My joy shall know no bounds
If God shows me His Compassion-EyeAt this very moment.
But if He wants to show meHis Compassion-Eye
In the very distant future,With equal cheerfulness
I can and I shall wait. ```If you want to own
Time’s telescopeTo see the head of the past
And the heart of the future,Then become inseparably one
With the waves of your heart’sOneness-sea.
```Life is tension,
Life is apprehension.Yet this same life
In the distant futureWill embody God’s Manifestation-Light
And God’s Satisfaction-Delight. ```What you want
Is an attention-drum.What you actually need
Is a transformation-flute. ```If you do not know the truth,
Then wait; wait for the right time.God will come to you
And smile at your preparation-hour.If you know the truth,
Then also wait; wait for GodTo descend upon you
With His Satisfaction-Shower. ```The heart is beautiful
Because it breathes inPurity-breath.
The soul is fruitful
Because it breathes inDivinity-breath.
```My Lord, since spirituality
Is a very difficult subject,May I start studying it
With a minute-life of surrenderAnd
A second-life of gratitude? ```There are two realities:
One is a God-embracing reality,The other is a satisfaction-destroying
Reality.At every moment we have to make
Our faultless choice. ```The heart of an unconditional seeker
Lives in God’s Promise-World.The life of an unconditional seeker
Lives in God’s Delight-World. ```Your heart will enter into
Alarming dangerIf it ever sees eye-to-eye
With the mind’s poison-doubt. ```Surrender is peace-expansion.
Gratitude is delight-expansion.Oneness is birthless and deathless
Satisfaction-expansion. ```When we listen to
The whispering dictatesOf our conscience-light,
We can easily escapeThe jaws of death.
```God is so pleased
With his heart’s compassion-skyAnd his life’s dedication-sun,
That God has asked him to stayAll the time
Inside His Heart of Pride. ```Before you pray and meditate,
You must invoke the deer-speed.While you are praying and meditating,
You must invoke the elephant-confidence.After you have prayed and meditated,
You must invoke the lion-victory. ```To live in the desire-world
Is to forget how to smile.To love in the aspiration-world
Is to become an expertIn the art of smiling.
```Can you dare to believe
That God wants your heartTo be His Eternity’s partner
And wants your soulTo be His Immortality’s collaborator?
```In my desire-life
Nothingness-hungerIs my frustration-friend.
In my aspiration-life
Fulness-feastIs my illumination-friend.
```As long as you are willing
To muster your inner courageTo achieve a perfect life,
God’s Compassion-FloodWill, without fail,
Wait for you. ```My eyes have a special love
For the aspiration-shrine.My life has a special love
For the dedication-shrine.My soul has a special love
For the surrender-shrine. ```Man’s service-hands
And God’s Benediction-EyeAnd Satisfaction-Heart
Always live together. ```A life of daring promise
Is specially blessedWith an ever-transcending horizon.
```Remain not
In your beggar-life of desire.Choose to live like an emperor
In your life of aspiration. ```If I lose faith in my Lord Supreme,
He can and He will forgive me.But if I lose faith in myself,
Who knows,I may not want to
Or may not be able toForgive myself.
```If each moment of your life
Can be made into a sacrifice,God’s Perfection-Life and Satisfaction-Heart
Will claim you as their very own. ```If you want to serve God,
As you must,Then detach yourself
From your unreal self:Ego-bondage.
```Before your mind dares
To suspect others,Can you not dare
To look into your mind’s eyeWith greater suspicion?
```The perfection-love
That the divinity of purity attractsIs bound to last
For Eternity. ```This world is full
Of God-fearing men.We do not need any more.
What we need nowIs just a few
God-loving and God-serving seekers. ```The animal hunger
Tells us that self-indulgenceIs necessary.
The divine hungerTells us that God-effulgence
Is indispensable. ```God invites us all.
Only the self-made menAnd self-satisfied men
Proudly and foolishlyDecline His Invitation.
