Lord, I am tired.
"Since you are tired, My son,Even before
Your journey's start,I shall run for you."
Lord, I am tired.
"Since you are tired, My son,Even before
Your journey's start,I shall sail your dream-boat
And reach for youYour golden Reality-shore."
```Who was I?
Formerly,A man-slave.
Who am I?
Presently,A freedom-lover.
Who shall I be?
Unmistakably,Another Perfection-God.
```My Heaven-stars
Tell meI shall become
A living God.My earth-doubts
Tell meI am Eternity's
Immortal fool. ```I was the frustration-despair-bridge
BetweenMy vital's first dark hour
AndMy body's last deep sleep.
I am the rapture-treasure-bridge
BetweenMy heart's birthless hour
AndMy soul's deathless life.
```Three defects of doubt
At long last I have discovered:It fears to come out
Of its prison-mind.It fears to marry
Truth-light.It fears to believe in
Its own existence-might. ```I lived
To fly desire-kite.I live
To brave desire-surge.I shall live
To bury desire-prince. ```With Compassion-rain
God will clasp your life-dreams.Just wait and see.
With Liberation-train
God will carry your heart-blossomsTo His Promise-Paradise.
Just wait and see.With Perfection-reign
God will offer youHis Throne of Infinity's Silence-light
AndHis Crown of Eternity's Sound-might.
Just wait and see. ```Do you want to exclude something
From your life-book?Then
Exclude your doubt-chapter.God will bless you
Immediately.Do you want to include something
In your life-book?Then
Include your confidence-chapter.You will bless yourself
Eternally. ```Four unfinished stories
I must finish:Man's journey into the Unknown,
Earth's despair-death,Heaven's indifference-smile,
God's Perfection-dream. ```There is something
I often notice in God.Do you know what it is?
He cries and triesAnd tries and cries
For the transformation-lightOf futility's hush: man.
There is something
I often notice in man.Do you know what it is?
He smiles and fliesAnd flies and smiles
Like a cosmic godOf freedom-skies.
```Definition of the soul:
God-manifestation.Definition of the heart:
God-recognition.Definition of the mind:
God-examination.Definition of the vital:
God-separation.Definition of the body:
God-frustration.My definition of God:
Self-congratulation. ```Be sure to take care
Of yourselfToday.
God wants to seeYour capacity's light.
Be sure to take care
Of GodTomorrow.
God wants to testYour duty's height.
```No news from death-mire
Is always good news.No news from life-fire
Is always sad news.No news from earth-temptation
Is always hope-news.No news from Heaven-illumination
Is always death-news. ```My mind's nothingness
I face.My heart's emptiness
I fill.My soul's nearness
I treasure.My body's helplessness
I measure. ```I see God.
Do you doubt me?Be careful!
God will delayYour Realisation-light.
I play with God.
Do you doubt me?Be careful!
God will cancelYour Perfection-flight.
```With my aspiration-light
I ascend from darkness-cave.Therefore
God loves me openly.With my Realisation-might
I descend from Illumination-palace.Therefore
God embraces me proudly. ```You deceived God;
ThereforeYour soul went to sleep.
You deceived man;
ThereforeYour heart began to cry.
You deceived yourself;
ThereforeYour life is doomed to sigh.
```I am ashamed
Of my vital's freedom-fame.I am proud
Of my soul's freedom-game.God is ashamed
Of my body's ignorance-claim.God is proud
Of my heart's surrender-flame. ```What is Heaven?
Harmonious madness.What is earth?
Contagious sadness.Who is God?
Precious Dream-sky.Who is man?
Suspicious reality-sigh. ```I fear
The heavy weight of a fleeting secondWhen I think of
My ignorance-body.I brave
The heavy weight of slow centuriesWhen I meditate on
My illumination-soul. ```Only three things
I love:The child-dance
Of the morning sky.The hero-lance
Of the mid-day sky.The yogi-trance
Of the evening sky. ```Man's passion-flood
Speaks louder than reason-sun.Man already knows it.
God's Compassion-sea
Speaks louder than temptation-moon.When will man learn it?
Will man ever learn it?No, never!
```Secretly
I live for himWho loves God.
Bravely
I die for himWho loves God.
Happily
I live for himWho knows not how to love.
Unconditionally
I die for himWho knows not how to love.
```I loved doubt.
ThereforeI was exiled
From my eternal God.I deserved it.
I loved myself.
ThereforeI was exiled
From my supernal height.I needed it.
I loved Light.
ThereforeI was exiled
From my infernal night.I wanted it.
```Hope is the ladder
Of God-ambition.Promise is the ladder
Of God-aspiration.Surrender is the ladder
Of God-realisation.Oneness is the ladder
Of God-perfection. ```Do you want to know
Why she is chosen?She is chosen
BecauseShe loves nobody else
But God.Do you want to know
Why he is chosen?He is chosen
BecauseHe wants to challenge nobody else
But God. ```God, You want
The report on the planet earth?Not so good.
I am afraidIt is dying.
Man, you want
The report on the star sun?Quite good.
I am happy to sayIt is descending
Into man's ignorance-night. ```What I say
Is for God to judge.What I say
Is for man to feel.What I say
Is for Heaven to measure.What I say
Is for earth to treasure.What I say
Is for me to become. ```Intruding thoughts,
Stop!Illumining will,
Start!Dreaming night,
Awake!Aspiring day,
Receive! ```Doubt: what is it?
Intentional doing.Doubt: what is it?
International doing.Faith: what is it?
Inspirational Light.Faith: what is it?
Transcendental,Indispensable
Height. ```His is the life
Of dire contradiction.He loves God the root
But hates man the fruit.His is the life
Of dire contradiction.He loves God the Vision-oasis.
But hates man the reality-desert. ```What is important
In Infinity?Smiling flames.
What is important
In Eternity?Climbing flames.
What is important
In Immortality?Glowing flames.
```I do not trust God
BecauseHe has not kept His Promise:
I am nowhere near Him.God does not trust me
BecauseI have not kept my promise:
I still love the companyOf ignorance-life.
```Why recite God's Name?
His Ears are inside your heart.Why praise God's Glory?
His Eyes are inside your soul.Why hurry God's Hour?
His Hands are inside your necessity's demand. ```God's eternal business:
Give and give.Man's natural business:
Take and take.Heaven's divine business:
Give and take.Earth's undivine business:
Take and forget to give. ```Too little!
Alas, this is whatI have offered to God.
Too late!
Alas, just todayI have started thinking of God.
Too soon!
Alas, my God has invited meTo sing with Him in the morning,
To dance with Him in the evening. ```My God is a tempting God
In the world of my desire-night.My God is an illumining God
In the world of my aspiration-light.My God is a fulfilling God
In the world of my realisation-height. ```Yesterday's earth-beggar:
Desire-night.Today's earth-Prince:
Aspiration-flame.Tomorrow's earth-King:
Perfection-sun. ```If he feels good,
He is good.Don't doubt him.
If he thinks good,
He is good.Don't challenge him.
If he says good,
Don't accept him all at once!Examine him.
I repeat,Examine him.
```My confidence is the merchant
Of God-secretsAnd man-secrets.
Lo, I am man's progressAnd God's success.
My fear is the merchant
Of doubt-secretsAnd death-secrets.
Lo, I am doubt's failureAnd death's disgrace.
```Visiting and dreaming
Are the realities of the hope-world.Crying and obtaining
Are the realities of the prayer-world.Silencing and becoming
Are the realities of the meditation-world. ```The cost of forgiveness:
Cheaper than nothingness.The cost of oneness:
Dearer than fulness.The cost of God-manifestation:
Much more than man-perfection. ```God, what are You doing
In Heaven today?"Son, today I have decided
To please you in your own way.Son, I am sincere."
"Son, what are you doing
On earth today?"Father, today I have decided
To challenge You,To equal You.
Father, I am serious. ```The coming and going
Of souls bewilders me.Yet I love it.
The dreaming and expecting
Of souls fascinates me.Therefore I love it.
The illumining and fulfilling
Of souls awakens me.Therefore I adore it.
```My heart's gratitude
AndGod's Compassion:
They are of unbreakable oneness.My soul's beatitude
AndGod's Infinitude:
They are of inseparable oneness. ```God, do follow me
To my earth-home.I shall give You
My long-cherished ignoranceTo eat.
"Man, do follow Me
To My Heaven-Home.I shall give you
My all-immortalising NectarTo drink."
```In Heaven
The angels share BlissWith God.
On earth
Men share their doubt-seasWith God.
In my heart
I share my morning smile-flamesAnd
My evening tear-worldsWith God.
```When I go to God
With a beggar's humility,He ignores me
Ruthlessly.When I go to God
With a seeker's humility,He loves me
Dearly.When I go to God
With an emperor's humility,He embraces me
Powerfully. ```The key to my own soul-home
I have lost.Therefore, I am a beggar.
The key to the world's body-cave
I have found.Therefore, I am unquestionably great.
The key to the God-source
I am.Therefore, God treasures me.
```Your aspiration-life grows up
ButDoes not grow old.
Your desire-life grows old
ButDoes not grow up.
Your God-life ascends and descends:
Ascends to please man,Descends to please God.
