42.

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My Lord,

How can you be

so heartlessly cruel to me?

How can I believe

That I was made only of Your Joy

When I do not see You happy

At any time? ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,My Lord, How Can You Be So Heartlessly Cruel To Me?, Agni Press, New York, 1999
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