```
Jiban moder dhudhu maruNahe kabhu nahe
Ke amare kahe amaiKe amare kahe
``````
Sakal asha purna habeSamarpaner bale
Bhakti bhare thakbo jakhanTomar charan tale
``````
Jyotir akashe animesh chiteUrite janani chahi
Khudra amire nashibo ajikeTaba jaya giti gahi
``````
Ogo amar shathek jugerHiya tarir neye
Tushta habo kebal amiTomar giti geye
``````
Bhore sanjhe tumi dayalAsim dayal
Thakbo ami tomar kriparNitya kangal
``````
Jiban samare amare daniteKaro aji barabhoy
Keno kari bhoy nishar manaseKeno kari hai bhoy
``````
Satranga rabi eso eso praneSatranga rabi
Tomar majhare dekhite chahigoDur amarar chhabi
```Translation
```
O seven-hued sun,O seven-hued sun,
Do enter into my aspiration-heart.In you I want to watch high Heaven’s
Prototype-panorama. ``````
Shunbo shudhu prabhuTomar katha
Rekhe dure manerBachalata
```Translation
```
My Lord, I shall alwaysListen to You,
Keeping aside, far off,My mind’s mad instincts.
``````
Tomare hanite asi nai amiPrabhu ei dharanite
Esechi dharai tomare tushiteAmar amire danite
``````
Eso eso eso mane eso praneEso dehe aji
Niye chalo tomar jyotir hiyar desheOgo hiya majhi
``````
Asha bina jiban kusumPhutbena go phutbena
Asha bina jiban trishaMithbena go mithbena
``````
Bhasi ami ashru nireMukti pabo sudha tire
``````
Dure chale jao dure chale jaoHe mor khudra ami
Parame pujite parame tushiteNahi jena kabhu thami
```Translation
```
O my little ego-‘i’, be off!Be off!
I must never stop worshippingAnd satisfying my Lord Supreme.
``````
Amar sakal chinta kataTomar paye rakhbo
Puta chite dibanishiTomai ami dakbo
``````
Jete habe dure dure bahu dureGeye taba jaya giti madhu sure
``````
Khudra chaowa churna kareMahat chaowa dao
Bandhan hara alor desheAmai niye jao
``````
Shanti pete tripti diteDharar buke esechi
Tomai diye amar sakalKhudra chaowa hesechi
```Translation
```
I came into the heart of the worldTo have peace
And give satisfaction to all.Now I am smiling after I have given
All my small desires to You. ``````
Tomai peye kandi tomai diye hasiTomar paye shudhu jagat bhalobasi
``````
Hiya pure chalte geleLagbe akuti
Prabhur sathe balte kothaLagbe bhakati
``````
Asha bichi mala chahigo jibaneShudhu asha bichi mala
Balo balo ogo ke karibe morHiyar pantha ala
``````
Antar krandan shesh halo ajTai mor paridhane bijayer saj
``````
Gabhir nishai ghure beraiAmi kanna deshe
Tabu mago dhanya halemTomai bhalobese
``````
Paran bhare daki tomaiPaina tabu sara
Taito ami bhitar bahirMago sarba hara
``````
Thai peyechi thai peyechiTomar pada tale
Mukti ami pabo janiTomar kripa bale
``````
Akash pathe chitta amar urbeBandhan hara jiban khani dharbe
``````
Tomare chariya jaite diyonaPrabhu
E minati mor jeyona bhuliyaKabhu
```Translation
```
My Lord Supreme,Do not allow me to leave You
And go away.Please never forget
This prayerful desire of mine. ``````
Bhakti ami chahi kebalBhakti kebal bhakti
Bhakti majhe biraj kareAmaratar shakti
``````
Ahamikar anta nai goAnta nai
Bishwa prabhur pabona goCharan thai
``````
Aghat kare jai je chaleBishwa basi
Habo ebar mahi taleMan udashi
```Translation
```
The world citizens strike me hardAnd go away.
