My Lord’s Compassion-Hands
Not only hold but also steerThe wheel of my dedication-life.
```My gratitude-heart-smiles
Thrill my Lord SupremeTo the core.
```How I wish at every moment
To be drawn into the orbitOf God’s Compassion-Eye.
```For many years I have tried
To please myself.Alas, everything has been in vain.
From now on I shall performMy God-assigned tasks.
I shall pray, meditate and serve HimEvery day.
```When I was a mind-pessimist,
I did not find joy anywhere.Now that I have become
A heart-optimist,I find joy everywhere.
```If you compromise your soul’s freedom,
Then you have nothingTo call your own.
```May my heart-life
Be a sleeplessGod-progress-journey.
```May each good thought of my mind
Jump intoGod-manifestation-service.
```Each doubtful thought
Is a dark blot on a pageIn our aspiration-heart-book.
```When I fall down,
I invariably fall into the LapOf my Lord Beloved Supreme.
```Alas, I never thought
That each doubt could make our lifeSo difficult and disheartening.
```When we enter into
Our mind’s doubt-boat,It quickly leads us into
The ignorance-sea. ```How can the mind judge
The BeyondWhen it does not even know
What the Beyond is? ```Inside my gratitude-heart-garden
Every morning my Lord singsAnd every evening my Lord dances.
```Finally I have compelled my mind
To come out of the dry desertOf scientific life.
```The human mind
Should not be encouragedTo belittle others’ achievements,
Even in jest. ```Each undivine thought
Has tremendous capacityTo take away our God-energy.
```It is so difficult to convince doubt
That its very existenceIs harmful.
```Our minds may accept defeat,
But our God-loving heartsWill never accept any defeat
On their wayTo their God-Destination.
```Since the dawn of human aspiration,
Man has been longing forThe beauty and fragrance
Of the Unknowable. ```To love
God the Forgiveness moreIs to satisfy
God the Compassion more. ```In matters of spirituality,
If we can convince ourselves,It is enough.
We do not have to convince others. ```Not to like God
May be rational,But to doubt God
Is completely irrational. ```My Lord,
I do not need a precious mind.What I need is a gracious heart.
```The earth-bound time
Runs towards EternityWith humanity’s inspiration-blooms
And aspiration-flames. ```Alas, God’s Compassion-Eye
And His Forgiveness-HeartKnow no privacy.
```Love, devotion and surrender:
These three birdsAre Heaven’s most beautiful birds.
```Man foolishly thinks
That there is a short-cut to peace.To be sure, there is none!
```A first-class disciple
Will never hold his MasterTo his promise.
His Master’s freedom-lightIs his choice-delight.
```My doubting mind
And my strangling vitalAstonish and bewilder
Even God. ```The era of God’s
Indomitable Will-PerformanceIs fast approaching.
```Where do I actually live?
I actually liveInside the faith-blossoms
Of my heart-temple. ```In my spiritual life,
Nothing can equalOne atom of my gratitude-heart.
```God will never allow science
To take chargeOf God-realisation.
```You are so shameless
That you criticise GodRight in front of
His astonished Eyes. ```God steers His Life-Boat
Every morningBetween my aspiration-shore
And His Satisfaction-Shore. ```There can be no final destination
For our love-devotion-surrender-Pilgrimage-life.
```I do hope that I can make God happy
With my heart’s new hopeAnd my life’s new promise.
```God’s Forgiveness-Heart
Means every wordOf what it says.
```God wants me every day
To forgive and forget,So that I can happily and proudly
Run towards Him alone. ```An enthusiasm-life
And an eagerness-heartKnow no insurmountable barriers.
```Do you want to know
Why God is extremely fond of me?He is extremely fond of me
Because not only do I love Him only,But I also depend on Him solely
In my inner life of aspirationAnd in my outer life of dedication.
```If there is no complaint
Against youAnd if you also have no complaint
Against anybody,Then you are a living saint.
```A spiritual Master is, indeed,
A God-manifestation-giantOf the earth.
```Not for the faint heart,
Not for the stupid mind,But for the self-giving life,
God is always readyAnd God is always willing.
```When I forgot how to expect,
God came to me.He gave me His All
Quite surprisinglyAnd quite unexpectedly.
```There should be no competition
Between truth-seekers and God-lovers.They just have two different opinions.
Truth-seekers say:“God is Infinity’s Height.”
God-lovers say:“God is Immortality’s Love.”
```A gentle rebuke occasionally
From my MasterNot only saves my life,
But also gives me new hopeAnd new promise.
```My soul teaches my heart
Every dayTo play obedience-melodies
On my life-harp. ```Who says desire is bad?
I say desire is very goodIf I desire only one person:
God. ```Who says entanglement is bad?
