Each moment we can perform
A thrill of magicIf we abide by the soul’s dictates.
```If we have a oneness-breath
With God’s Will,There is nothing that we cannot do
For the betterment of humanity. ```Blessed are those
Who know how to smile at God’s EyeAnd how to weep at God’s Feet.
```My Lord, use me
If it is Your Will.Do not use me
If it is Your Will.Do freely exercise
Your Will. ```What is love?
It is something that hasInfinite possibilities
To enlarge and expand. ```If you cannot conquer your ego
Altogether,At least keep it at the lowest profile,
So that you can makeA small amount of progress.
```Do not think of retiring,
Even when you think your dutiesAre all done.
Retirement and enlightenmentCan never be found together.
```What do you see
When you look at yourself?If you see yourself
As an exact prototype of God,Then you are perfect.
```The mind actually does not know
How to smile self-givingly.It only pretends to smile.
```How I wish I could change
The habits of my mindOnce and for all
To please my Lord in His own Way. ```Until you stand in front of God Himself,
How will you know correctlyHow great and good you actually are?
```If you are a self-enamoured
God-seeker,You will only sink and sink.
You will never rise. ```Obedience
Is the foundationOf my heart-home.
```If you are a stranger to persistence,
Then excellence will never knockAt your door.
```When you open your heart-door,
You must realise that you are opening itFor the Eternal Now to come in
And not for the distant future. ```If you cannot have implicit faith,
Then at least cultivate positive thinkingTo give joy to yourself and joy to others.
```There is no speed limit
On the roadTo perfection.
```God embraces us.
He does not believe in shaking hands,Or even saying hello to us.
```Optimism is indeed a subject
That is being taughtAt God’s Perfection-School.
```I find two new worlds:
One inside the Forgiveness-HeartOf my Lord Supreme,
And one inside the Compassion-EyeOf my Lord Supreme.
```If you pay attention
To the disapproval of others,Your progress-life
Will immediately stop. ```God is truly fond of
A sincere seeker’sBudding devotion.
```We must pour out our heart
To our soulTo give our life the fastest speed.
```Poor God does not know
How to justify Himself,But we all know
How to justify ourselves. ```A blossoming divinity
Is the signOf an awakened heart.
```If you have a single-minded
Yearning for God,Then nothing can stand in your way.
```The intensity of devotion
Is of paramount importanceTo make the fastest progress.
```Heaven itself is at a loss
When I do not want to becomeA conscious Heaven-lover.
```May I remain
A ceaselessly hospitable soulEvery day and every hour
Of my life. ```The temples of the skies
Are not afraid of our impurity-minds,But they are afraid of
Our unwillingness-hearts. ```God does not live
On my proud opinions.He lives on my humble devotion.
```Everybody may be capable
Of God-lectures,But how many are capable
Of listening to a LectureOf the real God?
```A sincere seeker feels
That he is in big troubleWhen he is even a few inches away
From his purity-heart. ```My mind has to be guarded
At every momentFrom the hostile attacks
Of self-doubt. ```My Lord Supreme has many, many
World-illumining plans for me.But I am satisfied only when my life
Is above all, alas. ```The indifference of the mind
And the insolence of the vitalTake us two giant steps
Towards our own self-destruction. ```My Lord,
I do not take the troubleOf saying even “Sorry” to You
When I fail repeatedlyTo obey You.
```Alas, the more God’s Hopes
For my aspiration-dedication-life increase,The more I disappoint Him!
```When we live in the mind
And we live for the mindWith our anthill-height
In spirituality,We feel as high as the Himalayas.
```A man of exorbitant pride
Sincerely feelsHe is another God.
```God is not suffering so much
From our lack of love for Him,But He is suffering
From our total indifference to Him. ```No matter how insincere,
How weak or how stupid I am,I know only one thing:
I must never befriend depressionIf ever I want to become truly happy.
```We do not want to mould our life
According to God’s Vision-Light.We are only satisfied in begging
Or forcing GodTo tolerate our self-chosen way of life.
```If you do not want to become
Your pride-destroyer,Then you will never be a real
Joy-creatorIn your life and for your life.
```My Lord,
You do not have to take my sideWhen my spiritual height is low.
If You useYour Tolerance and Patience-Light,
I shall regain my spiritual height. ```Every moment God visits
My body, vital, mind and heart.My heart smilingly and lovingly
Welcomes God,But the rest of the members of my family
Remain fast asleepWhen God visits my inner home.
```Alas, if we count how many days a month
We do not pray and meditate,Our sincerity-heart will be
Unimaginably shocked. ```What is obedience?
Obedience is our sincere beliefThat God cares for us
And is doing everythingFor our fastest progress
And brightest smile. ```Today my mind is parched
For inspiration-lightAnd my heart is parched
For aspiration-delight. ```When the forces of nature
Become destructive,We can overcome them
On the strength of our purity-prayerAnd divinity-meditation.
```O my mind,
It is you who have stranded yourselfOn the island of uncertainties.
