Phanki Diye Tomai Ami

```

Phanki diye tomai ami hate chahi baro

Tai bujhi ma kripa kare amai nahi dharo

Phanki deowa madhur nahe barai piradayi

Swarup bhule mitthya krore e pran shajyashayi

```

Translation

```

On the lap of falsehood, deceiving You,

I want to become great.

Is that the reason why, Mother,

You do not hold me with Your

boundless Compassion?

Deceiving is not a sweet thing; it is full of pain.

Forgetting my soul-reality, my heart

lies on the lap of falsehood.

```

From:Sri Chinmoy,Garden of love-light, part 3, Agni Press, 1975
Sourced from https://srichinmoylibrary.com/gll_3