I was responsive
To notes of praise.I am responsive
To notes of love.I shall be responsive
To notes of man-oneness in God. ```Everything was rigid
In his life,Even his God-aspiration.
Yet God unconditionally loved him.Everything is rigid
In his life,Even his God-realisation.
Yet God unconditionally loves himAnd will forever love him.
Why?Because God knows
That unlike othersHe at least loves God.
```Your silent necessities:
God-realisationAnd
God-manifestation.Your loud necessities:
World-acceptanceAnd
World-surrender. ```Lord, I am aspiring.
I await Your next command.Lord, I am realising.
I await Your next command.Lord, I am loving.
I await Your next command."Son, you have done everything
For Me.There can be no more command."
```At last you know
You were only a foolTo reveal God.
God did not need you to reveal Him.At last I know
I was only a foolTo fulfil man.
Man did not need me to fulfil him. ```Silence is a gift.
I received it from God-Compassion.Sound is a gift.
I offered it to humanityOut of pure inner obligation.
```God-Grace won,
Earth-ignoranceIllumined;
Heaven-prideDevoured;
My inferiority to GodCancelled.
```God knows how to create.
I know how to appreciate.Therefore
We two are equals.God knows how to feed.
I know how to eat.Therefore
We two are equals. ```Doubt possessed him
To destroy.Faith possessed him
To live.God possessed him
To love,To serve,
To become. ```Doubt is the food
Of the mind.I ate it.
Love is the food
Of the heart.I am eating it.
Perfection is the food
Of God.I shall eat it.
```I received clear permission from God
To teach humanity.I received clear permission from humanity
To go to God.Humanity laughs at my capacity,
God consoles my incapacity. ```Better to avoid
Heaven-indifference.Try, you will succeed.
Better to evade
Earth-imperfection.Try, you will succeed.
```God invited me
To eat with Him and chooseAnything I want from Him.
I invited God
To eat with me and loseEverything in my hunger-cry.
```There was a time
When everything he touchedSuffered from his dire imperfections.
NowEverything he touches
Prospers from his unprecedented perfection. ```Your presumptuous vision:
At any time you can realise God.His presumptuous vision:
He can manifest God at his sweet will.My presumptuous vision:
I can become another God overnight.Are we not three transcendental fools?
```What is predominant in Heaven?
Promise.What is predominant on earth?
Hope.What is predominant in God?
Compassion.What is predominant in man?
Ingratitude. ```You fell into deception-life
Unaware.You are falling into deception-life
Unconcerned.You will fall into deception-life
Unasked. ```It seems
Jealousy is expressly forbiddenIn Heaven.
It seems
Perfection is expressly forbiddenOn earth.
It seems
Satisfaction is expressly forbiddenIn my life.
```He has written thousands of poems this year.
Poor poet, he deservesA short vacation.
He has meditated
On his spiritual children unreservedly,If not unconditionally!
Poor Yogi, he needsA short retirement.
```God, I envy Your Compassion-Light.
Man, I envy your aspiration-plant.Heaven, I envy your satisfaction-smile.
Earth, I envy your sacrifice-beauty. ```God's first and last miracle:
He became manyTo fulfil Himself.
My first and last miracle:I became one
To enjoy myself.And I must say
We both knew what we were doing. ```Earth hides nothing
Because it can't.Heaven hides nothing
Because it has no need to.I hide my imperfection
In HeavenAnd my satisfaction
On earth. ```Three cheers for him!
He was blessed to reach the GoalWith Olympic speed.
Alas, alas!
He is doomed to manifest the GoalWith Indian bullock-cart speed.
```He started his journey
As the tennis ball of fate.Now he has become
Not only the transformer of his fateBut also the supreme architect
Of a new God-fulfilling world. ```Your prepared acceptance
I like.Your prepared surrender
I love.Your prepared oneness
I admire. ```Just because
He was a hero,Today he is a victor.
Just becauseHe is a victor,
Tomorrow he will beDivinity's voice
AndHumanity's choice.
```He is a wise man.
ThereforeHe likes divided responsibility.
He is a clever man.
ThereforeHe likes undivided authority.
```For the sake of life
He does not admit death-glance.For the sake of death
He does not admit life-dance. ```Your uncompromising honesty
Has made you great.Your surrendered honesty and dishonesty
To God-Joy and God-CompassionHave made you good.
```Who invented life?
Man the lover.Who invented death?
Man the thinker.Who invented God?
Man the server.Who invented Heaven?
Man the sufferer.Who invented earth?
Man the dreamer. ```Dreams that fly
I had.Alas!
Dreams that cry
I have.Alas, alas!
Dreams that die
I shall have.Alas, alas, alas!
```In you I noticed
Hurtful jealousies.In you I notice
Wilful jealousies.In you I shall notice
Painful jealousies. ```Lord, You chose me
To deny You.Lord, You have chosen me
To suffer for You.Lord, You will chose me
To represent You.I know, I know, I know.
```He who watches my ignorance-night
Has no right to smile.He who watches my imperfection-clouds
Has no right to smile.But he who knows and feels
That my life is a song of self-transcendenceHas every right to smile.
```In Heaven
I had the smileThat won earth-ignorance.
On earthI have the cry
That wins Heaven-Delight. ```There was a time
When I enjoyed mathematical equality.But now
I am enjoying the heightsOf astronomical equality.
```In Heaven
I am a descending promise.On earth
I am an ascending hope.In God
I am a weeping prayer. ```Heaven stabbed me with indifference,
But I am still alive.Earth stabbed me with suspicion,
But I am still alive.I stabbed myself with unworthiness,
But I am still alive. ```I love you
BecauseYou are no longer a devouring animal.
I love you
BecauseYou are no longer a suspecting man.
I love you
BecauseYou are no longer an indifferent God.
```My mind enjoys the stories
Of the skyBecause
They enlarge my mind.My heart enjoys the stories
Of the moonBecause
They purify my heart.My life enjoys the stories
Of the sunBecause
They illumine my life. ```The aspiring man sees.
The serving man feels.The loving man becomes.
The surrendering man is. ```Everyone has to die;
Everything has to dieUntil one day.
But when?The day when
Love and life love each otherInfinitely more.
At that timeDeath will die.
```Earth, love like ours
Can never last.Heaven, love like ours
Can never die.God, love like ours
I can never explain. ```Heaven thinks
My life is nothing but fun.Earth knows
My life is nothing but frustration.I feel
My life is nothing but God-preparation. ```Is there anything that satisfies me?
Yes, there is something.What is it?
Speculation.What are my speculations?
I shall one day becomeAs great as God.
God will one day make meAs good as He is.
I shall love God more.God will need me more.
```I admire his patience
Because it is all strength.I admire his strength
Because it is all concern.I admire his concern
Because it is all oneness.I admire his oneness
Because it is all perfection. ```In the morning
Love is aspiration-sea.In the afternoon
Love is determination-volcano.At night
Love is perfection-moon. ```I do not understand man.
I just love him,For my love illumines him.
I cannot understand God.
I just love Him,For my love
Is my necessity's perfection-reward. ```Animal love
Must be hidden.Human love
Cannot be hidden.Divine love
Need not be hidden. ```I love you
Because you do not knowMy ignorance-night.
I love God
Because He knowsMy helplessness-heart.
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Dreams that fly, Agni Press, 1975
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