This time, I shall beSelf-oblivion-indifference-mind
To the whole world. ``````
Maner katha praner byethaBalbo kare balbo
Kahar alor mukti patheChalbo ami chalbo
``````
Asha bina jiban amarHabe dhudhu maru
Taito ami ashar satheJiban kari suru
``````
Bhor habe jani naba arunimaNaba jibaner bhor
Rahibena kabhu bhitar bahirMalin tamasa ghor
``````
Hiya tari beye ajiAsim deshe jabo
Sethai ami param majhirDekha jani pabo
``````
Nahi bhoy antare nahi bhoy mane praneNahi bhoy dehe mor
Ache shudhu nirabata bishalata muktirBichi mala sudha bhor
``````
Seba tomai karte prabhuEsechi ei dharate
Tomar bijoy gaite gitiBirat bishwa sabhate
``````
Bhitare nayak bahire palakHe mor param prabhu
Jeneo ekata keno je tomaiHani go bidhata tabu
``````
Kusum sama phutechi ajAmar hiyar kanane
Dekhte amai pabena goMaya moher bandhane
``````
Nimne dharanirGati durbar
Thamao thamaoPrananath avatar
```Translation
```
Below is the indomitableIgnorance-current.
O Avatar, Lord Supreme of my life,Do stop and silence it.
``````
Kendechi kendechiKandibona ar
Taba pada taleMama premahar
``````
Tomare tushite sabakar satheHiya pure ami jabo
Tomare pujiya tomare tushiyaParamananda pabo
``````
Ar katokal karbo laraiManer sathe
Ei kathati sudhai amiBishwanathe
```Translation
```
How long do I have to continueFighting with my mind?
This is the question that I am askingThe Lord of the Universe.
``````
Amar katha bhabe jara kebalKaro tader hriday khani dhabal
``````
Sandhane kar nil akasheGhure berai
Dekha pele ami jenaAmai harai
```Translation
```
I do not know in search of whomI am roaming in the blue sky.
I must lose my raison d’etreThe moment I envision Him.
``````
Swapan sathi eso phireHiya gabhire
Tomar kripai dekhte paboMukta rabire
``````
Jegechi aj nabin usharMukti dake
Pelam ami apan kareBishwa make
```Translation
```
Today a new liberation-dawnHas awakened me.
Therefore, today I can claimThe World-Mother as my own,
Very own. ``````
Kare rakhi dureKare rakhi kache janina
Jani shudhu haiParam pitare manina
```Translation
```
Some I keep far away,While others I keep very close.
I do not know why.Alas, I only know that I do not obey
My Father Lord Supreme. ``````
Mor jibaner sakal ashaHalo aji churna
Chaowar khudha chale geloTaito ami purna
``````
Jeyona chhariya chhariyaChhariya Chhariya
Taba pade rakho mariyaMariya mariya
```Translation
```
Leaving me, do not go away.Striking me hard, very hard,
Keep me at Your Feet. ``````
Leaving me, do not go away.Striking me hard, very hard,
Keep me at Your Feet. ``````
Tomar kripa karbo adaiTomar charan dhariya
Shanti plaban pabo kebalTomar paye mariya
```Translation
```
Touching Your Feet,I shall collect Your Compassion.
A flood of peace I shall getOnly when I die at Your Feet.
``````
Apad bipad asle janiPabo adhik barabhoy
Ahoytuki ashish tabaEi je amar parichoy
``````
Eso eso adinath mahadevDao more muktir sandhan
Animeshe dake moreAmarar ajanar abhijan
```Translation
```
O great Shiva,Ancient Lord Supreme,
Do show me the way to liberation.Sleeplessly, the journey immortal
And unknownBeckons me.
``````
Tripti kebal pabo janiAtma tyager bale
Purnatare karbo apanJiban homanale
``````
Badhar bandhan karbo binashEi je amar pan
Tomar hiyar phul kananePhutbo anukkhan
```Translation
```
I shall destroy all obstruction-bondages.Indeed, this is my solemn promise.
Sleeplessly I shall blossom in Your Heart-Garden. ``````
Taba seba lagi ami hate chahiAti subishal adhar
Dekha pete chahi tomar kripaiTomar shanti sudhar
``````
Amare bandhiya rekhechi tomarCharana kamala tale
He param pita amare chhariyaJeyona jeyona chale
```Translation
```
My Lord, I have bound myselfAt Your Lotus-Feet.
O my Absolute Lord Supreme,Do not go away leaving me alone.
``````
Haste chahi haste chahiPhuler mato
Tomar hiyai phutte chai maAbirato
```Translation
```
Like a flower,I want to smile, I want to smile.
Mother, sleeplessly I want to bloomAnd blossom inside Your Heart.
``````
Basanare chhere jete habe dureJani ami ei katha
Bhitar jibane bahir jibaneChahi jadi nirabata
``````
Peyechi ajike muktir sandhanNahi nahi aj maya mamatar tan
``````
Se eki bhul kari ami barebarNai je anta prabhu amar hatashar
``````
Shesh habe aj amar chaowar kahiniEk nimeshe jog dibago oishi sena bahini
```Chokher jale khunjechi
Hiyar jale pujechiBhakti bale bendhechi
Tyager bale peyechi```
Translation
```
I have searched for YouWith the tears of my eyes.
