Let me believe
That God still loves meAlthough I have spoken ill of Him
Mercilessly,Although I have deserted Him
Deliberately,Although I have invited ignorance-night
To replace Him inside my heartCheerfully.
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 14, Agni Press, 1981
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