```The flowering love-light
She has.The towering courage-might
She is.The perfecting wisdom-sight
She has.The fulfilling perfection-height
She is. ```My soul loves
And achieves.My heart becomes
And receives.My mind watches
And perceives.My vital fights
And surrenders.My body sleeps
And sinks. ```What is sorrow,
If not its own insecurity-hole?What is happiness,
If not its own Infinity-sea?What is transcendence,
If not its own Perfection-sun? ```My earth-life has taught me
Endless imitation.My Heaven-life has taught me
Endless perfection.My thought-life has taught me
Endless frustration.My will-life has taught me
Endless emancipation.My body-life has taught me
Endless limitation.My soul-life has taught me
Endless progression. ```God-humility
Descends from Heaven-smile.Man-humility
Ascends from earth-pangs.My humility
Transcends my divinity-sphere. ```You see without looking;
ThereforeYou are divinely great.
You see while looking;
ThereforeYou are supremely good.
You love while seeing;
ThereforeYou are eternally perfect.
```Enough is enough!
Why do I criticiseGod's Perfection-light?
Enough is enough!
Why do I immortaliseMy ignorance-night?
Enough is enough!
Why do I summariseMy failure-blight?
```I gain wisdom-light
By losing to God.I lose humility-crown
By triumphing over God.I fail by pushing man
In the world of lethargy.I succeed by pulling myself
In the world of energy. ```A wise man is always
Becoming.A foolish man is always
Doubting.A sincere man is always
Trying.An insincere man is always
Retreating,Hiding
AndDying.
```Leading, yet not dominating;
Indeed,This is the life of the heart.
Dominating, yet not leading;
Indeed,This is the life of the vital.
Sleeping and surrendering;
Indeed,This is the life of the body.
```She creates
ButClaims not;
ThereforeI love her.
He claims
ButCreates not;
ThereforeI ignore him.
She creates and creates;
ThereforeGod needs her.
He claims and claims;
ThereforeIgnorance befriends him.
```Nothing is impossible.
My wise teacher, God, has taught me so.I have tried everything,
And success is still a far cry.Yet my God says: "Stop not!
Continue trying."Nothing is impossible.
My wild teacher, Vital, has taught me so.I have tried everything,
And failed in everything.Now my vital says to me: "Stop trying!
Not worth achieving." ```She does not compete,
She completes.She completes divinely and supremely.
He does not complete,
He competes.He competes inhumanly and ferociously.
She does not speak,
She acts.She acts lovingly and unconditionally.
He does not act,
He speaks.He speaks loudly and proudly.
```I felt the victory
Of the world-saviour: Peace.Therefore
I smiled and danced.I see the victory
Of the world-devourer: War.Therefore
I sigh and die. ```Mind, my foolish mind,
Look!The age of anxiety
Is over.Heart, my tiny heart,
Look!The age of insecurity
Is over.Vital, my blind vital,
Look!The age of impurity
Is over.Body, my poor body,
Look!The age of inferiority
Is over. ```Poor God,
He may be well thought of,But He is not well loved.
Poor man,
He may be well loved,But he is not well thought of.
Poor beggar in me,
He is neither well lovedNor well thought of.
```Self-aggrandisement
Is an insoluble problem,I am sure -
At least in my case.Self-underestimation
Is an unsolved problem,I feel -
At least in my case.God-adoration,
I assure you all,In my case
Is a long-solved problem. ```Is God partial?
Yes, He is.He is partial to weak
Human beings.Why?
Because this is the only wayHe can elevate and illumine them.
Is God impartial?
Yes, He is.He is impartial to strong
Cosmic gods.Why?
Because this is the only wayHe can train and utilise them.
```Meditation, what is it?
Yesterday's birthless recollection.Meditation, what is it?
Today's endless assimilation.Meditation, what is it?
Tomorrow's deathless Perfection. ```O my mind,
My isolation-teacher,No more do I need you.
O my heart,
My integration-teacher,I need you ever-more.
O my vital,
My depression-teacher,You have taught me
Far beyond my capacity.O my body,
My humiliation-teacher,You have taught me
Far beyond my necessity. ```My body's audience:
The dead,Only the dead.
My vital's audience:
The unborn,Only the unborn.
My mind's audience:
The nothingness-beggars,Only the nothingness-beggars.
My heart's audience:
The love-emperors,Only the love-emperors.
```Doubt
Is familiar as an old and damaging errorOf mine.
Faith
Is familiar as an old and brave friendOf mine.
Fear
Is familiar as an old and shameless enemyOf mine.
Courage
Is familiar as an old and yet eternally bold captainOf mine.
```My doubting mind
Is God's only lonely man.My loving heart
Is God's only lovely man.My strangling vital
Is God's only failing man.My sleeping body
Is God's only dying man. ```Although
He lived in his dream-reality,He really was great.
God and Heaven knew it;Also I and my devoted heart.
Although
He died in his reality-dream,He really was good.
God and earth knew it;Also I and my surrendered heart.
```Doubt-road
Is the road for the ridiculous.Faith-road
Is the road for the auspicious.Fear-road
Is the road for the treacherous.Courage-road
Is the road for the generous. ```Man, pray for me.
I need your helpTo feel God's Grace.
God, think of me.
I need Your helpTo change man's face.
```Tell me, tell me, God,
Do You love me?"Tell Me, tell Me, child,
Do you think of Me?"Tell me, tell me, God,
Who will succeed You?"Tell Me, tell Me, child,
Who will manifest Me?" ```Fear, you are vanishing,
And so is my love-lifeWith ignorance-sea.
Courage, you are dawning,
And so is my love-lifeWith my Inner Pilot.
Goal, you are fast-approaching,
And so is my love-lifeWith Perfection-reality.
```O Lord, make me not
A neutral.I tremble before
The neurosis of a neutral.O Lord, make me
A just man.I love to stand before
The purity of a just man.O Lord, make me
A perfect man.I am dying to see
The face of a perfect man. ```Head down,
Feet up!Lo, you have surrendered
To earth's devouring night.Feet down,
Head up!Lo, Heaven has surrendered
To your all-knowing Light. ```Meditation
In life-emergencyIs not uncommon
For an insincere man.Meditation
In fulfilled sufficiencyIs not uncommon
For a sincere man.Meditation
In God-urgency,In man-urgency,
Is not uncommonFor a truth-lover
AndA life-builder.
```For man-doubt
I believeThere is a cure.
For God-doubt
I am not sureThere is a cure.
For self-doubt
I am sureThere is no cure.
```Is God lonely?
Yes, He is.Why?
Because I forgotTo invite Him this morning.
Is God lonely?
Yes, He is.Why?
Because I am still here,And I have not gone to visit Him
And play with Him. ```You ask me
If God is really so great.I tell you,
He is not andHe does not want to be
As greedy as your vital.You ask me
If God is really so good.I tell you,
He is not andHe does not want to be
As deceptive as your mind. ```In defense of God,
I must sayHe always tries hard
To perfect me unconditionallyThrough His Compassion-light.
In defense of man,
I must sayHe always tries hard
To perfect me ceaselesslyThrough his deception-height.
```How to be a genuine fake:
His vital-lord is readyTo teach him.
How to be a genuine teacher:
His soul-comrade is eagerTo show him.
How to be a genuine student:
His heart-sister has alreadyTaught him,
Lovingly,Devotedly
AndUnconditionally.
```How to start?
Devotedly.When to start?
Immediately.Why to start?
To see the Face of TruthHere and now,
To be the Grace of GodNow, always now.
```Transformation without frustration
My life-teacherHas taught me.
Attention without tension
My heart-teacherHas taught me.
Perfection without coercion
My soul-teacherHas taught me.
```GW 88,7. At a later date there is a recording of Sri Chinmoy reciting the poem, where line 7 is 'Perfection without correction.'↩
Morning is the time
For my loving heartTo feed my child-God.
Evening is the time
For my loving heartTo dance with my Beloved-God.
Night is the time
For my loving heartTo confide in my partner-God.
```In vain
I am searchingFor my lost innocence-purity.
In vain
I am cryingFor my lost frankness-beauty.
In vain
I am longingFor my lost goodness-divinity.
```Life-perfection
AndGod-oneness
Are inseparable.They always have been so
AndWill always remain so.
Doubt-intrusion
AndDeath-embrace
Are inseparable.They always have been so
AndWill always remain so.
```When God gave me the body
He meant well.He wanted my body
To manifest Him.But alas, what have I done?
And what have I not done?When God gave me the vital
He meant well.He wanted my vital
To reveal Him.But alas, what have I done?
And what have I not done?When God gave me the mind
He meant well.He wanted my mind
To receive Him.But alas, what have I done?
And what have I not done?When God gave me the heart
He meant well.He wanted my heart
To feed Him.But alas, what have I done?
And what have I not done? ```O flame of loving God-life,
I need you.O game of living God-love,
I need you.O name of revealing God-secrets,
I need you. ```The magic of the mind
AndThe tragic end of truth-life
Each other love.The beauty of the heart
AndThe duty of God-life
Each other fulfil. ```Cave-austerity for meditation:
Who needs it?Not the truth-seeker in me,
Not the God-lover in me.No, never!
