18. I could have become another God

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I have fooled away too much

Of God's time.

But He does not mind.

I have fooled away too much

Of God's Love and Concern.

But He does not mind.

Needless to say, I mind.

Why?

I could have become another God

By this time

If I had not fooled away

His time, Love and Concern.

I could have given Him a short vacation.

Poor God!

He never gets any vacation.

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From:Sri Chinmoy,When I left God in Heaven, Bhakti Press, Ottawa, Canada, 1975
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