He knows the first divine rule:
Love God, only God.He knows the last supreme rule:
Love God sleeplesslyPlus unconditionally.
```A sincere seeker will not mind
If God does not speak to him.An insincere seeker will not be satisfied
Even if God does speak to him.He will be furious that God
Did not speak to him sooner. ```All religions are part of one God-Tree.
This God-Tree has many branches,Flowers and fruits.
If you climb up a treeAnd rest on a particular branch,
Will the tree be displeased?Similarly, if you take a flower or fruit,
No matter from which branch,The God-Tree will be pleased,
For each branch is part and parcelOf the tree itself.
```When you eat too much earthly food,
The world tells you that you are greedy.When you eat too much Heavenly food,
God tells youAnd the whole world tells you
That you are an absolutelyChoice instrument of God.
```If you fail in your aspiration-life,
In the evening of your lifeYou are bound to see
Your own failure-sighHovering between earth and Heaven.
```Before fear invades your heart,
You must invade and conquerYour own insecurity-life.
Before doubt invades your mind,
You must invade and conquerYour own impurity-thoughts.
```If I can always have
A childlike confidence,Then my Lord Supreme
Will, without fail, becomeMy sleeplessly self-sacrificing Friend.
```Misunderstanding is
The order of the day.Therefore, even my own mind
Misunderstands my own infallible heart. ```Since God has killed me
With His Love,I am going to kill Him
With my gratitude. ```Fear, why do I have to worship you?
You are not going toMake me happy.
You are not going toMake me immortal.
```I am totally convinced
That a pure heartIs the only king on earth.
```Why do I have to believe him
Who tells meThat my heart is not of God
And that my life is not for God? ```As each evil thought
Is a problem-maker,Even so, each divine thought
Is an immediate problem-shooter. ```My falling tears
In no time are capturedBy God’s descending
Compassion-Concern-Smile. ```I stumbled only to realise
That my stumbling itselfWas a stepping-stone
Towards my speedy God-realisation. ```I do not know where
My prayers have disappeared to.Alas, my life is strewn
With deathless sorrows. ```O my vital,
You are craving for rich comfort.But alas, do you not see the death-dart
Fast approaching you? ```Human life
Will not meet with disappointmentIf it keeps
Its daily appointment with God. ```O my mind,
Everybody misunderstands you,But not my loving heart
And my illumining soul. ```One tiny inch
In any wrong directionMay be the cause
Of a stupendous inner loss. ```What do I expect from you?
A soulful loveAnd a powerful promise.
```The most difficult task
Is to bring to the foreThe best you have within you.
But this most difficult taskIs not impossible,
For God is always ready to help youWith His open Heart.
```The soul does not come and go in vain.
At the end of each earthly sojournThe soul strengthens its determination
To manifest the Supreme infinitely moreIn its future incarnations.
```To satisfy my Lord Supreme
I must treasure my heart’s aspiration-cryAnd my life’s dedication-smile.
```Faith is beauty’s
Climbing cry.Beauty is life’s
Glowing smile. ```Only one thing
God hesitates to take from me,And that is
My mind’s telephone number. ```God’s compassionate Rainbow-Lustre
Can be safely treasured and preservedOnly by the inner purity
Of aspiring hearts. ```Doubt inserts its poisonous knife
Only when faith is afraidOf challenging doubt’s audacity.
```You can deny and ignore everything
Except the ultimate fact of life:Death.
```O my stupid mind,
From now onI shall not receive from you
But I shall direct to youAll my wise decisions.
```My Lord,
If You care for me,Then at least run with me
If You do not wantTo run for me.
```My Lord,
Why are You so angry with me?“I am not angry with you.
I am angry with Myself.”Why?
Why?“Because still I have not been able
To perfect you.” ```Loving myself alone
Was my past weakness.Not loving God alone
Is my very strong present weakness. ```God’s Oneness-Heart
And my newness-lifeI once upon a time thought
Were my mental hallucinations. ```At last my heart
Has challenged my mind,Not to defeat it
But to transform it. ```Nobody hears anything.
Nobody wants to hear anything.Nobody needs to hear anything.
But who can avoid hearingThe fast-approaching footsteps
Of death? ```Your great penance has gratified you alone.
That’s all!But his self-giving heart for mankind
Has not only thrilled my heartBut also illumined my life.
```I live on earth
Only to catch a glimpseOf my Lord’s Compassion-Eye
And Forgiveness-Feet. ```Each undetected desire
Has the unthinkable capacityTo strangle our snow-white aspiration-life.
```The increase of self-indulgence
Is the immediate decreaseOf beauty’s purity and duty’s divinity.
```A saint knows and feels
That he is insideThe Satisfaction-Eye of God.
A sinner does not know
Or dare to feelThat he is inside
The Compassion-Heart of God. ```A flood from his thought-sea
Has totally destroyedThe life-illumining music
Of his soul. ```When I am in my Master’s heart,
I see everythingSave and except one thing:
Death-dart. ```Nothing is more illumining
Than my silver faith.Nothing is more fulfilling
Than my golden surrender.Nothing is more satisfying
Than my diamond gratitude. ```My heart’s hope
And my soul’s promiseAre showing me the way
To God’s Omniscience-Light. ```To live on the outskirts of hope
Is not enough.Cultivate a hope-life
Inside the very breathOf your moment-to-moment existence.
```Eternity shows its shortest road
To him who does not want to waitFor ignorance-prince.
```There is a better name for earth:
Permanent hospital.There is a better name for man:
Incurable patient. ```Now that I am not playing any more
The self-proclamation-game,My Lord Supreme is so happy with me
And so proud of me. ```If you can have a clear awareness
Of what is happeningIn your aspiration-life,
It is an easy taskTo cultivate a diamond heart.