I have worshipped YouWith the tears of my heart.
I have bound YouWith my devotion-strength.
I have achieved YouWith my sacrifice-strength.
``````
Nutan juger nutan ushar bhareRekhechi amare bishwa janani krore
``````
Dwarpa amar tuchha dwarpaAj karecho churna
Amar jiban bhitar bahirKarte mago purna
``````
Balite parina chalite parinaBina taba barabhoy
Pratidane mago eshana kebalJoy hok taba joy
```Translation
```
I cannot speak, I cannot walkWithout Your Compassion.
In return, Mother Divine,My only aspiration is to sing
Your Victory-Song. ```Deshe deshe ghure berai
Diye hiyar pritiDeshe deshe gahi tomar
Amar bijoy giti```
Translation
```
My Lord,From country to country I roam,
Offering my heart’s love.I sing Your Victory-Song
Wherever I go. ``````
Nijer katha bhabi kebalDibanishi
Taito heri andhar nishaDasha dishi
``````
Laho amar maner byethaPraner byetha deher byetha
Dao go prabhu aji moreShanti jyoti nirabata
``````
Tumi pita tumi mitaTumi sabar prabhu
Aghat hani parashpareMora keno tabu
```Translation
```
Everybody’s Father You are,Friend You are, Lord You are.
Alas, why do we allow ourselvesTo resort to ruthless fighting?
``````
Bhitare bahire charidhare shudhuBasana moher jal
Ogo kandari dharo dharo morJiban tarir hal
```Translation
```
Within and without, all around me,Is the net of desire-attachment.
O World-Pilot,Do sail my life-boat, sail.
``````
Bhalo lage tomar nayanBhalo lage tomar charan
Bhalo lage tomar bachanBhalo lage tomar shasan
Bhalo lage prabhuBaroi anurage bhalo lage
``````
Bhakati bhare chahigoTomare bandhite
Tomare tushite dao goShakati kandite
``````
He param pita charan tomarBandana kare jabo
Tomare tushile tomar lagiyaParamananda pabo
```Translation
```
O my Lord Father Supreme,I shall go on and go on
Worshipping Your Feet.If I satisfy You for Your own Fulfilment,
I shall receive Bliss Supreme. ``````
Shanti gabhir jiban jadiTomar shudhu chaowa
Raje jeno charidhareAtmatyager haowa
``````
Asha kusum phuto namo jibaneBenche achi barai nithur bedane
``````
Ke amare dakche aji ai ai ai aiKe amare jog dite kor bishwa sabhai
``````
Atmatyagi na hale jeChalbena go chalbena
Diye jabe animesheBalbena go balbena
``````
Bahu barasher chinta bhabonaChale gelo aji dure
Gahite paribo prabhu jaya gitiAtibo madhura sure
``````
Kothai amar swapan tariKothai amar swapan majhi
Kothai amar puta hiyarNitya nutan kusum saji
```Translation
```
O, where is my dream-boat,Where is my dream-boatman?
O, where is my purity-heart’sEver-new flower-casket?
``````
Juddha karbo maner satheNitya juddha
Jayi haye hate habeParam buddha
``````
Hriday pure jete habeHabo twara toiri
Sabai sethai param apanNai je keha boiri
``````
Rakhbo dure bahu dureManer chapalata
Ami habo amar hiyarSudha nirabata
``````
Dharo amar jiban khaniMago ebar dharo
Bahu diner ashru hridayApan ebar karo
``````
Nahi heri hriday kusumNahi heri manas bhor
Heri kebal kurup pranerBiphalatar andhar ghor
``````
Bedanar sur shuni dibanishiAnanda dekha nai
Pabe ki go hai hriday amarPrabhur charane thai
``````
Amar katha sabar kathaBhabi kebal bhabi
Prabhur hiyar khulte duarTaito na pai chabi
```Translation
```
I think only of myself,And I also think of the rest of the world
All the time.Therefore, I do not receive the key
To open upMy Lord Supreme’s Heart-Door.
``````
Eso eso prabhu hridaya majhareBarek dekhati dao
Hriday maner praner deherMalinata niye jao
```Translation
```
O Lord Supreme,Do come and enter into my heart.
