My evening descends

January

1 January

```

My evening descends

To feed me

With the Silence-Bliss

Of God's Footfalls. ```

2 January

```

My evening descends

To help me breathe the fragrance

Of a new dream-world.

```

3 January

```

My evening descends,

And I affectionately offer my evening

My day's success-joys

And failure-sorrows. ```

4 January

```

My evening descends

To see

The beauty-heart of my day

And the duty-life of my day. ```

5 January

```

My evening descends

To liberate me

From my day's paralysing worries

And anxieties. ```

6 January

```

My evening descends

To teach me

How to hear in silence

The heartbeat of the vastness-world. ```

7 January

```

My evening descends

To request me

To welcome its peace-blossoms

With my heart's receptivity-depth. ```

8 January

```

My evening descends

To teach me

How to crush all my day's

Wrong and negative thoughts

Underfoot.

```

9 January

```

My evening descends,

And I see and feel

That even the very dust

Of my evening-world

Is full of celestial bliss.

```

10 January

```

My evening descends

With a powerful shower

Of bountiful silence.

```

11 January

```

My evening descends

And smilingly tells me

That tomorrow I will be

A non-stop enthusiasm-dynamo. ```

12 January

```

My evening descends

And proudly transforms

My day's oneness-hunger

Into my night's fulness-feast. ```

13 January

```

My evening descends

And unconditionally gives me

A new and direct aspiration-line

To my Absolute Lord Supreme. ```

14 January

```

My evening descends

And immediately takes away

My day's sighing tears

And gives me

Its own dancing smiles.

```

15 January

```

My evening descends

With its silence-wings. ```

16 January

```

My evening descends,

And my heart-tears for God

Fall like beauty's ecstasy-rain.

```

17 January

```

My evening descends

With a plentiful supply

Of inner patience

And outer tolerance. ```

18 January

```

My evening descends

And carries a special message for me

From God:

"I love you, My child.

And I shall always accept your service,

No matter what you think of yourself." ```

19 January

```

My evening descends

And summarily dethrones

My mind-president of the day

And smilingly enthrones

My heart-president for the entire night.

```

20 January

```

My evening descends

And tells my questioning mind:

"Go you must, immediately!"

And tells my questing heart:

"Come in, my child, come in."

```

21 January

```

My evening descends,

And my gratitude-heart

Immediately gives my evening

A magnificent welcome. ```

22 January

```

My evening descends

And, in no time, expedites

My God-discovery-aspiration-journey.

```

23 January

```

My evening descends

To bless me

With the warmest affection-blanket

Of God's own Eye. ```

24 January

```

My evening descends

To advise me

To live in the heart of mankind

And not in the eyes of mankind. ```

25 January

```

My evening descends

And assures me

That my God-fulfilment-willingness

Can never be wanting in capacity. ```

26 January

```

My evening descends

And affectionately asks my mind

To leave its information-house

And live in my heart's illumination-home. ```

27 January

```

My evening descends

To give me a very special award

For my God-surrender-choice.

```

28 January

```

My evening descends

And asks my mind

Why it stays in its traffic jam of thoughts,

Instead of accepting the kind invitation

Of my beautiful and fruitful silence-heart.

```

29 January

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That it is ready to accept

Unconditionally from me

My day's resentment-mind

And disappointment-heart. ```

30 January

```

My evening descends

And smilingly makes me

A peaceful citizen

Of God's inner Universe. ```

31 January

```

My evening descends,

And I tell it:

"My heart is all gratitude to you

For your teeming blessings

In increasing my Eternity's silence-thirst."

```

February

1 February

```

My evening descends

And blesses me with wisdom-light.

It tells me that my outer playful life

Is the perfect manifestation

Of my inner prayerful heart.

```

2 February

```

My evening descends,

And I notice something significant:

I felt during the day

That I was an aspiration-bloom,

But now I feel

That I am an aspiration-blossom. ```

3 February

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it:

"What is the fastest way to please God?"

My evening answers:

"Just become a God-devotion-magnet."

```

4 February

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That I must not allow ignorance-night

To take me away

From God's Compassion-Light.

```

5 February

```

My evening descends

To tell me

That it has brought

A new love-fragrance-promise

For me to please God.

```

6 February

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That my cheerfulness-mind

And my fulness-heart

Are God's two extraordinary Victories.

```

7 February

```

My evening descends

And gives me

A new devotion-magnet-gift

To pull God towards me. ```

8 February

```

My evening descends

And I immediately and gladly

Start breathing out

All my mind's destructive anxiety-fumes. ```

9 February

```

My evening descends,

And my mind is no longer dizzy

With restless and useless thoughts.

```

10 February

```

My evening descends

And blesses me

With an invincible faith

To brighten all my heart-moments. ```

11 February

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That during the day

I was a crowd-pleaser,

And now I must be a God-pleaser.

```

12 February

```

My evening descends

To tell me

That the progress-train is waiting

To take me

To God's Satisfaction-Station.

```

13 February

```

My evening descends

To increase my life's

Self-transcendence-hunger.

```

14 February

```

My evening descends

And implores me

Not to remain a self-styled

Freelance seeker,

But to become

A full-time God-lover. ```

15 February

```

My evening descends

To energise my tired heart

With new God-reaching hopes.

```

16 February

```

My evening descends

To deliver me

From frustration-city,

Which is covered by darkness-fog. ```

17 February

```

My evening descends

With a special message from God:

I have His full Approval

To fight against and conquer

My mind's all-devouring ignorance-tiger.

