitlessDesert-journey.
```You already have wasted
Many incarnations.Why not this time
Lovingly, soulfully and fruitfullyWalk along the broad avenue
Of God’s smiling spirituality? ```There can be no security
In power.There is all security
Only inThe heart’s oneness-love.
```If you become
A childlike heart,Then nothing can cloud
Your heart’s enthusiasm-sky. ```God has definitely
Singled out certain soulsTo take most significant parts
In His Cosmic Drama. ```The aggression of the mind
And the depression of the vitalMust agree to a cease-fire
Before they can make any progressIn the spiritual life.
```To cherish doubts
Is to clipOne’s own aspiration-heart-wings.
```The mind’s disobedience
Will, without fail, createA purposeless and fruitless life.
```Neither time nor space
Can ever reduce or dullThe lustre of God-realisation.
```Your task
Is just to begin.God, in His infinite Compassion,
Wants forever to continue. ```Two things are sadly absent
From this world:A compassion-eye
AndA forgiveness-heart.
```God tells me that
My aspirationIs my task
And my perfectionIs His Task.
```O my Lord Supreme,
I have come to realise thatUnless You become dictatorial
From now on in my life,I shall make no abiding progress.
```You will drown
In the sea of tearsIf you daily,
Consciously and deliberatelyDisobey the illumination-whispers
Of your soul. ```O empire-conqueror,
Who needs you?Who wants you?
Not me!Not in the least.
O heart-conqueror,
Where are you?Do come and live with me
In my sweet little heart-nest. ```The unwillingness-body,
The unwillingness-vitalAnd the unwillingness-mind
Will always be armedWith innumerable excuses.
```Wherever you go,
Just remember to do one thing:Carry your heart’s
Morning joy with you. ```Alas, even God,
Who has infinite Compassion,Finds it difficult to endure
The ceaseless chatterOf my monkey-mind.
```Your life shall reach
Sublime heights of progressIf you do not remain
Inside your mind,Or if your mind does not live
Inside the vital and the body. ```Who can be more stupid
Than you are?How can you refuse to listen
To your soul’sIllumination-injunctions?
```The worldwide shortage
Of God-surrenderIs the root cause
Of the world-failure. ```When God-disobedience
Is simply impossible for you,God will be more than happy
To have youUnder His direct tutelage.
```Do not visit God
With empty hands.Do not visit God
With an empty heart.But do visit God
With an empty mind. ```Whoever lives
A genuinely spiritual lifeIs bound to know
God’s Heart-Home addressAnd God’s Soul-phone number.
```Happiness and sorrow
Are flowingSleeplessly and breathlessly
To God’s Compassion-flooded destination. ```Today I am celebrating the birthday
Of my soul’s rainbow-dream.Look who is here:
God Himself,Compassionately and self-givingly,
To participate with His Compassion-EyeAnd His Satisfaction-Heart.
```An unspiritual person
Thinks that God livesOnly in Heaven.
A spiritual person
Knows that God lives permanentlyIn his heart-home-garden.
```Insecurity
Shortens your life,Strengthens your miseries
AndFrightens your hope and promise
At once. ```Long lost
Was my heart’s aspiration-flame.But now that I have discovered it,
Sleeplessly I am enjoyingGod’s secret and sacred Sunshine-Smile.
```O my God-searching mind,
My heart of loveWill definitely help you
In conqueringAll your doubt-enemies.
```My Lord, do ignore me
If that is what pleases You.But do give me the capacity
To love You more, infinitely more,When You ignore me.
```Even if you meet God,
You will not recognise HimIf you do not have
A purity-heartAnd
A surrender-life. ```O my Lord,
Do give my doubtful mindAn early death.
O my Lord,
Do give my prayerful heartA longer than the longest life.
```If you do not want
To discipline your desire-life,How do you dare to imagine
That you will be able to walkAlong the sunlit path?
```I do not know
About other excuses,But God-disobedience-excuses
Will always remain inexcusable. ```God does not want
To shed any LightOn man’s
Insecurity-subjectAnd
Doubt-object. ```A frustration-fate will befall you
If you are nourishing the hopeOf expectation-fulfilment from God
Without pleasing Him. ```There is always
Plenty of roomTo make continuous progress
In the seeker’s aspiration-heartAnd dedication-life.
```God shakes my sleeping mind
To wake my mind up.God touches my singing heart
To manifest His Victory-LightOn earth.
```God will definitely bless you
With His most powerful SmileWhen you sing
Your heart-surrender-songs. ```An aspiring seeker’s love of God
And surrender to GodMust endure the world’s
Wild and hurtful mockery. ```God’s Grace is equally needed
To enable me to stopMy negative thoughts
And startMy positive thoughts.
```Your half-hearted attempts
Are not only delaying youBut also robbing you
Of your own inner strength. ```God has no time to read
Your mind’s world-criticising letters,But He has all the time to listen to
Your heart’s world-elevating songs. ```Hope does not surrender to
Old age.Hope is always ready
To inspire and energise human beingsIrrespective of age.
