God's Compassion-Eye and my happiness-heart

1.

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God's Compassion-Eye

Makes me a millionaire.

My happiness-heart

Makes God a multi-millionaire. ```

2.

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My Lord Supreme,

Every day do inundate

My heart, my mind, my vital and my body

With a new and record-breaking

Obedience-ecstasy-sea.

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3.

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I came into the world to prove

That my Lord is always right

And I am always wrong.

I am right only when

I am with Him, in Him and for Him.

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4.

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My prayer-mind

Expects my Beloved Lord Supreme

To make me happy.

My meditation-heart

Expects me to make

My Beloved Lord Supreme happy. ```

5.

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My Beloved Lord Supreme,

It is getting so late.

When are You going to bind me

With Your Oneness-Heart-Chains? ```

6.

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My Beloved Lord Supreme,

May each and every breath of mine

Become a gratitude-prayer-fragrance

To love You and please You always

In Your own Way.

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7.

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My Lord Beloved Supreme,

What happens when I obey You

And when I don't obey You?

"My child,

When you obey Me,

You think that I gain much from you,

But I gain nothing, absolutely nothing.

But when you disobey Me,

You lose everything that you have

And you are in the inner world

Where real reality abides.

In the inner world

You are not even a match

For a street beggar." ```

8.

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My Lord Beloved Supreme,

I do not have love-garden for You today.

I do not have devotion-flower for You today.

I do not have surrender-fragrance for You today.

I do not have gratitude-tears and smiles

For You today.

But will You not give me another chance,

Another day,

To give You all these and anything more

That I have deep within

And I am not aware of?

My Lord,

No matter what I say,

No matter what I do,

I know that You are all mine,

Only mine,

And I am Yours, only Yours.

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9.

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There is no holiday for a God-lover

Who longs to love God

In God's own Way.

There is no holiday for a God-server

Who longs to serve God

In God's own Way.

Why?

Because God Himself does not want them

To have holidays.

God says:

"Each holiday can easily

Become a prey to a new

Temptation-frustration-destruction-day."

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10.

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Not God's Sound-Mouth

But God's Silence-Eye

Has silenced my big mouth

And tall pride. ```

11.

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My Lord,

At times You smile at me;

I wonder why.

My Lord,

At times You cry for me;

I wonder why.

"My child,

I smile when your heart

Is only for Me.

I cry when I do not find

Your heart inside My Heart."

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12.

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I pray to God for God to bless me

With His Protection-Feet.

I meditate on God for God to bless me

With His Satisfaction-Heart. ```

13.

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It is good to be compassionate,

But to whom?

To the one who is still trying

And not to the one who has given up. ```

14.

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Sincerity expands my mind.

Purity expands my heart.

Humility expands my life.

Divinity expands my entire being. ```

15.

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My prayers

Are my heart's tears.

My meditations

Are my soul's smiles. ```

16.

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My Lord cares infinitely more

For my presence

Than for my excellence.

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17.

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Where do I live?

I live inside

My Lord's Forgiveness-Smiles

And my heart's gratitude-tears. ```

18.

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By God's Measure,

I want my heart

To be always pure and good.

By God's Measure,

I want my life

To be always self-giving and perfect. ```

19.

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I shall succeed,

I must succeed,

Because my outer and visible partner

Is faith.

I shall proceed,

I must proceed,

Because my inner and invisible Partner

Is God Himself. ```

20.

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A self-giving heart

Everywhere sees

God's Hope-Blossoms

And God's Promise-Blooms. ```

21.

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My Lord Beloved Supreme,

Please save me, save me,

From insecurity's constantly

False alarms. ```

22.

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My heart goes

Wherever my heart is needed.

My soul goes

Wherever my soul is needed.

My Supreme goes

Even unheeded and unneeded

To so many places.

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23.

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God wants my aspiration to grow into

The Smile of His Transcendental Self.

God wants my dedication to blossom into

The Throb of His Universal Heart. ```

24.

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Am I not fooling myself?

How can I be a God-dreamer

If I am not already a God-believer?

How can I be a God-lover

If I am not already a God-listener?

How can I be a God-fulfiller

If I am not already a God-server?

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25.

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There was a time when I was

My mind-centred bitterness.

But now I am

My God-centred sweetness. ```

26.

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God-disobedience-seekers

Will bury themselves

Long before the actual arrival

Of their death. ```

27.

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Peace

Is not mutual agreement.

Peace

Is oneness-achievement. ```

28.

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So many God-Secrets are being hidden

Inside my heart's secret tears

And inside my soul's sacred smiles.

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29.

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O my Absolute Lord Supreme,

I never thought

That there would come a time

When all my desires

Would be desireless.

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30.

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I do not speak to God

When my mind is angry with Him.

God does not speak to me

When my heart is not hungry for Him. ```

31.

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My Lord Supreme,

Do make me my soul-bird's

Rose-fragrance.

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32.

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A God-readiness-mind

I have.

A God-willingness-heart

I am. ```

33.

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I am divinely happy

Because my mind-master

Has lost his job.

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34.

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Mine is not the life

Of God-disappointment-tears.

Mine is the life

Of God-fulfilment-smiles. ```

35.

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The power of silence

Is the only power

That can and shall

Transform the world. ```

36.

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We can run away

From God's Compassion-Heart,

But we cannot hide

From God's Justice-Eye. ```

37.

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My Lord Beloved Supreme,

I have given up completely.

Do whatever You want to do

With my doubtful mind,

Tearful heart and fearful life.

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38.

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God wants me to please Him

With my heart's tears,

Not with my mind's fears.

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39.

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My Lord, my Lord, my Lord,

If You really love me,

Then do not allow me

To miss even one single

Obedience-opportunity.

