At that moment Bama appeared in his subtle body and said, “What are you doing? You rascal, don’t you know that committing suicide is the worst possible sin? Don’t you believe it?”
Nimai said, “All right, I will not commit suicide, but I will never go home again.”
Bama said, “You don’t have to go home. Come and stay with me, in your real home. God will take care of your family, I assure you.”
Bama’s words proved true. Very soon, two of Nimai’s older sons got jobs and were in a position to support the rest of the members of the family.From:Sri Chinmoy,India and her miracle-feast: come and enjoy yourself, part 8 — Traditional Indian stories about Bama Kshepa, Agni Press, 1981
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