```O seeker,
God will be displeased with youIf you lose faith in your own soul,
Even if you maintain your faithIn God’s Compassion-Sea.
```My mind’s sincerity
Helps me bloom.My heart’s purity
Helps me blossom. ```Death has to find
God-surrender-seekersSmiling and dancing
When it locks their life-doors. ```Whenever you surrender
To ignorance-compromise,You are bound to be disappointed
RuthlesslyIn the long run.
```O my mind,
Be brave!Stand dauntlessly
And challengeThe elephant-doubts
Inside you. ```When God blessingfully grants you
An interview,Prayerfully ask Him
How you can beA perfect swimmer
In realisation-sea. ```The mind foolishly thinks
Of separating itselfFrom the heart of love.
The heart prayerfully links
Everything withGod’s Compassion-Eye
And God’s Forgiveness-Heart. ```Now that you have squandered
Your golden opportunities,How can you expect to march
Behind the BannerOf our Lord Supreme?
```Power can never
Grant us security.It is our heart’s oneness-dream
And life’s oneness-realityThat can and will
Give us security. ```God is ready to forgive
Our self-deceptionBut not
Our self-deprecation. ```The seeker’s heart-devotion
Is bound to expediteGod’s Breath-manifestation
On earth. ```The mind wants
To be the king.The heart wants
To be the subject,Not of the mind
But of the soul. ```Since my eyes
Contain no tears,How can I
Claim God’s Smiles? ```I do not allow
And will never allowIntolerance
To invade my heart-shore. ```Soulfully
If we can live,Then compassionately
We will be able to see. ```Secret is my mind’s
Success-futility.Sacred is my heart’s
Progress-infallibility. ```The mind thinks
The heart is a beggar.The heart feels
The mind is an intruder. ```No more my mind’s readiness
Will remain fettered.No more my heart’s eagerness
Will remain fettered.No more my life’s willingness
Will remain fettered. ```You will definitely
Go far and fastIf you walk along
The surrender-path. ```God loves you.
But He will love youInfinitely more
If you flyWith your God-longing wings.
```If you underestimate the importance
Of God’s blessingful Arrival,Then it is you
And not GodWho will miserably suffer
In the long run. ```O doubt,
You are the destroyerOf my hopes.
You are the destroyerOf my promises.
You are the destroyerEven of my God-Compassion-Rain.
```Impurity,
Leave me alone!Go wherever you want to!
And I definitely do not want from youYour forwarding address.
```There is only one way
To cure the mind’s doubt-cancer,And that way is the heart’s
Conscious and constant expansion. ```The realised souls do not parade,
Because they do not need to.The unrealised seekers are quite often
Victims of self-exhibition-parade. ```O my obedience-heart-garland-fragrance,
Because of youI am a member
Of God’s inner circle. ```If you multiply your opportunities,
Then God will supply youWith endless achievements.
```If you do not cry,
God will not blame you.If you do not smile,
God will not blame you.If you do not sing God-songs,
God will not blame you.But God will blame you
If you try to end your earth-lifeUntimely.
```If you want to be
A reformed character,Then every day
Keep your heart-lotusFresh, beautiful,
Prayerful and soulful. ```God is not
An empire-mind-builder.But He is
A cottage-heart-lover. ```What language
Does God speak?God speaks only
Self-giving language. ```O my heart’s hope-shrine,
You are my life’sOneness-sunshine.
```Do not allow unhappiness
To capture your heart.Do you not know that unhappiness
Is the heart-cancer? ```My idle life
And my impure mindTalk and talk incessantly.
```To my widest surprise,
The farthest reachOf the mind
Is unimaginably short! ```O my mind, from now on
You can be a self-ruler.But I shall not allow you
Any longer to rule my heart. ```I want to master
Mind-disciplineAnd not
Mind-freedom. ```How can you expect
Your soul to sing for youIts celestial songs,
When you have betrayedYour God-hunger-life?
```God sings God-Songs
Only to a sleeplesslyGod-grateful life.
```God’s final advice to me:
“My child, my child,Smile at Me, smile at Me.”
```Happiness is
A Heaven-sent boon,Not an earth-born gift.
```Your heart will be
Supremely happyIf you can accept and transcend
All your mind-barriers. ```O my mind’s turbulence,
You cannot frighten meAny more.
My illumination-soulHas come to my rescue.
```O seeker,
Keep your faith-swordAlways sharp.
Do not allow yourselfTo be assaulted
By self-doubts. ```O truth-seeker and God-lover,
It is already very late,But it is never too late
For you to departFrom ignorance-confusion-mind-market.
```O my Lord Supreme,
Do liberate meFrom the fragments
Of my battered faith in You. ```Each positive thought
Is a Heaven-flower.Each negative thought
Is an earth-thorn. ```God will be
Extremely proud of youIf you can outshine
Your yesterday’s knowledge-sun. ```O seeker,
If your mind is really sincereAnd your heart is really pure,
Then you can be a true memberOf the true God’s
True inner circle. ```From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 206, Agni Press, 1994
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