My Lord tells me
That if I want to carry the worldInside my confusion-mind,
Then He has no objection.But if I wish to carry the world
Inside my aspiration-dedication-heart,Then He will gladly carry it for me.
```Every divine duty unfulfilled
Indicates a new Vision of GodCompletely unmanifested.
```My Lord, give me only one century more.
I shall prepare a place for YouInside my heart-garden
Which You will definitelyAppreciate and enjoy.
```My newly-discovered self-dedication
Tells me that anything unusedOr even misused
Can be used in a new and profitable way. ```If you keep your proud mouth shut,
God Himself will reward youFar beyond the flight of your imagination.
```My mind has made two great discoveries
This morning:A worried mind is disgustingly ugly,
A poised mind is perfectly beautiful. ```Look what you have:
You have newnessIn between
Your soulfulness and your fruitfulness. ```A mind
Of increasing purity-lightAnd a heart
Of increasing purity-delightNever meet for the last time.
```My desiring vital has achieved
What it wanted:An excitement-life.
My aspiring vital is achieving
What it needs:A contentment-heart.
```God wants to be
The first Person to applaudYour inner illumination
And outer transformation. ```If you are unmistakably aware
Of what you are,Then God will smilingly and lovingly
Help you dareTo conquer the impossibility-land.
```Up until now
You have followed your own way:The way of sadness.
From now onGod wants you to follow His Way:
The way of cheerfulness.Something more,
He has already started helping youMost compassionately and most powerfully.
```Invoke God’s Compassion-Eye.
It will become part of youEven before you have completed
Your invocation. ```You have all along believed
In your life’s slavery.Now God wants you to believe
In your soul’s freedom-discovery. ```When I use what I have —
A commitment-lamp —God gives me what He has for me —
His Contentment-Sun. ```Your confidence-heart need not be
The result of your yesterday’s success.Your confidence-heart can easily be
The result of your implicit faithIn tomorrow’s most beautiful dawn.
```Power corrupts the human in us:
That everybody knows.Weakness corrupts the divine in us:
That nobody seems to be interestedIn knowing.
```If you want to be a great man,
Then do not be afraidOf doing something good,
Thinking that you will perhapsMake a mistake.
If you want to be a good man,Then never allow yourself
To make even the tiniest mistake. ```Four most sorrowful unreality-words
Are these:I could have become.
```I think the greatest thing on earth
Is my heart’s perfection-cry.I feel the greatest thing in Heaven
Is my soul’s satisfaction-smile. ```From inspiration to aspiration
Is but a single step.But from aspiration to realisation
Are many million steps. ```Who allows my mind
To limit my teeming capacities,If not I myself?
Alas, why do I then unjustifiablyBlame my mind, why?
```Live your own life cheerfully.
Go beyond your life bravely.But never be tempted to imitate others,
Never! ```As the destination of outer success
Is knowable,Even so,
The goal of inner progressIs unknowable.
```The role of my mind
Is to conceive.The role of my heart
Is to believe.The role of my life
Is to achieve. ```When I am in the desire-life,
I repel divinity from me.When I am in the aspiration-life,
I attract divinity to me. ```Your unwillingness
Is the only crimeThat God does not intend
To forgive. ```Each thought is a force.
Each force is an experience.Each experience is either
Ignorance-quantityOr
Wisdom-quality. ```As long as you preserve
Your proud self-respect,God will not reserve
His Love, His CompassionOr even His Forgiveness
For you. ```Do not try to go ahead of others.
Your division-life will make youBitterly suffer.
Try to go with others.Your oneness-life will help you
Amazingly prosper. ```Better a beautiful and soulful flower
Inside your heartThan a huge, fruitless tree
Right in front of you. ```Change your mind
If you want to sit at God’s Feet.Don’t change your heart
If you want to live inside God’s Heart. ```Do not overestimate
Or underestimate yourself.That is not your job.
Others have decided to do that.Do not try even to make
A correct estimate of yourself.God says that is His job.
Your job is to maintainA soulful heart-cry
And a powerful life-smile. ```Good to oppose others’ attacks.
Better to ignore their attacks.Best to invoke God’s Light
To do the needful. ```For a genuine seeker,
God Himself makes infinitelyMore opportunities
Than the seeker can ever find. ```A sad failure-life
Means an undisciplined vital,An unillumined mind
And an unsurrendered heart. ```Life is an amazingly beautiful gift.
