Gratitude
Will indeed forever remainMy heart’s most valuable
God-blessed asset. ```God-realisation
Will definitely be a clear visionIn my days to come.
```In the beginning
Hope swims hesitantlyIn my heart’s
Ever-widening sea. ```Disobedience can never
Near God’s Throne.Neither can impurity.
```The hour of death
And the arrivalOf ignorance-night
Are unavoidable. ```God does not want
My heart to be heavy with secrets,But He wants my life
To be flooded with smiles. ```Like the Heart of God,
I need a heartThat will enjoy
Ignorance-refusal. ```My newly blossomed
Gratitude-heartHas made God eager
To return to my life. ```The unaspiring mind
May look sincere,But is not really so.
```O my aspiration-heart,
This world will remember youFor a long time.
O my surrender-life,
This world will remember youForever.
```Nothing can help me more
Than my gratitude-heartTo reap
My aspiration-harvest. ```In the spiritual life
No aspirant must take leaveOf the path of hope
And the path of promise. ```God-Satisfaction
In God’s own Way:This message only
My aspiration-heartCan offer to God.
```Nothing remains so distant
As my mind’sSatisfactory transformation.
```May my prayer to God
To return my divine and positive qualitiesBe crowned with
A fast-culminating success. ```My heart is progressing very fast
Because God-studyIs so fascinating to my heart.
```The unaspiring mind
And the rush-hour on the roadAre fond of choosing each other
As partners. ```Will there ever come a time
When ignorance-nightWill exhaust
All its darkness-heaviness? ```An insecure mind
Will never, never be sureOf anything on earth.
```What I need:
A God-hunger-cryTo challenge
My aspiration-unwillingness-mind. ```Centuries roll by;
Yet the human mindDoes not want to know
What aspiration-hunger is. ```My heart desperately wants
My life to surrender to God.God’s Heart desperately wants
To feed my lifeIn God’s own Way.
```No, not even an aspiration-heart
Can ever completeThe God-absorption-perfection.
```O my negativity-mind,
You do not expect it,But you are bound to meet with
An all-destruction-death. ```God is delighted
To be with me in my heart’sAspiration-garden.
```My inner life needs
Tolerance and patience;My outer life needs
Promise and determinationTo make my Lord happy
In His own Way. ```The simplest truth is:
“God is my All”.In it abides God
And His infinite Smiles. ```Those who approach life spiritually
Will eventually haveA heart of ecstasy
And a life of fulfilment. ```The ingratitude-lifestyle
Of my mindIs something that God
Is unfortunately familiar with. ```God is always eager
To tell me all about Himself.Alas,
Will I ever be ready to hear Him,Even unwillingly?
```Alas, how long
Shall I deliberately remain a strangerTo my soul’s illumination-perfection?
```True, death cannot be
Perpetually cancelled,But death can be
Indefinitely delayed. ```I need only one voice:
God’s Forgiveness-Voice.I need only one choice:
God’s Satisfaction-Choice. ```Not the head, but the heart
Has to be the spokesman of the family.Then there can be no problem.
```Each good thought
Is indeed a real passportTo enter into
The perfection-realm. ```When I see my soul,
I invariably see itWith a magic smile,
Sweeter than the sweetest. ```My heart’s hospitality
Is the only hospitalityMy Lord Supreme
Happily and unreservedly trusts. ```Yes and No
Can never be friends.They can, at best,
Be two untiring rivals. ```My soul tells me
Not to be ready in the leastWhen death knocks
At my life’s door. ```May my mind’s ignorance-volcano
Not only today and tomorrow,But forever,
Remain fast asleep. ```Only when patience knocks
At peace-doorDoes peace open up the door.
```If you are prepared
To live only for God,Then God will have time
To be always at your disposal. ```O my restless mind,
Do not ignore the beckoning handsOf my silence-heart.
```Each self-giving thought of mine
Has God’s proud VisionAs its source.
```May my heart
Every day be readyTo be humanity’s God-Feast.
```I am a dreamer.
What I love most about my dreamsIs their whisper-smiles.
```Unlike us,
God never takesForgiveness-vacations.
```Compromise
Is not satisfaction.Compromise
Is not perfection.Compromise
Is just a clever wayOf justice-light-evasion.
```We dream of many things,
But ego dreams of only one thing:Sovereignty.
```God can be happy
Not with what we have,But with what we are:
A sleepless gratitude-heart-smile. ```I am beautiful
When I am filledWith my heart’s tears.