Palace-pleasure for meditation:
Who needs it?Not the life-warrior in me,
Not the Perfection-builder in me.No, never!
```Life-blood give,
Love-flood receive:So says God.
Life-sigh give,
Light-sky conceive:So knows man.
Life-soul give,
God-goal achieve:So feels man,
So reveals God. ```Who was I?
My invisible prayer.Who am I?
God's visible Power.Who shall I be?
Immortality's Perfection-tower. ```I love God's magnet-Feet;
They pull me compassionately.I love God's magnet-Heart;
It pulls me incessantly.I love God's magnet-Soul;
It pulls meUnconditionally,
DivinelyAnd
Supremely. ```Don't starve the ego
To feed the soul.The soul will not be happy.
Free the ego
To see the soul.Transform the animal-man
To see the Face of God.Perform the God-sacrifice
To become Eternity's Lord.The soul will be really happy. ```
Mind, my mind,
Don't doubt!Backward to your long-forgotten impurity...
Doomed your life-successShall be.
Vital, my vital,
Don't strangle!Backward to the beast...
Doomed your life-progressShall be.
Body, my body,
Don't sleep!Backward to the stone-life...
Doomed your life-dreamsShall be.
```Forward to the shore!
God will offer youHis silver Throne.
Upward to the stars!
God will offer youHis golden Crown.
Inward to the source!
God will offer youHis diamond Heart.
```O white morning,
Do come.I need your purity's beauty
To awaken my heart.O blue afternoon,
Do come.I need your beauty's eternity
To enlighten my life.O red evening,
Do come.I need your eternity's sovereignty
To fulfil my soul. ```When my morning ascends,
I think of God.When my evening descends,
God thinks of me.When my night transcends,
God becomes my real lifeAnd
I become God's real love. ```Humanity,
I give you back your heart.It is nothing but temptation-snare.
Divinity,
Don't take back your heart.My God-perfection depends
On your oneness-share. ```When I was a trumpet
Of the freedom-sky,The pride of the sky
Enveloped my Goal-Source.Now I am a flute
Of the bondage-earth,And the pride of the earth
Envelops my soul-course. ```I know,
I know the root of things:Beauty sublime.
I know,
I know the root of man:Divinity supernal.
I know,
I know the root of God:Necessity eternal.
I know,
I know the root of myself:Reality immortal.
```O invading night,
Stop!Don't be so blind.
O illumining light,
Start!Don't be so cruel.
O immortalising Sun,
Come!Don't be so indifferent.
```Satan gave me
His whip of anger.I know not
How to use it.Satan, since I do not know
How to use it,Take it back, please.
God gave me
His Compassion-shower.I know not
How to use it.God, since You have given me
This great gift,Do come and teach me
How to use it. ```Don't worry!
Human slander -Even God's tender child-heart
Fails to escape it.Don't worry!
Satan temptation -Even the wisest of men
Fails to see it through God's Eyes.Don't worry!
Everything will be all right.Feel through your heart;
Everything will be all right. ```I think, therefore I am -
My mind has discovered this truth.I pray, therefore I am -
My heart has discovered this truth.I was, therefore I am -
My soul has discovered this truth.I shall be, therefore I am -
My life has discovered this truth. ```To be great
Is to be misunderstood.My dissatisfaction-role
Is a shining example.To be great
Is to be well understood.My satisfaction-soul
Is an ever-illumining example. ```A song without words
Is by far the best.A life without doubts
Is by far the best.A soul with a goal-sun
Is by far the best.A goal with a love-moon
Is by far the best. ```Do you have doubt?
Then illumine it soon.Don't delay!
Do you have faith?
Then pass it on.Don't delay!
Do you have God?
Then carry HimFrom imperfection-night
To Perfection-dawn.Don't delay!
```The nothingness of things
Who needs?At least, not I.
The emptiness of life
Who needs?At least, not I.
The kindness of a false Master
Who needs?At least, not I.
The oneness of death
Who needs?At least, not I.
```My body has a friend:
Limitation.My vital has a friend:
Determination.My mind has a friend:
Confusion.My heart has a friend:
Devotion.My soul has a friend:
Illumination. ```Another name of ignorance:
Slavery-humiliation.Another name of Light:
Freedom-vision.Another name of Truth:
Life-realisation.Another name of God:
Love-Perfection. ```From now on
I shall do it,I shall do it.
I shall forgetMy life's little follies,
And ascend and ascend.From now on
I shall do it,I shall do it.
I shall forgiveMy life's big follies,
And transcend and transcend. ```Ah, the world has at last forgotten
My life's little follies.Now my life can easily become
God's Pleasure-paradise-island.Ah, God has already forgiven
My life's big follies.Now my life can easily become
God's Vision-promise-land. ```Why do I not define and interpret
A thing?Because
It is beneath my dignity.Why do I not define and interpret
A human being?Because
I feel there is no necessity.Why do I not define and interpret
My beloved Lord?Because
It is far beyond my capacity. ```What I was
Is duty's love of smileUnseen.
What I am
Is beauty's smile of loveUnknown.
What I shall be
Is smile-liberationAnd
Love-perfectionUnknowable.
```Your mind wants to know
Where I was bornAnd what I do.
Well, I was born in the bosom of night,And I sleep and sleep,
I descend and descend.Your heart wants to know
Where I was bornAnd what I do.
Well, I was born in the heart of Light,And I long and long,
I ascend and ascend.Your soul wants to know
Where I was bornAnd what I do.
Well, I was born on the lap of Delight,And I smile and smile,
I transcend and transcend. ```Do you know
Why your life is all frustration?Because your life
Does not claim GodAs its Reality's height.
Do you know
Why your life is all frustration?Because your life-river
Always treasuresIts tiny pleasure-raft.
```Do you know
Why your life is all opposition?Because
You and Perfection areTwo perfect strangers.
Do you know
Why your life is all opposition?Because
You dare not believeYou are the future God.
```Do you know
Why your life is all confusion?Because your life
Is not yours.You are using a borrowed life.
Do you know
Why your life is all confusion?Because your life
Is not yours.Satan claims your life
As his very own. ```When my mouth
Is my interpreterI suffer and I suffocate.
When my heart
Is my interpreterI prosper and communicate.
When my God
Is my interpreterI offer and I liberate.
```Big news!
This morning I thought of God.Indeed
I am proud of myself,And I bless myself.
Big news!
This evening God will make me another God.God, I am all gratitude to You.
God, I am all fondness for You. ```Big news!
Tomorrow both GodAnd I will retire.
We have worked very hard -Especially I.
Do you know
Who will replace us?You, only you.
Nobody else canAnd
Nobody else will.You, only you.
```God loves my soul
More than it rightly deserves.I love my body
More than it dares deserve.My dream loves me
More than I possibly deserve.I love my reality
More than it ever deserves. ```Someone is knocking -
Perhaps God.God can wait;
After all, He deals with Eternity.Someone is knocking -
Perhaps man.I am sure he can't wait,
Since he has onlyA fleeting second
At his disposal.Therefore,
Let me go and open the door.Someone is knocking -
Perhaps Satan.Ah, he just breaks open the door.
God, You are kind to me.
Man, I am kind to you.Satan, you are really something,
You are really impossible! ```Silence-attention
Acquired,God-concentration
Intensified.God-concentration
Intensified,Earth-bondage
Liberated.Earth-bondage
Liberated,Heaven-vision
Fulfilled.Heaven-vision
Fulfilled,Truth-perfection
Manifested. ```Each day
I dream my GodAnew
To increase my love-flames.Lo, I am successful.
Each day
I face the world-ignoranceAnew
To increase my light-power.Lo, I am more than successful.
```The seeker, knowing himself
To be a great fool,Went to see a Master.
The Master, knowing himself
To be a mere instrument,Went to see God.
God, knowing Himself
To be His Dream's Reality,Went to see His Compassion-Sky.
```Two big questions:
Is God alive?If so, where is He?
Two big questions rightly deserve
Two big answers:God is alive.
He is all-where;Therefore
Where is He not?Is God alive?
Yes, He is.Where is He?
He is inside my stupidity's query;He is inside my necessity's discovery.
```Why not cheat?
ButWhom to cheat?
Man?He is poorer than
A church-mouse.Therefore,
My deception-lifeShall fail to wear
The garland of satisfaction-pride.Why not cheat?
ButWhom to cheat?
God?Alas, He has Infinity within,
He is Eternity without.My deception can never decrease
His Infinity's LightOr His Eternity's Height.
Therefore,My deception-life
Shall fail to wearThe garland of satisfaction-pride.
```Mr.
Guru,You say
You have realised God.Can you prove it?
Mr.
Disciple,You feel
You are not another God.Can you prove it?
Yes I can, Mr.
Guru.My ignorance-sea
Before youIs my unmistakable proof.
I too can prove, Mr.
Disciple.My love-compassion-sky
For youIs my undeniable proof.
```Love keeps hoping,
Hope keeps loving.Indeed,
This is the endless storyOf love and hope.
My Lord, am I correct?"Yes, you are correct, My son.
But you must love firstAnd then hope.
Don't reverse My Cosmic Game." ```Depth keeps heightening,
Height keeps deepening.Indeed,
This is the deathless storyOf depth and height.
