42. The smile of destruction-sea

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Consciously I returned

To the confines of human blood

Only to be ridiculed and belittled.

Unconsciously I returned

To God’s Freedom-height

Only to be enthroned and crowned.

Soulfully hard I tried

To feed earth’s hungry abyss.

Alas, I was assailed by world-suspicion-god

And thrown into the smile of destruction-sea. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,The Golden Boat, part 6, Vishma Press, 1974
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