By nature,
The Inner Pilot of our life-boatIs unconditional.
```A self-giving life
Feels no needFor self-expression.
```God’s Compassion
And my gratitudeEventually turn into
My perfect Perfection. ```My Lord,
Why do I not love this world?Why does this world not love me?
Why am I compelled to swimIn the sea of torture?
```We may bow
To death’s injunction,But death always bows
To God’s Silence-Eye. ```The inner fragrance of life
Can manifest itselfOnly when surrender is complete.
```My Lord does not ask me
How great I am.He does not ask me
Even how good I am.He just asks me
How I truly am. ```Once you make up your mind,
Keep your heart always pure,Sweet, fragrant and self-giving.
```Each man has to win
In the struggle betweenGod-ordained truth
And self-imposed falsehood. ```If you always play the defensive game
With your Inner Pilot,Do you think you will ever
Be able to arriveAt the destination?
```To expand your heart,
And not to disband your heart,You came into this world.
```Excruciating pangs have taught me
That God must beMy only inner Tutor
And outer Teacher. ```An impure mind will tell you
That there is no placeFor you to turn.
A pure heart will tell youThat everywhere you turn
You can see the Face of God. ```If we do not love God
In God’s own Way,Then each of us is
An unparalleled authorityOn stupidity-futility-life.
```I can have no fulfilling relationship
With the SupremeUnless I am sleeplessly
All for Him. ```I do not call it a heart
If it is notAn all-loving and all-serving
Fulfilment-promise to God. ```My heart’s purest
And sweetest secret is:I need God, only God,
Only God’s Compassion-EyeAnd only God’s Forgiveness-Feet.
```When I live peacefully
In my heart-cottage,I see no stranger —
No, not even one. ```Divinity’s love blossoms
Only in an expected place:A gratitude-heart.
```When I suspect the world,
I actually hurt the trustOf this blameless world.
```God’s Heart is waiting.
God’s Heart is calling.Are you blind?
Are you deaf? ```You can fly
At faster than the fastest speedIf you can learn the art
Of silencing your mind. ```Today I am planting
A God-loving thought.Tomorrow I shall have
A God-fulfilling harvest. ```May my God-searching mind,
My God-loving heartAnd my God-serving life
Radiate to ever-transcending horizons. ```I have caught God’s Feet
With my tears.God has caught my heart
With His Cheers. ```My Lord,
I wish to please You.Just tell me how,
Oh, only how! ```Only a divine thought
Can come downFrom a supernal height
Without being obstructed and marredBy mundane absurdities.
```God does everything unnoticed.
Why?Because His actual appearance
Might frighten us to death. ```The breath of unconditional surrender
Is proudly treasuredBy both God the Love
And God the Power. ```Do not rationalise
But utiliseLovingly and devotedly
Your Master’s outer activities. ```The comprehension of the mind
Is extremely limited.Therefore,
God’s Affection for mankindRemains unnoticed.
```You can climb the stairs of effulgence
If you constantly draw yourselfTowards God’s Heart.
```Around you is all darkness
BecauseYou do not liberate yourself
From the city of falsehood. ```My heart cries and cries
When it hearsA prayerful and soulful song
From a truth-seekerAnd God-lover.
```Your life can be perfect
If you self-givingly listenTo the whispers
Of your Inner Pilot. ```Not for one day,
Not for two days,Not for three days,
But every dayI have to place
A new surrender-garlandAt the Feet of my Lord Supreme.
```In my spiritual life
When I do not fulfil GodIn God’s own Way,
I see my own funeralIn my mind.
```He who does not aspire
Will have an unsatisfactoryAnd disheartening
Inner weather report. ```Do not be afraid of life;
Do not be afraid of death.You can challenge them equally
And powerfully. ```A God-surrendering life
Never needsAny explanation.
```The soul teaches the body
Never to acceptAny limitation.
```May I have a dream,
My Lord,That I can always spread
With my heart’sSweet fragrance-love?
```Meditate daily, soulfully
And self-givingly.No dream of yours
Will ever remain unfulfilled. ```If the eyes of life
Are purity-flooded,The face of death
Is peace-flooded. ```Happiness in life I need.
But alas, without patience,My happiness remains always
A far cry. ```Never give up, never give up!
Even if you lose your wayA great many times,
You must realise that your destinationIs sleeplessly expecting your arrival.
```A crisis-ridden life
I was.A confidence-tower
I am. ```Every day
God expects to hear from usAt least one
Peace-heart-song. ```God has only one
Blessingful Command for me:He tells me to look directly
At His Heart of Compassion. ```God is all ready to rewrite
The story of your life.Just come and remain seated
At His Compassion-Feet. ```It is true
That you have chosenThe Hour of God.
