Journey's Goal, part 9a

Lakhan Sheila Aparna Sheila.... Aparna...

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Lakhan Sheila Aparna ```

Kritagyata.. Sarbada Hridayer Saphalata

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Kritagyata kritagyata kritagyata

Sarbada hridayer saphalata

Ei dharanir uttama upahar

Bidhatar karuna srotadhar

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Dipta Madhuri Byapta Jethai

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Dipta madhuri byapta jethai tomar aloi dore

Khaniker tare basiyo janani amare loiya krore

Dekhibo harashe taba madhurima shunibo tomar bani

Tomar anchale abrita habe khudra e deha khani

Keha dekhibena keha janibena keha shunibena katha

Tomar ankhe labhibo janani madhumoy nirabata

Chapal paran prashanta hale jagaye amare diyo

Bhul pathe jadi jai punaray taniya amare niyo

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Translation

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Mother, Mother Divine, Mother of mine,

Do place me and my earth-existence life

On Your Divine Lap Supreme.

Mother, O Mother, for a fleeting second,

My heart of inner pangs desires

To be at the door of Your Heart-Home

Which is flooded with Your Sun-Effulgence

And Your Moon-Translucence.

With my heart's breathless joy

I shall drink in the nectar-beauty

Of Your golden Immortality's

Transcendence -Beyond,

And listen to Your loving, glowing,

And life-transforming Compassion-Voice.

This small and fragile earth-body of mine

Discovers its Eternal Haven-Light

In Your Illumination-Perfection heart sky.

Nobody will glimpse, nobody will know,

Nobody will hear the breath of a word.

Eternity's Silence-Life will reign supreme

Upon my devotion-head and my surrender-heart.

Mother, when the spark of restlessness-life

Torments and assails me

And my earth-members, body-vital-mind-heart,

Do destroy my somnolence-oblivion,

Mother, do bring me back if ever I swerve

From the Path of Your Truth-Oneness,

Perfection-Satisfaction-Smile.

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Shudhu Sundaro Chira Sundaro

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Shudhu sundaro chira sundaro jedike phirai ankhi

Nijo rupa shudha karo bhuji pan amar nayane thaki

Shurer lahori madhur gitika jei spondon tule

Aral hoite shuno bhuji priya bashiya sravan mule

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Translation

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You are beautiful, eternally beautiful,

You alone are beautiful and none else.

You are eternally beautiful.

No matter which direction I cast my glance,

I see you drinking deep Your Nectar-Beauty

Inside my vision-eye.

Do You hear, my Lord, my Beloved Supreme,

The waves of melody that I create

In secrecy supreme? ```

Parer Lagiya Marane O Sukh

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Parer lagiya marane o sukh

Nijher lagiya pijushe o dukh

Prabhur lagiya sima asimai

Amar amire prabhu jena sada pai

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Translation

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There is a great joy

When I embrace death for others.

When I drink nectar for myself,

The nectar is nothing but ceaseless suffering.

O, how I wish to lose my very existence

In the finite and in the Infinite

For my Beloved Lord Supreme! ```

Dharar Ashrudhar Dekhibona Kabhuar

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Dharar ashrudhar

Dekhibona kabhu ar

Adharar premahar

Jani lagi sabakar

Maha ananda dwar

Dake aji barebar

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Andhakar Andhakar Charidike Mohadwar

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Andhakar andhakar

Charidike mohadwar

Andhakar andhakar

Jataner karagar

Hane more barebar

Andhakar andhakar

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Kothai Ami Kothai Tumi Kothai Moder Rup

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Kothai ami kothai tumi

Kothai moder rup

Charan tale phuler mato

Raibo ami chup

Tumi jano jiban katha

Bedan hiyar byakulata

Nitya tomar puja lagi

Habo ami chup

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Janma Dibas Gurur Parash

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Janma dibas Gurur parash

Hiyar harash mor pratigya

Swarge martye mahanande

Shunbo pujbo Gurur agya

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Translation

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Birthday,

Guru’s self-giving touch:

Heart’s immediate ecstasy.

