42. My sad heart

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My sad heart,

I really love you.

But I really do not know

How to make you happy.

I am trying so hard.

I have been trying so hard.

I shall be trying

The same way.

But alas, my sad heart,

Will I ever see you happy

Even once in this

Undivine and hostile incarnation? ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,When I left God in Heaven, Bhakti Press, Ottawa, Canada, 1975
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