In our inner life
Everyone and everything will fail us,Except our meditation.
Meditation is our friend,Our soul’s old friend,
Our Beloved Supreme’s eternal friend.If this friend ever leaves us,
We shall have nobody to take care of us,Nobody!
```No matter how many mistakes
You make,No matter how useless
You feel yourself to be,No matter how many weaknesses
You consciously and unconsciously cherish,If you can maintain your friendship
With your ever-loving, ever-inspiringAnd ever-illumining friend, meditation,
Then you will, without fail,Discover the true meaning of your life.
```You are a genuine seeker
Of the absolute Truth.Therefore, the highest planes of consciousness
Will not and cannot forever remainA far cry.
Continue walking alongThe path of Eternity.
You will one day reachYour soul’s glorious heights.
```You are a lover of meditation.
That means you do believeIn an inner world,
For you have been there many, many times.If you get joy from that world,
Your eagerness to meditateWill carry you far, farther, farthest
Towards your destined goal. ```Abysmal failure has touched his life
Because he livesEither inside his impulsive mind
Or inside his destructive vital. ```I admit
I have a weak heart.But I must also say
I have a very pure heart. ```No matter what I do or say,
I am always disturbedBy the unwanted presence
Of my doubting mind. ```I allow myself
To do everything elseExcept introduce myself
To my Lord’s Satisfaction-Smile. ```My heart, stop crying.
You have cried enough.Now start smiling.
```Every day
My Lord approaches meWith His self-giving Compassion-Light.
Every day
I approach my LordWith my self-giving gratitude-delight.
```Lethargy is so useless
That it always enjoys performingThe stupid nothingness-dance.
```I may not have the right
To think for you,But I do have the right
To think of you. ```Your aspiration-flames must climb up
To the mountain-high throne of light.Then only can you reach tomorrow’s
Immortality-Shore. ```Only a life of constant surrender
Can soulfully and smilingly walkAlong the sunlit road.
```To cherish doubt
Is a certain wayTo achieve self-destruction.
```I want to stand at the start
Of faithAnd not at the start
Of understanding. ```Be careful of your doubt-tiger.
It can easily destroyYour tiny and tender faith-plant.
```An uncertain and unaspiring mind
Is the causeOf a shaky spiritual foundation.
```Do not look around
To see if somebody elseIs making faster progress than you.
Just look deep withinAnd be grateful for whatever progress
You are making.Just look high above
And be ready and eagerTo make still faster progress.
```The great contribution
Of the human life:Mind over matter.
The supreme contribution
Of the divine life:Heart over mind.
```Be practical within.
You will immediately becomeEarth’s perfect cry
And Heaven’s perfect smile. ```No life that yields
To ignorance-nightCan hear the songs
Of beauty’s lightAnd duty’s delight.
```You rely upon nothing,
Yet you thinkYou are doing something great
And becoming someone good. ```My heart,
I want you to be proud of meNot because I am perfect,
But because I am all gratitudeTo my Beloved Supreme.
```Carry on the struggle.
You will eventually win.Strive with vigour.
You will quite certainly win.Depend entirely on God’s Grace.
You will immediately win. ```My unaspiring heart
And my doubting mindAre deplorable failures:
So feels my ever-lovingAnd ever-illumining soul.
```What my mind has
Is sheer stupidity.What my mind is
Is God’s hidden Divinity. ```Each moment
Of prayerful surrenderAnd soulful gratitude
Brings perfection-lightAnd satisfaction-delight.
```I use my curiosity-power
To see the beauty of the outer world.I use my sincerity-power
To see the purity of the inner world. ```If you really value
Your pure heart,Then love it infinitely more
Than you love anything else. ```The silence-light
Of my gratitude-heartIs God’s thundering Victory-Dream.
```Although my mind
Is an experienced wisdom-reality,It is nowhere near
God’s Illumination-Smile. ```Rest assured,
He who strangles youWith fears and doubts
Will not be allowed to be with youIn the highest world.
