1190.

```

Alas, I am doomed to disappointment

Because

Daily I seek a happiness-mind

And not a fulness-heart. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,Two God-Amusement-Rivals: my Heart-Song-Beauty and my Life-Dance-Fragrance, part 12, Agni Press, 1996
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