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40.

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My Lord, my Lord, my Lord,

I am trying to touch Your Eye

For Power.

You are trying to touch my heart

For love.

Alas, both of us are unsuccessful. ```

41.

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My self-acceptance

Is making me brave.

My God-dependence

Is making me perfect. ```

42.

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When I tell God

That I love Him only

And I need Him only,

He secretly tells me

How He wishes He could hear it

Again and again. ```

43.

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I am proud

Of my mind-glory-palace.

God is not only proud

But also fond

Of my peace-heart-cottage.

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44.

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God's Compassion-Eye

And man's insecurity-heart

Are inseparable.

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45.

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Alas, I am totally lost.

I want to conquer

God's world.

God wants me to conquer

His Heart.

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46.

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My Lord, not Your seething Eyes

But Your streaming Tears

Are killing me.

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47.

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The beaming smiles

From my Master's eyes

Are making me happy beyond measure.

The streaming tears

From my Master's heart

Are making me perfect —

Far, far and far beyond

My imagination-flights. ```

48.

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God's Compassion-Eye

Had chosen me

Long before I chose

God's Protection-Feet. ```

49.

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When I give my mind to God,

He says to me,

"My child, I gladly accept

Your mind."

When I give my heart to God,

He says to me,

"My child, I desperately need

Your heart." ```

50.

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When I give God what I have,

God says to me,

"You are such a nice

And beautiful child."

When I give God what I am,

God says to me,

"You are such a perfect

And indispensable child." ```

51.

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May my God-realisation-hope

Every day rise

Like the exquisite beauty

Of the morning sun. ```

52.

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My mind

Does not dare to challenge

My heart's

Confidence-sunrise. ```

53.

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Yesterday

My name was desire-despair.

Today

My name is aspiration-ecstasy. ```

54.

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Even though I never answer

God's Calls,

His Heart of Compassion

Keeps calling me

Day in and day out.

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55.

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There was a time

When God lived

Inside my surrender-heart.

Now God lives

Inside my gratitude-breath.

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56.

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O my mind,

Please do me a big favour:

Start shining.

O my heart,

Please do me a big favour:

Start meditating.

O my life,

Please do me a big favour:

Start serving.

O my soul,

Please do me a big favour:

Start whispering.

O my Lord,

Please do me a big favour:

Start smiling at me!

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57.

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My Beloved Lord Supreme,

When I do not obey You,

I am absolutely sure

That it deeply hurts You.

Now tell me which method You prefer:

To force me to obey You

With Your absolute Power,

Or to descend into my heart

With infinitely more Love

To obey You?

"My child, I have only one Way,

And I will always have one Way.

That Way is the Way of My Love —

My Eternity's Love, My Infinity's Love

And My Immortality's Love."

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58.

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My Lord Beloved Supreme,

What is the difference

Between human pride

And divine pride?

"Human pride is destruction-dance

Before possession-smile.

Divine pride is when you claim Me

As your own, very own,

And I claim you

As My own Eternity's Dream

And My own Immortality's Reality."

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59.

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Desire life

We acquire.

Aspiration-heart

We require. ```

60.

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Compassion-Village

Is my Lord's Birthplace.

Satisfaction-Cottage

Is my Lord's Village-Home. ```

61.

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God's Confidence blossoms

Inside my aspiration-heart.

God's Assurance blooms

Inside my inspiration-eyes. ```

62.

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My mind-experiment tells me

That God is a very old Man.

My heart-experience tells me

That God is the most beautiful Child. ```

63.

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A sincere God-lover

Conquers insecurity.

A false God-lover

Surrenders to insecurity. ```

64.

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A newness-searching mind

Gladdens me.

A oneness-starving heart

Enlightens me. ```

65.

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God comes to me

With His endless Smile-Dreams.

I go to God

With my helpless reality-tears. ```

66.

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My desire-mind travels

Through fantasy's frustration-lands.

My aspiration-heart flies

In ecstasy's illumination-skies. ```

67.

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My Lord Beloved Supreme

Every day

Gives me the same

Single piece of advice:

"My child,

Smile, smile, smile." ```

68.

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When my mind prays,

I hear the sweet melody

Of the unseen Beyond.

When my heart meditates,

I hear the soul-stirring melody

Of the ever-transcending Beyond. ```

69.

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Each good thought

Helps me gloriously return

To my universal oneness-heart-home.

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70.

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May each prayer-beauty

Of my mind

Add my soul's fragrance-delight

To the peace-bird

Of my heart.

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71.

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God's Compassion-Eye-Smile

Looks out for me.

My aspiration-heart-cry

Looks out for God.

Successful is God's Eye —

So is my heart. ```

72.

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In all the years I have known God,

Not even once has He asked me

Why I am so shamelessly unaspiring.

But He has asked me repeatedly

Why I am not more aspiring.

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73.

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My real inner name is my heart's

Climbing aspiration-mountain.

My real outer name is my life's

Spreading dedication-fountain. ```

74.

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Behold!

I am no longer

In my mind's doubt-prison.

I am now in my heart's

Faith-kingdom.

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75.

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May my aspiration-life

Be found between

The blessingful dictates

Of the inner world

And the cheerful and full

Acceptance

Of the outer world.

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76.

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Every day without fail

From Heaven my heart imports

God's Forgiveness

And from earth my heart exports

My gratitude.

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77.

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My Lord,

Every day do give me the capacity

To offer a new promise

In my obedience-life to You

And my surrender-heart to You.

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78.

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My mind feasts

On the newspapers.

My heart feasts

On the Bible. ```

79.

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God cries

When I run away from Him.

God laughs and laughs

When I try to hide from Him. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,God's Compassion-Eye and my happiness-heart, Agni Press, 1994
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