```

18 February

```

My evening descends

To revive

My God-pleasing readiness-mind

And God-fulfilling willingness-heart. ```

19 February

```

My evening descends

To remove the heaviest

Confusion-delusion-weights

From my mind. ```

20 February

```

My evening descends

With its silence-peace

To soothe my mind

And save my heart. ```

21 February

```

My evening descends

To teach me how to shed

Devotion-flooded tears

To please my Lord Supreme

Always in His own Way.

```

22 February

```

My evening descends

And advises my mind

To be purity-depth,

Advises my heart

To be sincerity-depth

And advises my life

To be simplicity-depth.

```

23 February

```

My evening descends

And tells me

Not to be afraid of any disadvantage

In my life,

For each disadvantage

Unconsciously helps me

To strengthen my mind,

Widen my heart

And enlighten my life.

```

24 February

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That my God-aspiration

Is not sufficient unto itself,

My God-dedication

Is not sufficient unto itself,

But my unconditional God-surrender

Definitely is sufficient unto itself. ```

25 February

```

My evening descends

And illumines me by telling me

That my speaking mouth

May one day fail,

But my silence-heart

And my silence-eyes

Will never fail.

```

26 February

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That when I fail to fulfil

My God-manifestation-promises,

I do not realise

That I crucify the Heart of God. ```

27 February

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To be a constant self-giver

During the day

So that I may live

Not only in the Applause,

But also in the Embrace

Of God. ```

28 February

```

My evening descends

And advises me

To open my wisdom-eye

And breathe in the fragrance

Of my heart's God-garden.

```

29 February

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To be a man-server

During the entire day.

Then only will God make me

A great God-dreamer

And a good God-lover

During the entire night. ```

March

1 March

```

My evening descends

And asks my heart

To help my soul

Place my giant ego-mind

Under arrest.

```

2 March

```

My evening descends

And lovingly teaches me

How to be imperturbable

In my aspiration-heart

And how to be indomitable

In my dedication-life. ```

3 March

```

My evening descends

And I see deep down

In the privacy of my heart

That my Lord is whispering to me

To sing the song

Of God-satisfaction on earth. ```

4 March

```

My evening descends

And tells me that soon

God will hire my peace-flooded heart

To carry Him wherever He wants to go. ```

5 March

```

My evening descends,

And from it I learn

How to soar in silence

And also how to silence

My vital-roars.

```

6 March

```

My evening descends,

And I ask my Lord Supreme:

"Will humanity ever receive Your Light?"

My Lord Supreme immediately tells me

That humanity's life-train

Is definitely proceeding forwards

And not backwards.

```

7 March

```

My evening descends,

And I ask the Goddess of the Evening

What happens when I hurt God

During the day.

She says to me:

"If you hurt Him during the day,

Then God limps throughout the entire night."

```

8 March

```

My evening descends

To rescue my heart

From my day's God-oblivion.

```

9 March

```

My evening descends

And immediately blesses me

With its powerful silence,

So that I can run fast, very fast,

Along the royal road of spirituality.

```

10 March

```

My evening descends

And gives me,

Lovingly and smilingly,

The immortal Breath

Of God's Heart-Dream.

```

11 March

```

My evening descends

And smilingly presents me

With its fount of infinite

Inspiration-aspiration-dedication-delight. ```

12 March

```

My evening descends

And cheerfully teaches me

How to knock gently and self-givingly

At God's Heart-Door. ```

13 March

```

My evening descends

With its fully-blossomed humility

To teach me

How to touch God's Feet. ```

14 March

```

My evening descends

To transform my God-service-day

Into my God-worship-night.

```

15 March

```

My evening descends

To transform my intense desire-day-prayers

Into my God-Will-surrender-night.

```

16 March

```

My evening descends

To help me stop repeating

My wrong thought-deeds

Of the day. ```

17 March

```

My evening descends

To relieve my mind

From the day's

Heaviest ignorance-weight. ```

18 March

```

My evening descends

To tell me

The simple Truth:

God is in all;

The simpler Truth:

God is for all;

The simplest Truth:

God is All. ```

19 March

```

My evening descends

To tell me

That life is a very strict school

When I want only to possess God. ```

20 March

```

My evening descends

To tell me

That life is the best entertainment-enjoyment

When I surrender myself

Untiringly and unconditionally to God.

```

21 March

```

My evening descends

To advise me

That what I need is an inner lighthouse

And not an outer powerhouse. ```

22 March

```

My evening descends

To advise me

That my desire-thirst,

Which has been growing for years,

Can and shall finally disappear.

```

23 March

```

My evening descends

To advise me

That my aspiration-hunger

Will sleeplessly grow

And breathlessly glow

Eternally. ```

24 March

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That my aspiration for fame in life

Can never be God's inner Will

Nor even His outer Intention.

```

25 March

```

My evening descends

And most affectionately advises me

Not to allow my God-fulfilment-eagerness

To hesitate

Even for a fleeting second.

```

26 March

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That my hurtful doubt

Has created a bottomless confusion-sea

Inside my mind.

```

27 March

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That my faith

Is God's fathomless Nectar-Ocean-Bliss. ```

28 March

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That if I really want to be happy,

Then I must tell God sincerely

That I do believe in Him,

I do feel His Love

And I do want to transform

My earth-bound desire-life into

My Heaven-free aspiration-breath.

```

29 March

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To pray to God for only one thing:

For Him to chase away

My aspiration-heart-slumber.

```

30 March

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That if I make my surrender to God's Will

Complete and perfect,

Then God will not withhold from me

Any of His endless Secrets. ```

31 March

```

My evening descends

And lovingly advises me

To give equal importance

To the call

Of the crying earth

And to the call

Of the smiling Heaven.

```

April

1 April

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To abandon the desire

To make a noise in the world,

If I really want to be happy.