```In our spiritual life,
We must not expect anythingGood, divine, illumining and fulfilling
From our iron-cast, stubborn mind. ```A sprinkle of God-Light
And God-DelightIs enough to give us
Abiding satisfaction. ```My Lord tells me
That when He illumines my mindWith His Justice-Light,
He is more satisfiedThan when He illumines me
With His Compassion-Height. ```At each moment
I enjoy the Beauty and FragranceOf God’s Compassion-Heart.
```My mind blindly sports
In demonic playWhich is utterly self-destructive.
```No more shall I allow myself
To be suffocatedIn the dust and sand of the past.
```We definitely do not know
And we do not want to knowThat we are all part of
God’s Master-Plan. ```We enjoyed the desire-feast,
But alas, we are starving.We will always starve
Unless we can satisfy GodWith the right thing,
And that right thing is our aspiration-cry. ```Alas, I do not know
When the hour will strikeWhen I will be able to enjoy
The rainbow-dawn of my desire-free life. ```My Lord, do give me
One sleeplessly self-giving seekerTo make You happy
Instead of letting me enjoy the mindsOf useless disciples and admirers.
```My prayer-life is not my duty.
My prayer-life is not my responsibility.My prayer-life is my supreme necessity
To please God the man in me. ```I do not want to waste my time
Thinking of my endlessFuture progress.
I want to start making progressRight from here and from now on.
```If clarity in the mind
Is visible,Then life’s purification
Can make fast progress. ```I really doubt
If the closed mind-closetContains any real love for God.
```My Lord tells me that my birthday
Is when I spend all my timeGoing within my surrender-being.
```God does not hide
His Secret-Hour from us.Unfortunately we do not know
What God’s Hour is. ```Divinity is always ready
To enter into the portalsOf my mind’s hell.
But I do not give Divinity the permission. ```Austere and rigid intellectuality
Will always remainFarther than the farthest
From spirituality. ```If we really love the inner silence,
Then the inner silenceWill definitely reveal its hidden treasure:
Satisfaction-delight. ```A spiritual Master is he
Who is bound to guide humanityThrough the darkness-years ahead.
```We are on the brink
Of a new millennium.Are we ready to welcome
The new millenniumWith the newness of our mind
And the fulness of our heart?Alas, no, no, no!
```My Lord, no matter how hard I try
To please You more,I fail and I fail.
Please show me the way. ```I must bring back my devotion-eye,
I must bring back my devotion-heart,I must bring back my devotion-breath,
So that once more I can heartily smile. ```Where is the real universe?
The real universe is not outsideMy existence-reality.
It is inside my ownAspiration-blossoming heart.
```Humility can be achieved very fast.
Humility can be made very vast.Humility can give us
What nothing else can give us:Inseparable oneness
With God’s Delight. ```I do not know what will happen to me
If or when God stops listeningTo all my grievances.
```It is not necessary to be first
In the outer race.It is not necessary to be first
In the inner race.But it is absolutely necessary
To have the race-speedTo arrive at the destination.
```The secret and sacred language
Of all God-loversIs ceaseless and unconditional surrender.
```O my mind,
How do you consider yourselfTo be always imperial?
God’s Compassion-FloodIn and through me
Will before long overpower you. ```O my vital,
Tell me one thing:Are you not sincerely and totally ashamed
Of your daily disloyaltyTo our Lord Supreme?
```God does not make
His Victory-Predictions.It is the bounden duty of God-lovers
To do it. ```It is your loss, O my dry mind,
And not God’s,When you fail to appreciate
God’s infinite Beauty in nature. ```Every day I get three wake-up calls
From my Lord Supreme:The first time
I get His Inspiration-Call,The second time
I get His Aspiration-Call,The third time
I get His Dedication-Call,And then, happily and proudly,
I wake up! ```My mind’s readiness
And my heart’s willingnessAre as powerful as ocean waves.
```A heart of genuine devotion
Will sooner or laterReach the summit-heights of purity.
```A genuine aspiration-heart
Is always apt to composeUniversal oneness-songs.
```My God-searching mind
Was horrifiedBy unexpected, cascading doubts.
```God is nurturing
My aspiration-heartIn my
Prayerfulness-fecundity-soil. ```Sometimes I wonder
Whether thoughts are made of miseryOr misery is made of thoughts.
```This world of ours
Wants to live by lawless mightAnd not by lawful light.
```Everything is meaningless and useless
To the universal wholeIf we do not dare to accept spirituality,
Which is God’s Heart-Breath. ```Alas, I did not realise
That I would be so ruthlessly torturedBy my mind’s desire-night.
```Is there any day
When our life and deathDo not borrow necessities
From each other? ```It is absolutely unnecessary
To be certain of tomorrow.What is of absolute necessity
Is our ever-blossoming onenessWith the Eternal Now.
```We have spoken ceaselessly
And unreasonably.Now let us allow poor God
To have His turn.He has been wishing to speak
For a long time. ```If you want to receive God-Glory
From God Himself,Then do not run away
From the God-paved road. ```Each time I have a deep meditation,
My entire being beamsWith the beauty of inner tranquillity.
```If you can place your God-given talents
In the service of God,Then God will give you what He has for you
And what He is to you:His Infinity’s Love and Infinity’s Pride.
```When I quote the messages
Of my soul accurately,I make my life beautiful, cheerful
And perfect. ```From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 265, Agni Press, 1998
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