A devotion-heart
Every day runs an inner marathonHappily, prayerfully and self-givingly.
```Peace and God
Came and went, alas,When my heart and my life
Were fast asleep. ```A climbing heart
Reaches God’s Summit-Satisfaction-HeightsSooner than anything else.
```To have peace of mind,
You must take God alwaysAs He is.
```There is no inner illness on earth
That cannot be curedWith the streaming tears
Of the heart. ```Obstacles
Existed, exist and will always existIn the mind
Unless and untilWe make our God-surrender complete.
```My sadness-eyes
To Heaven I offer daily.My madness-eyes
To earth I offer daily.My happiness-eyes,
Alas, I have long lost —I hope not forever.
```My heart’s sleepless obedience
And my Lord’s endless SatisfactionAre interdependent.
```God does not want us
To crucifyOur life’s ignorance-night.
He wants usTo purify and beautify
Our life’s ignorance-night. ```O my self-importance,
I have had enough of you.Now leave me alone!
O my God-dependence,
Do hasten your arrival.I am in sleepless expectation!
```We are all God-representatives,
But because of doubting mindsAnd fearful hearts
We fail to know what we truly are. ```Today
I do not know why and howMy willingness-eagerness-heart
Is overcastBy my doubt-darkness-mind.
```There can be no wall of separativity
Between the mind’s clarityAnd the heart’s purity.
```If you want to be captured,
Then allow yourselfTo be captured by ambition,
And not by lethargy. ```Each individual seeker
Is blessed withAn inner doubt-devouring faith.
```Ego and ego’s loud bark
AlwaysRemain inseparable.
```If you are a seeker
Of the highest Truth,Then there shall come a time
When you will no longer remainA prisoner of your fate.
```O my Lord Supreme,
Do give me backOnly one thing:
My soul’s vision-eye. ```God does not want me to offer
My sad eyes to Heaven’s Light,But He wants me to open
My happy heart to Heaven’s Light. ```Nothing can be more beautiful
Than my heart’s gratitude-tearsWhen I place them at the Feet
Of my Lord Supreme. ```It is never too late
To offer our doubting mindTo our Lord Supreme
For its radical transformation. ```What can you expect from surrender?
You can expect many things —Almost everything.
The easiest wayTo make your obstacles and hurdles
Fade awayIs to be a constant surrender-will
To the Will of the Supreme. ```When we please God
In His own Way,God immediately blesses us
With a torrential downpourOf His Affection,
SweetnessAnd Fondness.
```A heart and its purity
Must always remainTwo inseparable companions.
```What we all need
Is a doubt-defyingInner ascent.
```Today, like other days,
I must not try to fool GodWith my insincerity-mind,
Impurity-heart and ingratitude-life. ```Self-importance is a game
That we have playedFor a very, very long time.
God-reliance is a new game.Let us play this game
Forever and forever. ```May my heart’s love
Always burnFree from self-doubt.
```When we powerfully aspire,
All our heart’s messagesKindle a fire
Of inner illumination in us. ```My Lord Supreme,
Do give me the capacityTo speak only with Your Breath
Inside Your Universal Heart. ```Every day is a step
Into the unknownIf we live in the mind.
But every day can be a stepInto the eagerly anticipated
If we live in the heartOf our self-offering.
```He whose mind is wanting
In imaginationWill never be able to succeed
In life. ```Of all virtues,
ObedienceWill forever remain
Unparalleled. ```O mind,
Why do you thinkThat you were made
Only to think?You were made to aspire.
You were made to offer yourselfClearly and constantly
To the ocean of the heart. ```God uses His Express Train
To come and meet usOnly when our heart
Is all eagernessAnd our mind
Is all willingnessTo receive Him.
```There are many who would like to be
The keeper of my heart-key.But I shall accept only
God’s Compassion-EyeAs the keeper of my heart-key.
```Only two things we need
To greet God face to face:A life of ceaseless surrender
And a heart of breathless gratitude. ```The “Yes” of my mind
Is a powerful choice.The “Yes” of my heart
Is a beautiful voice. ```Each good thought that we cherish
Comes directly fromGod’s Dream-manifesting World.
```When we are in the soul’s world,
We sing and danceNot only with our possibility-hopes,
But also with our inevitability-promises. ```A God-oneness-heart
Is always lovedBy Infinity’s Peace
And Immortality’s Bliss. ```Unless and until we arrive
At our inner frontiers,We cannot have abiding peace.
```We take great strides
To fulfil our desires,But not to overcome
Our ignorance-life. ```Mine is the heart
That is always inspiredTo go far beyond the domain
Of the limitation-mind. ```O noiseless foot of time,
Where are you?My heart is longing to follow you
Lovingly and prayerfully. ```It is not so easy
To sit on the wisdom-chair of lifeAll the time.
But it is definitely possibleTo see the divine, only the divine,
In all our actions. ```If the doubts of the mind
Are close to us,Then God’s Compassion-Eye to protect us
Is infinitely closer. ```When my body runs,
My soul jumps,And my Lord Supreme sings and dances
With enormous Delight. ```Let us try to live
In a oneness-worldSo that insecurity and jealousy
Cannot blindfoldOur Heaven-climbing aspiration-eyes.
