320. Still his choice instrument

```

When I am angry with God

I say many nasty things

About Him.

God laughs and laughs -

At least, He has never scolded me.

Of course, I make it up

When I am calm

And when I am

Helpless and hopeless.

Therefore,

I am still His choice instrument.

```

From:Sri Chinmoy,The Goal is Won, Sri Chinmoy Centre, New York, 1974
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