```

2 April

```

My evening descends

To help me transform my sorrowful day

Into silence-happiness-night.

```

3 April

```

My evening descends,

And I sadly tell it:

"Alas, my noisy and busy day

Hurried me towards nowhere."

My evening consoles me:

"I am bringing silence back

Into your heart and life.

In silence you will see your goal

Everywhere."

```

4 April

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To continue studying the oldest philosophy:

"Let Thy Will be done."

This philosophy is not only immortal,

But also by far the best. ```

5 April

```

My evening descends

And tells me:

"God always cries

For your perfection.

Will you ever cry

For God's Satisfaction

In His own Way?"

```

6 April

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That a heart devoid of devotion

For God

Signifies a futile life.

```

7 April

```

My evening descends

And tells me:

"Do not hanker after any other power

Than mastery over your own mind,

If happiness is what you really want."

```

8 April

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To keep under arrest

My doubt-cherishing mind. ```

9 April

```

My evening descends

And tells me I must feel and realise

That all the good, inspiring and

Illumining thoughts

That I had during the day

Are unparalleled achievements. ```

10 April

```

My evening descends

And advises me

To allow only Eternity's Boatman

To steer my life-boat. ```

11 April

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To become the strongest God-believer

So that I can also become

The happiest God-lover.

```

12 April

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That I do not have to torture myself

To become good.

I shall automatically become good

If I long for God's Compassion-Light

And Forgiveness-Delight.

```

13 April

```

My evening descends

And instructs me to become

An unconditional surrender-specialist

If I want to be

A most favourite child of God.

```

14 April

```

My evening descends

And lovingly tells me

That I shall never be able to become

A candidate for God-realisation

Unless and until I make friends

With silence. ```

15 April

```

My evening descends,

And I wander no more

In the desert of dissatisfaction.

```

16 April

```

My evening descends,

And soulfully I ask it

To show me the gateway to goodness.

Gladly it accedes to my request. ```

17 April

```

My evening descends

And asks me to be careful

Not to offend my soul

During the day,

For to offend my soul

Is to move farther away

From God the Smiler.

```

18 April

```

My evening descends

And tells me

The secret of secrets:

My sleepless willingness

Is the only thing

That can please God in God's own Way. ```

19 April

```

My evening descends,

And to my great surprise

I have now become

Consciously and happily

A member of the Pro-God Party.

```

20 April

```

My evening descends,

And to my great joy and satisfaction

I become a full-time God-seeker,

And no longer

A part-time God-seeker,

As I was during the day. ```

21 April

```

My evening descends

And immediately inspires and energises me

To seek the way

To my heart's sacred hope-temple. ```

22 April

```

My evening descends,

And now I fully understand

The language of the heart,

Whereas during the day

I spoke only the language of the mind.

```

23 April

```

My evening descends

And lovingly tells me

To be a God-lover

Who never wants to be off duty. ```

24 April

```

My evening descends,

And I discover that

I have escaped from my desire-mind-jungle.

Where am I now?

Lo, I am now inside my aspiration-heart-garden.

```

25 April

```

My evening descends,

And it unconditionally employs me

To work at God's Victory-Factory.

```

26 April

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it

How I can become perfect.

It tells me:

"To become perfect, what you need

Is a willingness-heart

And an eagerness-breath."

```

27 April

```

My evening descends,

And suddenly my mind is energised

And my heart is thrilled

To ring God's Heart-Bell. ```

28 April

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it

How I can be happy.

My evening tells me just to invoke

God's Compassion-Eye.

```

29 April

```

My evening descends

And immediately helps my Lord Supreme

To plant a new world

Inside my heart-garden. ```

30 April

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To collect rainbow-blossoms

To be blessed

With God's brightest and proudest Smiles.

```

May

1 May

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That I should be an inner thrill first

And only then will God ring

His Heart's Satisfaction-Bell.

```

2 May

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That a spiritual Master is he

Whose inner life

Is made of breathless cries

And whose outer life

Is made of sleepless smiles.

```

3 May

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That when my heartbeat

And the heartbeat of silence

Are in perfect harmony,

God will immediately come

And stand before me.

```

4 May

```

My evening descends

And lovingly advises me

To be extremely conscious and cautious

All the time

So that my mind's doubt-dust

Cannot obscure the faith-blossoms

Of my God-loving heart.

```

5 May

```

My evening descends,

And I immediately join it

In singing God's ever-transcending Glories.

```

6 May

```

My evening descends

And immediately wipes away

My teeming failure-tears

Of the day. ```

7 May

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To love God inside my enemies

Exactly the way I love God

Inside my friends

To make my aspiration-progress

Infinitely faster.

```

8 May

```

My evening descends,

And I tell it

That I love its silence-divinity immensely.

My evening immediately tells me:

"But I want you to love

Only God's infinite Compassion." ```

9 May

```

My evening descends

And compassionately tells me

That I do not have to remain paralysed any longer

By the worries and anxieties of the day.

It will present me with a new hope,

A new inspiration, a new aspiration

And a pure and sure life of dynamism.

```

10 May

```

My evening descends

And advises me

To take purity

As an invaluable companion

Of my heart,

Sincerity

As an invaluable companion

Of my mind

And simplicity

As an invaluable companion

Of my life.

```

11 May

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it

If it can tell me how to have

A guilt-free mind.

My evening replies:

"Just become a true God-lover.

Then your guilt-torturing mind

Will be forced to leave you

For good."

```

12 May

```

My evening descends,

And I tell it

That my day blesses me

With worries

And my evening blesses me

With hopes.

My evening adds:

"And God blesses you

With both powerful promises

And fruitful fulfilments." ```

13 May

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it

How I can have

Sleepless and breathless aspiration.