Only once appear before me.Do take away the impurities
Of my body, vital, mind and heart. ``````
Jibane jhare pujileMarane keno bhulile
Jibane hiya sanpileMarane keno bhulile
Jibane kripa labhileMarane keno bhulile
Jibane khama chahileMarane keno bhulile
Jibane jibane jibane ``````
Nayan khule dekhi jakhanDekhi sabiy bhul
Hriday khule heri jakhanHeri jiban kul
```Translation
```
Opening my eyes,When I look at the world,
I see everything wrong.Opening my heart,
When I look at the world,I see my life's destination-shore.
``````
Eso eso eso mamaJiban rather sarathi
Phulla chite diye amaiKarbo tomar arati
``````
Bhul kari dibaratiBhul kari
Prabhu pada kabhu haiNahi dhari
```Translation
```
Day and night I make mistakes,Yet I never touch my Lord’s
Forgiveness-Feet. ``````
Urdhe akashe nimne bataseGahi taba jaya giti
Tumi je amai diyecho bidhataSabare danite priti
```Translation
```
High in the skies,Below in the ether,
Your Victory-Songs I sing.My Lord, You have blessingfully
Granted me the capacityTo love all the world citizens.
``````
Chalte habe ashar patheDibarati
Ei jibane phutbe janiOishi bhati
``````
Tomai ami aghat haniAharaha
Amar bojha hasi mukheTabu baha
``````
Niye jao more jetha nai magoGhor sandeha chor
Sethai phutibe jibane amarSwarger dyuti bhor
```Translation
```
Mother, do take me there,Where the dark doubt-thief
Is not to be found.There, the Light of Heaven’s
All-clearing DawnWill blossom in my heart.
``````
Namer jasher kangal baleTaito labhi bhyatha
Dure dure bahu dureShanti nirabata
``````
Kalpana nahe kalpana naheKalpana nahe mor
Amare diyeche parameshwarBishwa premer dor
```Translation
```
My imagination, my imagination,My imagination — no, no, no!
My Lord Supreme has blessed meWith the love-string
To bind the whole world. ``````
Dharar bedan karte bahanDharai esechi
Pratham byethai dharar sabiyBhalobesechi
``````
Maner nishar prabhat kabeHabe janina
Na jani hai pran gabhireKeno kandina
```Tomare pujite tomare tushite
Shakati amare diyechoAmar andhar khudra amire
Apanar kare niyecho```
Translation
```
My Lord, to worship You,To satisfy You,
You have given me the capacity.You have taken my
Ignorance-flooded little ‘i’As Your own, very own.
``````
Tomar seba karte amarBarai lage bhalo
Tomar seba niye jai maManer sakal kalo
``````
Mukti dite dako amaiHiya kanane
Keno tabu rakhi jibanMoher bandhane
``````
Tomar kripa tomar snehaAmulya je jani
Peye tader nitya kenoTabu tomai hani
``````
Haibe ajike amar sakalBasanar abasan
Bishwa bidhata danibe amaiAnanda aphuran
```Translation
```
Today my desire-lifeWill come to an end.
The Lord of the UniverseWill give me the Delight infinite.
``````
Jatoi bhabi amai mahanHoi je tatoi khudra
Aro ami hoi je janiNicha jati surjya
``````
Asim khudha dao go prabhuAsimatar lagi
Puta karo malin manasKaro anuragi
``````
Dure dure bahu dureKuchinta ban aji
Taito amai dilo dekhaHiya tarir majhi
``````
Jani ami nai je samoiPrabhur kripa pete
Tabu keno abahelaPrabhur kache jete
``````
Shanti bina sakal kichuRaje amar antare
Chokher jale chali amiPrabhur pane manthare
``````
Maner kali ma niye jaoPrabhu maner kali ma
Pratiti nimeshe gahite tomarGarima mahima
``````
Bahu barasher moher bandhanBhangiya phelechi ajike
Paramanande pranati janaiHiya taranir majhike
``````
Bhalo lage morTaba pada dhuli pujite
Bhalo lage morSwarupe amar khunjite
``````
Amar sakal badhar bandhanBhangite dao go shakati
Pujite tomai animeshe prabhuDao go amare bhakati
``````
Eso eso param pitaHiya pure eso
Asan pete rekhechi jeEse aji baso
```Translation
```
My Lord Supreme,Come, come today.
I have reserved a special seat for You.Please come and take Your seat.
``````
Taba charaner ashish bihanBritha e jiban jabe
Bishade magna bandha hridayDekhite sakale pabe
``````
Bandhan hara mukta halem muktaTomar paye jiban kare jukta
``````
Chapala paran prashanta habeAchi ei barashai
Ananda sudha pabo ami janiNirabata anginai
``````
Chinta srote bhese chaliDibanishi
Andhar malin heri kebalDashadishi
``````
Jabo phire jabo phireHiya pure
Prabhur jayer gaibo gitiMadhur sure
```Translation
```
I shall return, I shall returnTo my heart-citadel.