```Poverty is dying for
Self-indulgence.Plenty is enjoying
Self-indulgence.An awakened soul
Is longing forSelf-effulgence.
```The distance between
God’s Grace and God’s FaceIs so negligible
That God does not want usTo measure it.
```I take the Heaven-bound train
To see the Face of God,And then I take the earth-bound train
To sit at the Feet of God. ```My sincerity is the hyphen,
The golden connecting link,Between my life’s perfection
And my Lord’s Satisfaction. ```Long have I been
On the mountain peak of hope.Now I want to stand
On the solid ground of powerful practicality. ```Let there be
Countless delays and detours.I shall not mind as long as I know
That in the process of evolutionI shall one day be able to sit
Consciously, soulfully and unconditionallyAt the Feet of my Lord, my Beloved Supreme.
```My heart’s cry is infinitely stronger
Than what I have already done wrongAnd what I am going to do wrong
In the near or distant future.Such being the case,
I can never be doomedTo utter disappointment.
```I have tried to please the world
By smiling at the world.Now I see that this
Is not the right way.Therefore, I shall try another way:
From now on,I shall try to please the world
By crying for the world.I do hope that this way
Will be successful. ```Three old friends of mine
Are still with me:My mind’s sincerity,
My heart’s purityAnd
My life’s gratitude. ```Your brave determination
May or may not enable you to conquerYour powerful nervousness,
But your soulful onenessWith God the creation
Will definitely enable you to conquerYour unthinkably torturing nervousness.
```The outer world
Doubts his sincerity-mind.The inner world
Doubts his purity-heart.But he is not lost at all.
Do you know why?Because he does not doubt himself.
As long as he has implicit faith in himself,He need not worry
What the outer world thinks of himOr what the inner world thinks of him.
```On earth
My heart soulfully celebratesThe victory of
God’s Compassion-Height.In Heaven
My soul powerfully celebratesThe victory of
God’s Justice-Light. ```There was a time
When I liked my mind’sLamb-white days.
But nowI like my heart’s
Blue-gold hoursInfinitely better.
```My mind’s constant complaint:
This world is extremely imperfect.My heart’s sleepless complaint:
Its own perfectionIs still a far cry.
```His mind is a cry
Of unsatisfied desire.His heart is a cry
Of soulful and grateful aspiration. ```God does not mind
If my mind does not think of Him.But my soul becomes extremely sad.
God does not mind
If my heart does not pray to Him.But my soul becomes extremely and extremely
Furious. ```When his ignorance-burden increases,
Man thinks that he is lost,Totally lost.
But he does not know that God,Out of His infinite Bounty,
Will give him another chanceTo be good and to be perfect.
```Humanity’s victory depends on
Humanity’s gratitude and surrender.Divinity’s Victory depends on
Divinity’s Compassion and Forgiveness. ```I enjoyed the first moment of freedom
In my lifeThe day I was able to tell my mind,
“Mind, shut up and sit down!”And to tell my heart,
“Heart, wake up and climb up!” ```When my mind loves
The quality of freshness,When my heart loves
The quality of soulfulnessAnd when my life loves
The quality of newness,God immediately comes down
With His Quality of Fulness,And this Fulness is all for me.
```When danger threatens you mercilessly,
Immediately use a completely new vision.Feel that God, the Supreme Saviour,
Is fast approaching to rescue you. ```Your pride’s ceaseless errors
Will compel you to enterInto life’s abysmal abyss,
And there you will seeThat you are nothing
But a useless creature,Empty of hope.
```If you soulfully and unreservedly become
A pilgrim of inner beauty,Then you will without fail
Have an easy road to Heaven. ```You are doomed to constant failure.
