God’s Nectar-Voice I hear
Only when I make His FeetMy only choice.
```If you want happiness,
Then immediately hand overYour doubtful mind
To the Lord Supreme. ```Your life is out of focus
Precisely because you have kept GodInfinitely, infinitely farther away
Than you can ever imagine. ```Unless you become
A God-lover-heart,How can you be
A God-fighter-life? ```Your meditation is sublime
When you feelThat meditation is nothing short of
Your best vacation. ```God cannot hide from you
If your lifeIs your purity-heart.
```When I touch my Lord’s Feet
With my tearful heart,He reduces my one hundred
Heart-breaking misfortunesTo one misfortune.
```If you are living
In your doubting mind,Then do not allow yourself
To assert your authenticity. ```Try to plant
Your gratitude-heart-seedsHere, there, everywhere.
```It is not a sign of wisdom-light
When you open your heartIndiscriminately to all.
```Alas, God’s Compassion-Light
Does not surprise usAs much as His Justice-Might.
```My Lord,
I do not want greatness from YouFor my mind.
I want only goodness from YouFor my heart.
```Commanding and intimidating
Are not God’s usual waysOf dealing with aspirants.
```God has no time
To listen to my mind-stories,But He has eternal time
To listen to my heart-songs. ```Whenever
God hears or reads somethingAbout a self-giving seeker,
He gets a tremendous sense of satisfaction. ```One of mankind’s
Great misfortunesIs that man consciously carries
His unaspiring past. ```Not the freedom of the mind
But the peace of the heartWill have the last word
In establishing the Kingdom of GodOn earth.
```When our gratitude-heart-plant
Slowly and steadily grows,We feel that
We are unmistakably reachingOur God-destination.
```A soulful and powerful meditation
Is the only wayTo clear the mind’s
World-misunderstanding-clouds. ```We make the fastest progress
In our spiritual lifeOnly when our mind is endowed
With imperishable purity. ```A suspicious mind
Is its ownMost dangerous catastrophe.
```Even an iota of self-doubt
Can extinguish our heart’sHeaven-climbing aspiration-flames.
```My Lord Supreme,
I am praying to YouNot only for
A long obedience-lifeBut also for
An everlasting obedience-heart-breath. ```Those who try to justify
Their likes and dislikesWill neither please others
Nor be pleased by others. ```God’s unconditional Compassion
Helps us meritGod’s all-illumining Attention.
```Every day
We must strengthen our heart of faith.If not, our mind will suffer
From untold doubt-calamities. ```Confidently I tell God
That He is wrong.God not only compassionately
But also forgivingly tells meThat I am wrong.
```Is there any day
When my life’s misdeedsDo not compel God’s Heart
To bleed? ```When we climb up
The truth-mountain,We see that this world
Is made ofGod’s infinite Compassion-Light.
```My spirituality will sink
If my mind does notStart thinking of God
And my heart does notStart loving God.
```Only a self-giving heart
Can have uninterrupted zealFor pleasing the Absolute Lord Supreme.
```My mind-knowledge
Is alwaysWisdom-poverty-stricken.
```For me
The most difficult question to answerIs this:
Will I ever be able to love GodIn God’s own Way?
```A God-disobedience-mind
And a heart-agony-experienceAre inseparable.
```I do not want to succeed
In anythingWithout my Lord’s blessingful Consent
And powerful Co-operation. ```A fruitful meditation
Is nothing other thanDiving into the sea of silence.
```The best way
To lose doubt-weightIs to sing, play and dance
Inside your ownFragrance-heart-garden.
```If you want to be happy,
Then breathe inCompassion and endurance,
And breathe outFrustration and anger.
```Do not ask the same old question
Again and again:What can God do for you?
Ask a totally new question:What can you do for God?
```O my seeker-friend,
If you want to ascendThe stairway of ecstasy,
Then discard immediatelyYour mind’s long-cherished
Frustration-chains. ```My loving surrender
To God’s WillIs, indeed, my life’s
Future dawn-harbinger. ```Alas,
Slow, slower and slowestWill always be
Humanity’s upward climb. ```Alas,
Man’s mind is surroundedBy useless thoughts,
And man’s heart is surroundedBy godless feelings.
```My Lord,
I have come to realiseThat my lifestyle will change
Only if You mete outYour Thunder-Justice.
```He who sincerely aspires
Will never be imprisonedBy earthly possession-fantasies.
```We are so fortunate
That God the CompassionNever loses patience
With our slowest progress-pace. ```What I need
Is a dynamic vitalThat will always strive
For God-manifestation.What I need
Is a sympathetic heartThat will always endure sufferings
For the cause of God-manifestation. ```Today I am peaceful
Because I know that tomorrowMy dividing and doubting mind
Will definitely die. ```Today I am peaceful
Because I know that tomorrowMy aspiring heart
Will fly and fly. ```Today I am peaceful
Because yesterday I made othersUnconditionally happy.
```Peace has come to me
Not because I have vehementlyRejected the world
But because I have soulfullyAccepted the world.
```All human beings are roses
Inside my heart-garden.Their sweetness-fragrance
Is my oneness-satisfaction-peace. ```I gave the world
My forgiveness-light.The world gave me
Its peace-delight in return. ```It is stupid to think
That my enemies are always thinking of me.They have more important things to do
Than to think of me all the time.Such being the case,
Why should I lose my own peaceBy thinking of them?
