A surrender-prayer is the only prayer
That God immediately answers.Therefore, from today on
My life shall grow intoA surrender-prayer.
```Out of His infinite Compassion,
My Beloved Supreme told meA supreme truth:
If I bend my head constantly,My heart can expand immeasurably.
```Sow the seed of divine longing
Inside your heart-garden.Then your life will never be forced
To live in the unlit cave of nothingness. ```Inside each life-breath
God has His supreme Necessity,Unknown to the human heart,
Unknowable to the human mind. ```Do not try to bind God
With the human in you,For you will fail.
Bring to the fore the divine in youAnd discover your oneness-reality with Him.
Then you will see and feelA blossoming satisfaction-light
That will fulfil not only the divineAnd human in you
But also, to your wide surprise,The animal and stone-consciousness in you.
```Inside each heartbeat
There is always God the Quality.Inside each life
There is always God the Quantity. ```I am divinely happy
That my heart is now experiencingEternity’s hunger.
I am supremely happy
That my soul is always readyWith Immortality’s meal.
```His mind is made
Of flaming faith.His heart is made
Of illumining love.His life is made
Of sacrificing breath.Therefore, God’s Satisfaction-Hour
Is fast approaching him. ```The day his mind lost
Its suspicion-eyeAnd his heart lost
Its apprehension-breath,He began to shine
With the unparalleled lightOf supreme liberation.
```Your mind is empty of pride.
Your heart is empty of despair.Both Heaven and earth marvel at
Your Himalayan achievements. ```It is absolutely unnecessary
To allow your mindTo be plagued by repentance.
Just ask your mindTo take shelter at the foot
Of your heart’s illumination-tree. ```O suspicion-mind,
Do you ever want to knowWho you truly are?
You are your own hidden brutality. ```If you have the power
To prescribe newnessFor your heart,
You can also have the powerTo proscribe oldness
Inside your mind. ```Who needs a disobedient mind?
No one, especially not I!Who needs a disheartened heart?
No one, especially not I!Who needs a disturbing and disturbed life?
No one, especially not I! ```As long as each human being
Remains a self-employed indulgence-prince,The effulgence of self-perfection
Will always remain a far cry. ```In my one secret letter to God
I have written:“My Lord, if You really exist,
You are forgiving me,And if I really exist,
I am somehow getting readyTo please You in Your own Way.”
```I admire your abstinence,
But I love your surrender-flames,Which you have dedicated
To our Beloved Supreme-Sun. ```I may not love God,
But I shall never sayThat I do not need Him.
God does not need me,
But He never saysThat He does not love me.
```The most important secret is
What God has told me today:It is my bounden duty
To see Him soulfullyAnd serve Him carefully
In His creation vast. ```No human being is forced to live
In the whirlwind of dark worldliness.We are all invited to participate
In the newness and fulnessOf life-satisfying delight.
```God was astonishment-struck
When He saw on earthAn endless mass of ignorance,
But He is definitely goingTo do something about it,
I am sure. ```When God interviews man,
Man’s helplessness breaks His Heart.When man interviews God,
God’s Fulness overwhelms his mind. ```A good thought is indeed
A guest from paradise.Welcome it, so your life will become
A wave of ecstasy. ```If you are satisfied
With a superficial experienceOf God’s Compassion-Light,
Then the divine satisfactionOf realisation in infinite measure
Will always remain a far cry. ```My Lord Supreme is
His golden Will-SunAnd I am
My silver obedience-flames. ```When the soul compromises
With earth,It ruins its inner vision-light
And its Heaven-free delight. ```My incapacity saddens my mind.
My capacity gladdens my heart.My transcendence enlightens
Not only meBut also the aspiration-loving world.
```O my heart’s insecurity,
When are you going to learnThe art of confidence-life?
O my mind’s impurity,
When are you going to learnThe art of purity-manifestation?
```Human insecurity wants security.
Human security wants nothing elseBut God’s special Attention-Smile.
```My greedy mind wants to be the manager
Of the universal market.My loving heart longs to be the caretaker
Of the transcendental garden. ```A falsehood-loving man
Is helplessly attachedTo his unfulfilled desires.
A truth-loving man
Is sleeplessly devotedTo his unmanifested dreams.
```The outer life of man
Is the strangling love of ignorance.The inner life of man
Is the blossoming delight of love. ```When I tell my mind
That my Lord’s FaceIs extremely beautiful,
My heart immediately tells meThat my Lord’s Feet
Are infinitely more beautiful. ```When I can joke
With my mind’s tension-world,God will give me
The needed competenceTo become His choice instrument.