Do you know why?Because your mind is controlled
By ceaseless and fruitless greed. ```My Beloved Supreme
Lovingly and unreservedly lovesMy reality-cries during the day
And my dream-smiles during the night. ```If your heart has the strength
To transcend and transcend and transcend,Then the Lord Supreme
Will without fail grant youHis Eternity’s Length,
Infinity’s LengthAnd Immortality’s Length
To enjoy. ```When he realised God for himself,
God said to him,“My son, I may use you
In the distant future.”When he realised God for others,
God said to him,“My son, I shall use you
In the near future.”When he realised God for God,
God said to him,“My son, I am using you
And I shall use youSleeplessly and eternally.”
```I cannot perfectly say
Whether I love God or not.But I can unmistakably
And spontaneously sayThat God loves my life.
Something more,He has made my heart
A fit instrument of His,So He can choose me.
```With my purity-heart
I love the Beauty-FaceOf my Beloved Supreme.
With my purity-body
I serve the Vision-EyeOf my Beloved Supreme.
```If your heart is always soulful,
Then you are ready to goTo the unaspiring souls
And inspire themTo follow your way,
For your way is God’s Way,And God’s Way is the only way.
```My Lord,
Early in the morning every dayDo grant me a heart of poverty
So that I can be humble.My Lord,
In the evening every dayDo grant me a heart of plenty
So that I can be gratefulAnd perfect.
```Happiness will follow you
If you follow the footstepsOf the purity-sages
Who sing sleeplesslyFor your heart’s illumination
And your life’s perfection.Where do they sing?
They sing inside the silence-haunted heartOf your unconscious universality.
```Only my purity-heart
Can and will silenceThe market-noise of my mind.
```Man’s unparalleled gift
To GodIs his daily gratitude-heart.
```A purity-heart is always hungry
Not for worldly possessionsBut for Heavenly blessings.
And these blessingsAre God’s constant Compassion.
```A seeker’s heart is blessed
With the capacityTo smell the Fragrance
Of God’s Heart of BeautyAny time it wants to.
```Everybody has a life of obedience.
This obedience-life you have to offerEither to your ignorant, unlit
And limited mindOr to your beautiful, soulful
And fruitful heart. ```A man of purity
Does not have to knowHow to approach the world,
For his Lord SupremeApproaches the world
In and through him. ```The Peace of my Beloved Supreme
Will eventually break the prideOf my mind’s self-imposed turmoil.
```In the morning
I need the freedom to adoreThe Beauty of God the creation.
In the eveningI need the freedom to adore
The Responsibility of God the Creator. ```My humility-life
Is my conscious onenessWith the illumining and fulfilling Universality
Of my Beloved Supreme. ```I shall surrender to my Beloved Supreme
What I have:An uncertain mind.
I shall surrender to my Beloved Supreme
What I am:An insecure heart.
When I surrender
Both my uncertain mind and my insecure heart,Then only shall I become
His choice instrument. ```The beauty of self-giving
Will eventually be transformedInto the divinity of God-becoming.
```A gratitude-heart
Has the messageOf God’s Manifestation here on earth
And is the fulfilmentOf God’s transcendental Promise to mankind.
```My life’s only task
Is to become inseparably oneWith my soul’s task,
And this task is to consciouslyAnd unconditionally
Manifest my Lord SupremeAt every moment here on earth.
```My heart has to become
Spontaneous joyBefore my mind can see joy
In God’s entire creation. ```Only a humility-life
Can breathe in the endless breathFrom Above
Which not only energisesThe seeker’s limited world
But also radiatesThroughout God’s entire world.
```To swim every day in the ocean
Of my Lord’s Heart of Delight,I need only two things:
An experience and a realisation.The experience is:
“I am for my Beloved Supreme,”And the realisation is:
“I am of my Beloved Supreme.” ```I need only one courage,
And that is the courage to tell the whole worldThat I am for God, God alone,
Even if God wants to be for somebody else.This is the only courage
That accelerates my own progressAnd also humanity’s progress
In and through me. ```It is easy
To feel security inside the heartWhen the mind enjoys clarity.