```Alas, we always broadcast
Our own achievement-glories,But we never appreciate,
Admire and extolThe Compassion-Beauty
Of our Beloved Lord’s Eye. ```The sweetness-fragrance
Of our aspiration-lifeAnd our dedication-life
Will never have a parallel. ```If the dreamer in you
Is not your soul,If the lover in you
Is not your heart,If the sacrificer in you
Is not your life,Then your ultimate failure
Is destined. ```The chains of oneness-love
Do not bind,But strengthen,
Illumine and fulfil us. ```Every day we need a fresh dream
To enter intoGod’s Perfection-Satisfaction-Kingdom.
```When we love God prayerfully
In God’s own Way,We can fathom the depth
Of the ineffable. ```No more teeming problems
Will be able to crowdAlong my life’s path,
For I can clearly seeThat a new age of love and promise
Is dawning within me. ```Peace never comes to me alone.
It comes with eitherIts ever-blossoming silence
Or its ever-manifesting delight. ```Our Lord Supreme
Not only acknowledgesOur surrender smilingly,
But also welcomes itWith boundless joy.
```Neither the inner duty
Of God-aspiration,Nor the outer duty
Of God-dedicationShould be kept waiting.
```Disobedience
Is its own failure.Disobedience
Is its own tragedy.Plus, disobedience
Is its own total destruction. ```You tell me
That God does not love me.I tell you, “So what?”
You tell meThat God does not need me.
I tell you, “So what?”God may not love me;
God may not need me.But do I love God?
Do I need God?Yes!
Yes!This is the only thing I want to hear
At every momentFrom my aspiration-heart
And my dedication-life. ```Obedience and peace
Belong toAn affection-flooded family.
```For a long time
Speech was my only teacher.Now I have a totally new teacher,
Silence,And this teacher I shall keep
Forever and forever. ```True, God’s Justice-Light
From time to time forgets me,But never His Compassion-Height.
```Each blossoming century
Begins with a new HopeFrom God’s Heart
And a new PromiseFrom God’s Eye.
```Today I am praying to God
To punish me and my mind severelyIf we continue to deceive the world
Around us and within us. ```Every day,
In the small hours of the morning,God eagerly waits to hear from my soul
The very latest detailsAbout my body, vital, mind and heart.
```I have two hopes:
God-realisation-hopeAnd God-manifestation-hope.
May these two hopesNever wither.
```Sound comes to me
From the house of the mind.Silence comes to me
From the home of the soul. ```To destroy another’s hope
Is nothing butAn unforgivable crime.
```Real satisfaction
Is attainableOnly by my oneness-heart
With God’s Will. ```I celebrate
My sound-life-victories.God celebrates
My silence-eye-beauty. ```I give God what I have:
My questioning mind.God gives me what He has:
His answering Heart. ```He who does not practise spirituality
Will suffer from inner paralysisWithout fail.
```My heart’s willingness
And my life’s competenceAre found together always.
```My Lord’s Compassion-Eye-Smile
Is the master keyTo every crying heart.
```My soul inspires me
And tells meNot to be afraid of
The God-Summit-Heights. ```There is no height
That cannot be reachedWith our life’s
God-surrender-wings. ```God-inspiration-mind,
God-aspiration-heartAnd God-manifestation-life
Are three inseparable friends. ```In the small hours of the morning,
My soul awakensMy sleeping God-hunger-heart.
```No matter how sweet
Our old thoughts are,They are not powerful enough
To show us a new wayTo arrive at our destination.
```When my mind tells me God-stories,
I fall asleep immediately.When my heart sings God-songs for me,
I not only remain fully awake,But also enjoy them immensely.
```O heights of superiority-mind,
You are indeed worthless and useless!O abyss of inferiority-life,
You are equally worthless and useless! ```Only deep meditation
Knows what the deepening silenceOf the Beyond is.
```My Lord Supreme tells me
That there is nothingAnd there can be nothing
Beyond my heart’s aspiration-reach. ```Only a surrender-heart
Knows how to breathe inThe freedom of Heaven.
```My heart strongly feels
That my mind’s negativity-death-hourWill before long strike.
```Not only God the Compassion
But also God the JusticeDearly loves my obedience-heart.
```There shall definitely come a day
When the beauty and divinityOf spirituality
Will guide and lead the entire world. ```This moment my heart lives
In sorrow-whispersFrom below.
The next moment my heart livesIn smile-whispers
From Above. ```My God-love-heart-power
Has drastically reducedMy body’s sleep-hour.
```Mind-improvement
For God-realisationIs the most difficult miracle
Of all miracles. ```My enthusiasm-mind
Has immensely increasedThe beauty of my life’s
Aspiration-flames. ```Each time I sing
A God-surrender-song,My heart dives into
God’s Oneness-Satisfaction-Heart. ```Living is nothing short of dying
When love for God-LightIs missing.
```O my Lord Supreme,
I need only one thing from You:Do play on my heart-swing
At least five minutes a day! ```If you follow God
With your heart’s devotion-steps,God will turn around
And bless youWith His Victory’s Fragrance-Garland.
```Smile, smile, smile
At your mindAs often as possible.
Your smiling will considerably reduceYour mind’s tearing tension.
```When we offer God
Our purity-heart,God invites us to come and play
In His beauty-floodedHeart-Garden.
```When God’s Name echoes and re-echoes
In our aspiration-heartAnd receptivity-life,
God-realisation does not remainA far cry.
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 229, Agni Press, 1996
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