To my extreme joy,
There is no such thingAs a last chance
To please God! ```My mind-prayer cries
For God the Power.My heart-meditation dreams
Of God the Love.My soul-surrender dines
With God the Satisfaction. ```I could not realise God
In the heights of my reach.But I did realise God
In the depths of my love. ```I may not know what it means
To be perfect,But I do know what it means
To be happy. ```Today's hope
And tomorrow's promiseAre universal experiences.
```The unknown
Can not only be known,But can also be
And must beFully manifested.
```God, I do not love You,
Yet You love me.Why do You do that,
My Lord?"My child, I cannot help it.
I just cannot do otherwise!" ```I love God,
And next to GodI love the God-seeker
Who loves God infinitely moreThan I love God.
```I have perfectly realised
Three important things:My Lord's Compassion
Is never unwilling,My Lord's Compassion
Is never slow,My Lord's Compassion
Is never insufficient. ```Faith is God's Power,
Loving, illumining and fulfilling,In the hearts of His human children.
```Freedom is God-discovery.
Freedom is self-mastery.Freedom is satisfaction-recovery.
```My freedom to choose:
A God-surrender-life,A God-gratitude-heart!
```Forgive
If you want to regainThe full freedom-joy
Of your mind and heart. ```Yesterday I performed
Three real miracles,And these three miracles
Lasted for the entire day:I conquered my negativity-mind,
I proclaimed the victoryOf my willingness-heart,
And I became my life'sUnconditional surrender
To God's Will. ```My aspiration-heart
And my dedication-lifeFondly and proudly
Depend on each other. ```"God"
Is not the Name of GodBut man's experience-description
Of God. ```My aspiration-heart asks me
To look upward and see God's Feet,Which are so merciful.
My dedication-life asks meTo look forward and see God's Eyes,
Which are so beautiful. ```God forgives us
So thatHis Compassion-Affection-Heart-Home
Does not remain empty. ```Forgiveness is
The unparalleled capacityTo swim in the ecstasy-sea.
```If you forgive the world,
God will use your fragrance-heartAs His cherished Throne.
```I am in between
My Lord's blessingful InvitationAnd my mind's awful rejection.
```What my heart needs every day
Is lightning-speedTo serve humanity.
```Hope-beauty starts
The inner journey.Faith-purity completes
The inner journey. ```My ego-balloon
Will soon burst,For God's all-illumining Wisdom-Light
Has entered into my mind. ```From God's point of view,
Honesty and integrityCannot be separated.
```Willingness-capacity
Is at onceMost beautiful and most powerful.
```May my life-dictionary
Have only four words:Aspiration,
Dedication,Gratitude,
Surrender. ```Alas, my heart stands
In betweenMy delayed aspiration
And my decayed perfection. ```The mind's happiness
IndicatesThe heart's purity-prosperity.
```Unlike my mind,
My heart does everythingSooner rather than later
To please my Lord Supreme. ```Not a fear-prompted prayer
But a love-inspired meditationCan and does
Gladden God's Heart. ```A fault-finding seeker
Is a colossal failureIn the aspiration-world.
```God has categorically told me
That He will never listenTo my prayers,
No matter how sincere and pureThey are,
If I do not love my heartDearly
And show respect to my heartSoulfully.
```God is proud of me
When I have measurelessEnthusiasm.
God is disgusted with meWhen I have bottomless
Depression. ```An unconditional lover of God
Is the only human beingWho will always be a God-winner
At every hour of the dayAnd every hour of the night.
```An ego-mind is by far
The best listenerTo its own louder-than-the-loudest
Voice. ```A sincere seeker
Deserves a truly God-realised Master.A God-realised Master
Deserves at least oneUnconditionally surrendered disciple.
```O my mind,
Be not a stupid strangerTo forgiveness!
```A doubting mind
Is always at warWith itself.
```Not one, but two new realities
I have discovered:A breathless aspiration-heart
And a sleepless dedication-life. ```I shall delay
No moreMy unconditional surrender-joy-day.
```Doubt, are you deaf?
Are you blind?Can you not hear and see
That I am defying youAnd saying good-bye to you?
```If you are prepared
To trust God.Only then should you test Him.
```With his mind's capacities,
He is surprising the world.With his heart's capacity,
He is obeying and pleasingHis Lord Supreme.
```Strength indomitable
Comes not from outer exerciseBut from inner awakening.
```My earth-bound cries
Will eventually restIn my Heaven-free smiles.
```May each day for me
Usher inA God-Satisfaction-hope.
```The mind's jealousy
And the heart's insecurityLike to coexist.
```A sleepless
Surrender-heart-riverRuns fast, very fast,
Towards God'sFulness-Satisfaction-Shore.
```Alas,
Not even God'sIndulgent Compassion
Sees any progressIn my aspiration-heart.
```Alas,
When God's Compassion-EyeCalled me,
Immediately my mind forced meTo run the other way.
```Yesterday God the Compassion
Took away from meMy ego-bloated mind.
Today God the Satisfaction
Is receiving from meMy aspiration-flooded heart.
```Instead of inventing excuses,
Why do you not prevent yourselfFrom making mistakes?
```You can directly enter
Into aspiration-gardenWithout tiptoeing
Through desire-forest. ```When I am in my mind's
Possession-world,My life is a problem.
When I am in my heart's
Renunciation-world,My life is a privilege.
```A doubting mind
Violently reacts.An aspiring heart
Soulfully acts. ```Never too late for the mind
To lose excessive doubt-weightOr for the heart
To gain impressive faith-strength. ```Finally I have dethroned
Ignorance-kingFrom my life-kingdom!
```Illumination my mind needs.
Realisation my heart needs.Transformation my life needs.
And what do I need?I need God's Compassion-Forgiveness.
```You do not need God
To tell youIf you have a pure heart.
God has already given youThe capacity
To examine your heart faultlessly. ```From:Sri Chinmoy,Every day a new chance, Agni Press, 1991
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