My Lord, am I correct?"Yes, you are more than correct.
But My son,You must dive first,
And only then will you try to fly.Don't reverse My Cosmic Game."
```Dream keeps fulfilling,
Fulfilment keeps dreaming.Indeed,
This is the birthless storyOf dream and fulfilment.
My Lord, am I correct?"Son, you are always correct.
But don't forget,Dream-boat first,
And only then Fulfilment-shore.Don't reverse My Cosmic Game."
```I used my money-power
To buy God.God smiled, and then cried.
I used my love-power
To buy God.God cried, and then smiled.
I used my surrender-power
To win God.God cried and cried.
In God's Smile
I discovered how farHe wants to remain:
Farther than the farthest.In God's Cry
I discovered how nearHe has always been:
Nearer than the nearest. ```Stronger than the giant
Is faith.Who has it?
Not I, not I,I solemnly declare.
God smilingly says:"Amen."
Needless to say, God is great.Brighter than the sun
Is love.Who has it?
Not I, not I,I solemnly declare.
God lovingly says:"Amen."
Needless to say, God is good. ```Deeper than the sea
Is devotion.Who has it?
Not I, not I,I solemnly declare.
God compassionately says:"Amen."
Needless to say, God is divine.Vaster than the sky
Is surrender.Who has it?
Not I, not I,I solemnly declare.
God proudly says:"Amen."
Needless to say, God is perfect. ```I shall dine with God.
God has madeAll the necessary arrangements.
ThereforeThis evening I shall go
To visit God and play with Him.I am sure He will enjoy
My snow-white company.I shall dine with man.
But alas, so farNo arrangements have been made.
And yetI expect his express arrival.
Once he comes,He becomes all mine.
```I shall dine with death.
Lo, he has already arrived;No preparation is needed.
Both death and IShall start eating.
We shall stop eatingOnly when death has devoured
My compassion-showerAnd I have devoured
Death's disproportion-pride. ```I leave my older God behind
BecauseHe is too weak
To march and command.I keep my younger God ahead
BecauseHe is quite smart enough
To run and reach the Goal.I need my young God beside me
BecauseHe is solid strength
To protect and energise me. ```Admire her,
She is great.Watch her,
She is good.Play with her,
She is divine.Sing with her,
She is supreme. ```A million frustrations
Are the brood of one single folly.A million deeds
Are the children of one single will.A million experiences
Are the blossoms of one single cry. ```Imperfect is the avenue
Of the blind mind.Everybody knows it.
But who discards the mind?No one.
Why?Because
One day the mindWill be transformed.
Perfect is the avenue
Of the illumining heart.Everybody knows it.
But who pleads to be allowedTo stay with the heart?
No one.Why?
BecauseAll are jealous of the heart's
Efficiency and sufficiency. ```O my stupid mind,
Your total indifferenceTo my heart-life
Makes no differenceIn my dealings with you.
I love my heart,
AndI shall always love my heart,
For love is my heart-lifeAnd
Love is my God-journey. ```Heaven and I bitterly wept
TogetherWhen we saw poor earth
Stumble and fumble.Earth and I endlessly laughed
TogetherWhen we saw rich Heaven
Longing for more beauty,More admiration-flood
AndMore adoration-blood.
```Man, mar not
My perfect plan:My aspiration-flame
And God's Compassion-moonEre long will get married.
Man, foil not
My secret plan:My gold faith in God
Is at last readyTo bury my doubt-tiger
In its roaring den. ```Don't worry,
Your clever mindWill find you a new
And lucrative profit.Don't worry,
Your pure heartWill find you a new
And constructive paradise.Don't worry,
Your sure soulWill find you a new
And creative Goal. ```Lying in the sun
May warm your body,But it will not elevate your life.
Crying in the night
May console your heart,But it will not accelerate
The progress of your soul.I assure you,
Dying in nothingnessMay fascinate others' eyes,
But it will not fulfil your Goal. ```Your heart-child
Will introduce youTo forgotten joy-life.
Don't feel sad.Your soul-comrade
Will introduce youTo forgotten nectar-land.
Don't feel sad. ```Some things must be destroyed
To found Happiness-day.For example:
Man's impurity-floodAnd
Woman's insecurity-flight;Man's animal-kingdom
AndWoman's fear-cave.
```Look, you are totally lost.
You have gone too far,Far beyond extremity's length,
In your pursuit of pleasure-life.Therefore,
You are completely doomed.Look, you are still
Far, very farFrom the Reality-shore
In your pursuit of soul-joy.Therefore,
You still can try,And
You still can succeed. ```Don't mix with a doubting man.
He will deceive youBefore God comes to your rescue.
Don't mix with a barking man.
He will bite youBefore God comes to your rescue.
Don't mix with a thinking man.
He will sink youBefore God comes to your rescue.
```I was shining from within;
ThereforeThe world-souls thronged
To love me.I was shining from within;
ThereforeThe world-hearts mustered
To serve me.I was shining from within;
ThereforeThe world-minds gathered
To admire me. ```My Lord, You have been
Too good to me;Therefore
I am all gratitude.My Lord, You have been
Too kind to me;Therefore
I know not what elseI can give You
Save my gratitude-sea.My Lord, You have been
More than kind to me;Therefore
To You I give my gratitude-seaAnd
My unconditional surrender-drop. ```My heart stumbles
Against one of the glaring faultsOf my searching mind.
Never mind!My heart and I
Shall be all right.My soul stumbles
Against one of the darkening faultsOf my sleeping heart.
Never mind!My soul and I
Shall be all right. ```My mind's serenity
Protects my soul.My heart's sincerity
Protects my soul.My vital's certainty
Protects my soul.My body's purity
Protects my soul. ```Trouble may increase
In the devouring night.Don't be so upset.
Trouble will fade
In the glowing light.Don't be so upset.
Trouble is bound to sit
At God's Compassion-Feet.Believe me, O seeker,
And don't be so upset. ```The mind of science
May lighten your life.I do not deny it.
ButThe heart of spirituality
Shall widen your lifeAnd
Brighten your heartAnd
Enlighten your mind. ```Think of doing the things
That give you success.Learn to do the things
That offer you progress.Learn to shun
AndLearn to unlearn
The things that bring aboutYour immediate regress.
```The mind neglects to sow
Once moreWhile reaping.
The heart forgets to sow
Once moreWhile reaping.
The soul neither neglects
NorForgets to sow
Once moreWhile reaping.
On the contrary,The soul is inspired
To sow more and ever-moreWhile reaping.
```Your days of orphan-sorrows
Are behind youAnd
Not beside you.Why, then, do you
Helplessly cry?Your days of excellence-joys
Are ahead of youAnd
Not beside you.Why, then, do you not
Immediately run and declare:THE GOAL IS WON.
```Days of darkness-night
Are short-lived.I knew it.
My soul-height taught meThis truth sublime.
Days of darkness-night
Are short-lived.I knew it.
My heart-depth taught meThis wisdom sublime.
Days of darkness-night
Are short-lived.I knew it.
My smile-breadth taught meThis God-lesson unparalleled.
```A world-adventure-life
Will be thrust upon you.Just wait and see:
The golden days are fast approaching.A world-perfection-goal
Will descend upon you.Just see and become:
The diamond second has already arrived. ```Work!
Wallow notIn the pleasures of lethargy.
Even if you workCarelessly and occasionally,
You will be appreciatedIn the world of confusion-sea.
And if you flow
With the stream of energy divine,You will be admired,
AdoredAnd
LovedIn the world of Perfection-sky.
```Learn to work with those
Beside you.They are, after all,
Not so bad.Your body may sleep too much,
But it triesTo wake up.
Your vital may fight too much,But it does quite often appreciate
A life of peace.Your mind may doubt too much,
But it does secretly admireA life of faith.
Therefore,Learn to work with those
Beside you.As I told you,
After all, they are not so bad. ```An old friend of yours
Will attempt to destroyYour hard-earned reputation.
Do you know who she is?She is your temptation-queen.
A new friend of yours
Will attempt to build youA Love-Kingdom
AndA Perfection-Palace.
Do you know who she is?She is your aspiration-daughter.
```Believe me,
Your friend SincerityWill recognise your capacity.
Believe me,
Your friend PurityWill energise your necessity.
Believe me,
Your friend DivinityWill immortalise your reality.
```Be sincere.
Today if you fallFrom Grace-tree,
You will loseYour face of beauty.
Be sure.
Today if you riseFrom ignorance-sleep,
You will enjoyEternity's deep.
```Dissatisfaction
Will sap the energyOf your heart-life
If you feed your mind'sHungry abyss.
Satisfaction
Will expand the energyOf your heart-life
If you love and serveAnd serve and love
Your soul's Perfection-sun. ```Do not believe your greedy vital.
Your vital will instigate youTo aim at empty laurels.
Do not believe your clever mind.
Your mind will make youCogitate and cogitate
Until satisfaction-dovePostpones its visit to you.
Believe your pure heart.
Your heart is all luminosity.Believe your sure soul.
Your soul is all divinity. ```If I have to trade
One blessing for another,I shall trade my aspiration
For God's Realisation.My Lord, do You agree?
"Son, why not?
