7435. What Pains My Heart Most

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I know that I am imperfect,

And my imperfections disturb me

More than they disturb others.

But what pains my divine heart most

Is my conscious and clever unwillingness

To accept my Lord’s Will

As my very own.

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From:Sri Chinmoy,Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 75, Agni Press, 1983
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