My promise here on earth, there in Heaven:

I shall listen to Your Command,

I shall worship Your Command

With stupendous joy. ```

Ami Amare Bhuliya Jabo

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Ami amare bhuliya jabo

Sabar majhare pabo

Mor paramer madhumoy darashan

Hriday gabhire pabo sudha harashan

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Shephali Kusum Hriday Gahane Phutilo

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Shephali kusum hriday gahane phutilo

Jibaner sato maya bandhan trutilo

Sudha ananda majhare

Haraye phelechhi amar amire

Jana janani ajike amare bandilo

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Translation

```

Inside the very depths of my heart

The jasmine purity-flower has blossomed.

All my attachment-bonds in this life of mine

Are broken, severed today.

Today I am totally lost

In between the seas of nectar and delight.

My Father and Mother divine

Have completely bound me today

In their celestial and eternal oneness

With my soul.

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Jaya Jayanti He Dhara Bhanti

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Jaya jayanti he dhara bhanti

Urdhe pusha nimne usha

Hladini tarini bigna nashini

Chira shankara dhara truti hara

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Diner Bela Katha Bali Rater Bela Likhi

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Diner bela katha bali

Rater bela likhi

Sakal bela shikhai ami

Sanjher bela shikhi

Diner rabi dake amai

Rater shashi amai sajai

Shanti amar dharanir nam

Kanti amar adharar dham

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Eso.. Nasho.. Amar Timir Pran Tomar

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Eso eso eso

Nasho nasho nasho

Amar timir pran

Tomar bijoy gan

Shayane swapane

Jibane marane

Maner jatane

Deher bandhane

Gahi jena bhagaban ```

Niye Jao Hiya Pakhi Niye Jao Dao

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Niye jao hiya pakhi niye jao

Dao shudhu sudha hasi more dao

Niye jao niye jao

Jaha tumi pete chao

Diba tomai hasi mukhe

Rahibona ar ama buke

Tomar lagi tumi jena more pao ```

Sevika Dipika Gitika Lipika Antare Jage

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Sevika dipika gitika lipika

Antare jage ribhu kripa mage

Dhara adharar asha anibar

Alo jwalomal dasi parimal

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Dhabala Kamala Subula Prabina Nabina

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Dhabala kamala subala

Prabina nabina ujjala

Akashe batase ullase

Timir nibir binashe

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Chinta Udash Kailash Ullas Sardul Gati

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Chinta udash kailash ullas

Sardul gati mukti bikash

Bijoy bijoy bijoy bijoy

Naba chetanar abhyudoy

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Ashar Sathe Ami Kandi Ashar Sathe Ami

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Ashar sathe ami kandi

Ashar sathe ami bandhi

Ashar sathe ami banchi

Ashar sathe ami nachi

Ashar sathe ami mari

Tomar kripa charan dhari ```

Chinta Ajike Niyeche Tomar Bidhata

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Chinta ajike niyechhe tomar

Bidhata saran

Kripar plabane tare jena prabhu

Karogo baran

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Shudhu Ek Rog Ghor Abhijog Tai Durjog

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Shudhu ek rog

Ghor abhijog

Tai durjog

Shata durbog

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Bhakti Priti Na Jadi Hai E Jibane Pai

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Bhakti priti na jadi hai

E jibane pai

Keman kare prabhur paye

Pabo ami tai

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Simar Bandhan Kare Piran Simar

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Simar bandhan kare piran

Simar bandhan

Dibas rate chokher jale

Kare sahan

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Bipad Dekhe Andhar Rate Dilam Amai

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Bipad dekhe andhar rate

Dilam amai tomar hate

Ami amai ei jibane

Nibona phire ar

Tomar paye rakhbo amar

Kritagyatar har

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Krandan Charidike Krandan E Dharanite

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Krandan charidike krandan

E dharanite nahi jyoti sandhan

Achhe shudhu parajoye akkhoy

Chinmoy halo aji mrinmoy

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Amar Chokher Jal Kothai Hiyar Bal

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Amar chokher jal

Kothai hiyar bal

Charidike chhal

Karichhe pagal

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Hiya Man Pran Deha Nahi Dake More

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Hiya man pran deha

Nahi dake more keha

Sarbada ami kandi

Basanar prane bandhi

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Age Nahi Bale

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Age nahi bale

Jadi ghare ele

Ogo priyatama

Kichhui bhebona

Tumi je amar

Jeona bhule

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Translation

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If You have entered into my heart’s room

Without informing me,

O my Beloved Supreme,

Do not feel uncomfortable.

Do not forget You are my Eternity’s All. ```

Aruper Rupe Phutichhe Phul

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Aruper rupe phutichhe phul

Asimer ujjwal lage

Shanti shakti gyana prate

Sundara anurage

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Amare Diyechho Tai

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Amare diyechho tai

Tai sada hasi pai

Amare diyechho asha

Dur asimer bhasa

Bidhatar jaya gan

Amrita madhu pan