My evening lovingly says to me,

"What you need

Is a silent, plus speechless, mind."

```

14 May

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it

How I can stay in a cheerful frame of mind.

My evening tells me that what I need

Is a God-devotion-life

And a God-surrender-heart. ```

15 May

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it

What is the sweetest thing I have

According to God.

My evening tells me

That according to God,

My gratitude-heart

Is by far my sweetest possession. ```

16 May

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it

How I can spend my night

With fathomless happiness.

My evening says,

"Do not wave your mind's ego-flag

The way you did during the entire day."

```

17 May

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it

What I can expect from salvation

And from realisation.

My evening tells me I can expect

That salvation will give me freedom

From my sins

And realisation will give me

Constant and absolute oneness

With God. ```

18 May

```

My evening descends

And advises me

To be careful in what I say

And prayerful in what I do. ```

19 May

```

My evening descends

And advises me

To be creative and affirmative

In every possible way

To please both God and humanity.

```

20 May

```

My evening descends

And asks me

If I would like to be

God's Perfection-partner

Or His Satisfaction-partner.

I immediately say,

"His Satisfaction-partner."

```

21 May

```

My evening descends

And blesses me

With a large supply of peace

So that I can have

A oneness-world-heart.

```

22 May

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it

Where real happiness is.

My evening tells me that real happiness

Is beyond the reach of my mind

But within easy reach of my heart. ```

23 May

```

My evening descends

And immediately fills my heart-vessel

With peace-purity.

```

24 May

```

My evening descends,

And a new wave of joy

Feeds my heart.

```

25 May

```

My evening descends,

And I powerfully crush

All my despair-thoughts

Long before they take birth

So that I can pass my evening and night

Happily and cheerfully. ```

26 May

```

My evening descends

To make my life

As beautiful as my heart-garden.

```

27 May

```

My evening descends,

And I immediately feel

That I have become once more

The intensity-breath of my aspiration-life. ```

28 May

```

My evening descends,

And my God-satisfaction-eagerness

Starts to roar.

```

29 May

```

My evening descends

And immediately prevents

My doubting mind

From entering into

My heart-temple.

```

30 May

```

My evening descends

And replaces my fearful mind

With my tearful heart

So that my breath can be pure

For God-worship.

```

31 May

```

My evening descends

And unconditionally helps me

To enjoy my soul's God-oneness-beauty.

```

June

1 June

```

My evening descends

And unreservedly teaches my heart

To smile and fly

In the silence-flooded sky. ```

2 June

```

My evening descends,

Sweetening not only my mind

But also all its thoughts.

```

3 June

```

My evening descends

And makes my eyes soulfully tearful

For my perfect God-adoration.

```

4 June

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it

What I sleeplessly and breathlessly need.

My evening smilingly tells me:

"God-obedience, nothing more

And nothing less." ```

5 June

```

My evening descends

And blesses me unreservedly

With the silence-peace-beauty

Of the setting sun. ```

6 June

```

My evening descends,

And from deep within my heart,

The capacity emerges

For me to fly into the Beyond. ```

7 June

```

My evening descends,

And I become a conscious God-dreamer,

Whereas during the day

I was an unconscious God-thinker. ```

8 June

```

My evening descends

To increase the beauty

Of my aspiration-heart-home.

```

9 June

```

My evening descends

And commands me

Not to swerve

From the path of God-obedience. ```

10 June

```

My evening descends

And advises me

To take regular detachment-lessons

From my illumination-soul. ```

11 June

```

My evening descends

And in no time gives me

A genuinely God-thirsty mind

And a genuinely God-hungry heart. ```

12 June

```

My evening descends

And gives me calmness

To increase my eagerness

For my God-oneness. ```

13 June

```

My evening descends,

And I no longer see

The iron chains of my desire-day.

What I have now

Is a mind of poise.

What I am now

Is a heart of peace.

```

14 June

```

My evening descends,

And I see my mind surrendering

All its restless and useless thought-waves

To the infinite peace-ocean of my soul. ```

15 June

```

My evening descends

And inspires me to become

My heart's sincerity-tears

For God's Compassion-Eye. ```

16 June

```

My evening descends

And lovingly teaches me

How to pray to God,

How to meditate on God

And how to love God

Unconditionally. ```

17 June

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That there is only one ultimate solution

To all my earthly problems:

My earth-love-life-transformation

For my Heaven-love-life-manifestation. ```

18 June

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That I must not see spirituality

As a world-frightening force,

But as a world-illumining power.

```

19 June

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That my life's loudest voice

Must have a silence-heart-cry

As its only source.

```

20 June

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That what I need

Is not a monk-like life,

But a soul-like breath.

```

21 June

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To pray self-givingly

To God the Silence

To remove from my mind

All my age-old thought-impurities.

God will definitely listen to my prayer.

```

22 June

```

My evening descends,

And I no longer live inside

My God-reasoning mind.

I now live inside

My God-listening heart.

```

23 June

```

My evening descends,

And now I am enjoying

Thought-turbulence-extinction-thrill.

```

24 June

```

My evening descends,

And now I am more sincerely

And more devotedly trying

To free myself

From my day's desire-bondage-shackles.

```

25 June

```

My evening descends,

And I replace my day's storyteller-mind

With my God-singer-heart.

```

26 June

```

My evening descends

And encourages me

To plant my aspiration-plant

Inside my heart

For my tomorrow's fulfilment-life-promise.