```Excellence is the sweet permanence-life
Of self-transcendenceIn God’s Beauty and Duty unknowable.
```My Mother India commands me
To learn that comparisonIs not a nice game.
```My Mother India commands me
To learn that her ancient beautyFar transcends the capacity
Of Western curiosity. ```My Mother India tells me
That her body may be meantFor a silence-life,
But her soul is definitely meantFor the direct manifestation
Of God the Sound. ```My Mother India commands me
To unreservedly honourOne of her main virtues:
Patience. ```My Mother India commands me
To learn that life’s divinityIs founded upon oneness-purity.
```My Mother India announces to me
That by virtue of my heart’sConstant cries,
I can go beyond the soaring imagination-flightOf the modern world.
```When your mind returns to God,
He may not even say helloTo your mind.
But when your heart returns to God,The first thing He will do
Is embrace your heart. ```Unless your heart
Is a dance of hope,How can your life
Be a song of peace? ```My Lord Supreme,
I am ready to lose everythingSave and except two things:
My heart’s beautiful hopeAnd my soul’s powerful promise.
```My Lord,
I try, only to fail.“My child,
Do not give up.Soon you will try,
Only to succeed.” ```My Lord,
I do not want to knowWhen I will be able
To please You.I just want to know
If ever I will be ableTo please You.
```A complicated mind wants to see
God’s Vision-Eye.A simple heart wishes to feel
God’s Compassion-Heart. ```O my mind,
I am for yourPerfection immediate.
But I am not withAnd I shall never be with
Your imperfection. ```There will always be
Some people on earthWho will save humanity
From total insanity. ```His is the mind that enjoys
Sleepless struggles.His is the life that enjoys
Useless unrest. ```A God-lover knows
That each pure thoughtIs a soulful glimpse
Of beauty’s height. ```His ceaselessly and unfathomably
Happy heartHas cancelled all the injunctions
Of his fateful destiny. ```Who practises truth?
Certainly not you,Not he, not I,
Not earth, perhaps not even Heaven.Only Eternity’s hope
Practises truth. ```Lord, since You have opened
My heart’s door,I am now going to give You
My only treasure:My life’s gratitude-smile.
```He does not hide anything,
Not even his shameless unwillingnessTo surrender to God’s Will.
```Life has denied me
My Lord’s Face,But I am sure death
Will never do that. ```Practical fears
Are very rare experiences.Theoretical fears
Are daily occurrences. ```Alas, the blue bird
Inside my heartInstead of singing Heaven-free songs
Is hearing earth-bound sighs. ```Each time I speak
To my foolish mind,I enlarge the gulf
Of my incomprehension. ```With my heart’s obedience-flames
I have created a hallowed dawnTo welcome God, the Beautiful One.
```From my life my Lord wants
One service-tree.From my heart my Lord wants
Seven gratitude-fruitsAnd nothing more, nothing more.
```My heart,
You do not often misunderstandBut you are always misunderstood.
I feel simply miserableThat I can be of no help to you
In spite of my soulful intention. ```My constant longing for peace
Is bravely capturedBy strong despair.
```Unless we daily and faithfully
Purify the mind,We will be forced to live
Inside the thick jungleOf ignorance-night.
```Your unlimited patience
Will earn for youThe unlimited Joy of God.
```Unless my heart takes care
Of my conscience,How can my conscience take care
Of my complicated life? ```My heart’s deathless hope
Is that somedayIn this lifetime
I shall please my Lord SupremeIn His own Way
At least for a fleeting second. ```The farther away you are
From inner light,The nearer you are
To your spiritual death. ```O my mind,
Cry to please God.O my heart,
Dream to please God.O my life,
Smile to please God.O my soul,
Do not leave my body.I have yet to please God.
```He has made his final decision:
No more world-deception;Only a self-giving life of dedication.
```My vital never learns.
It is so stupid!My mind never unlearns.
It is equally stupid! ```To gain the comradeship
Of God the TranscendentalIs to claim the ownership
Of God the Universal. ```God has given my aspiration-flames
The capacity to whisper secret truthsInto His sacred Ears.
```There is only one ideal fragrance
That can come to the seeker’s rescue,And that is the Fragrance
Of the yet-unknown God-Flower. ```High above there is a voice
That commands him to loveGod the Transcendental Beauty.
Deep within there is a voice
That commands him to serveGod the Universal Purity.
```Every day my Lord asks me
Not to hide His Vision-BeautyBut to carry it and spread it all-where
Soulfully and sleeplessly. ```The human mind does not know
Where progress-light abides.The divine heart knows
That there is no place on earthWhere progress-light
Cannot be seen and manifested. ```God tells us
That there are limitless opportunitiesFor us to love Him
And become His perfect instruments.He also tells us
That the cosmic gods are descendingTo show us the only way
That leads to His supreme Vision-Height. ```The outer sun makes him feel
How insignificant he is.The inner sun makes him see and feel
That for aeons he has been admiringAnd adoring
Its divine visionAnd supreme perfection.
```You do not have to know
About tomorrow.You do not have to know
Even about today.You only have to know one thing:
God will not disappoint you. ```In the inner world
The best short-cutIs to soulfully give
And unconditionally become. ```Your heart must become
A sea of love.Your mind must become
A river of detachment. ```The future holds for you
Only one thing:Your complete satisfaction
Within and withoutIn God’s own Way.
```My Lord Supreme,
I am not asking You to receive me.I am praying to You only to give me
The capacity to remember YouAnd feel You are my Eternity’s All
In both the world of earthly hopeAnd the world of Heavenly promise.
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 78, Agni Press, 1983
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