You are expected to doOnly one thing with it.
You are to use it withA careful mind
AndA cheerful heart.
```Force never has any charm.
Love always has charm.Oneness is the obvious and continuous
Increase of charm. ```Each man is unique
In the purest sense of the term.Do you know why?
Because God the CreatorAnd God the creation
Do not like sameness.But what they do like,
Do you know?They like oneness.
```To a pessimist
There is no such thingAs opportunity.
To an optimist
There is nothing but opportunity,Plus God’s secretly helping Hand.
```Nobody has made you impure.
It is your own mind that has done it.Nobody has made you insecure.
It is your own heart that has done it.Therefore, blame not others.
```Between the power of your heart’s cry
And the power of the world’s smile,If you have to make a choice,
Then in no time choose the former. ```The discovery of discoveries:
The greatest powerIs to conquer power itself.
```If you want to prepare yourself
For a better life,Then start offering
Your present gratitude-heartTo your Beloved Supreme.
```Not necessary to praise
The course of manifestation.But praise the force of the Source.
```I shall not forget
That my outer helpersAre helpless if not hopeless.
I shall not forget
That my outer well-wishersAre hopeless if not useless.
```An unaspiring heart
Is the unconscious beginningOf man’s gloom-life.
A doubting mind
Is the conscious beginningOf man’s doom-death.
```No matter how many years
I am doomed to live on earth,I shall not accept the defeat
Of my sky-vast dream. ```Unless and until your heart
Can feel the silence of love-sky,How can you ever own
The oneness of delight-sun? ```Because you have the vision-eye
Of a daring concentration-spear,You are bound to succeed
In your outer life of dedicationAnd proceed
In your inner life of aspiration. ```My searching mind says
To my aspiring heart,“I may not be sincere,
But I am kind.Therefore, I wish you every favour
From your Beloved Supreme.” ```When I pray to God,
I notice in His EyeAn illumining immediacy.
When I meditate on God,
I feel in His HeartA fulfilling intimacy.
```To me,
Hope is an unparalleled powerYet to be recognised.
This power can in no time destroyThe crown of wild frustration.
```You have given God your best possession:
A love-flame.God is now giving you His best possession:
A Perfection-Sun. ```An ingratitude-heart
Is infinitely strongerThan a traitorous arm.
```Smaller than the smallest
May be the outer templeWhere every day I go
To worship my Lord.But larger than the largest
Is my inner templeWhere every day I go to pray and meditate
With my aspiration-cry and dedication-smileTo become another God.
```Do you want to know
What self-doubt has done to you?Self-doubt has blinded your eyes,
Crippled your legsAnd
Punctured your heart. ```His life is itself
A mountain-high contradiction.On the one hand,
He wishes to escape the mental jungle.On the other hand,
He does not feel the needTo live inside the heart
Of his flaming aspiration-temple. ```The clever man in me says,
“Taste the world and then renounce.”The wise seeker in me says,
“Renounce the world and thenTaste the world every day
The way your Beloved Supreme does.” ```Your outer faith in God
Shall save you fromThe heavy burden of centuries.
Your inner faith in GodShall teach you
How to play with God,How to sing with God
AndHow to dance with God.
```Your mind does not like doubt
But doubt likes your mind.What can your poor mind do?
Your heart does not like insecurity
But insecurity likes your heart.What can your poor heart do?
Your life does not like failure
But failure likes your life.What can your poor life do?
```Remain always cheerful.
You can then tell the entire worldThat at least in one way
You are worthy to be His true child. ```Discover and uncover.
Discover everything in the heart’s world,Uncover everything in the mind’s world:
This is how you can totally master your life. ```Every day the fear-world
Has fearful messages for you.But you are under no obligation
To listen to the messagesOf the fear-world.
```God-Satisfaction blossoms
Only insideMy surrender-delight.
```Competition is good,
Provided it is the competitionOf self-transcendence
And not the competitionOf ego-demonstration.
```You may be appreciated
For your outer strength,But what about your inner weaknesses?
Who will appreciate them?No one, not even the Compassion-Eye of God.