```His desire-bound life
Is completely lostInside his absurd hopes
And grave fears. ```Liberation means
To soulfully claimGod’s Cosmic Vision
And consciously disownMan’s tempting illusion.
```Since you know
You cannot guide yourself,What is wrong in asking
Your ever-ready Inner PilotTo guide you?
```If you are painfully aware
Of your inner mistakesBut still maintain your eagerness
To do the right thing,You will make far better progress
Than those who complacently fool themselvesBy thinking they are already
Absolutely perfect. ```Do not cherish unhealthy ideas.
If you feel that the worldThinks ill of you,
Who knows,Perhaps you are unnecessarily torturing
Your life’s purity-heart. ```Compromise begins
In useless stupidityAnd ends in lifeless futility.
```The purification of the mind
Must followThe enlargement of the heart.
```Severe psychic treatment is needed
For serious doubt-sickness.God the Doctor tells this
To his spiritually sick children. ```Every day God voraciously eats
Your surrender-fruitsAnd proudly tells the cosmic gods
All about you. ```You are a dauntless,
Death-challenging hero-warrior.That means you soulfully care for
God’s Satisfaction in you. ```Your heart’s soulful readiness
And your life’s powerful fruitfulnessSing the song
Of satisfaction-smile. ```Jealousy hides
Only to be caughtFor its eventual transformation.
```O my sound-life,
You may be insignificant,But you are also powerful.
You have extinguishedMy heart’s aspiration-flames.
```Beautiful is my mind’s
Newness-dawn.Soulful is my heart’s
Oneness-day.Powerful is my soul’s
Satisfaction-sun. ```One aspiration-flame of my heart
Has illumined the roadThat leads to my soul’s
Perennial smile. ```Yesterday’s unconditional Grace
And today’s dauntless determinationAre turning me into a pure instrument
Who treasures God’s Protection-Feet. ```An amazing improvement:
My mind’s damaging frownsHave now become
My mind’s lamenting sighs. ```God’s Compassion has given me
The capacity to pray.God’s Forgiveness has given me
The capacity to aspire. ```If you are always ready to play
The self-giving surrender-game,Then God-realisation
Is within your easy reach. ```Ignore the pinch of insecurity.
Lo, your mind’s brooding doubtsHave all disappeared.
```Utter loneliness awaited him
When he unmindfully stoppedHis morning meditations
AndHis evening prayers.
```For a God-lover,
The time-honoured throne of HeavenIs not something to look at and admire
But something to sit upon and enjoy. ```I appreciate your mind’s serenity-seeds.
I admire your heart’s purity-plants.I adore your life’s divinity-trees.
I love your soul’s Immortality-fruits. ```Be faithful to the fruitful:
Your loving soul.Be powerful to the unfaithful:
Your doubting mind. ```Deception and meditation
Do not go together.Meditation and satisfaction
Can and do go together. ```Beautiful emptiness
My mind needs.Soulful fulness
My heart needs.Blessingful fruitfulness
My life needs. ```Not your winning race
But your soulful faceHas transported me to Heaven.
```One dedication-drop from my life
Has destroyed ignoranceThe betrayer
And won GodThe Lover.
```My silence-life creates.
My sound-life destroys.God’s Compassion-Heart revives.
```My heart’s beauty-sky:
I know not where it is.My soul’s divinity-sun:
I know not if it even exists. ```Your heart’s insecurity
Has concealed your soul’sSpontaneous happiness.
```Your doubt-life has destroyed
Your hope-blossomsAnd your enthusiasm-boughs.
```Your service-tree
May not be exceptionally tall,But your service-flower-fragrance
Is extraordinarily beautiful. ```Today every man is a blunderer,
But tomorrow every man will beThe pioneer-founder
Of God’s ever-transcending Delight. ```Every heart-cry
Awakens the sleeping world.Every soul-smile
Nourishes the searching world. ```Every heart-cry
Purifies my mind.Every soul-smile
Enlightens my life. ```Tomorrow’s perfection-face:
Is it my mental hallucination?Is it my wishful thinking?