I am perfectWhen I become
The smile of my soul. ```God appreciates my tears,
God admires my vows,God loves my conscious and constant
Surrender-life. ```If you do not command your mind
To surrender to you,You will not be able to see
Your heart’s all-loving rising sun. ```Conviction does not come
From self-affirmation.Conviction comes only
From self-perfection. ```To be absolutely perfect,
What I needIs a God-believer-mind
And a God-lover-heart. ```O my heart’s climbing tears,
You have no idea how beautiful,Significant and fruitful
You are. ```With doubt,
Nobody will be ableTo climb to the summit
Of silence-mountain. ```When I live inside my mind,
I am all exasperation.When I live inside my heart,
I am all preparation.When I live inside my soul,
I am all action-fulfilled satisfaction. ```When I please God
In God’s own Way,My life becomes
Ecstasy’s perpetual journey. ```Human independence
Is the joint productOf the mind’s absurdity
And the life’s futility. ```A newness-life
Inspires us.A oneness-heart
Fulfils us. ```An expectation-mind
Ruins the beautyOf self-giving
In our spiritual life. ```A real seeker
Must take everything in his lifeNot only devotedly,
But also cheerfully. ```There are many ways
To live on earth.I have chosen the way
Of God-intoxication-life. ```Intelligence
Is the beauty of the mind.Wisdom
Is the illumination of the soul. ```The stars do not tell me
What I should do.I tell the stars
To inspire the worldIn and through me.
```I do not tell my mind
To do anything good,For my mind does not listen to me.
I do not tell my heartTo do anything good,
For my heart does not wait for me —It just does everything
Lovingly and self-givingly. ```How do you expect
To approach your MasterIf you are not happily agreeable
To his reproaches? ```There is no difference between
An unaspiring mindAnd a solid wall of doubt.
```God’s infinite Compassion
And His continued ForgivenessAre two insoluble mysteries.
```If your heart
Makes your soul shine,Then God will invite you
To dine with Him. ```God’s Compassion-Light
And His Justice-HeightBoth have equal rights
To my life. ```More than anything else,
God’s Forgiveness-FeetI sleeplessly treasure.
```An ignorance-life-lover
I was.Now an ignorance-life-fighter
I am. ```It is not possible to be both
A truth-defiance-lifeAnd a God-reliance-life.
```May my aspiration-heart
Every dayChase away my frustration-mind.
```My heart-garden
Is not only a beautiful place,But also a cheerful place
For my Lord to work. ```God does not plan my future
In every detailUnless I love Him only
And need Him only. ```O my mind,
Do tell meWhy you complicate my life.
O my soul,Do tell me
How you liberate my life. ```My life’s perfection-progress-hunger
Always receivesGod’s proud Attention.
```Not only the entire aspiration-life,
But each and every moment’sAspiration-breath
Has a very special significance. ```O my mind,
Your independence-existence-hungerHas turned my life
Into a complete failure. ```Quickly the mind distorts
The truth.Slowly the heart feels and fulfils
The truth. ```God’s Compassion-Eye
Is constantly blessing meWith the privilege of discovering Him
In and through my life. ```O my mind,
Be not too rigid.O my heart,
Be not too timid. ```Not only does the mind not know,
But also it does not want to knowWhat divine love truly is.
```Alas, how can a human life be happy
When it has two bad bosses:A dictating mind
And a dominating vital? ```God does not question
My disobedience-mind.He just avoids and ignores it.
```O my mind,
My heart is the onlyGod-messenger of hope.
How do you dareTo crucify my heart?
```What is my desire-life?
My desire-life is somethingThat deserves constant rejection
From the divine in me. ```If you constantly live
In the aspiration-heart,Then your fear and self-doubt
Will have no meaning. ```Every day
God wants everybody’s heartTo reach into
Spanless vastness. ```God wants us to live
Inside our heart’s faith-palaceAnd not
Inside our mind’s doubt-cave. ```Just speak to God.
He is all eagernessTo listen to you.
```If you want to be happy,
Then at every moment listenTo the whispering child
In your heart. ```The hope of the heart
And the smile of lifeCan and must
Live and work together. ```When self-doubt ends,
We feel that we have come out ofThe mind’s darkest abyss.
```The despair-journey
Is infinitely more fatiguingThan any other journey.
```Alas, will there be a time
When my life will surrenderAs beautifully and charmingly
As God originally intended? ```God-realisation is the only task
That my life has to bravelyAnd unmistakably accomplish.
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 226, Agni Press, 1996
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