The more I think of Him
And the more I speak of Him,The more my heart is transformed
Into a masterpiece of devotion. ```His is the mind
That enjoys sleepless struggles.His is the life
That enjoys useless unrest. ```My soul taught my heart
How to fly.My heart taught my mind
How to cry.But my mind is now teaching my life
How to sigh. ```The Silence-God
Of the ever-transcending BeyondHas opened my heart’s
Aspiration-roomAnd my life’s
Dedication-door. ```A desire-bound life
Is ruthlessly and inevitably seizedBy the indomitable strength
Of an unappeasable hunger. ```Your life can succeed
And your heart can proceed,But you cannot be the judge
Of their success and progress. ```There is no such thing
As insignificant work.Therefore, we must needs do everything
With our heart’s loveAnd our life’s respect.
```Sweet are my heart’s silence-tears.
How I wish I could keep themSafe inside the happiness-palace
Of my soul. ```His mind never proceeds
Further than his long-treasuredHimalayan plans.
```An impurity-mind,
An insecurity-heartAnd a futility-life:
These are hisThree imperishable sorrows.
```To preserve my heart’s
Burning faithIs to unveil my soul’s
Sacred promise. ```Alas, my mind does not want
To stop followingThe aimless contours
Of the confusion-shore. ```Do not encage your earthly minutes
If you want to flyLike your soul
In the liberty-firmament. ```The imaginations
Of the human mindAre quite liberal.
The realisations
Of the divine heartAre quite conservative.
```In a seeker’s gratitude-heart
God finds the panoramaOf His own transcendental Sweetness.
```If your mind’s faith wavers,
How can your heart breathe inAdoration for your Lord Supreme?
```My Lord,
I came to You with empty hands,But You have discovered
My empty heart too. ```Ingratitude is man’s
Undeniable name,All due to his excess
Of ignorance-dream. ```Each time I long for
A new successAnd get a new success,
What do I see?The usual disillusionment.
```Depression exhausts me.
Depression blinds me.Depression strangles me.
```Let me give a little credit
To my life of outer sincerity.Let me give a little more credit
To my life of inner purity.Let me give all credit
To my Lord’s Compassion-Heart. ```My strong desire
To bind the heart of humanityAnd blind the eye of humanity
Is unfortunately and unmistakablyAn unforgivable fantasy.
```My heart of unconditional oneness
With the Will of my Lord SupremeIs Heaven’s ecstasy-nest.
```My desires make my vital ugly,
My mind lonelyAnd
My life unfriendly. ```My Lord,
Your boundless BountyHas granted me breath.
Now I am praying to YouTo grant me a willingly
Self-giving breath. ```Yesterday God taught me one secret:
How to transcend my mind.Today God is teaching me another secret:
How to please HimIn His own Way.
```My heart’s real helplessness
Someday, somehowWill reach God’s God-Ecstasy.
```Since he satisfies God
In his dream-world,He expects God to satisfy him
In the reality-world. ```My Mother India commands me
To learn that there is no such thingAs confusion.
Everything in God’s creationIs on the clear road
To illumination. ```My Mother India announces
The synthesis betweenHer mountain-high promises
And her ocean-vast hopes. ```There was a time
When my heart cried and criedTo find God.
Now my heart
Is crying and cryingNot to lose God.
```A chosen instrument of God
Will undoubtedly becomeAn all-around excellent seeker.
```God’s Compassion-Eye
And God’s Forgiveness-HeartWork even in the face
Of man’s inborn ingratitude. ```The other day I met God
Walking down the street.To my extreme happiness
He said to meThat His Heart of Compassion-Ocean
Would wash awayAll my teeming imperfections.
```This world will try to corrupt you.
Before it can do so,Try to seek God’s Companionship.
Do it as soon as possible! ```When great souls come down
They try to make some special rulesTo better the consciousness
Of this eyeless and stone-deaf world. ```The desire-river of our human vital
Finally enters intoThe destruction-sea
And nowhere else. ```I shall live on earth
To see tomorrow,Not the way my vital desires
To see tomorrowBut the way my soul envisions
Tomorrow’s perfectionAnd tomorrow’s satisfaction.
```Be patient with yourself
In exactly the same wayThat God is patient with you.
```A universal man
Does not have to claim anyone.He is more than satisfied
That he has been claimed by everyoneAnd by everything.
```My mind, in a terrible rush,
Says to my heart,“O heart, why are you so insecure
All the time?”My heart quietly, very quietly,
Says to my mind,“O mind, why are you so impure
All the time?” ```If you want perfection,
Then long for truth.If you want satisfaction,
Then long for constant self-giving. ```His hunger for world-applause
Does not allow him to liveInside his own heart-poise.
```The very quest for truth
Is not only challenging and gratifyingBut also illumining and fulfilling.
```Two supreme gifts
From the Absolute Supreme:A heart of oneness-duty
And a life of fulness-purity. ```The soulful purity of God-lovers
Surprises all human beings,Especially the intellectual giants.
```Choose your thoughts carefully
At every momentIf you want your life-boat
To sail in the seaOf light and delight.
```You and I are two human beings
Who are now on our wayTo transformation.
One day we shall become perfect.How is it that we still
Have not forgottenOur animal life
And find it so hardTo appreciate each other?
```Those who serve the world constantly
Do not have timeTo criticise others,
While those who do not serveOthers selflessly
Have endless timeTo criticise the whole world.