```Sincerity is your loyalty
To yourself.Sympathy is your loyalty
To others.Surrender is your loyalty
To your Beloved Supreme. ```His life is a temple
In God’s Compassion-Field.His heart is a shrine
In God’s Illumination-Home. ```His intellectual mind
Was so badly defeated and humiliatedIn the inner world
That now he is looking for asylumWhere the utterly helpless
Human souls reside. ```You are an expert
In sleeping long hoursIn the night of forgetfulness.
Can you not become an expertIn singing and dancing constantly
In the bright dawn of wakefulness? ```The mind wants to invent
A new God.The heart wants to discover
The ancient and eternal God. ```The first and foremost thing I did
To receive God’s Blessing-LightWas to tell God
That I love humanity, His creation,Sincerely, soulfully and unreservedly.
```Each soulful thought
Is a powerful prayer.Each powerful prayer
Is a fruitful vision of manThat is trying to grow into
The very image of God. ```Your mind is looking
For a short-cut.Your mind is looking
For an easy way to realisation.Alas, alas, your mind is not at all ready
For God-realisation. ```O my heart, go deeper
If you want to last longer.O my life, look farther
If you want to last longer.O my heart and life,
Do you not know thatThe soul is supremely immortal
Precisely because it sees the InfiniteAnd is one with the Infinite?
```Unless you have the flame
Of fire-pure aspiration,How can you transform your nature?
How can you love the Divine in youAnd fulfil the Real in you?
```My Lord Supreme,
I wish to place my heart-flowerAt Your Compassion-Feet
So that I can becomeMy soul’s tears of delight.
```What is life
If not a jungle of teeming desires?What is death
If not a song of the unknown? ```My Lord,
I am sure that my lifeHas been at Your Feet
For centuries.My Lord,
I am sure that my heartHas been inside Your Eye
For centuries.My Lord,
I am sure that my soulHas been carrying Your supreme Message
All over the worldFor centuries.
Alas, how and why is it
That ruthless oblivionIs still torturing me?
```Since you are your suspicion-mind,
How can the current of ecstasyFlow through you,
And how can God the eternal SatisfactionSing and dance before you?
```God is not interested in hearing
Your victory’s trumpet-voice.God is only interested in seeing
Your thunder-will’s determination-volcano. ```Why are you forgetful
Of your soul’s inner promise?Why are you forgetful
Of your heart’s inner peace?Why are you forgetful
Of your life’s inner love? ```If your life loves God
Only unconsciously,How will you ever see
The sun-flooded room of your soul? ```You have no idea
How much pressureStill remains inside my mind.
You have no idea
How much pleasureStill remains inside my life.
```We do not appreciate God:
This is our first crime.We do not trust God:
This is our second crime.Finally, we betray God:
This is our third, last andUnforgivable crime.
```Your inner will cannot succeed
Because your outer mindHas no receptivity
Or sense of responsibilityAnd has not yet welcomed
Your gratitude-heart. ```If you are negligent in your duty,
God is not going to knockAt your heart’s door
Nor grant you the capacityTo see His Beauty’s all-illumining Sun.
```A God-loving man has two hearts.
One heart suffersWith humanity;
The other enjoys Nectar-DelightWith Divinity.
```We cannot appreciate
An incessant talker,But we do appreciate, admire and love
An incessant self-giver. ```When each day dawns,
The opportunity is again grantedFor you to be a perfect instrument
Of your Beloved Supreme. ```How to cure falsehood?
Ask your mind to learnThe formula of
Oneness-love-truth. ```Because I am God’s chosen child,
I have every right to disownThe unreal in me, ignorance,
And the unreal around me, darkness. ```No sermon can convince his mind.
No logic can convince his heart.Only a heart of love
Can convince his mind, his heartAnd his entire life.
```The mind of my sound-life
I have all along seen.Now it is time for me to see,
Appreciate and admireThe heart of my silence-soul.
```At long last he has escaped
From the foolish way of lifeThat shamelessly and ceaselessly
Has tried to exhibit itselfIn and through him.
```O my mind,
You are telling meThat you have no work to do.