```

27 June

```

My evening descends

And is followed by

God's Forgiveness-Nectar-Footsteps.

```

28 June

```

My evening descends

And advises me

To combine my heart-patience

And my mind-courage

To establish God-Victory

In my life. ```

29 June

```

My evening descends,

And I tell my God-peace-lover-friends

That evening is by far the best time

To make the mind

Peaceful, beautiful and fruitful.

```

30 June

```

My evening descends

And immediately blesses me

With a new supply of aspiration-flames

And a new supply of dedication-blossoms. ```

July

1 July

```

My evening descends,

And my day's frustration-life

Meets with God's Compassion-Heart-Smile.

```

2 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That during the day

My mind has amassed

A mine of information,

And now I must inspire my heart

To sit on the top

Of silence-mountain. ```

3 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That the easiest and safest way

Of winning God's infinite Love

Is to ply my life-boat

Between my heart's eagerness-shore

And my life's enthusiasm-shore.

```

4 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That I can approach God

Only after I have forcefully placed ignorance

At my Lord's Feet.

```

5 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To revive my willingness-mind

And my eagerness-heart

So that God can breathe in

His Satisfaction-Delight. ```

6 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

Not to abide in

Expectation-frustration-volcanoes,

But to participate in

The soul's aspiration-expedition. ```

7 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That if I am really sincere,

God will show me His hidden Paths

To arrive at my destination.

```

8 July

```

My evening descends,

And I tell myself that I must not

Keep my Lord Supreme waiting.

```

9 July

```

My evening descends

And commands my mind

To enjoy my love-fragrance-heart

For God. ```

10 July

```

My evening descends

And shows me the way

To walk along the road

Of God-Fulfilment-Satisfaction. ```

11 July

```

My evening descends,

And my God-hunger-torn heart

Helplessly sheds tears

For God's Compassion-Eye-Arrival. ```

12 July

```

My evening descends

And blesses me

With a heart-hope-blossom.

```

13 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That I must not

Even for a fleeting second

Be found inside my mind's

Ruthless confusion-net. ```

14 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To pull down God's Satisfaction-Heart

With my devotion-heart-magnet. ```

15 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That God will read my heart-letters

Only if they are sent

By my life's gratitude-post.

```

16 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me:

"Collect God-Satisfaction-Smiles."

```

17 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me what I need:

Not my mind-crucifixion,

But my mind-perfection. ```

18 July

```

My evening descends

And immediately takes me

Into the temple

Of God-surrender-bliss. ```

19 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me to be satisfied

Only when I can enjoy

God-Satisfaction-Heart-dreams. ```

20 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That if I want my heart-garden to thrive,

I must immediately welcome

Silence

From all corners of the globe. ```

21 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That unconditional surrender

Is the only essence

Of a true God-lover.

```

22 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That because pride found me,

I lost my way.

My evening descends

And tells me

To allow humility to find me

So that I can find my way.

```

23 July

```

My evening descends

And advises me

To surrender unconditionally

To God's Will,

So that my heart's aspiration-flames

Can reach the summit-heights. ```

24 July

```

My evening descends

And lovingly whispers:

"Each self-offering heart

Is a God in the making." ```

25 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That God keeps His Heart's Peace-Door

Wide open

Only to my heart's surrender-smiles.

```

26 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That God wants from human beings

Only one thing:

Constant progress.

```

27 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That if I love God

Not only unreservedly,

But also unconditionally,

God Himself will help me

To manifest Him

At His own choice Hour. ```

28 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That if I do not claim God

As my own, very own,

Then my heart is bound to remain heavy

With fear, anxiety and insecurity. ```

29 July

```

My evening descends

To tell me

That God will accompany me

Only if I invite peace

To accompany us.

```

30 July

```

My evening descends

And advises me

To live between

My self-effacement

And my God-enlightenment.

```

31 July

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That my happiness is a God-gift,

And not my aspiration-result. ```

August

1 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That I can go far beyond

The Heavenly stars

If I can offer

My gratitude-heart-blossoms

Sleeplessly and breathlessly.

```

2 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That what I need is not

A mind to understand,

But a heart to surrender.

```

3 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That to make my heart-sky

Vaster than the vastest,

I must welcome the Compassion-Eye

Of my Lord Beloved Supreme. ```

4 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That silence has to interview me first,

Long before God grants me an interview. ```

5 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That I do not have to offer God

A flood of tears

To conquer His Heart.

What I need to offer is only

A most sincere tear

From my heart-eye. ```

6 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That a true aspiration-heart

And a true dedication-life

Are founded upon

God the Smiler's Fulness-Heart. ```

7 August

```

My evening descends

And advises me

To pray to God for a gratitude-fountain

In order to claim

God's Infinitude-Mountain.

```

8 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

To adorn my mind

With purity-thoughts

To see God's Compassion-Eye

And Satisfaction-Heart

Face to face.

```

9 August

```

My evening descends,

And my inspiration-mind

Feels God's magic Touch,

While my aspiration-heart

Breathes God's Fragrance-Heart.

```

10 August

```

My evening descends,

And my mind's sincerity-waves

Surprise all,

While my heart's purity-sea

Conquers all.

```

11 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That I need only one thing:

A constantly soaring oneness-heart. ```

12 August

```

My evening descends,

And I have unreservedly, self-givingly

And unconditionally

Become one with all human sufferings. ```

13 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That only with a purity-heart-foundation

Shall I be able to fly

In the skies of freedom and peace.

```

14 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That each and every human being

Needs self-control in abundance

To enjoy the delight of Heaven

Here on earth. ```

15 August

```

My evening descends

And kindly informs me

That no matter what I did or said during the day,

God still keeps me as a solid member

Of His Light-Manifestation-Team on earth.

```

16 August

```

My evening descends

And advises me to develop

Sleepless and breathless willingness and eagerness

To please God in His own Way. ```

17 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That if my fear of God was powerful

During the day,

Then I must develop my love of God

Here and now

Infinitely more powerfully.