```How can you live
In wisdom-delightIf you think always of the snares
Of ignorance-night? ```Falsehood tells me
That I simply cannot do it.True truth tells me
That I have already done it.Something more,
Since I have already done it,I have not only become
But I am, eternally am. ```God opens up my heart’s gates
Every morningOnly to see them in the evening
Automatically plus firmly closed. ```There is no self-offering
Without God-becoming,No God-becoming
Without universal oneness-revealing. ```The eternal and uninterrupted message
Of human life:Today’s cry is unknown;
Tomorrow’s unknowable. ```Give up your foolish insecurity.
It is destroying your heart’s purity,Your soul’s beauty
AndYour inborn liberty.
```My Lord, why have You postponed
Your visit?Is it because I no longer
Have any special love for You?Is it because You are tired of loving
The ingratitude-heart in me? ```A truth-seeker and God-lover
Has abundant capacity to awakenEven the unwilling souls
From the world of lethargy. ```If your mind is consumed
With disproportionate pride,How can your heart be inundated
With oneness-delight? ```I have already enjoyed
My life’s ignorance-sleep.Now I want to enjoy
Immortality’s infinite Deep. ```My soul is the eternal sufferer
Caught between my mind’s confusionAnd my heart’s frustration.
```My sweet Lord,
I am giving You backMy soft heart.
Will You not give me backYour strong Feet?
```On the road of self-giving
The seeker is most generously blessedWith God’s cherished Friend:
Smile. ```Do not falsely and stupidly think
That God is not granting youHis Heart’s Compassion-Sky
Although you are roaming blindlyIn the dark alleys of ignorance.
```Silence your endless
Earth-necessitySecretly.
Fulfil your soulfully pure
Heaven-necessityImmediately.
```He knows
Who loves.He is right
Who does.He is perfect
Who is God-revealing.He is another God
Who is Truth-manifesting. ```Although he was forced
To kiss the humiliation-dust of defeat,His blind-elephant-revolt continued
Against the Wisdom-King. ```A life of self-sufficiency
Will always remainBeyond my imagination’s flight.
```Beauty tempts the weak.
Beauty inspires the strong.Beauty gladdens the Supreme.
```I think of God
So that I can immediately become good.God thinks of me
So that I can eternally be perfect. ```Each desire-bound life,
In a spiritual sense,Is not only mischievous
But also treacherous. ```Each pure thought
Is a perfection-builderIn man and for God.
```When I am weak,
I think of others’ capacities.When I am strong,
I think of my ownYet unnoticed incapacities.
```Ambition cannot challenge him.
Ambition cannot even find him.Yet ambition wants to befriend him.
```My faith is a peerless bridge
Between my heart’s soulful hopeAnd my Lord’s fruitful Self-Giving.
```Heaven is a place I cannot reach.
Why can’t I reach it?Because my life does not want to.
Why not?Because I am already deeply attached
To the place where I am now:Hell.
```The lamp of the mind
Thinks it is most powerful.The lamb of God
Knows that God alone is most powerfulAnd most beautiful.
```The secret of contentment:
Give what you have,Your mind’s poise,
And become aware of what you truly are,A perfect choice and immortal voice
Of God. ```Harsh words
Slay everybodyAnd delay everything.
```In my soul’s lustre-surrender
I give to GodWhat God Himself needs
For His own Self-TranscendenceAnd His own earth-Manifestation.
```You do not have to be
Completely versedIn any sacred book.
Just make your heartThe fragrance of a purity-flower.
Lo, God the Compassion-Satisfaction-HeartIs fast approaching you.
```Rapture-realisation is not founded
Upon torture-experience.Rapture-realisation is founded
Upon the oneness-manifestationOf the aspiring heart.
```A born sacrificer,
A God-lover andA truth-seeker:
These three are inseparably oneIn the same body.
```Nobody but God Himself
Encourages and energises meTo walk fast, very fast,
Along my realisation-road. ```A surrender-heart
Is purity’s smileAnd beauty’s dance.
```God and His Satisfaction-Smile
Always accompany manOn his aspiration-journey.
```What can God’s Compassion-Readiness do
If my body wants to sleepAnd my mind wants to daydream?
```When I do not aspire,
I enjoy the world’s thunder-noise.When I aspire,
I love God’s self-transcendingSilence-Voice.
```Each soul-prayer of mine
Is my life’s heart-fragranceWhich pleases at once
Both Heaven and earth. ```As you have tremendous confidence
In your heart,Even so,
God has tremendous Love and FondnessFor you.
```Each unfulfilled hope
Of humanityIs an unmanifested promise
Of divinity. ```Have you reserved
The most special room for GodIn your heart-hotel?
If so, then God is definitelyAnd gladly going to take it
At your highest rate. ```My heart’s ecstasy-palace
Is built upon the foundation ofGod’s Self-Dedication-Palace.
```The impurity-elephant
Inside mankindHas completely forgotten
How to sleep. ```Perpetual necessity means
The perfect revelationOf an inner inevitability.
```Trust your hope-dreams;
They are harmless.Trust your promise-realities;
They are peerless. ```God does not want to know
Why I cryBut He does want to know
Why I do not smile. ```My words shall live longer
Than my deeds.Therefore, my words have to be
At once cautious and precious. ```Is my sincerity-mind enough?
Perhaps it is enough.Is my surrender-life enough?
Definitely it is enough! ```When I started practising self-control,
The animal in me frowned,The human in me
Was totally dismayedAnd the divine in me
Came to the fore to crown me. ```Breathlessly I cry
And selflessly I tryOnly to see my soul’s
Rainbow-sky. ```From:Sri Chinmoy,Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 73, Agni Press, 1983
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