As long as youAre willing to give Me
Something of yourMost precious possession,
I am more than willing." ```I regret my today's hasty action.
God, forgive me for the last time.I regret my today's nasty snobbery.
God, forgive me for the last time.I regret my today's vital life.
God, forgive me for the last time.I regret my today's mental clouds.
God, forgive me for the last time. ```Protect yourself
From your own teeming fears.Protect yourself
From your own darkening doubts.Protect yourself
From your own binding thoughts.Protect yourself
From your own strangling will. ```O sweet Lord,
Let my depression-night dieIn its first moment
Of life.O eternal Lord,
Let my frustration-sea dieIn its first moment
Of life.O beloved Lord,
Let my destruction-tornado dieIn its first moment
Of life. ```O Greed, listen!
Money-power will come to youOnly when earned.
O Expectation, listen!
Love-power will come to youOnly when given.
O Hope, listen!
God-power will come to youOnly when surrendered.
```Judge nothing;
You will be happy.My own personal experience
I am sharing with you.Try to forgive everything;
You will be happier.My own personal realisation
I am sharing with you.Love everything;
You will be happiest.God's own personal Secret
I am sharing with you. ```Do you know why
I am so happy?I am happy
BecauseI ignore the condemnation
Of my previous friend, doubt.Do you know why
I am so happy?I am happy
BecauseI value the approval
Of my present friend, aspiration. ```Seal your dangerous lips
To open your beautiful eyes.Conceal your vital-fire
To reveal your heart-cry.Starve your mind's uncertainty-mist
To feed your soul's divinity-sun. ```Wait, for God's sake!
Don't gamble on realisation.It is not done that way.
Don't wait, for God's sake!
Climb up your aspiration-tree.It is done only that way.
```My heart gives
As much love as it asks for.My mind gives
Much less love than it asks for.My soul does not ask for love;
It just gives.My God just gives
And gives.Lo, He always gives.
```Don't expect lasting joy
From a sudden love.Don't expect solid perfection
From a sudden aspiration.Don't expect immediate God-realisation
From a sudden surrender. ```Don't be fooled
By the tempting faceOf beauty.
Don't be discouraged
By the demanding faceOf duty.
Don't be frightened
By the dawning faceOf Divinity.
```Why do you need others' love?
Is their love so important?Why do you need others' love?
Is your love so impotent?Why do you need others' adoration?
Don't you see themIn the same boat as you,
Sailing in the sea of ignorance-nightTowards the frustration-shore
Of nowhere? ```Your love will multiply itself;
Just give it a fair chance.Your aspiration will multiply itself;
Just give it an immediate chance.Your realisation will multiply itself;
Just give it a lengthy chance. ```Think of your duty
Devotedly.Very often it sleeps.
Silence your necessity
Secretly.Quite often you overfeed it.
Start your God-race
Immediately.Quite often you delay unnecessarily.
I am telling you
The simple truths,The undeniable realities.
```True,
No one has the rightTo judge you as mercilessly
As your own noble self.If so, then why don't you
Do it?For God's sake, do it
Here and now.True,
No one has the wisdom or willingnessTo perfect you as devotedly
As your own noble self.If so, then why don't you
Do it?For God's sake, do it
Here and now. ```Are you not amazed
At your physical strength?Look how easily you have ended
The life of a living ant!Are you not amazed
At your spiritual strength?Look how perfectly you have housed
The omnipotent LordInside your tiny breast!
```Hold the key
Of matter's uncertainty,And then remain hopeful;
That's all.Nothing more can be done,
Nothing more can be expected.Hold the key
Of Spirit's Silence-chamber:Lo, you are fruitful.
Your life is the courseAnd
Your soul is the sourceOf humanity's Perfection-dawn.
```You will recover
Full confidence in yourself -Just feel once
That God will do everything for you.You will discover
Full God-realisation in yourself -Just believe only once
That your sourceAnd
God's sourceAre always the same.
```Allow time
To direct your thoughts.You will be divinely happy.
Allow God
To govern your will.You will be supremely happy.
Allow me
To cry for your stupidity.You will be eternally happy.
```Don't avoid
Life's question:"Who are you?"
If you avoid it,You will be unhappy.
Don't evade
Life's answer:"You are inconscience-uncertainty incarnate."
If you evade it,You are bound to be unhappy.
Who avoids?
A weakling of today.Who evades?
A culpritBorn of earth's ignorance-clay.
```Friends may multiply
Your life.But only one friend will breathe
Throughout Eternity,And that friend is your
Old good friend:Immortality's immeasurable Voice.
```Why are you
Wedded to worry?He who ranks above
Your life-planIs bound to protect you.
Don't you know thatThis is your God's only business?
Don't worry.Let me see what more
I can do for you.Ah, I have a splendid idea.
On behalf of GodI shall liberate you,
If you want me to,And
If such is the Will of God. ```What kind of friend
Is he,Your friend doubt?
Look, he deserted you abruptlyAs soon as faith-life dawned
In your aspiring heart.What kind of friend
Is she,Your friend anxiety?
Look, she has forgotten you totallySince peace-dove sat
On your devoted head. ```Only he who is like you
Can give you true happiness.Who is he?
Don't you know?His name is God.
Only he who is like you
Can give you true freedom.Who is he?
Don't you know?Your Eternity's friend:
God. ```Do your own part.
Don't be disturbed by your inferiors.Your superiors will
Convince your inferiorsTo adore you.
Play your own role.
Don't be afraid of your superiors.Your inferiors will
Inspire your superiorsTo admire you.
```Your empty words
Will win no triumph.Your foolish actions
Will win a small triumph.Your surrender-soul
Will win earth's greatest triumph, realisation;Heaven's greatest triumph, God-Vision;
God's greatest triumph, earth-perfection. ```What kills you?
Your shadow-life.What immortalises you?
Your Silence-life.What claims you as its very own?
Your gratitude-breath: Perfection. ```Fight your only opponent:
Fear.Love your only friend:
Joy.Break your only bond:
Temptation.Build your only Palace:
Truth.Sing your only song:
Love.Dance your only dance:
Perfection. ```The pain of your heart
And the pain of your mindCan never be the same.
Your mind's indifference to pain
Is the real proof.Your heart's acceptance of pain
Is the real proof.The difference between heart-pain
And mind-pain is this:Mind-pain escapes from the body's cage,
Heart-pain lingers in reality's life. ```Your true heart needs
No consolation from you.It can easily overcome
All earth's false accusations.Your true soul needs
Only one service from you:A single cry from your inner heart.
Your true Goal needs
Only one service from you:A single smile from your surrender-life.
```Your mind-dreams are plagued
By confusion-night.Your heart-realities are assailed
By frustration-moon.Yet you are brave and eager
To see the Face of God.Give God a good chance
With your patience-light.His divine Presence Supreme
He will not deny you. ```Harmony is a gift of God.
Do not imitate God's divineGift supreme.
You will have your own gifts to offerTo God and to the world at large:
To God, your patience-tree;To man, your oneness-cry.
```I do not compete with man.
I compete with my ugly shadow,I compete with my yesterday's fruitful discovery,
I compete with God's blessingful Pride. ```The song of the mountain
Gives me peace.The song of the sea
Gives me bliss.The song of my heart
Gives me love.The song of my soul
Gives me life.The song of my earth-gratitude
Brings God to me.The song of God's Heaven-plenitude
Carries me to God. ```Jealousy burns you
BecauseYou fan it.
Fear tears you
BecauseYou welcome it.
Doubt devours you
BecauseYou treasure it.
```A man of fortune
Encircles his earth-life;Therefore
He is really fortunate.A man of love
Encircles his Heaven-dream;Therefore
He is truly safe.A man of compassion
Encircles his restive life;Therefore
He is soulfully confident. ```Walk softly;
Your liberty shall remain pure.Talk quietly;
Your liberty shall remain safe.Love soulfully;
Your liberty shall remain perfect. ```My life is open
For God to share.My soul is open
For Heaven to share.My God is open
For the world to share. ```I travel
In my dream.My dream travels
Much further than I travel.My reality travels
Slowly,Steadily,
UnerringlyAnd
Confidently. ```Lack of money
Delays your world-journey.Lack of love
Delays your life-journey.Lack of aspiration
Delays your God-journey.Yet if you can remain happy,
Money-seeds will grow in you,Love-river will flow through you,
Aspiration-mountain will wait for you. ```Close your outer door;
You will silence the storm.Open your inner door;
You will shelter the storm-tossed sea.Close your ignorance-door;
God will be happy.Close your reality-door;
Nobody will be happy -No, not even God.
```Alone you will emerge
From earth's teeming chaos.Try, you can;
Try, you will.Is not God your eternal Friend?
Alone you will emerge
From the throes of the buried past.Try, you can;
Try, you will.Is not God your Compassion-Friend?
```Love-wind blows
In all directions,Cheerfully, speedily
AndFruitfully.
Who divinely follows?Emperor-Calm
Of Eternity's Height. ```My love is my vision,
My love is my guardian,My love is my perfection.
How can I fail?My life-boat
Shall only sailOn Reality's unhorizoned Shore.
```You say
You need protection.I say
God has Hands.You say
You need perfection.I say
God has a Heart.You say
You need God.I say
God is yours,Only yours.