```If you are a sincere seeker,
You must never fear defeats,For each defeat is a future rung
On the satisfaction-ladder. ```My present God
Sings in Heaven and thinks on earth.My future God
Shall dance in Heaven and sigh on earth. ```If you are cheerful,
God the Compassion willNot only show you the way
To reach the Himalayan heights of satisfaction,But also carry you to these highest heights.
```Once you have chosen the path
Of the self-giving heart,You have absolutely nothing to do
With the success-calculating mind. ```Toil is not a severe and ruthless task.
Toil is only an outer maskThat hides the inner sunrise.
```Do not try to embellish Truth
With words,For Truth itself is God,
The all-conquering Beauty. ```Simplicity is power.
Power either helps us waitFor God’s choice Hour
Or forces us to visitThe Devil’s tower.
```With the rising sun
My Lord of Love comes to me.With the setting sun
My heart of gratitudeI offer to my Lord.
```My vital hears no more
Pleasure-songs.My mind hears no more
Suspicion-songs.And I hear no more
Temptation-songs. ```If you long for a perfection-life
And God’s Satisfaction-Heart,Then your heart must join
Heaven’s oneness-fulness-orchestra. ```His are the eyes that embody
Magic prophecy.His is the heart that embodies
Authentic ecstasy. ```Your sacrificing beauty-soul
And your glowing divinity-goalHave all along been immediate neighbours.
```I am torn between
The untold povertyOf my desire-life
And the unmeasured prosperityOf my aspiration-life.
```My Lord, do give me the capacity
To truly love You.This prayer is indeed efficient.
My Lord, do give me the capacity
To please You alwaysIn Your own Way.
This prayer is indeed more than sufficient. ```My all-devouring vital tells me
That I can do whatever I want.My God-loving heart tells me
That I have nothing to do,For my Lord has already done
Everything for me,And He will do the same always.
```Your undivine life
Will whisper in the darkAnd nothing more.
Your divine heart
Will prosper in the lightAnd even more, even more.
```God has given you
His two long Dedication-Arms.Can you not give Him
Your one wee aspiration-heart? ```If your mind thinks
Of human liberty,Then your heart must be crying
For divine prosperity. ```I have drunk deeply and greedily
The very depths of darkness-night.At last my life is ready
For the beauty of mystic light. ```Don’t allow your mind to have faith
In the illusions of the dawn.Don’t allow your heart to have faith
In the delusions of the day.Don’t allow your life to have faith
In the destruction of the night. ```Those who deliberately disobey
The Will of the SupremeWill soon be proved to be
The worst possible failuresIn this precious incarnation.
```My lethargy
AndMy Lord’s utter frustration
Are inseparable.My dynamism
AndMy Lord’s complete Satisfaction
Are inseparable. ```If you worship God with your voice,
It will be as worthlessAs useless noise.
If you worship God with silence-tears,
God will immediately grant you His Boon:Ignorance-piercing spears.
```Patience-flame is the lesson
That our vital has to learn.Patience-sun is the lesson
That our soul has already learnt. ```Don’t sleep
If you are going to help others.Don’t sleep
While you are helping others.Don’t sleep
Even when you unconsciously acceptThe responsibility of helping others.
```You are blessed
If you are fearless.You are twice blessed
If you are doubtless.You are thrice blessed
If your mind is completely thoughtless. ```Your mind knows how to conceal
Its doubtful life.Your heart knows how to reveal
Its soulful life.Your soul knows how to fulfil
Its bountiful life. ```Decrease what you have:
Your division-leaves.Increase what you are:
Your oneness-flower. ```Your heart will be nourished
By the smiling fountain-lightIf you do not allow your mind
To hunger for suspicion-night. ```Every second counts,
Especially while you are tryingTo be a sleeplessly
God-manifesting soul. ```Your yesterday’s promise
Was to see the Face of God.Your today’s promise
Is to feel the Heart of God.Your tomorrow’s promise
Will be to obey the Will of GodSleeplessly.
```My Lord Supreme,
When I give You my life’s ability-flames,Do You give me anything in Your Silence-Light?
“Yes, My child,I give you immediately
My Heart’s Immortality-Sun.” ```My Lord, if I give You
All my secret weaknesses this morningOnce and for all,
What will You give me?“My child, I shall give you
My eternally open HeartOf Newness-Light and Oneness-Delight.”
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 44, Agni Press, 1982
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