My Christmas-New Year-Vacation Aspiration-Prayers, part 33

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The secret facts

Must be revealed

For the betterment of the world.

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APR 2714. These prayers were given in Sanya, China — 7 December 2004.↩

2

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The sacred Truth

Must remain unknown,

If so is the Will of God.

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3

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In this mortal existence,

The more we can pray,

The more we can meditate,

The sooner we shall be able to arrive

At the Feet of God. ```

4

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Nobody can estimate

How much damage

The seeker’s disobedience-downfall

Can cause. ```

5

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God is personally

And compassionately concerned

About my each and every heart-breath

In my spiritual life. ```

6

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When God looks straight

Into my mind,

My mind fearfully cries.

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7

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When God looks straight

Into my heart,

My heart immediately starts

Singing and dancing. ```

8

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An unconditional God-obedience

Is the longest stride

In our spiritual life.

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9

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Speaking about God

Is good, very good. ```

10

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Praying to God

Is, indeed, better. ```

11

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Surrendering oneself

Totally and unconditionally

To God’s Will

Is infinitely the best. ```

12

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Now that my Lord is teaching me

How to deal with my defeats

And failures,

All my sorrows and all my sufferings

Have totally vanished.

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13

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Our inner freedom-choice

Comes directly from God. ```

14

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God tells me

That I need no outer degrees

To become

His choicest instrument. ```

15

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God tells me

That my invocation

Of His Compassion-Eye

Is absolutely the highest degree

That God will give me

At His choice Hour. ```

16

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Whenever I forget God’s Presence

Inside my heart,

My breath becomes

Empty of peace. ```

17

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My mind-prayers

Have a very, very short breath. ```

18

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My heart-meditations

Have a longer than the longest breath. ```

19

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When I pray and meditate regularly,

God comes down

And charms my eyes and my heart.

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20

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When I do not pray and meditate

Regularly,

God’s Power-Eye alarms me.

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21

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At my Master’s express command,

I have entered into

The God-manifestation-field.

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22

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God does not mind

When my mind takes full credit

For our success,

But my soul and my heart

Dislike it vehemently.

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23

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To shorten my doubt

And lengthen my faith,

Every day I pray

To my Lord Supreme. ```

24

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Each approach

To God’s Heart-Home

Is special,

Plus unique. ```

25

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God’s Promise-forgetfulness

Is a zero possibility. ```

26

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God’s late Arrival

Is an absurdity. ```

27

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My mind thinks

That God’s Love for my mind

Is not true.

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28

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My heart feels

That God’s Love for my heart

Is Truth itself.

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29

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Today my Lord

Is asking my heart

To be with Him

In creating a happy world. ```

30

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When the time arrives,

My Lord says

That I must be with Him

While He creates

A perfect world.

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312

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My Lord,

I do not want to be

Your worshipper.

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APR 2744. These prayers were given in Xiamen, China — 9 December 2004.↩

32

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My Lord,

I do not want to be

Your adorer.

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33

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My Lord,

I do not want to be

Your lover.

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34

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My Lord,

I do not want to be

Your server.

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35

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My Lord,

I do not want to be

Your soldier.

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36

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My Lord,

I do not want to be

Your partner.

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37

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My Lord,

I want to be always

Your Compassion-Feet-dreamer.

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383

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Every morning

My Lord expects from me

A great surprise.

At noon He expects

A greater surprise.

In the evening He expects

The greatest surprise.

The first surprise:

Sincere tears.

The second surprise:

Sincere smiles.

The third surprise:

Sincere surrender.

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APR 2751. These prayers were given in Xiamen, China — 10 December 2004.↩

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God’s Flute-Heart-Sweetness

Failed to transform

My life.

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40

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God’s Thunder-Eye-Kicks

Have transformed

My life.

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41

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My prayers

Sweeten

My God-crying heart.

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42

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My meditations

Awaken

My sleeping life.

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43

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My God-surrender expedites

My God-journey

To my God-Destination.

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444

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May each thought of mine

Embody

Rainbow-beauty.