```O world,
You have given meWhat you have:
Frustration.But I shall give you
What I am:Oneness-peace-hunger.
```Real peace does not come
From the piercing mind,The wrestling vital
Or the sleeping body,But from the crying heart
And the smiling soul. ```Peace loves me
And has becomePart and parcel of my life
Because I do not have the word“Comparison”
In my heart-dictionary. ```I devotedly offer
My life’s progress-song to God.God blessingfully gives me
His Heart’s Peace-Sky. ```God has made me happy
By telling meWhat I should do.
I have made God happyBy showing Him
That whatever I do,I do peacefully
And in no other way. ```God is proud of me
Because even in my dreamsI serve Him not only powerfully
But also peacefully. ```My happy heart tells me
That what I haveIs the entire universe.
My peaceful mind tells meWho I am:
Another God. ```Keep your God-appointments.
Peace-accomplishmentsWill be yours.
```Life is too short.
Therefore, I have decidedTo be better and not to remain bitter.
And I have also decidedTo see inside my heart
A wisdom-sun and a sea of peace. ```We need a truth-volcano
To destroyOur impurity-mind-land.
```Because you do not believe
That the soul has come into the worldTo speak on God’s behalf,
You will never succeedIn your spiritual life.
```What are the credentials
Of a genuine seeker?The credentials of a sincere seeker
Are a purity-heartAnd a sacrifice-life.
```May my Lord’s Compassion-Eye
Eternally beMy only heart-home.
```He who cannot be satisfied
With the philosophyOf “live and let live”
Will always find his life intolerable. ```My Lord,
I desperately needSome assurance from You
That in this lifetimeI will be able to become
Your unconditionally surrendered child. ```You can lighten
God’s burdenOnly by enlightening
Your own mind. ```Can you not see
That your aspiration-heart-sunIs completely eclipsed
By your suspicion-mind-night? ```Silence
Your disobedience-mind!God’s Happiness
Will be all yours. ```O suspicion-mind,
Is there anythingOr can there be anything
As ugly as you are? ```O oneness-heart-smile,
Is there anythingOr can there be anything
As beautiful as you are? ```O my mind’s disobedience,
You have stolenMy heart’s God-obedience-joy.
```O human mind,
You are so deplorably weakThat at any moment
Anything can tempt youTo your own peril.
```When a sweet, kind
And self-giving thoughtGrows within you,
You are definitely making very fast progressIn your inner life.
```O my ignorance-mind,
Your reign will not forever last.My wisdom-heart will find its time
And its way;And then my wisdom-heart
Will guide, shape and mould my life. ```O my Lord Supreme,
I pray to YouNever to give me the capacity
To fulfil my desire-life. ```Alas, we are living
In two worlds.The outer world
Is all bitterness.The inner world
Is all blindness. ```A self-giving seeker
Is a perfectGod-fulfilling promise
On earth. ```Every day I place
My sweet dream-flower-heartAt my Lord’s Feet,
And thus I fulfil HimIn His own Way.
```O my disobedience-mind,
Can you not see?Your final departure-hour
Has struck. ```O my obedience-heart,
Listen, listen!The hour has finally struck
For your arrival. ```On earth
There is only one miracle:A oneness-love-peace-heart.
```My dream-awakened life
Happily seesThat God’s Eye
Is made ofGod’s Heart.
```A temptation-thought
Has abundant capacityTo extinguish my heart’s
Aspiration-cry-flames. ```Love the world,
But do not let the world knowWhat your plans are
For world-transformation.If the world knows
What you are going to do,It will in countless ways
Take away your inspiration-joy.Without fail, you will not succeed.
```How painful it is to see
That each time a God-representativeComes into the world
To raise the consciousnessOf humanity,
He is not only misunderstoodBut also reviled
By those whom he came to liberateFrom the meshes of ignorance.
```The desire-life
Cannot liveWithout untold
Imaginary necessities. ```The first battle is over:
I definitely love God.The last battle will be over one day:
I shall manifest GodTo please Him in His own Way.
```O seeker,
Look forward, go ahead!When do you have time
To allow yourself to be shackledBy yesterday’s sad and destructive failures?
```Alas, we do not know how heavy
Ignorance-weight is,And that it is killing our inspiration-joy
And God-oneness. ```The absence of my self-offering
Is compelling my aspiration-heartTo starve indefinitely.
```The mind longs for
God’s Greatness.The heart longs for
God’s Goodness.The soul longs for
God’s constant Satisfaction-Fulness. ```Train your mind to be satisfied
With humble positions.Train your life to be satisfied
With simple possessions.You will be happy
Far beyond your imagination. ```When the mind visits the soul,
It comes with nothing but commotion.When the soul visits the mind,
It comes with a lighthouse of compassion. ```If you cannot stay in the vicinity
Of your soul’s divinity,Try to stay at least inside
Your aspiration-heart-purity. ```My sincerity-mind
And my determination-eyesCan mark the end
Of all my earthly miseries. ```Do you want to know
Who loves you most?No, not God the Compassion,
No, not God the ForgivenessBut God the sleepless and breathless Love.
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 218, Agni Press, 1994
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