```Earth-Mother tests you
AndEarth-Mother loves you.
Heaven-Father tests you
AndHeaven-Father teaches you
ButWill not undo you.
Immortality-Sister does not test you,
ButOnly fulfils you,
Fulfils you. ```Don't sit
Between two decisions:Either God-soul
orAnimal-life.
Don't sit
Between two decisions:Either Perfection-sun
orDestruction-tornado.
```Your old friend, poise-king:
Where is he?Invoke him,
You need him desperately.Your old friend, joy-hero:
Where is he?Invoke him,
You need him immediately.Your best friend, God:
Where is He?Invoke Him,
You need His Presence constantly. ```The voice of the past
Returns todayTo inspire me.
The choice of the past
Returns todayTo direct me.
The confidence of the past
Returns todayTo immortalise me.
```Lord, Your absence
Makes me seeWhom I have neglected.
Lord, my absence
Makes You feelWhy I am rejected.
Lord, let us become
Once more good friends.Let us never part
Our eternal company. ```Impossibility warns you:
Never expect perfectionIn human partnership.
Never expect illuminationIn human partnership.
Expect only one thing:God-Compassion.
I repeat:God-Compassion.
```There is a child
Crying for youInside your heart-life.
Do you know its name?Soul.
There is a child
Waiting for youInside your soul-love.
Do you know its name?God.
```Another name
For partnershipIs sacrifice pure.
Another name
For partnershipIs surrender sure.
Another name
For partnershipIs beauty impure,
Reality obscure. ```Great love for me
Flows from a far land.Great admiration for me
Lives in a far land.Great satisfaction for me
Blossoms in a far land.What, then, am I doing here?
Who knows?My Dream-boat knows.
Who knows?My Reality-shore knows.
```Doubt has lost power;
ThereforeIt tries to topple you.
Fear has lost power;
ThereforeIt tries to strangle you.
Anxiety has lost power;
ThereforeIt tries to exile you.
```The choice between
A thinking mindAnd
A sinking lifeIs yours.
The choice between
A loving heartAnd
A devouring vitalIs yours.
The choice between
Man's dream-moonAnd
God's Reality-sunIs yours.
```You are not prepared.
Stay away fromYour ambition.
You are not sincere.
Stay away fromYour realisation.
You are not pure.
Stay away fromThe Reality-shore.
```The morning sun
Greets your accomplishment-life.The evening sun
Salutes your new hunger.The inner sun
Perfects your life of deception,Guides your life of aspiration
AndFulfils your life of abnegation
Through the power of love-devotion. ```Today your Master
Has become a living dynamo.Don't delay!
He will go on without you.Today your Master
Has become a sea of Peace.Stay where you are!
Lose not even a moment's Bliss. ```What would your Master do
With a palace?He does not need
That kind of luxury.What would your Master do
With a fortune?He does not need
That kind of pleasure.Your Master needs
Only two things:Your life of duty
AndYour love of beauty.
```Remember,
Your Master may beDissatisfied with your weak efforts,
But he can never beDissatisfied with your life.
Remember,
Your Master mayScold you outwardly, ruthlessly,
But he loves youSecretly,
Deeply,Wholeheartedly.
```The disciple who has a Master
Has a chance.The Master who has a disciple
Has a chance.God is the Pride
Of their mutual surrender-light. ```I do not idolize you,
BecauseYou are not God.
I do not despise you,
BecauseYou are not a snake.
I love you,
BecauseYou cry and try.
I hate you,
BecauseYou have given up the race.
```With my imagination-friend
I began my journey.With my aspiration-friend
I continue my journey.With my perfection-friend
I shall conclude my journey. ```Why do you think of
Yourself so much?What am I here for?
Don't you feelThat I am for you,
All for you,From morning's start
To evening's halt? ```Lord, take my heart
To be Your Pleasure.Lord, take my love
To be Your Treasure.Lord, let my life
Be claimed entirely by You,Only by You.
```Lord, consider me something,
At least.You may call me Your enemy.
I shall not mind,For without fail,
You shall perfect me.Lord, consider me something,
At least.You may, by mistake,
Call me Your best instrument.I shall not mind,
For without fail,You shall perfect me.
Lord, consider me something,
At least. ```Fear, don't come so near.
Doubt, don't shout so much.Jealousy, stop biting me.
Anxiety, when will you learnThat I don't need you?
Insecurity, I don't want you.Don't darken my heart's door.
```Aspiration says to God:
"Father, may I come in?"Determination says to God:
"Father, I am already in."Realisation says to God:
"Father, how and whyDid You live without me
For such a long time?" ```O cosmic gods,
I like you.That's all.
O God Supreme,
I love You.I need You.
I shall serve You,Only You.
I shall fulfil You,Only You.
```His vital died
So his heart could livePeacefully
AndFruitfully.
His body died
So his soul could fly into HeavenCheerfully
AndSupremely.
```What dies?
A thinking mind.What lives?
An aspiring heart.What will die and never be reborn?
Earth's depression-night.What lives and will forever live?
Heaven's Perfection-smile. ```O my vital,
Do you want to please my LordUnwillingly?
Then do it.Something is better than nothing.
My God will definitely bless you.O my mind,
Do you want to satisfy my GodUnconsciously?
Then do it.Something is better than nothing.
My God will definitely bless you. ```Mind, make me happy.
Don't judge,At least for an hour.
Vital, make me happy.
Don't struggle,At least for a minute.
Body, make me happy.
Don't sleep,At least for a second.
```When I criticise humanity,
I criticise my own life-breath.Therefore,
My sweet Lord forgives me.When I criticise divinity,
I criticise my own soul-goal.Therefore,
My sweet Lord forgives me. ```My desire-night says
God does not care for me.My aspiration-sun says
God constantly cares for me.Whom to believe?
I leave it up to God.
Lord, just once solveMy insoluble problem.
"Son, your desire needs aspiration;
Your aspiration needs realisation." ```Death has silence,
Sound has life.I need them both.
I need silenceTo see my height.
I need lifeTo feel my depth.
```My desire-son
AndMy aspiration-sun
Are one and the same,From the same source.
My morning-boon
AndMy frustration-noon
Are one and the same,From the same source.
```No matter what
I do or say,I do not have to worry,
For God has my Illumination-floodAnd
God is my Forgiveness-blood. ```God has a big Heart.
Who knows it?No, not even the best of men.
I have a small heart.
Who does not know it?Everybody knows.
Even my old discarded enemy,Ignorance, knows.
```Your God is for you;
Stay with Him.My God is for me;
I shall stay with Him.But I must tell you only one thing:
You have a clever God.He tempts you
With His Illumination.I have a kind God.
He enlightens meWithout even an
Iota of temptation. ```Destruction:
That was my animal life.I was proud of it,
But no more.Aspiration:
That is my human life.I am proud of it,
And I shall remain so.Realisation:
That will be my future life.I am sure my Lord
Will be proud of it,And soon I shall echo Him.
```To be God's successor
I must be divine.To be God's possessor
I must be supreme.To be God's lover
I must be pure.That's all.
Who says it is a mighty task?Never!
Easier than sayingMy morning prayers.
```My heart deserves
A loving teacher,And it will get one.
But when?When my heart becomes love.
My mind deserves
A strict teacher,And it will get one.
But when?When my mind wants to study God-lessons.
```O poet in me,
I love your snow-white inspiration.I simply love it,
AndI mean it.
O seeker in me,
I love your blue-gold aspiration.I simply love it,
AndI mean it.
```Compassion and Concern
Are twin brothers,Like God and Life.
Depression and destruction
Are twin brothers,Like Satan and Death.
```Man's achievement in God
Lasts for a year.Man's achievement for God
Lasts for eternity.Man's achievement with God
Is man's perfect RealisationAnd
God's perfect Manifestation. ```God, if You are really
Kind to me,Then give me Your Realisation-flood.
God, if You are really
Nice to me,Then give me Your Perfection-blood.
If You deny me
Your Realisation-floodAnd
Perfection-blood,Then I shall deny You
My ignorance-nightAnd
Destruction-might. ```God does not know
Two things:How to strengthen
A consciously insecure heartAnd
How to enlightenA consciously obscure mind.
God will learn them,For He always wants
To be a good student. ```Imagination-sky I had;
ThereforeGod is pleased.
Inspiration-moon I have;
ThereforeGod is pleased.
Aspiration-sun I am;
ThereforeGod is pleased.
Ah, not in one,
But in threeDifferent and significant ways,
I have pleased God. ```Lord, my food is ignorance.
Do You want to eat with me?"Son, on one condition:
We must eat everything,And we shall not leave
Even a morsel."Father, that is what
I need from You."Son, that is what
I want from you." ```I want to be a great man
By judging God,Although God laughs at my stupidity.
I wish to be a good manBy loving God,
Although nobody believes me,Perhaps not even God.
Yet, I shall try it,And
Without fail, succeed. ```Father, I need
From You only two machines:Concern-machine
AndCompassion-machine.
"Son, you need two
Machines from me,But
I need only one machineFrom you:
Surrender-machine.Let us give and take
And be all even." ```Morning-soft dews
Are for my heart.Evening-sad news
Is for my mind.And God-serene news
Is for my vision-soul. ```Grace can change
My dark face.I do not deny it.