But it is infinitely more trueThat the Hour of God
Has chosen you. ```Not an impossible task,
Not even a difficult task,To learn the heart’s oneness-song.
```Life is not
An unfulfilling hope.Life is
An all-fulfilling promise. ```You need God for many things,
But God needs you for only one thing:To spread His Dream
Here, there and everywhere. ```God asks you
Not just to faceBut to embrace
Your Divinity’s Shore. ```You must realise that
Reality-worlds can be unshackled,Just like dream-worlds.
```We run
From dawn to duskTimidly.
But God wants us to raceFrom dawn to dusk
Confidently, bravely and self-givingly. ```The suspicion of the modern mind
Has becomeAlmost an incurable disease.
```If you do not aspire,
You can haveOnly a dying spark of hope
To realise God. ```Each time we delay
In our self-offering,We just increase the length
Of our suffering. ```The rising sun of inner joy
Can easily sweep awayThe dusty, ugly doubt-thoughts.
```Your mind’s unhappy reality
Can be transformed intoYour heart’s happy dream.
Just pray to God with ceaseless tears. ```No doubter
Can ever be cheerful.No doubter
Can ever be powerful.No doubter
Can ever be fruitful. ```Do not allow your mind
At any timeTo invade your silence-heart.
```The darkest nights
Are behind us.The brightest days
Are ahead of us. ```No miracle can be
As illumining and fulfillingAs the miracle
Of unconditional love. ```When I pray,
I marvel atMy own hidden divinity.
```Light will blossom
In the darkness of the mind’s jungleIf we just pray
And grow into a patience-tree. ```Each time I treasure
A divine thought,I unveil a supreme Truth.
```O stupid mind!
Love your heartInstead of trying
To rule your heart. ```When I live inside
The beauty of my heart,I feel that there is nobody on earth
Who is unworthy of my love. ```War is only
An unanswerable questionAnd never
An illumining answer. ```The unaspiring mind
Quite often invitesAnd even orchestrates
A self-imposed disaster-life. ```If you are a true God-lover,
Then you will be sleeplessly eagerTo reveal God’s Heart-Blossoms
On earth. ```My world
Was an ancient hope.My world
Is a modern promise.My world
Will be an eternal God-fulfilment. ```Fear and doubt
Are our powerful enemies.We must not ignore them.
We must avoid themOr conquer them.
```Obedience
Is highway-speedTo perfection-destination.
```Eradicate every trace
Of hatred and maliceFrom your God-blossoming heart.
```Every morning
Extinguish prayerfully and confidentlyEven the very first flame
Of your desire-mind. ```Each man is drunk
With self-admiration,And not
With life-transformation. ```When we do not pray
And do not meditate,Fruitless hopes
Become our daily companions. ```Alas,
The fear of the mindIs extremely powerful.
It so often incapacitatesThe pure heart.
```Forget the thorny past.
Look at the fragrant future.This future is all yours,
Only yours. ```If you really do not want
The emptiness of your life,Then try to remain always
In the fulness of your heart. ```The age-old questions:
Does God really love me?Does God really need me?
Oh, where is the answer?Who can give the answer,
If not the real in me,My own God-love?
```There can be no crisis
In the life of our faithIf we cheerfully surrender
To God’s WillWhat we have and what we are.
```First insist that your mind
Be inside your inner boat.Then assist your mind
To remain inside your heart-boat. ```God is eager
To clap His proud HandsIf you dare to smile at Him
Lovingly and self-givingly. ```To fly above
The clouds of the mind,We need a heart
Of silence-flooded peace. ```God does not punish
My disobedience.He just embraces
My obedience. ```Although God does not seem
To mind at all,I do mind
When I hurt God consciouslyOr even unconsciously.
```Where do I live?
Alas!I live in my mind’s
Desolate and barren hopes. ```I want God to sing for me
From the highest Heaven.But God wants to sing for me
From my lowest hell. ```Even when God
Is in a terrible hurry,He does not forget
My heart’s love for Him. ```Alas,
I am not strugglingTo run the fastest.
I am strugglingJust to wake up
And stand at the starting line. ```My heart tells me to be brave,
And it will definitely take meBeyond, far beyond
The darkness of my mind’sThickest darkness-night.
```Today I want to gather
Peace and bliss-flowers.But tomorrow I must scatter them
All-where. ```The seeker’s life
Can be young or old,But the path is always
Long, illumining and fulfilling. ```What I need in the morning
Is a smiling joy.What I need in the evening
Is a forgiving peace. ```God begs me
Day in and day outTo give Him
A self-offering smile.He begs for nothing more.
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 224, Agni Press, 1995
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