O seeker, be alert,
Be ready at every momentTo abide by God’s Command.
```For God’s Victory,
O my body, vital, mind and heart,Let us create
An ever-inspiring symphony. ```May the compass of God-love
At every momentGuide each step of mine.
```Earthly age encourages
Complacency.Heavenly age inspires
Ceaseless God-manifestation. ```A stress-free spiritual life
Is not only possibleBut inevitable.
```The most dangerous place
For a truth-seekerAnd God-lover
Is his mind-built prison. ```O my mind, never ride
With yourSelf-indulgence-reins.
```The whispers of temptation
I received.Now the whispers of illumination
Are here. ```How can I make any progress at all
If I allow my mindTo be a hurricane of self-doubts?
```Take down, take down
The sails of your confusion-mindIf you want your Inner Pilot
To steer your life-boatFaster than the fastest.
```By blaming your unwillingness-mind,
What will you accomplish?Start taming your unwillingness-mind.
You will accomplish everything. ```God is tired of hearing
Every day, every hourFirecracker-complaints
From all the human minds. ```O my mind,
Stop wearingYour God-unwillingness-armour.
```Anger, do not try to break me.
I shall break you!I shall swim in the sea
Of peace. ```When happiness and willingness
Go together,Man’s inner progress and outer success
Also go together. ```I prayed
To the goddess of success.I was at times successful and at times not.
Now I am prayingTo the goddess of progress.
My very prayer gives me utmost satisfaction. ```My Lord, allow me to tell You
That although I am failing again and againTo please You,
I shall continue.I shall continue.
```God is always ready to give you
His Heart of Joy, Heart of LoveAnd Heart of Pride.
It is you who are not readyTo embrace Him.
```The human mind
Simply refuses to listenTo the aspiring heart’s messages.
```My earthly tears
Shall precedeMy God-longing prayers.
```My Lord does not force me
To believe in Him.It is I who have to force myself
To believe in HimFor my perfection.
```God’s biggest frustration
Has always beenMy unwillingness-mind.
```Each day, each hour, each minute
Is a golden opportunityFor our God-manifestation-service.
```How can I serve You, my Lord?
“My child, you can serve MeLovingly, soulfully, self-givingly
And finally,Unconditionally.”
```Every morning
I purify my mindWith self-giving thoughts.
```My heart’s ecstasy-smiles
ExpediteMy Lord’s Arrival.
```God allows the heart’s happiness
To visit regularlyHis Perfection-Satisfaction-Palace.
```If you do not put your life
In God’s Compassion-Hands,Then your life will never become
His Satisfaction. ```If you trust God implicitly,
Then there is nothing that GodWill not proudly do for you.
```When I start my day
With a surrender-smile,Everything sings and dances
Before me. ```Do not run with your thoughts.
Let them run astray.Stay in your heart.
```Rest assured,
God does not have any patienceFor your incessant complaints
Against humanity. ```Your mind and heart
God will widen,If you are happy with each and every
New responsibility. ```If I disobey God deliberately,
How can I haveGod-Beauty’s ever-brightening
And ever-illumining Smile? ```What I need
And what I must give:A rainbow-smile of delight.
```My Lord,
Every day I pray to YouTo bless me
With a forgiveness-fountainAnd a gratitude-fountain.
```O seeker,
Do not allow your lifeTo be blown away
By your desire-mind. ```I do not want to catch God’s Attention.
I want only God’s CompassionAt every moment
In my inner life and in my outer lifeAs well.
```Abandon the thoughts that tell you
You are not meant for the spiritual life,You are not meant for God-satisfaction,
You are not meant for life-perfection. ```The bright side of man
Is man’s need for God.The dark side of man
Is man’s self-sufficient attitude. ```The immediacy
Of God-realisation-tearsMust brook no delay.
```Each seeker must have the courage
Not only to accept GodAnd fulfil God,
But also to defend God. ```I eagerly wait for the death
Of my mind’sDecision and indecision.
```Definitely, sooner or later,
The heart’s tearsWill be transformed into
The life’s smiles. ```Believe in the beauty
Of your imagination.It is true, all true!
It is not your mental hallucination. ```My Lord, do make my heart
The living breathOf unconditional surrender.
```There is an unseen Hand.
I may not see it,But it definitely is there
To guide my life. ```To play on the world-stage,
We need inner courageAnd outer smiles.
```It seems that the golden days
Do not last forever.They are always very brief.
```How can you illumine
Your mind’s darkness?Get your soul’s light
To be a permanent guestInside your mind.
```O my mind,
Is it your sincere receptivityOr your sincere curiosity
That you truly enjoy? ```O brooding doubts,
True, I cannot outrun youWhen you chase me,
But in Heaven you will be nowhereTo chase me.
```An unconditional surrender
Is the culminationOf all sincere self-giving efforts.
```My Lord,
I beg for Your Compassion.I beg for Your Forgiveness.