```

18 August

```

My evening descends,

And my soul's light

Is brightening and expediting

My heart-journey towards God. ```

19 August

```

My evening descends

And most compassionately tells me

That if I want to win the inner race,

Every day without fail,

I must push beyond my limitations.

```

20 August

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That real happiness blossoms

Only in the soil of God-surrender. ```

21 August

```

My evening descends

And advises me

To use my heart's faith-elevator

To ascend faster than the fastest. ```

22 August

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

I thought God was logical,

Now I clearly see

That my Lord of Compassion

Is nothing but magical. ```

23 August

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

I told God my life-stories happily,

Now my Lord is singing

His Heart-Songs for me happily

Plus proudly. ```

24 August

```

My evening descends,

And now I am united

With the evening's climbing aspiration,

Instead of

With the day's frustration.

```

25 August

```

My evening descends,

And now I am a God-determination

And God-satisfaction-heart

Instead of a vacillation-indecision-mind. ```

26 August

```

My evening descends,

And I realise

That I need not travel around

To discover God's Eye,

For now I see not only God's Eye

But also God's Heart

Here, there and everywhere.

```

27 August

```

My evening descends,

And I love God

Not for His Eternity,

Not for His Infinity,

Not for His Immortality,

But for His Compassion-Eyes,

For His Compassion-Smiles

And for His Compassion-Tears. ```

28 August

```

My evening descends,

And I clearly see and feel

That there is nothing to worry about,

Whereas during the day

Each and every thing worried me.

```

29 August

```

My evening descends

And affectionately reminds me

Of my cheerful and unconditional

Love, devotion and surrender

To God's Will.

```

30 August

```

My evening descends,

And I ask it:

"Is there any other way

To make the fastest progress?"

My evening replies:

"Just keep your heart young

And your mind innocent."

```

31 August

```

My evening descends

And blesses me

With a God-Peace-necessity-heart,

Whereas my morning blessed me

With a God-Power-curiosity-mind.

```

September

1 September

```

My evening descends,

And my mind carefully,

My heart devotedly

And my life self-givingly

Follow the footsteps of peace.

```

2 September

```

My evening descends,

And God's Compassion

And my heart's surrender

Sing, play and dance

With carefree abandon.

```

3 September

```

My evening descends,

And what do I do?

I just send my day's

God-disobedience-mind

To its extinction.

```

4 September

```

My evening descends

And immediately removes from me

My God-acceptance-hesitation-intruders,

My God-doubt-stubbornness-intruders

And my God-unwillingness-indulgence-intruders.

```

5 September

```

My evening descends,

And my heart, which during the day

Was a God-hope-fountain,

Is now a God-promise-mountain. ```

6 September

```

My evening descends,

And now I am

A world-enlightenment-seeker,

Whereas during the day I was

A world-excitement-enjoyer.

```

7 September

```

My evening descends,

And I see that my heart's

Morning God-aspiration-plant

Has now grown into

A God-manifestation-tree.

```

8 September

```

My evening descends

And smilingly, lovingly

And self-givingly assures me

That I shall have a fruitful

Aspiration-night.

```

9 September

```

My evening descends,

And I join the pilgrim-heart-seekers

In their God-pilgrimage-destination.

```

10 September

```

My evening descends

And gladly helps me

To journey through the kingdom

Of blossoming silence. ```

11 September

```

My evening descends

With a peace-flooded dream

From Heaven

For my heart to treasure. ```

12 September

```

My evening descends,

And my fleeting God-gratitude-mind

Has now become

An abiding God-gratitude-heart. ```

13 September

```

My evening descends,

And my God-expecting seeker-heart

Has now become

A God-surrendering lover-life. ```

14 September

```

My evening descends,

And God is no longer knocking

At my mind's hesitation-confusion-door.

God is now entering

My heart's wide-open aspiration-surrender-door.

```

15 September

```

My evening descends,

And now I am

A fulness-heart-hunger

Whereas during the day I was

A newness-mind-thirst.

```

16 September

```

My evening descends

And inspires me

To spread my aspiration-wings

And fly and fly

Ceaselessly and self-givingly.

```

17 September

```

My evening descends,

And I see that

God's Compassion-Eye

And the beauty of nature

Are feeding my aspiration-heart.

```

18 September

```

My evening descends,

And my heart's God-Satisfaction-hope-size

Increases enormously.

```

19 September

```

My evening descends,

And my world-tolerance-forbearance-capacity

Increases astonishingly.

```

20 September

```

My evening descends,

And my highest aspiration

And God's surest Compassion

Enjoy playing hide-and-seek. ```

21 September

```

My evening descends,

And I greet God,

My Lord Beloved Supreme,

Unconditionally,

Unlike the way I greet Him

During the day. ```

22 September

```

My evening descends,

And my Lord Supreme enjoys

Talking to my heart's gratitude-smiles.

```

23 September

```

My evening descends,

And God now utters a new prophecy:

"My child, you are bound to succeed

In your self-giving and God-depending life." ```

24 September

```

My evening descends,

And I unmistakably and unreservedly feel

That God and God's Peace

Are taking care of me. ```

25 September

```

My evening descends,

And I see and feel everywhere

God's Sweetness-Presence.

```

26 September

```

My evening descends,

And now my heart reminds God

To forgive me,

Whereas during the day

God reminds my mind

To remember Him. ```

27 September

```

My evening descends,

And God's Eye invites my heart

To ascend,

While God's Feet give my heart

The capacity to ascend.