But my faceCan draw God's silver Grace.
Who can deny it?No, not even Satan.
```Darkness -
I have nothing to doWith darkness.
It is my body's friend,Not mine.
Frankness -
I have everything to doWith frankness.
It is my soul's oneness with God.Needless to say,
Mine, too. ```My thinking-power
Is limited;Therefore
I am saved.My doubting-power
Is unlimited;Therefore
I am encaged.My loving-power
Is yet unmanifested;Therefore
I am still frustrated. ```The curious seeker in me
And my precious soulSeparately live,
For their mutual good.The generous lover in me
And my precious soulLove each other deeply
And stay together constantly,For their mutual good.
```The animal in me
Needs a disciplined life.Lo, my sweet Lord has just arrived
With a disciplined life.The human in me
Needs a perfect life.Lo, my sweet Lord has just appeared
With a perfect life.Lord, if there is anything
In me called Gratitude,Then it is all for You,
Only for You. ```Peace, where is it?
Ah, it is in my heart-life.Bliss, where is it?
Ah, it is in my soul-goal.God, who is He?
Ah, He is my forgotten,Old good Friend.
```No fear!
Hence who can beMy Master, save myself?
No doubt!
Hence who can beMy Saviour, save myself?
God, I am good to You;
God, You are kind to me.This is my message
For humanity's heart,For Divinity's Soul.
```God, do You really
Care for me?If not, this very day
Let us part for good."Son, I really care for you."
Then, Father, let us peacefullyStay together.
Father, do You really
Need me?If not, this very day
Let us part for good."Son, I really need you."
Then, Father, let us happilyStay together.
```Let me see
Who can separate God's FeetFrom my head.
See?I told you,
Nobody can.Let me see
Who can separateGod's Soul-life
From my love-role.See?
I told you,Nobody can.
```I was a foolish man;
ThereforeI wanted to shake hands
With God.I was a foolish man;
ThereforeI forgot to invite God
To my peaceful, soulful home.But I shall never repeat
My mistakes;For your kind information,
God Himself has told me so. ```I was proud
Of my brooding fear;And now I am proud
Of my climbing courage.I was proud
Of my shooting doubts;And now I am proud
Of my blossoming faith.My success is my illumination;
My illumination is my God's progress in me. ```O sun-god,
You are my aspiration-duty.O moon-goddess,
You are my consecration-beauty.O Lord Supreme,
You are my Perfection-necessity. ```Satan is not good.
Secretly he speaksIll of me.
Death is not good.
Openly he criticises me.God is perhaps good.
He has never scolded me.Light is always good.
It has alwaysLoved me,
Fulfilled meAnd
Perfected me. ```I am proud of my mind.
It has takenMy animal-life away.
I am proud of my heart.
It has takenMy mind-poison away.
I am proud of my soul.
It has takenMy heart-uncertainty away.
```God, I blame You.
Why did You answerMy desire-night?
God, I blame You.
Why do You delay in answeringMy aspiration-prayer?
Well, I have to forgive You,
Since on many occasionsYou have forgiven me -
The dark animal in meAnd
The weak human in me. ```Who will read my books?
God?God has no time.
Who will read my books?
Man?Man has no time.
Who will read my books?
Ah, I see death approaching fast.Death, you are my only supporter,
You are my only lover.I shall, without fail, illumine you.
```Earth's stupidity
AndMy God's Divinity
Never go together.O earth, please learn
This from me.Heaven's indifference
AndMy God's reverence
For His many-in-one lifeNever go together.
O Heaven, please learnThis from me.
```For three reasons
God loves me:I have given up
My animal pride,I have forgotten
My human ignorance,I treasure
My life divine. ```Who wants to play
With fear?It dies
Even before the game starts.Who wants to play
With doubt?It never stops
Once it starts playing.Who does not want to play
With truth-sun,With love-moon?
They play all games so well.They are so considerate.
They have becomeMy real and eternal friends.
```The difference
BetweenGod and me is this:
He is an expert in hiding HimselfAnd
I am an expert in exposing myself.Since each of us has
A good quality worth learning,We are both equal.
```O my thought-life,
Leave me, leave me alone.I am sick of you.
O my soul-will,
Love me, guide me.I need you alone.
Don't you see and feelI am all fondness
AndAll admiration for you?
```Do not imitate.
Who imitates?Only a brainless fool.
Do not hesitate.
Who hesitates?Only a lifeless fool.
I do not imitate,
For I have none to imitate.I do not hesitate,
For I have no need to hesitate.God asks me to do everything secretly,
And I proudly do everything openly.That's all.
```My vital life
Has failed God;Therefore my God
Has disappeared.Lord, I do not blame You.
In Your case,I would have done the same.
My soul-life has
Pleased God;Therefore my God
Is here.Lord, I need not praise You.
In Your case,I, too, would have done the same.
```I shall see
Two things before I die:Earth-sufficiency
AndEarth-efficiency.
I have seen
Two things worth seeing:God cares more
For earthThan for Heaven;
God will be fulfilledInfinitely more by earth
Than by Heaven.Of course, at God's choice Hour.
```From many,
Many things I have taken.Now from myself,
I need only two things:My morning of willingness
AndMy evening of devotedness.
```My Supreme Lord,
What I need from YouIs just a little smile.
What You need from meIs just a little cry.
Let us fulfil each other.For God's sake,
It is such an easy thing.We have been delaying
And delaying,Unnecessarily,
But consciouslyAnd deliberately.
```Humanity, you are a rogue!
You have taken my sincere serviceAnd have kicked me aside.
Divinity, you are a fool!
I told you that I wouldServe you, love you and fulfil you.
But I have kept myself away,Millions of miles away from you.
Lo, you have failed to capture my existence. ```Peace, Peace,
Earth has given meIts precious Peace
Borrowed from God.Bliss, Bliss,
Heaven has given meIts cherished Bliss
Borrowed from God.Peace tells me what
I can become on earth.Bliss tells me what
I was in HeavenLong before my earth-sojourn.
```Live in the sleeping body;
God means frustration.Live in the roaring vital;
God means indifference.Live in the doubting mind;
God means superfluity.Live in the aspiring heart;
God means necessity,Supreme necessity.
```Lord, Your poor daughter-earth
Needs a listening ear.Please do something for her.
I have told You many timesAbout her deplorable situation.
This time, please take me seriouslyBefore some unspeakable
Catastrophe takes place."Son, you are right.
I am commanding HeavenTo lend her its listening ear."
Thank You, Father. ```My service-life
Satisfies God.Ah, at least one thing I have
Worth possessing.My surrender-soul
Satisfies God.Ah, at least one thing I have
Worth treasuring. ```Let us see
Who wins:Your vital life
OrYour Master's forgiveness-height.
Let us see
Who wins:Your mental doubts
OrYour Master's tolerance-light.
Let us see
Who wins:Your body's ignorance-sleep
OrYour Master's compassion-depth.
```I can live easily
Without God,But not without
His Compassion-Heart.I can live easily
Without God,But not without
His Perfection-Silence.I can live easily
Without God,But not without
His Realisation-Self. ```Body, you have bound me;
Yet I love you.What can I do?
Indeed,This is my fate.
Vital, you have weakened me;
Yet I love you.What can I do?
Indeed,This is my fate.
Mind, you have encaged me;
Yet I love you.What can I do?
Indeed,This is my fate.
```God-freedom:
Not for me, not for me.I want to stay in my helpless body.
God-perfection:
Not for me, not for me.I want to stay in my restless vital.
God-illumination:
Not for me, not for me.I want to stay in my soulless mind.
```O Beauty of God,
How far are you?O Duty of God,
How near are you?O Compassion of God,
How loving are you?O Perfection of God,
How certain are you? ```God the Saviour
Is my first friend.God the Liberator
Is my second friend.God the Lover
Is my thirdAnd best friend,
My friend unparalleled. ```Frustration:
It is nothing uncommonTo my mind.
Destruction:
It is nothing unnaturalTo my vital.
Depression:
It is nothing unusualTo my body.
Consecration:
It is nothing unheard ofTo my heart.
```I needed a beautiful soul;
ThereforeGod gave me one.
I need a powerful soul;
ThereforeGod has given me one.
I shall need a fruitful soul;
ThereforeGod will give me one.
```God is my choice
When I am totally lost.God is my voice
When I am totally pure.God is my assurance
When I am totally surrendered. ```On earth
I don't pray to GodBecause
I am always tired.Therefore,
How can I pray?In Heaven
I don't meditate on GodBecause
Without any satisfactory reasonI was fired.
Therefore,Why do I have to meditate?
```You are a mere
Crying heart,Yet you are so proud.
You are a mere
Searching head,Yet you are so proud.
You are a mere
Threatening vital,Yet you are so proud.
You are a mere
Sleeping body,Yet you are so proud.
```My Lord,
I love You;Therefore
I do not give YouMy impure love.
My Lord,
I love You;Therefore
I do not give YouMy false devotion.
My Lord,
I love You;Therefore
I do not give YouMy conditional surrender.
```Supremacy of truth
You like, my mind.I know it.
Supremacy of love
You love, my heart.I feel it.