Can you not cheerfully beThe distributor of God’s Goodwill
To each and every human life? ```I shall show my love for God
By doing two things:I shall build a temple
In each human heart,And I shall become the sacrificial fire
On the altar of each human life. ```There is no such thing
As the mind’s worthy desire.There is no such thing
As the heart’s unworthy aspiration.There is no such thing
As the soul’s useless realisation. ```Yesterday I buried
My dark disappointments.Today I am burying
My proud unwillingness.Tomorrow I shall bury
My earth-suspicion-ugliness. ```My silver dreams
Are extremely powerful and beautiful,For they are creating
My fruitful realities. ```Your failure-life
Will never be punished.It is your unwillingness
To accept light in God’s own WayThat will be severely punished.
```In my sweet dream-life
I walk with GodThe Compassion-Sea.
In my harsh reality-life
I follow GodThe Justice-Sun.
```It may be a difficult task,
But not an impossible one,For a seeker’s aspiration-light
To grow into an unconditionalObedience-lamp.
```No cloud passes
Between my aspiring heartAnd my illumining soul.
No sunlight passes
Between my doubting mindAnd my strangling vital.
```My Lord Supreme,
Can we not share our responsibilities?I shall deal with
The flood of quantity,And You will take care of
The sea of quality. ```I am so happy
That I have altogether forgottenMy doubtful mind
And have accepted my inner lightCheerfully, totally and unconditionally.
```If you have faith
In your love-power,Then you can easily expedite
God’s choice Hour. ```If you want to accomplish anything
Divine and supremeIn your inner life,
Then destroy your train of fear.If you want to accomplish anything
Divine and supremeIn your outer life,
Then destroy your chain of doubt. ```My mind is evolving
By virtue of its self-conquest.My heart is evolving
By virtue of its self-offering. ```I love my heart’s tiny humility-nest
Infinitely more thanMy mind’s huge arrogance-palace.
```Each hope-flame on earth
Awakens the seeker in manAnd directs him towards
God-Light in Heaven. ```True, God the Justice-Light
And God the Compassion-HeightAre inseparably one,
But we all long forOnly God the Compassion-Height.
```Only a heart of surrender
And a life of gratitudeAre proudly treasured
By our Beloved Supreme. ```You are sad
That you are employed by someoneAnd are not your own master.
But do you not realiseThat even God is employed
By His Compassion-EyeAnd Forgiveness-Heart?
```My aspiration-cries
And God’s Ecstasy-SkiesGod created to determine
His own finite and infinite Capacities. ```Your vital-life has caused
Tremendous curiosityIn the world.
Your mind-life has caused
Tremendous confusionIn the world.
Your heart-life has spread
Tremendous luminosityAll around the world.
```You will be happy
If you turn your heartInto a desireless God-seeker.
You will be perfect
If you turn your lifeInto a sleepless God-lover.
```Even a mind
Darker than a starless nightWill one day become as bright
As the sunlit day.God has already decreed it.
```My mind’s tension-world
Is crying and dyingTo see the face
Of my soul’s earth-transforming light. ```Sincerity is not dead.
It is the mindThat longs for sincerity
Which is long dead.Purity is not dead.
It is the heartThat longs for purity
Which is long dead.God is not dead.
It is the lifeThat longs for God
Which is long dead. ```God believes in progress.
Therefore, there is always self-transcendenceBoth in His Universal Life
And in His Transcendental Life.Can we not imitate God?
Can we not make constant progressAnd constantly transcend ourselves
The way God eternally does? ```In vain my heart is looking
For a smile to borrowIn this ill-fated world.
```God the Justice
Prompts a powerful question.God the Compassion
Provides a beautiful answer. ```Misunderstanding is
The destroyer of love.We can destroy the destroyer
By transcending the barriersOf our own self-love.
```My Lord,
If I am supposed to catchThe ignorance of the world,
Then do give me Your Heart’sCompassion-Net.
If I am supposed to loveThe beauty of the world,
Then do give me Your Heart’sOneness-Embrace.
```My mind wants
Only to acquire.My heart wants
Only to become.My soul wants
Only to please the SupremeIn His own Way.
```The human life is a bridge
Between man’s mortal hopeAnd God’s immortal Promise.
```Remember,
You are not only the body,You are not only the vital,
You are not only the mind,You are not only the heart,
But you are also the soul,Especially the soul.
```Once you enter into
Your Master’s ocean of oneness-love,You will feel miserable for those
Who have not yet entered. ```Even if you are truly pleasing God,
He still has only one message for you:“My child,
Your capacities have no limit.You can aspire and achieve infinitely more.”
```God came and knocked at your door
To tell you that you areHis supremely chosen instrument.
Alas, you left His knock unanswered. ```My Lord,
You have granted meA flood of enlightenment.
May I give You my paymentIn endless gratitude?
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 95, Agni Press, 1983
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