The only way to free oneself
From the mind’s prisonIs to forgive others.
```APR 1646. These prayers were given in Cairns, Australia — 7 January 2003.↩
Hesitation, doubt and fear
Leave meOnly when I stay
On the God-navigated course. ```Like my Lord Beloved Supreme,
I also must takeA full-time service:
Loving unreservedlyAnd unconditionally
Each and every human being. ```My meditation-depth
Is my Lord’sEcstasy-Height-Pride.
```My Lord’s
Compassion-Concern-Heart-DoorNever has any lock.
```Our mind-maladies
Can be curedOnly by repeating constantly
God’s sacred Name. ```Morning devotion-singers
Give tremendous joyTo their Lord Supreme.
```Music of the heart-tears
And heart-smilesIs bound to thrill
All sincere seekers of the world. ```Every morning
I pray to my Lord SupremeTo bless me
With a rainbow-heart-beauty-smile. ```Just yesterday
My Lord Beloved Supreme scolded meMost powerfully.
He said, “My child,You must take My express Permission
Before you do somethingOr say something important.”
```When I give God
More than I promised,He gives me
Seven transcendental Smiles.```
APR 1656. These prayers were given in Cairns, Australia — 8 January 2003.↩
Dreams come true
Only if we dearly love themAnd proudly treasure them.
```Humanity is not interested
In the light.It is interested only
In the power-supremacy. ```My acceptance of spirituality
Is neither my obligationNor my responsibility,
But a golden opportunityTo love God and be loved by God.
```Life has no dead end.
Life carries the promiseOf endless progress-delight.
```When my mind is happy,
Everything is pure.When my heart is happy,
Everything is perfectAnd everybody is perfect.
When I am happy,My Lord Supreme
Immediately embraces me. ```My Lord, may I offer You
A true story?“No!”
My Lord, may I offer YouA beautiful poem?
“No!”My Lord, may I offer You
A soulful song?“No!”
My Lord, may I offer YouMy gratitude-heart-tears?
“Yes, yes, yes!My child, start offering.”
```The songs of my voice
Are pure and sweet.The songs of my heart
Can touch God’s Feet.```
APR 1663. These prayers were given in Cairns, Australia — 9 January 2003.↩
The self-mastery-education
Nobody can ever complete. ```To pay even the slightest attention
To my insecurity-lifeIs the height of my stupidity.
```I always approach
My Lord Beloved SupremeOn my bended knees
And not just with my folded hands. ```Every morning
I place my sincerity-heart-tearsAnd my sincerity-heart-smiles
At the Feet of my Lord SupremeBefore I enter into my meditation.
```My Lord Beloved Supreme Himself
UsesMy God-devotion-heart-magnet.
```My constant God-dependence
Is the safest and surestGod-discovery-road.
```My God-aspiration-questions
And answers of the pastAre of no avail.
My God-aspiration-questionsAnd answers of the future
Are simply ridiculous.My God-aspiration-questions
And answers of my present lifeAre of supreme importance.
```My Lord,
My only prayer to YouIs this:
Do continue to remainFully in charge of my life.
```Every morning
I becomeMy heart’s God-worshipping joy.
```APR 1672. These prayers were given in Cairns, Australia — 10 January 2003.↩
Each happy thought
And each happy feelingGives me the strength
Of a roaring lion. ```Delight
Is bound to permeateA God-surrender-heart.
```Spirituality alone succeeds
In giving the God-seekersA God-oneness-home.
```Be brave, divinely brave,
Supremely brave!Do not surrender
To despair. ```Kneeling prayers
Receive immediatelyIllumining Smiles
From God’s Eye. ```Every morning
I memorise four soul-stirringAnd heart-elevating Messages
From my Lord Supreme. ```God wants my life to be
The beauty of my heartAnd
The fragrance of my soul. ```My only need
Is what my LordBlessingfully gives me.
```Each new moment
Is a new bloomOf my aspiration-heart.
```APR 1681. These prayers were given in Cairns, Australia — 11 January 2003.↩
My Lord tells me
That my God-gratitude-heartIs my promise-fulfilled life.
```God tells me
That the surrender of my mindIs His prized possession.
```My desire abruptly closes
My heart-door.My aspiration slowly, steadily
And unerringly opensMy heart-door
And keeps it open. ```The Golden Age has decided
Not to sleep any more.It is about to wake up
To illumine the worldOnce again.
```Falsehood
Is sensation.Truth
Is compassion. ```Falsehood
Is fearless.Truth
Is deathless. ```Falsehood
Ultimately fails.Truth
Sleeplessly sails. ```Falsehood
Attracts.Truth
Rejects. ```My Lord Supreme Himself
Proudly hoistsMy obedience-flag.
```No streaming heart-tears,
No express God-Arrival.```
APR 1691. These prayers were given in Cairns, Australia — 13 January 2003.↩
God’s Compassion-Eye
VisitsMy sleeping body.
```God’s Pride-Head
VisitsMy serving life.
```God’s Delight-Heart
VisitsMy surrendering breath.
```My God-thoughts dream and dream
Inside the silenceOf my sweet and deep sleep.
```My God-actions
Are invited by God HimselfTo fly and fly
In His Infinity’s Sky. ```God is not displeased
With my feeble weakness-body. ```God is extremely displeased
With my strong, bold and wildDisobedience-vital.
```God is at once
A Compassion-TeacherAnd an Illumination-Student.
```The beauty of a devotion-heart
And the fragrance of a surrender-breathAre the supremely choice Blessings
From the Unknowable. ```Alas,
There is not a single dayThat our doubting minds
Do not torture usAnd our Lord Beloved Supreme.
```I love my soul-commands —
I really do!```
APR 1702. These prayers were given in Cairns, Australia — 14 January 2003.↩
I love my heart-whispers —
I really do! ```I am not a singer,
But the angels come and sing for me.Why?
Because they have been askedBy my Lord Beloved Supreme.
```I am not a seeker,
But the cosmic gods come and bless me.Why?
Because they have been askedBy my Lord Beloved Supreme.
```My Lord’s Feet
BeckonMy prayer-tears.
```My Lord’s Heart
BeckonsMy meditation-silence.
```We must not anticipate.
At God’s choice Hour,God will definitely
Do the needful. ```Those who pray
For a world-oneness-heartAre the harbingers
Of tomorrow’s golden dawn. ```My hope-heart-bloom
Takes me to God. ```My promise-soul-blossom
Brings God to me. ```All that lives
Is my heart’s beauty.All that dies
Is my mind’s ugliness.```
APR 1712. These prayers were given in Cairns, Australia — 15 January 2003.↩
One forgiveness-prayer-tear
Can stand againstTen serious blunders.
```We can not only practise meditation,
But also can becomeThe Inner Pilot of meditation.
```My thought can be displeased
With God,But my feeling cannot.
```When I talk to God,
Man becomes jealous.When I talk to man,
I receive a very powerful EmbraceFrom my Lord Supreme.
```Life is a golden opportunity.
The sooner we realise it,The better.
```My self-transcendence is blessed
By Eternity’s Silence,Infinity’s Sound
And Immortality’s Delight. ```My God-revelation
Is the beauty of my realisation.My God-manifestation
Is the fragrance of my realisation. ```The tears of my heart
And the smiles of my soulAre the Footsteps
Of my Lord Beloved Supreme. ```My hope-heart
Starts.My promise-breath
Completes. ```From:Sri Chinmoy,My Christmas-New Year-Vacation Aspiration-Prayers, part 19, Agni Press, 2003
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