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Kalipada Sarala Abhinna Suphala Nimner

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Kalipada sarala

Abhinna suphala

Nimner prerana

Urdhe eshana

Ma Merir kanti

Krister shanti

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Ogo Mor Prana Shakha Ogo Mor Bhango

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Ogo mor prana shakha ogo mor

Bhango aji dhire dhire ghuma ghor

Dao more naba asha naba bhor

Nahi jena dekhi ar ankhilor ```

Matri Mantre Dikita Mora Ananda Bodhi

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Matri mantre dikhita mora

Ananda bodhi shir

Maraner bhoy kariyachhi joy

Amara mukta bir

Kari padaghat dvaiter mathai

Nachibo amara bishwa sabai

Sangyer janani bigna kothai

Ar deri noy bela bahe jai

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Andhar Rate Moher Sathe

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Andhar rate moher sathe

Geychhilam gan

Bandhan hara kanna dhara

Karechhilam pan

Alor prate shudhar sathe

Dur asimer ajanate

Param purush param amir

Peyechhi sandhan

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Translation

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I sang with attachment dark

in tenebrous night.

I drank deep the boundless flow

of my heart-tears.

Again I discovered the Lord Supreme,

the Transcendental Self,

In the unknown Beyond, along with

Nectar-Delight

In the morning flooded with supernal light. ```

Rachiya Vishwa Kotha Lukaile

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Rachiya bishwa

Kotha lukaile

Kothai tomar sthan

Paibe ki kabhu

Taba darashan

E chira chapala pran

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Translation

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Creating the universe,

Where are You hiding?

Where is Your Abode supreme?

Will ever my restless life

Glimpse an iota

Of Your Compassion-Light?

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Phuler Matan Sabakar Man

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Phuler matan sabakar man

Heribo ajike heribo

Ushar matan sabar anan

Ankibo ajike ankibo

Rabir matan alor gagan

Majhe ami sada phutibo

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Translation

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I shall look at everybody’s mind

The way I look at flowers.

I shall paint everybody’s face

The way I paint the dawn.

I shall always blossom

In the firmament of light

Like the sun. ```

Tumi Sundar Chira Manohar Tumiy

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Tumi sundar chira manohar tumi anadi Shib

Tomar parashe ekti nimeshe dharar pratiti jib

Param harashe labhibe shanty labhibe mukti

Jwalibe premer dip

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Sangit Sambit Lahari Sangit Sambit

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Sangit sambit lahari

Supti mukta prahari

Bhitar bahir ekata

Chidakashe niyata

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Puber Batas Chinta Udas Amar Charipash

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Puber batas chinta udas

Amar charipash

Puber rabi alor chhabi

Jagai je ullas

Amar charipash

Puber rishi dibanishi

Timir kare nash

Amar charipash

Puber yogi mukta bhogi

Amar charipash

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Sarama Kukur Bodhi Puta Sur Sarama

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Sarama kukur bodhi puta sur

Sarama kukur prithi sumadhur

Sarama kukur shital pukur

Sarama kukur tyagiri chur

Sarama kukur bedanta pur ```

Tumi Avatar Kripa Ajanar

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Tumi avatar kripa ajanar

Dhara adharar setu anibar

Tumi avatar gati sabakar

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Translation

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O Avatar of the era,

O Compassion of the Unknowable,

You are the bridge between Heaven and earth,

Sleepless and endless.

You are at once the journey’s speed

And the journey’s goal

Of all human souls. ```

Tumi Amai Sangopane Khama Khama

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Tumi amai sangopane khama karo

Tumi amar rupantarer duar dharo

Ogo amar hiya bane asha sathi

Bhul asimer mukti bati

Ami tomar mohalata

Tumi amar saphalata

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Pramoda Sarada Anadi Niyata

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Pramoda sarada anadi niyata

Jagiyachhe mor prane aji

Taito amije bhitare bahire nachi

Usha bala sathe alo dila more joy

Ami habo ebar ananta akkhoy ```

Tomai Jabe Dakena Mor Pran Charidike

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Tomai jabe dakena mor pran

Charidike mrittyu shasan

Tomai jabe dake amar pran

Shuni kebal amaratar gan

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Swarge Ami Mukta Chilam Lilar Lagi

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Swarge ami mukta chhilam

Lilar lagi hethai elam

Swarge phire ami jabo

Paran bhare shudhu khabo

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Praner Katha Balbo Tomai Praner Katha

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Praner katha balbo tomai

Praner katha

Tomar lagi jagao prane

Tibra byakulata

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Thakbena Pran Thakbena Man Hriday

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Thakbena pran thakbena man

Hriday deha tabu

Tader ami bhulte kena

Nahi pari kabhu

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Tomar Amar Majh Khane Kena Eta

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Tomar amar majhkhane

Kena eta byabadhan

Tumi amar shrishti prabhu

Jane amar deha paran

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From:Sri Chinmoy,Journey's Goal, part 9a, 1981
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