```

28 September

```

My evening descends,

And God's blessingful Eye is asking

For my undivided attention.

```

29 September

```

My evening descends

And gives me its silence-peace

To increase my speed

On the path of love, devotion and surrender. ```

30 September

```

My evening descends

And immediately invites me

To be in the most gracious

And most precious company

Of peace.

```

October

1 October

```

My evening descends

And reminds me again and again

That my heart was born

For the fastest upward flight

Every day.

```

2 October

```

My evening descends,

And I prayerfully see my Lord Supreme

Entering my heart

With His own Heart-Songs. ```

3 October

```

My evening descends,

And I feel that now is the right time

For me to spread

My God-devotion-ecstasy-wings. ```

4 October

```

My evening descends

And fortifies my mind's

Doubt-shattering confidence

Enormously. ```

5 October

```

My evening descends,

And now I am

My heart's surrender-victory

Instead of

My mind's determination-success.

```

6 October

```

My evening descends,

And surprisingly enough,

I am climbing my heart-ladder

Most easily, most speedily

And most perfectly.

```

7 October

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

My Lord was so demanding,

Now my Lord is so amusing

And entertaining.

```

8 October

```

My evening descends,

And quite unsought,

I am having secret and sacred glimpses

Of Heaven's Peace-Gardens. ```

9 October

```

My evening descends,

And unlike during the day,

My faith in God has become

A power-flooded citadel. ```

10 October

```

My evening descends,

And I am now enjoying

The final triumph of my heart's faith

Over my mind's doubt

In the realm of my God-manifestation.

```

11 October

```

My evening descends,

And I am praying and hoping

That I shall soon become the possessor

Of a totally transformed mind. ```

12 October

```

My evening descends,

And finally the moment has come

To place myself peacefully

At the Feet of God

And to follow the glorious example

Of the evening's silence-life. ```

13 October

```

My evening descends,

And its very presence

Has increased immensely

My life's God-thirst

And my heart's God-hunger.

```

14 October

```

My evening descends,

And I feel Infinity's Peace

And Immortality's Bliss

Unconditionally beckoning me. ```

15 October

```

My evening descends

And gives me

Its very own silence-breath

To pray to God and please God

In His own Way.

```

16 October

```

My evening descends,

And while I love the purity

Of my morning prayers,

I love the divinity

Of my evening meditations.

```

17 October

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

I was a mind-library member,

Now I am a heart-university student. ```

18 October

```

My evening descends,

And my heart begins

A desperate search

For silence-peace-blossoms. ```

19 October

```

My evening descends

And helps my heart unconditionally

To reach out and touch

Silence-delight-blossoms. ```

20 October

```

My evening descends,

And I am prayerfully enjoying

The inexhaustible beauty

Of Nature's self-giving life. ```

21 October

```

My evening descends,

And I am choosing silence

Not as my mind's entertainment,

But as my heart's enlightenment. ```

22 October

```

My evening descends,

And my heart's oneness-door

Is now wide open.

```

23 October

```

My evening descends

And destroys the daily inventory

Of my mind's horrors.

```

24 October

```

My evening descends,

And God Himself applauds

My silence-loving heart.

```

25 October

```

My evening descends,

And slowly, steadily and unerringly

The purity and fragrance of silence

Are coming my way. ```

26 October

```

My evening descends,

And the path of my God-surrender-life

Opens before me all by itself.

```

27 October

```

My evening descends,

And I am praying to God

To accept the very best

Of my heart's devotion-flooded love. ```

28 October

```

My evening descends,

And my God-fulfilment-hope-eyes

Are turning prayerfully and soulfully

To Heaven. ```

29 October

```

My evening descends,

And even my mind is longing

For my heart's peace-home.

```

30 October

```

My evening descends,

And I clearly see

The word 'gratitude'

In the heart of my God-aspiration-life. ```

31 October

```

My evening descends

And immediately prepares me

To climb up to the silence-flooded stars.

```

November

1 November

```

My evening descends,

And I simply do not know

How I am arriving so easily

At silence-pinnacle. ```

2 November

```

My evening descends,

And God's Silence-Eye tells me

That my God-commitment-life

Is bound to meet with

My God-enlightenment-eye.

```

3 November

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

My mind wanted me to climb

To the Heights of Heaven,

Now my heart wants me

To spread my heart-breath

Throughout the length and breadth

Of the earth. ```

4 November

```

My evening descends

And tells me

Only one thing:

My heart's cheerfulness

Is God's Victory-Celebration.

```

5 November

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the entire day

I did not realise

That God-disobedience

Was nothing but a losing game,

Now my God-obedience

Is the fastest winning game.

```

6 November

```

My evening descends

And makes me see

A beautiful purity-glow

Over my aspiration-heart. ```

7 November

```

My evening descends,

And I am overwhelmed with joy

To see that my Lord's Compassion-Eye

And my gratitude-heart

Have perfect faith in each other.

```

8 November

```

My evening descends,

And I clearly see

That my outer world

Is an ongoing ignorance-advertisement,

Whereas my inner world

Is an ongoing God-hunger-beauty. ```

9 November

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

I was an attachment-life,

Now I am a detachment

Plus enlightenment-soul.

```

10 November

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

I thought and felt that I knew everything

About God,

Now wisdom has dawned upon me.

How I wish to know more of everything

About God!

```

11 November

```

My evening descends,

And my life-boat,

With the silence-peace of evening,

Is arriving at God-Satisfaction-Shore. ```

12 November

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

I was self-employed,

Now I am employed

By God's Compassion-Silence-Eye.

```

13 November

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

God was fully satisfied

With my self-improvement-efforts,

Now God is extremely delighted

With my God-manifestation-commitments. ```

14 November

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

God asked me for interesting news,

Now God is asking me

For inspiring and illumining messages.

```

15 November

```

My evening descends,

And I smilingly suffer from homesickness

For God's Compassion-Eye

And Perfection-Feet in Heaven. ```

16 November

```

My evening descends,

And I am no longer a prisoner

In my mind's God-doubt-existence-jail.

I am now a free bird

Flying in God's Silence-flooded Sky.