I say entanglement is very goodAs long as I want to be entangled
Only in God’s Compassion-Net. ```A heart of aspiration
Is always foundIn the garden-beauty
Of a universal dream. ```A bright future is there for us all
If we feel that we are becomingYounger than yesterday
To embrace new dreamsAnd new promises.
```Each Heaven-free thought
Is a special songSung by God’s own Heart.
```God the Emperor every morning
Knocks at our heart-door.But being afraid of the majestic Heart
Of the Emperor,We beggars do not dare to respond.
```The breath of each prayer
Is infinitely more beautifulThan a flower of beauty.
```A gratitude-flower-song-heart
Is treasuredBy God’s Divinity-Pride.
```Do not allow your mind
To be crowdedWith uncomely thoughts.
```You are always meant
To remain awakenedTo the ever-blossoming light
Of Heaven’s dawn. ```Why do you have to search
For a soul ripe in spirituality?You must know that you yourself
Are already one. ```Everywhere I go
I see the cries and smilesOf my own heart-home.
```What I call
My immediate willingness,God calls that very thing
The music of His Heart. ```If you really want a heart of silence,
Then you must go far beyondThe domain of your mind’s
Reason-hunger-cries. ```Not one desire
But all our desiresMust be consumed
In our purity-climbing flames. ```No human being can escape sorrow.
But we are supposed to transformSorrow into joy
By becoming one with the Will of God. ```The pride of the mind’s power
Is nothing short ofReal weakness-reality.
```When I am ready to forgive the world,
God tells me:“My child, I am coming.
No, no, My child,I have already come!”
```When I deliberately forget the world,
God says to me:“My child, I am going away.
Lo, I am already gone!” ```God cherishes my small heart-throne
And heart-crown.He never cares for my mind’s
Splendour-grandeur. ```What you are doing
Is only multiplying your years.Alas, God wants you only
To increase and increase and increaseYour God-tears.
```Only a purity-mind
Has the capacity to becomeA clear reflection
Of God’s Eye and Heart. ```When my aspiration-heart cries,
I see God’sGod-Manifestation-Smiles dancing.
```The obedience of the heart,
The obedience of the mindAnd the obedience of the life
Travel the selfsame roadTo God-Infinity’s freedom.
```Prayers and meditations
Are the only God-Blessingful capacitiesWe have
To widen and enlightenOur heart-horizon.
```May the new millennium
Usher in God’s new Dream,God’s new Promise
AndGod’s new Satisfaction
To liberate humanity from the throesOf ignorance-bondage.
```Away with my joyless days!
I shall vehemently fight and winThe war within.
```Life is either to soar
In the inner skyOr to sink
Into the abysmal abyss. ```To my greatest joy,
My pessimism-mindIs fading fast, very fast.
```There is only one need,
And that need is great, greater, greatest:An unconditional love for God.
```I do not recognise God’s Greatness,
But as long as God recognisesMy smallness
And wants to turn my smallnessInto greatness,
Then I am all gratitude to God. ```One voice of hope
In my aspiration-heartIs sufficient for me
To fight against all misfortunes. ```Do not think that you deserve
To hear all the time from GodHow well you are doing.
As long as God knowsHow well you are doing,
You should be satisfied. ```Beautiful are the tear-drops
Of my hope-heart.Powerful are the smile-drops
Of my promise-eye. ```Make your heart full,
Then start giving,And not before.
```What is the best way
To welcome the future?Just create it!
```I never knew
The ever-ascending wingsOf my aspiration-heart
Would be greetedBy God’s Transcendental Vision.
```When you postpone
The Hour of God,God, like a human being,
Loses heart. ```My Master,
No matter how many timesI fail you,
Please keep me again and againIn your obedience-hope-orbit.
```Each time I listen
To the dictates of my mind,Alas, I am drawn into
A whirlpool of confusion. ```If you can increase your faith in God
And in your spiritual life,Then you are bound to be freed
From your insecurity-ailments. ```God asks me to banish
All thoughts of my misdeedsOf bygone days.
```Do you want to make real progress
In your spiritual life?Then stop feeling guilty
Here and now! ```When you discard your faults,
You lose nothing.On the contrary,
You get the most charming SmileFrom God.
```I can never dare to imagine
That I shall be able to exhaustThe inexhaustible faith of my Master
In my spiritual life. ```Finally, I have totally destroyed
The prison-house of my name and fameTo become a choice instrument
Of GodAnd to fulfil Him in His own Way.
```If your destination is success,
Then your lifeIs of no importance to me.
```If your life is progress —
Continuous progress,Sleepless and breathless progress —
O seeker-friend of mine,Then I am with you, I am in you,
And I am all for you. ```I am determined to take
My life’s surrender-heart-carNon-stop
To the Lotus-Feet of my Lord Supreme. ```When my silence-heart sings,
I become a portionOf Eternity’s peace-breath.
```To make our Lord Supreme happy,
Every day we must attempt a summitThat we never before dared.
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 266, Agni Press, 1998
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