No, it is my promise-announcement. ```God’s Compassion-Flames
I do not deserve,But I do deserve
Earth’s sincerity-drops. ```God’s eternal Compassion-Flame
Has at last illuminedMy mind’s age-old confusion-game.
```God is never in a hurry.
If I long to be His choice instrument,Then I must not be in a hurry either.
Today I imitate God;Tomorrow I shall be as perfect
As God eternally is. ```Take on a new role:
Play the role of a God-lover.No more play the role
Of a man-hater. ```I shall not allow my body
To delay me.I shall not allow my vital
To torture me.I shall not allow my mind
To deceive me.I shall not allow my heart
To talk to ignorance. ```With a prayerful heart
Learn only from HimWho is your own Eternity’s
Inner Pilot. ```Did you say hello to God this morning?
“I did not remember.”Did you thank God this morning?
“I did not remember.”Did you criticise God this morning?
“Yes, I did, I did.” ```My teeming troubles
Are all beginning nowBecause I no longer feed my heart
With soulful cries. ```I breathed a silent prayer.
Now I see that my LordWill not forsake me
And that my worldWill not disappoint Him.
```Do you think
God has nothing better to doThan to tell you all the time
That He loves youInfinitely more than you love Him?
```Days passed by;
Months, too.Yet I do not know
Why I did not prayAt my Lord’s Feet
And why I did not meditateOn my Lord’s Heart.
```Two miracles in one day
I can hardly believe:This morning
I saw God’s Face,And this evening
I am touching God’s Feet. ```Your mind will be infected
With doubtIf you do not frequent
The faith-templeAnd sit at the altar
Of aspiration. ```No exaggeration can be too great
When we try to describeThe self-transcending beauty
Of the Universal Soul. ```The rules of Heaven
My mind does not want to learnBut my heart has already learnt:
Smile sleeplessly,Love unconditionally.
```The blending of old and new we observe
When a doubting mindAnd a loving heart
Are lost in each other. ```I am not departing even an inch
From the actual factsWhen I say that I love God
More than I love myselfAnd that God has definitely told me
I shall soon be one of His choice instruments. ```You are doing the right thing:
You should and you must valueYour heart’s breathless aspiration-cry.
```An invisible wound I create
Inside my heartEach time I become unmindful
Of my great promisesTo the world.
```A medley of smiles and tears
Can never be the answerTo man’s birthless and deathless
Self-enquiry. ```You have broken both your promises.
Now you neither want to sitAt God’s Feet
Nor want God to liveInside your mind.
```Your mind-sky is overcast with doubts,
But their days are numbered.Your inner sun will reappear,
For God has not sanctionedAnd will never sanction
Doubt’s permanent rule. ```When the veil of illusion is torn,
Each man sees that he lovesOnly one Person,
God the Creator,And serves only one Person,
God the creation. ```If you believe in God
And want to enjoy eternal oneness with Him,Then meditate here and now.
Your present meditation will determineYour future realisation.
```Let God be your inner Coach.
If you can correct any defectsThat your inner Coach finds,
Then rest assured,Your inner speed will immediately increase
And you will please GodFar beyond your imagination.
```Selfless service means thinking
Not of your little selfBut of your largest Self, the Supreme.
Selfless service is undoubtedlyThe great, greater and greatest opportunity
To make the fastest progress. ```If God is disgusted with you,
Then the story will end there.But if God is simply disappointed,
It is not a hopeless case.He will give you ample opportunity
To transform this disappointmentInto His true Satisfaction.
```For a spiritual seeker
The inner life is not onlyMore important than the outer life,
But is actually the only life. ```A child is ready and eager
To play all the timeBecause it gives him joy.
A spiritual seeker should be ready and eager
To meditate all the timeBecause it gives him joy.
```I fold my hands
When I speak to God.God holds my hands
And caresses my eyesWhen He speaks to me.
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 74, Agni Press, 1983
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