```

17 November

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

I saw my Lord's Eye

Streaming with tears,

Now I do not want to see even one tear

Dropping from God's Eye for me.

I shall make my Lord happy

In His own Way

During the entire evening and night

With my sleepless heart's breathless aspiration. ```

18 November

```

My evening descends,

And my Lord is full of praise

For my burning silence-hunger-heart.

```

19 November

```

My evening descends

With its ineffable silence-beauty

To feed my God-searching mind

And God-crying heart. ```

20 November

```

My evening descends,

And God wants me to explore

His Compassion-Eye

And Forgiveness-Heart. ```

21 November

```

My evening descends

And helps me unconditionally

To drink in

God's Silence-Splendour-Lustre. ```

22 November

```

My evening descends,

And I am now entering into

The God-Silence-fed

Dream-world. ```

23 November

```

My evening descends,

And my God-loving heart

Is replacing

My God-searching mind. ```

24 November

```

My evening descends

With my soul's silence-delight-songs

To feed my God-hungry heart.

```

25 November

```

My evening descends,

And I find myself feeding and enjoying

The beauty of

My heart's aspiration-flames. ```

26 November

```

My evening descends,

And God hopes to see in me

A climbing heart,

While I hope to see in God

Two descending Feet.

```

27 November

```

My evening descends,

And I clearly see

That my God-longing heart

Once more will rise up and fly

In God's Compassion-flooded Sky.

```

28 November

```

My evening descends,

And my contemplation-heart is breathless

With God-Arrival-anticipation.

```

29 November

```

My evening descends,

And I feel my aspiration-heart

Thrillingly and throbbingly

Close to God. ```

30 November

```

My evening descends,

And God, out of His infinite Bounty,

Exchanges His Promise-Blossoms

For my hope-blooms. ```

December

1 December

```

My evening descends,

And my mind-disharmony-day

Grows into

My heart-harmony-evening. ```

2 December

```

My evening descends

And inspires me

To choose God's Compassion-Eye

And Forgiveness-Feet,

Whereas the day inspired me

To choose God's Power-Hands. ```

3 December

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

I gave God a thank-you note,

Now I am giving God

My gratitude-devotion-magnet.

```

4 December

```

My evening descends,

And God does not want

My mind, vital and body to roar,

But He wants my heart to soar. ```

5 December

```

My evening descends,

And God wants me to illumine

My heart-home

With my soul's sweetness-fragrance. ```

6 December

```

My evening descends,

And what God hungers

To see in me

At last I have:

Poise.

```

7 December

```

My evening descends

And immediately helps me

To speed up

My God-realisation-race. ```

8 December

```

My evening descends,

And I must realise

That my Lord Supreme proudly treasures

My heart's every devotion-moment. ```

9 December

```

My evening descends

To completely shut down

My mind's loudest volume-noise.

```

10 December

```

My evening descends,

And I am amazed to see

That my God-obedience-heart

And my God-willingness-mind

Are together singing and playing.

```

11 December

```

My evening descends,

And my God-love, God-devotion

And God-surrender

Are accompanying me

On my way to my Lord's Heart-Garden.

```

12 December

```

My evening descends,

And I am now finally able

To untie the desire-rope

From my life. ```

13 December

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

I saw the path,

Now I am taking the path. ```

14 December

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

My mind and I were in the world of anarchy,

Now my heart and I are in the world

Of order and harmony.

```

15 December

```

My evening descends

And teaches me

How to give joy

To God's Silence-Eye. ```

16 December

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That there is no greater stupidity-mistake

Than to think and feel

That God-realisation is not meant for me.

```

17 December

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That I have already made a Himalayan blunder

By saying that I do not love God,

And now it does not want me

To make it infinitely worse

By saying that I do not need God.

```

18 December

```

My evening descends

With a new hope-promise-angel

To touch my eyes,

My heart

And my life.

```

19 December

```

My evening descends,

And my Lord Supreme is sighing

With great relief

That I am determined once more

To love Him and please Him

Tomorrow

In His own Way.

```

20 December

```

My evening descends

And tells me:

"Remember what you now have:

God's Forgiveness,

And not what you once lost:

Your faith in God." ```

21 December

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

I met with a host

Of danger-enemies,

Now I am meeting with a host

Of prayer-friends. ```

22 December

```

My evening descends

And asks me to invoke silence

And nothing else,

So that my heart can roar

And my breath can soar

To please God in His own Way. ```

23 December

```

My evening descends,

And ceaseless tears are dropping

From the Eye of my Lord Beloved Supreme

To make my heart happy. ```

24 December

```

My evening descends,

And my silence-soul

Is beckoning

My heart-climber. ```

25 December

```

My evening descends,

And I tell it:

"My sister, your blossoming silence

Is my last hope-anchor

For God-service-satisfaction."

```

26 December

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

Unsolicited and unwanted restlessness

Captured my mind,

Now evening has brought

My heart and my life

An unconditional sea of peace.

```

27 December

```

My evening descends,

And finally I grow into

My heart's genuine, open and sincere

Self-giving God-cries. ```

28 December

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That its beauty, purity and silence

Are going to help me feel

That my God-realisation

Is within my hope's reach. ```

29 December

```

My evening descends

And tells me

That evening does not mean

The end of my aspiration-day.

On the contrary,

It means the increase of

My heart's mounting aspiration-flames.

```

30 December

```

My evening descends,

And whereas during the day

Each step I took

Seemed like a step towards tearing misery,

Now I see that each step

Is a step towards beaming joy. ```

31 December

```

My evening descends

To tell me

That God has scored

His greatest Triumph

In and through my day's

Unconditional surrender-joy. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,My evening descends, Agni Press, 1996
Sourced from https://srichinmoylibrary.com/ed