Beautiful is my whispering soul

1.

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Beautiful is my whispering soul.

Beautiful is my climbing heart.

Beautiful is my willing mind.

Beautiful is my uncomplaining vital.

Beautiful is my serving body.

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2.

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I look beautiful

When I accept

Impossibility-challenges.

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3.

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I look beautiful

When I play with

My silence-mind.

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4.

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I look beautiful

When I am not tortured

By jealousy, insecurity

And doubt. ```

5.

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I look beautiful

When my mind divinely enjoys

The endless process

Of transformation. ```

6.

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I look beautiful

When each thought of mine

Grows into angelic perfection.

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7.

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I am supremely beautiful

Only when I become

The nothingness of my own life.

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8.

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I am supremely beautiful

Only when I become

The fulness of my soul.

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9.

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I am challenging

The haughtiness

Of untruth.

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10.

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I am challenging

The tyranny

Of impurity.

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11.

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I am challenging

My mind's

Confusion-jungle-thoughts.

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12.

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I am challenging

My ingratitude-mind. ```

13.

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I am challenging

My long-standing helplessness-life,

Hopelessness-life

And fruitlessness-life. ```

14.

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I am challenging

My failure-pangs

And pathos-sighs.

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15.

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I am challenging

My worst enemy:

Self-indulgence.

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16.

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I am challenging,

On God's behalf,

His oldest enemy:

My ignorance-night. ```

17.

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I am challenging

The death

Of my God-manifestation-dream.

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18.

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I am challenging

My heart's

Anxiety-chains.

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19.

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I am challenging

The fruitless desert

Of my mind.

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20.

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I am challenging

The bite

Of my loneliness-vital.

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21.

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I am challenging

My desire-snakes. ```

22.

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I am challenging

My mind's

Unwillingness-supremacy.

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23.

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I am challenging

My satisfaction-punctured heart. ```

24.

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I am challenging

The failure of my soul's mission

On earth.

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25.

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I am challenging

My expectation-frustration-graveyard. ```

26.

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I am challenging

The inevitable doom

Of human life.

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27.

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I am challenging

The wasteful regret

Of my failure-life.

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28.

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I am challenging

My mind's sincerity:

Does it really love God?

Does it really need God?

Can it really live without God?

Can it really dare to doubt God? ```

29.

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No more

Shall I suffer

From binding and blinding anxieties.

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30.

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No more

Shall I enjoy

Aspiration-vacation.

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31.

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No more

Shall I indulge

In dedication-retirement.

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32.

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No more

Shall I suffer

From an incomplete heart.

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33.

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No more

Shall I tolerate

My mind's surrender-bankruptcy.

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34.

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No more

Shall I be afraid

Of my heavy responsibilities.

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35.

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No more

Shall I be with those

Who tell me that I am not

God's choice instrument. ```

36.

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No more

Shall I ignore

My heart's peace-hunger.

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37.

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No more

Shall I allow my mind

To take the expectation-frustration-course.

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38.

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No more

Shall I allow my mind

To think of any human being

As a dangerous stranger. ```

39.

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No more

Shall I allow my vital

To love suspicion-wrestling.

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40.

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No more

Shall I allow my mind

To feed on doubt-boxing.

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41.

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No more

Shall I cherish

My mind's ego-feast

And my heart's oneness-starvation. ```

42.

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I am more.

I am more

Than my mind's sincerity.

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43.

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I am more.

I am more

Than my heart's purity.

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44.

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I am more.

I am more

Than my life's spontaneity.

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45.

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I am more.

I am more

Than my outer appearances.

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46.

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I am more.

I am more

Than my inner experiences.

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47.

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I am more.

I am more

Than my readiness.

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48.

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I am more.

I am more

Than my willingness.

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49.

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I am more.

I am more

Than my fulness.

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50.

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Who am I actually, then?

I am my Eternity's Dream-Boat

Heading towards

My Immortality's Reality-Shore. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,Beautiful is my whispering soul, Agni Press, 1992
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