Journey's Goal, part 8a

Abar Jabo Tomar Kachhe

```

Abar jabo tomar kachhe

Abar jabo

Kritagyatar hriday diye

Tomai pabo

```

Translation

```

Once more I shall come to You.

We shall get You

With our gratitude-heart.

```

Amar Bojha Baibena Ar Baibena

```

Amar bojha baibena ar baibena

Amar sathe raibena ar raibena

```

Translation

```

O, will You not carry my burden any more?

O, will You not stay with me any more?

```

Amar Khudra Chetanate Dekhi Amar

```

Amar khudra chetanate

Dekhi amar bishwanathe

```

Amar Nayane Jal Tomar Charane Sthal

```

Amar nayane jal

Tomar charane sthal

```

Ambare Ambare Ambare

```

Ambare ambare ambare

Ami achhi taba kripa pada dhare

```

Translation

```

In the heart of the sky I am alive

By clinging to Your Compassion-Feet.

```

Ami Paraner Chapalata

```

Ami paraner chapalata

Ami hridayer nirabata

Ami manaser biphalata

Ami sharirer malinata

```

Translation

```

I am the restlessness of my vital.

I am the silence of my heart.

I am the failure of my mind.

I am the dirt of my body.

```

Ashar Swapan Phalbena Hai Phalbena

```

Ashar swapan phalbena hai phalbena

Taito keha duhat amar dharbena

```

Balo Prabhu Ar Katodin Raibo Balhin

```

Balo prabhu ar katodin raibo balhin

Shunbo kabe tomai kripar bijoy been

```

Bare Bare Daki Jare

```

Bare bare daki jare

Paina je tar dekha

Ghure mari hethai hothai

Dekhte charan rekha

```

Translation

```

Again and again I call Him,

But I see Him not.

Here and there, everywhere,

I look for Him,

For His Footsteps. ```

Bhalo Lage Jiban Udas

```

Bhalo lage jiban udas

Bhalo lage manas akash

Bhalo lage hriday bikash

```

Translation

```

I love my freedom-life.

I love my mind-sky.

I love my revelation-heart. ```

Bhalo Lage Upasana Bhalo Lage Hiya

```

Bhalo lage upasana bhalo lage

Hiya kande prabhu barai anurage

```

Benche Achi Tabu Ami Ekti Asha Niye

```

Benche achhi tabu ami

Ekti asha niye

Dibo tomai jiban bojha

Tomar kachhe giye

```

Chalar Pathe Chali

```

Chalar pathe chali

Sakal badha dali

Kathati nahi bali

Chalar pathe chali

```

Translation

```

I walk along the road

Ignoring and trampling all obstructions.

I speak not.

I just walk along my Eternity’s road.

```

Chaowar Sathe Kandbo Ami Paowar

```

Chaowar sathe kandbo ami

Paowar sathe nachbo

Kritagyatai kandbo ami

Samarpane nachbo

```

Chokher Jale Paran Bhare Tomai Pete

```

Chokher jale paran bhare

Tomai pete chai

Kritagyatar hiya niye

Tomar kachhe jai

```

Chupe Chupe Dhire Dhire

```

Chupe chupe dhire dhire chupe chupe

Pujbo tomai prem aratir puta dhupe

```

Translation

```

Slowly and slowly,

In silence-life,

I shall worship You

In the sacred admiration-incense

Of my love. ```

Chupe Chupe Pujbo Tomai

```

Chupe chupe pujbo tomai chupe chupe

Bhakti bhare sandhyaratir dhupe dhupe

```

Translation

```

In silence, I shall worship You,

In silence,

With the devotion of incense-purity,

In my evening worship.

```

Dak Esechhe Dak

```

Dak esechhe dak esechhe

Dak esechhe dak

Moher bandhan nithur jatan

Dure phele rak

```

Translation

```

The call has come,

The call has come.

Cast aside the cruel torture

Of attachment.

```

Dure Dure Bahu Dure Khunji Jare Chakite

```

Dure dure bahu dure khunji jare

Chakite aj heri tare hriday dware

```

Eso Ananda Marma Madhur Bina Bina

```

Eso ananda marma madhur bina

```

Eso Pranadhik Ananta

```

Eso pranadhik ananta

Jagao shishure ghumanta

```

Translation

```

O endless Reality,

Dearer than my life itself,

Awaken the little child

Who is fast asleep.

```

Hasir Prabhat Sanga Habe

```

Hasir prabhat sanga habe

Kanna nishai achire

Tomar dekha pabo ki hai

Trishito pran gabhire

```

Translation

```

Soon the dawn of happiness

Will end in the tears of night.

Will I ever have a glimpse of You

In the depth of my thirsty heart?

```

Hriday Majhe Dile Dekha Hriday Majhe

```

Hriday majhe dile dekha

Hriday majhe

Sukher dine dukher rate

Arup saje

```

Jani Ami Jani Prabhu Jani

```

Jani ami jani prabhu jani

Tomar ratul charan khani

Karbe amar khudra amir joy

Ami habo tomar kripai

Ananta akkhoy

```

Translation

```

I know, I know, my Lord, I know

Yor red Lotus-Feet will conquer

The pleasure-life of my little ‘i’.

I shall become, by Your infinite Grace,

Endless and changeless. ```

Jiban Bhore Karbo Tomai Baran

```

Jiban bhore karbo tomai baran

Jiban sheshe karbo tomai haran

```

Translation

```

I shall accept You

At the very dawn of my life.

I shall steal You

In the evening of my life.