Then only satisfaction will dawn on me. ```Although God works sleeplessly,
He never takes a break.Being His choice children,
Can we not do the same? ```My Lord Supreme,
Please bless meWith a purity-flooded heart-life
To touch and be at Your Feet. ```Every day my Lord Supreme
Is extremely eagerTo take me to a new destination.
Alas, how often I am not willing —Not even ready.
```When I look back,
I see and becomeMy old destructive vital.
When I look forward,I see and become
My deer-speed. ```My inner urge has brought me
To the Compassion-FeetOf my Lord Supreme.
Nothing else couldAnd nothing else will.
```When I love my Lord Supreme
As a drowning man or as a starving man,I please myself.
But when I love my Lord SupremeAs a self-giving man,
I please my Lord Supreme. ```My Lord, for years I have asked You
To please me in my own way.Now may I be blessed,
Even for a few minutes,To please You in Your own Way?
```When my confidence is founded
Upon my faith in my Lord Supreme,Then only
My confidence is safe and perfect. ```Does God ever make mistakes?
He pretends to make mistakesSo that I do not feel miserable
When I make mistakes. ```No obstacle can thwart
My fastest progress,Unless and until
In one way or anotherI consent.
```When I am a self-giver,
I become a perfect God-lover,And not before.
```My only goal is to sit
At the Compassion-Forgiveness-FeetOf my Lord Supreme
And not to admire the BeautyOf His Eye.
```If we do not take love of God
As our only duty, sleepless and breathless,How can we ever dream
Of making the fastest progress? ```May my mind finally bloom
And my heart fully blossomAt Your Lotus-Feet,
My Lord Supreme. ```My Lord tells me:
“Do not worry, My child.Use what you have now.
Use your divine instinct,And before long I shall give you
The divine intuition.” ```By feeling that you are a hopeless case,
You are not helping God in any way.Remember, you are giving more problems
To Him. ```There is only one power
That can mend my broken heart,And that power
Is God’s Compassion-Eye. ```My Lord says to me:
“My child, I care for youNot because your case is hopeless.
I care for youBecause My Hope-Bridge in you
I must keep strong, stronger, strongest.” ```My Lord,
Although I recognise Your Height,How is it that I am not inspired
To allow You to pilot my life-boat? ```My Lord,
Have You come to meOr have I come to You?
“My child, both.
You have come to MeWith your heart-cries,
And I have come to youWith My Heart-Smiles.”
```When I look at my Lord’s Eye,
I start trembling.My Lord tells me:
“My child, do not tremble.Just marvel at My Eye.”
```My Lord,
What do I need mostFrom You?
Please let me know.“My child,
Only one thingYou need from Me:
Advice, constant advice.And you must obey My Advice!”
```My Lord,
When everything fails,What shall I do?
“My child,
When all else fails,Just come and sit at My Feet
And never go away.” ```My Lord tells me:
“My child, strike your aspiration-bellHard, harder, hardest!”
```God is more than eager
To break the ignorance-chainOf your mind.
Alas, when will you be ready? ```As soon as I receive Blessings
From my Lord Supreme,I deposit them in my heart-safe.
```Alas, how I wish I could be
In the perfect assemblyOf God’s peace-lovers.
```Only our heart’s prayerful tears
Will ever be able to cutThe knot of entanglements.
```I have taken it
As my bounden dutyTo clear the path
For peace-pilgrims. ```God gives us the capacity,
More than we need,To dismantle the house
Of undivine thoughts. ```Only when I look at my heart
Do I see a stream of good deeds flowingWith no obstructions.
```We shall be fulfilled
Only when we seeThe invisible inside the visible.
```My Lord Supreme
Heaved a sigh of reliefAt long last
When I told HimThat my inner existence
And my outer existenceWould be only for Him.
```My Lord, I do not know
When things will get easierAnd better in my life,
But I pray to You to give meThe power of patience
And the light of tolerance. ```When I pray to the Supreme
To make me a perfect slave of His,He tells me that He wants me to be
His perfect playmate. ```As long as we have a mind
That loves to fuss and kick,We will never have satisfaction
In our life. ```The beauty and fragrance
Of gratitudeIllumine us in every aspect
Of our lives. ```My Lord,
I have pleased myselfFor centuries.
Will You not give me the capacityTo please You even for a day?
```What is human pride?
Human pride is somethingThat cannot see itself
In wrong action. ```Decrease the number
Of your complaints.Increase the power
Of your gratitude. ```God will teach you
His most favourite tune.Just lend Him your ear.
```The sweet sound
Of a devotional songIs bound to expedite the journey
Of a spiritual seeker. ```God is already up
And is knocking at your heart-door.Have you any idea
When you are going to be ready? ```God always loves those souls most
Who are genuine lovers of lightAnd who are genuine self-givers.
```If we pray and meditate regularly,
Then, without fail, our hearts shall radiateGod-Bliss, God-Light
And everything that God has and God is. ```O Absolute Lord of my heartbeat,
May I always be in cadenceWith Your Heart-Dance.
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 264, Agni Press, 1998
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