Sweetly and soulfullyI shall sing the Victory-Songs
Of my Lord Supreme. ``````
Bhitar bahir tibra ashaEi je amar parichoy
Jiban rane habo jayiSathe prabhu barabhoy
``````
Swarga rohi hate chahaKothai tomar artanad
Keno tabu ajo karoDharar jiber apabad
``````
Sadhan bhajan ar aradhanKothai gelo chale
Pabo ki hai kisroy abanPrabhu charan tale
``````
Amaran kari jenaTaba aradhan
He bidhata ei morShudhu abedan
``````
Je dekheche bhitar atmarTar habe je rupantar
Se pabe je bishwa prabhurBishesh kripa nirantar
``````
Tumi amai baso bhaloEi tuku dao abhash
Jiban amar hoi jena goTomar kripar abas
```Translation
```
If You love me,Just give me a little sign.
Just hint to me that You love me.May my life become the abode
Of Your Compassion. ``````
Sab habe thik thakBasanare dure rakh
Shantir dekha pabiOre boka jetha jabi
```Translation
```
Just keep your desire-life far away.Everything will be all right.
O fool, no matter where you go,Peace will come and stand before you.
``````
Ghasher mato matha amarRakhbo kare nato
Tushta ami rakhbo tomaiMago abirato
``````
Hatat aji tripti peloHiyar pipasa
Dure dure bahu durePraner hatasha
``````
Ei tuku tuktakMagi taba prabhu sneha
Aji moro ek karoHiya man pran deha
```Translation
```
Just a slight wee affectionI beg of You.
Do make my heart,Mind, vital and body
One, inseparably one. ``````
Sucharu aj bhitar amarBahir amar
Taito halem bishwa mayerBishesh andhar
``````
Chulbul chanchalEi deha pran man
Khama karo kripa karoPrabhu ei nibedan
``````
Sandeha man tomare bhangiyaKaribo ajike churmar
Shanti labhibo bhitare bahirePratiti nimeshe amarar
``````
Nitya nutan maner pranerChechamechi
Nahi jani keman kareBenche achi
```Translation
```
The mind and the vitalAre constantly quarrelling, fighting,
Wrangling and screaming.I do not know how I am still alive
In between the two. ``````
Dibanishi kari amiParamer chintan
Tai dure bahu dureMaya moha nartan
``````
Param pitar charam mitarKaruna plaban chiti
Khule dilo aji bahu jibanerSupta baddha diti
```Translation
```
I have received a Compassion-flooded letterFrom my Absolute Lord Supreme
And my Absolute Friend.The vision-eye that has been dormant for aeons,
Today is open. ``````
Dhurta jiban hale ogoChalbena go chalbena
Tomar sathe prabhu kathaBalbena go balbena
``````
Dibanishi prabhur payeKarbo ami krira
Chale jabe amar manerSakal jatil pira
```Translation
```
Day and night I shall playWith my Lord Supreme.
Then all my serious mentalAnd vital ailments
Will disappear. ``````
Chupe chupe pujbo tomaiAmar hiya kandare
Tumi amai niye jabeTomar sudha bandare
``````
Jagat guru param guruAmar guru
Mukti pelam tomar kripaiDuru duru
```Translation
```
O my Guru,O Guru of the whole world
By your delicate, tingling touchToday I have got my liberation.
``````
Jaruri kaj karbo shudhuJaruri kaj jaruri
Pete habe bishwa mayerKripa plaban madhuri
``````
Sab aparadh kariyacho khamaSab aparadh mor
Tai jani mago phutibe jibaneTaba chetaner bhor
``````
Niye chalo more he param prabhuAsimer simanai
Hethai kebal maner shasanPraner jatan hai
```Translation
```
O Lord Supreme,Carry me to Infinity’s extremity.
Here on earth,I am forced to brook
The iron control of my mindAnd ruthless torture of my vital.
``````
Shishya chahina shishya chahinaChahi shudhu taba kripar charan
He param pita tomare tushiteLaho laho mor jiban maran
```Translation
```
He and she disciples I desire not.I desire only Your Compassion-Feet.
O my Absolute Father Supreme,To satisfy You, take my life
And take my death. ```From:Sri Chinmoy,Eso eso prabhu, part 1, 1998
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