```

Jiban Dine Phutechhilam

```

Jiban dine phutechhilam

Maran rate phutbo

Saphal hiyai nechechhilam

Biphal prane nachbo

```

Translation

```

I blossom in the days of life.

I shall blossom in the night of death.

I danced with a victory-heart.

I shall dance with a failure-life.

```

Jiban Maran Alik Swapan Ghor Bandhan

```

Jiban maran alik swapan

Ghor bandhan maya achetan

```

Kalpana Nahe Kalpana Asha Tari Nahe

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Kalpana nahe kalpana

Asha tari nahe banchana

```

Jibaner Shesh Dan Maraner Abhijan

```

Jibaner shesh dan

Maraner abhijan

Prashanti aphuran ```

Karo More Ektu Kripa Dan

```

Karo more ektu kripa dan

Shikhao more kritagyatar gan

```

Translation

```

Grant me an iota of compassion,

O Lord Supreme.

Teach me the gratitude-song. ```

Katha Kaha Katha Kaha

```

Katha kaha katha kaha

Prabhu kaha katha

Nahi ami basi bhalo

Maha nirabata

```

Translation

```

Talk, talk, talk.

Meaningless words, meaningless words.

O my Lord, I love not

The great silence-life.

```

Khama Karo... Shesh Anurodh Ami

```

Khama karo khama karo

Shesh anurodh

Ami achetan ami achapal prabhu

Ami je abodh ```

Kichu Nai.. Dyuloke Bhuloke Nahi Thai

```

Kichhu nai kichhu nai kichhu nai

Dyuloke bhuloke nahi thai

```

Mor Amire Samarpiya

```

Mor amire samarpiya

Tomai ami tushi

Taito ami dibarati

Hiya bane khusi

```

Translation

```

I satisfy You

By surrendering my ‘i’-ness to You.

Because of this,

I am all happiness day and night

In the forest of my heart. ```

Mrittyur Dake Mrittyur Basi Bhalo

```

Mrittyur dake

Mrittyur basi bhalo

```

Nishar Sathe Jadio Ami Achhi

```

Nishar sathe jadio ami achhi

Ushar sathe swapane ami nachi

```

Translation

```

Although I abide with darkness-night,

I dance with the dawn in my dream.

```

Nithur Malin He Ahankar Tumi Amar

```

Nithur malin he ahankar

Tumi amar dukkha pathar

```

Nutan Jiban Pabar Lagi Tomar Kache Jai

```

Nutan jiban pabar lagi

Tomar kachhe jai

Phulla hiyai tomar bijoy

Gaite ami chai

```

Pabitra Hiya Prashanta Mor Gabhire

```

Pabitra hiya prashanta mor gabhire

Jagabo amar ananda bhola kabire

```

Translation

```

My pure heart is silent

Inside my very depth.

I shall awaken

The ecstasy-enamoured poet in me.

```

Phire Eso Phire Tomare Karibo Tushta

```

Phire eso phire tomare karibo tushta

Premer hiyai tomare karibo pushta

```

Phulla Mane Tomar Sane

```

Phulla mane tomar sane

Nitya kari khela

Tumi amar satya majhi

Tumi jiban bhela

```

Translation

```

With a cheerful heart

I always play with You.

You are my true Boatman.

You are my life-boat.

```

Rugna Deha Bhagna Hiya

```

Rugna deha bhagna hiya

Kapal amar manda

Benche achhi thakbo benche

Jiban nirananda

```

Translation

```

A sick body, a broken heart —

My fate is deplorable.

Yet I am alive

And I shall remain so.

My life is totally empty of cheerfulness. ```

Sahaj Habe Jiban Maran

```

Sahaj habe jiban maran

Sahaj habe

Bishwa prabhu pujbo tomai

Nutan bhabe

```

Translation

```

Life and death

Will be two simple things.

O my Lord Supreme,

I shall worship You

In the new world. ```

Shesh Jibane Dhanya Halam Tomar Peye

```

Shesh jibane dhanya halam

Tomar peye dekha

Amar hasi dila amai

Tomar charan rekha

```

Sukher Prate Dukher

```

Sukher prate dukher rate

Tomai ami daki

Tomai ami ei jibaner

Dibona ar phanki

```

Translation

```

I invoke You at the dawn of happiness.

I invoke You at the night of sorrow.

I shall no more deceive You in this lifetime. ```

Taba Paye Asi Phiriya Phiriya Hasi Mukhe

```

Taba paye asi phiriya phiriya

Hasi mukhe nachi ghiriya ghiriya

Mukti labhibo amare sanpiya ```

Tomar Aghat Saibo Ami Saibo Charan

```

Tomar aghat saibo ami saibo

Charan tale mahanande raibo

```

Tomar Lagi Baste Tomai Bhalo

```

Tomar lagi baste tomai bhalo

Kripa plaban dhalo prane dhalo

```

Translation

```

O Lord, to love You for Yourself,

Do inundate me with Your Compassion-Flood.

```

Tomare Cheyechi Tomare Pujechi Tomare

```

Tomare cheyechhi

Tomare pujechhi

Tomare peyechhi

Tomare bendhechhi

```

Translation

```

I have desired You.

I have worshipped You.

I have received You.

I have bound You.

```

Tumi Amar Hiya Naber Chand Tomar

```

Tumi amar hiya nabher chand

Tomar preme ami je unmad

```

From:Sri Chinmoy,Journey's Goal, part 8a, 1981
Sourced from https://srichinmoylibrary.com/jgs_81