Supremacy of oneness
You enjoy, my soul.I envision it.
```My body is great;
It does not dieWith beauty's departure.
My soul is great;
It does not careFor earth's pleasure.
My God is great;
Unlike me,He can live without Himself.
```Fulfilment is man's choice,
For fulfilment is man's voice.In fulfilment is earth's noise.
Vision is God's Choice,
For vision is God's Voice.In vision is Heaven's noise.
```Earth-body complicates
Everything.This is the body's speciality.
Heaven-soul liberates
Everything.This is the soul's speciality.
God-goal liberates and explicates,
Explicates and liberatesEverything.
This is God's speciality. ```"Son, why are you afraid
Of God-realisation?Is it so strange?"
No, Father."Then try it.”
"Son, why are you afraid
Of God-perfection?Is it so difficult?"
No, Father."Then have it,
Sooner than at once." ```Who is accurate?
Not me.Perhaps God.
Who is obstinate?
Not God.Perhaps me.
Who is autocratic?
Not God.Perhaps me.
Who is perfect?
Ah, that is a questionWhich cannot be answered
For a few centuries. ```Heaven, have you lost
Your inspiration-dream?I do not see it
With you anymore.Man, it has become too old;
ThereforeI do not use it anymore.
Earth, have you lost
Your aspiration-cry?I do not see it
With you anymore.Man, it is too young;
ThereforeOnly on rare occasions
Do I use it,Not so often anymore.
```When I am angry with God
I say many nasty thingsAbout Him.
God laughs and laughs -At least, He has never scolded me.
Of course, I make it upWhen I am calm
And when I amHelpless and hopeless.
Therefore,I am still His choice instrument.
```You are happy
BecauseYou have surrendered
To God at last.I am happy
BecauseStill I am my own boss.
God is happy
BecauseHe has made Himself
Your and myUnconditional slave.
```My mind can easily surrender,
Only it is waitingFor God's powerful command.
My vital can easily expand,
Only it is waitingFor God's lofty command.
My body can easily serve,
Only it is waitingFor God's loving command.
```Ignorance unlimited
I was.I don't hide it.
Knowledge limited
I am.I don't conceal it.
Wisdom-flames illumining
I shall be.Oh, them I need!
```God, You stay
With Your Realisation.Let me stay
With my aspiration.I shall not torture You anymore -
I offer my soul's promise."Son, how can I eat
My Realisation-food without you?Son, how can I appreciate
My Perfection-life without you?Therefore, we have to barter
Our mutual wealth." ```O personal God,
Why are You everywhere?I can't freely walk,
I can't freely talk,I can't even freely sleep.
O impersonal God,
You are so clever.You know how to think,
You know how to play hide-and-seek.For my sake,
For Your sake,Stay more with me,
If not always with me. ```Contention-lesson
I always get from my body.Confusion-lesson
I always get from my vital.Contradiction-lesson
I always get from my mind.Illumination-lesson
I always get from my heart. ```You cannot meditate,
Yet you speakOf God day in and day out.
You cannot pray,Yet you always
Pay lip service to God.Meditation I did
Continuously,For many years.
Prayer I didFor many years,
Long before you were born.What can I do?
God has made meYour unfortunate teacher.
Alas, you are helpless,And so am I.
```Don't struggle;
You are bound to fail.Just smile a sweet smile.
Your life-boatIs bound to sail,
Without fail.Don't cry;
You are bound to fail.Just smile a soulful smile.
Your life-boatIs bound to sail,
Without fail. ```True,
God has given meTwo eyes,
But He has kept asideVision.
Look what a clever GodHe is.
True,
God has given meA heart,
But He has kept asideLove.
Look what a shameless GodHe is.
```O Compassion of God,
You are my realisation.O confusion of man,
You are my realisation.O perfection of love,
You are my realisation.O life of Immortality,
You are my realisation. ```Where is the difference
BetweenSelf-mastery
AndGod-Infinitude?
No difference!Where is the difference
BetweenMan-transformation
AndGod-Perfection?
No difference! ```Who can fail?
Will God ever tolerateSuch nonsense?
No, never!Who can fail?
Will God allow HimselfTo remain asleep?
No, never!Who can fail?
Will God dare to forgetHis promise to Himself?
No, never! ```When I love,
I smell the experience-flower.When I serve,
I eat the experience-fruit.When I surrender,
I become the experience-root. ```Individuality's transformation
I have yet to see.Personality's divinisation
I have yet to see.Humility's glorification
I have yet to see. ```I find it impossible to separate
Earth's beauty-cryFrom
Heaven's Beauty-smile.They are just
Two complementary souls.I find it impossible to separate
Earth's aspirationFrom
Heaven's Illumination.They are just
Two complementary souls. ```God, don't forget
That I always need You,Your Illumination-sun.
"Son, do I not alwaysHeed you,
Your aspiration-moon?"Thank You, Father, thank You.
```Light, my Light,
What do you see?"I see God's Transcendental Height."
Peace, my Peace,
What do you feel?"I feel God's Universal Silence."
Bliss, my Bliss,
What do you distribute?"I distribute the Life-Glory
Of God's Immortality." ```I do not fly with fear,
BecauseFear dies on the way.
I do not sing with doubt,
BecauseDoubt forgets the tune.
I do not dance with anxiety,
BecauseAnxiety has lost its innocent charm.
```Lord, yesterday
I was assailed by doubts;Therefore
I did not show You my shameless face.Lord, today
I am sailing in the boat of faith and joy;Therefore
I am dancing in Your HeartAnd playing at Your Feet.
What for?Only to please You
In Your own Way. ```I help the world
Considerably;Believe it or not.
I love the world
Soulfully;Believe it or not.
I shall transform the world
Radically;Believe it or not.
I shall fulfil the world
Unconditionally;Believe it or not.
```I had only two selves.
I gave awayMy lower self to God
For its total transformation.I gave away
My higher self to DeathFor Death's complete
Transformation,Illumination
AndPerfection.
```Beauty is my window,
Duty is my door,Reality is my room,
Divinity is my bed,Immortality is my pen.
Father, am I not correct?"What else can you be, My son?"
```My God is my
Evolving Beauty.My God is my
Revealing Duty.My God is my
Illumining Reality.My God is my
Fulfilling Necessity. ```I started my journey
For self-gratification.I now march forward
For self-illumination.I shall march continuously
For life-perfection. ```No difficulty,
No Divinity's Grace.No Divinity's Grace,
No Reality's face.No Reality's face,
No humanity's race. ```I selected my soul
To love GodOn my behalf.
I selected my heart
To feel GodOn my behalf.
I selected my mind
To seek GodOn my behalf.
I selected my vital
To challenge GodOn my behalf.
I selected my body
To serve GodOn my behalf.
```Death is hunger;
I am anger.Life is query;
I am weary.God is choice;
Man is voice.Truth is soul;
Love is goal. ```I live in an orphan world;
Nobody cares for me.I live in an infant world;
Nobody knows me.I live in a consolation-world;
Therefore, I still breathe. ```God, my heart
Was born to love.Do You believe it?
"Son, I do, I certainly do."God, my body
Was born to serve.Do You believe it?
"Son, I do, I certainly do.I also believe something
More:Today you love,
Today you serve;Tomorrow you will guide,
Tomorrow you will lead." ```The human in me
Needs only one thing:Success-peak.
The divine in me
Needs only one thing:Progress-flow.
The Supreme in me
Needs only one thing:Perfection-glow.
```My soul is the bridge
BetweenEarth's abiding cry
AndHeaven's lasting Smile.
My heart is the bridge
BetweenEarth's persistent failures
AndHeaven's constant success.
My life is the bridge
BetweenMy reality-torture
AndMy God's Dream-rapture.
```Man does not need me,
ButGod needs me.
At least He says so.So at least one person needs me.
Man does not love me,
ButGod loves me.
At least He says so.So at least one person loves me.
```God does not try
To please man anymore,Because
He has learnedThat it is a hopeless case.
Man never tries
To please God,Because
It is not, after all,An important case.
```You are unknown
To doubt.Who can be as great
As you are?You are unknown
To hate.Who can be as good
As you are?You are unknown
To failure.Who can be as brave
As you are? ```What you call trance,
I call that very thingMy concentration-lance.
What you call trance,
I call that very thingMy meditation-glance.
What you call trance,
I call that very thingMy contemplation-dance.
```To visit God's Palace
I need no identification,Because
Everybody knows thatI am God's son.
To visit man's hut
I need a series of identifications.Otherwise,
Man would throw me outOf the door of his hut.
```Sound-life:
That is my usualHuman life.
Silence-life:
That is my usualDivine life.
Perfection-life:
That is my usualSupreme life.
```Yesterday I challenged God,
Only to lose.Today I love God,
Only to win.Tomorrow I shall serve God,
Only to be perfect. ```Awake, awake!
Today my world-GodIs awake.
Run, run!Today my world-soul
Is running fast, very fast.Dive, dive!
Today my world-goalIs diving deep, very deep.
```Pride was my beloved
Only the other day.Humility was my beloved
Only yesterday.Oneness will be my beloved
Right from today. ```From:Sri Chinmoy,The Goal is Won, Sri Chinmoy Centre, New York, 1974
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