It is easier than the easiest
To feel security inside the heartWhen the heart unconditionally follows
The soul’s dictates. ```My Lord Supreme,
You have given me nowWhat You have brought for me:
Your Vision-Satisfaction-Smile.And I am giving You
What at this moment I am:My heart of gratitude-cry.
```When I establish my conscious oneness
With my Beloved Supreme,I see that my life has become all newness,
And I feel that my Lord’s FulnessIs delightfully claiming me
As its very own. ```My oneness-heart is my fulness-life
And my Lord’s complete SatisfactionIn His own flowering Vision.
```The four great challenges of a seeker-heart
Are to see beauty’s eyes,Purity’s heart,
Humility’s lifeAnd
Divinity’s head. ```The Japanese are helpful
Because they are surrounded by beauty.Beauty is truth,
And truth is always self-giving. ```When we look at a flower,
We get the fragrance of the flower.Lo, for a few seconds
Our consciousness ascendsAnd we become self-giving.
```As long as my heart
Knows the complete truth,I do not care whether my mind
Knows the truthOr even cares
For the truth. ```I have failed,
Not because I have not attempted.I have attempted time and again
Soulfully, even sleeplessly.I have failed
Because I have not made even one attemptAt my Lord Supreme’s choice Hour.
What was I trying to accomplish?I was trying to reach
The summit-height of Heaven. ```Faith in myself
Awakens my heart.Faith in God
Immortalises my life. ```God smiles at everything and everyone.
But His Smile is most beautifulAnd most powerful
When He smiles at a purity-heart. ```In God’s inner Family
There are three particular membersWho are very special to God:
One-pointedness,Soulfulness
AndSelflessness.
```With my purity-soul
At every momentI shall manifest God inside my heart.
With my purity-heart
At every momentI shall live inside my mind.
With my purity-mind
At every momentI shall energise my vital.
With my purity-vital
At every momentI shall keep my body awake.
```I shall every day soulfully pray
To my Lord SupremeTo grant me the purity-key
Of my body, my vital and my mindSo that at any moment I can open up
My heart’s security-door. ```When my Lord asked me
To enter into the world,I asked Him only one thing:
“My Lord, what shall I doAnd what can I do for You
To please You?”My Lord said to me:
“My child, try to feed MeAt least once every day
With your heart’s adamantineDetermination-speed.
If you can do that,I shall be pleased with you
Far beyond your imagination’s flight.” ```God’s Vision in Reality is beautiful.
God’s Reality in Vision is powerful.God’s Vision-Reality is fruitful.
God’s Reality-Vision is always truthfulTo the Creator in Him
And to the creation in Him. ```A security-heart
Is a beautiful flower,And that beautiful flower
I now am.A responsibility-life
Is a most energising fruit,And that energising fruit
I shall before long become. ```Only a life of discipline
Has the capacity to runFaster than the fastest
To the Infinite.A life of discipline
Simplifies all the seeker’s human problemsAnd expedites his Godward journey
Far beyond the seeker’s own imagination. ```My Lord, since You have given me
A beauty-mind,Can You not give me at every moment
Purity-thoughts?My Lord, since You have given me
Purity-thoughts,Can You not show me at every moment
Your Satisfaction-Eye?My Lord, since You have given me
Your Satisfaction-Eye,Can you not make my life
A perfection-gratitudeWorthy of Your Satisfaction-Eye?
```When I came into the world
And breathed in for the first time,My Lord Supreme granted me the boon
Of breathing in the Fragrance of His Faith-flowerInside my heart.
Today He is smellingThe fragrance of my gratitude-flower.
I am happyNot because He has given me something,
Not because I have given Him something,But because I see that His Eyes
Are all LightAnd feel that His Heart
Is all Delight. ```The whole world is looking for miracles.
Every day it is dying to see miracles.But can there be any miracle
More challenging, more illuminingAnd more fulfilling
Than to see and feel the infinite BeautyOf my Beloved Supreme
Inside this tinier than the tiniestGratitude-heart of mine?
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 54, Agni Press, 1983
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