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APR 2757. These prayers were given in Xiamen, China — 12 December 2004.↩

45

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Never wait

For the next aspiration-train —

Never!

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46

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O my mind,

You must not try to correct

Others’ way of life.

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47

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For centuries and centuries,

I depended on human beings.

From now on I shall depend

Only on my Lord Beloved Supreme. ```

48

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The higher visions

Are fast approaching

The God-lovers and God-servers.

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49

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Every day God reveals Himself

In a most striking manner

To the sincere God-seekers.

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50

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Every day

Is a new heart-cry

Of poor Mother Earth.

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51

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Any evil thought

Can extinguish

Our heart’s climbing flames.

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52

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I prayerfully clasp

My Lord’s Compassion-Feet. ```

53

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My Lord

Most powerfully grasps

My earthbound life.

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54

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My Lord invites me

To ride with Him

In His Heart-Car

Only when He sees that

I am no longer interested

In my ignorance-desire-life. ```

555

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Faith shows surrender

The way to God.

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APR 2768. These prayers were given in Xiamen, China — 13 December 2004.↩

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The heart and hope

Are inseparable.

The soul and promise

Are inseparable. ```

57

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In the inner world,

A God-crying heart

Has the fastest speed.

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58

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The soul translates

God’s Transcendental Messages

To the heart.

The heart translates

The soul’s lofty messages

To the life. ```

59

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God is all Love,

But alas,

God’s Creation

Is empty of love. ```

60

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An unconditional surrender

Is the solid foundation

Of God-realisation.

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61

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God looks here, there

And everywhere

To find a tear-flooded

Heart-seeker. ```

626

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My God-obedience

And my heart-happiness

Always stay together.

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APR 2775. These prayers were given in Xiamen, China — 17 December 2004.↩

63

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My heart

Always longs to be

At my Lord’s Haven-Feet.

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64

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God loves to parade

The seeker’s fragrance-soul

And beauty-heart.

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65

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Each self-giving thought

Is a sacred heart-shrine. ```

66

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Self-admiration

Is quite common. ```

67

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God-glorification

Is quite uncommon. ```

68

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Today God has sent my soul

To sing and dance

On my desire-grave.

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69

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God tells me

That nobody has the right

To challenge

My God-gratitude-heart. ```

70

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My inner God-oneness-freedom

In the midst of

Multifarious outer activities

Draws God’s highest admiration. ```

71

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God has invited me

To be always beside Him

With my unfailing love.

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72

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Unless I give myself totally

To God,

How can I become

My true divine self? ```

73

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I did not come into the world

To prove anything.

I came into the world

To love everyone

And everything.

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74

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My earthly source

Is Eternity’s Joy.

My Heavenly Source

Is Infinity’s Peace. ```

75

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I follow my heart

Lovingly. ```

76

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My heart follows my soul

Faithfully. ```

77

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My soul follows my Lord

Self-givingly. ```

78

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A divine traveller

Travels only at the Command

Of his Inner Pilot.

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79

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Stop thinking!

The problems will

Eventually surrender.

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80

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Be patient!

Adversity cannot

Forever last.

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81

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O my mind,

There is no such thing

As ‘unlovable’.

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82

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To forgive those

Who wrong us

Is to gain our own

God-Satisfaction-advantage. ```

83

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A self-giving man

Finds himself

In the very Heart-Breath

Of God. ```

84

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God is never alone.

His self-giving Heart

Always accompanies Him.

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85

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The fools know

Only one thing:

How to complain.

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86

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The wise ones know

The real thing:

How to remain silent.

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87

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God’s Love-Ocean

Is only for those

Who promise to God

That He is their only aspiration,

Their only dedication

And their only realisation. ```

88

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God is always ready

And even eager

To help us discover

Our own uniqueness. ```

Editor's note

Sri Chinmoy offered the following prayers during his visit to Sanya and Xiamen, China in December 2004.

From:Sri Chinmoy,My Christmas-New Year-Vacation Aspiration-Prayers, part 33, Agni Press, 2005
Sourced from https://srichinmoylibrary.com/apr_33