My Lord Supreme,
Do tell me if You are in a moodTo answer a few spiritual questions.
"My child, I am always in a moodTo answer all your questions,
Spiritual and unspiritual." ```My Lord Supreme,
Do You remember the first promiseI made to You?
Unfortunately,I have totally forgotten it.
"My child, You have forgotten your first promise,But I clearly and perfectly remember it.
Your first and foremost promiseWas to manifest Me in My own Way
At every moment here on earth." ```My Lord Supreme,
Why do I limp along the path of impurityEvery day?
"My child,You limp along the path of impurity
Every dayBecause you and your mind
Do not want to studyAt the prayer-school,
You and your heartDo not want to study
At the meditation-college,You and your life
Do not want to studyAt the surrender-university."
```My Lord Supreme,
Will You be happy if I becomeThe heart of greatness?
"Definitely, My child,But I shall be infinitely happier
If you become the breath of goodness." ```My Lord Supreme,
Is there any way that I can beConstantly happy?
"Yes, My child,Just make your day and night
My Command-Fulfilment-Satisfactions." ```My Lord Supreme,
Please advise meWhat You would like me to do.
Shall I put my arms around the worldOr place my head at the foot of the world?
"My child,
I want you to do both.Your humility-mind will soulfully
Press the world inward —Deep, deeper, deepest.
Your sincerity-heart will powerfullyLift the world upward —
High, higher, highest." ```My Lord Supreme,
Why is my inner progress-roadAlways so bumpy?
"My child,Your inner progress-road
Is always so bumpyBecause instead of ignoring
You are adoring your busybody-mind." ```My Lord Supreme,
How can I arrestThe doubt-intruder?
"Easy, My child,Just make friends
With the faith-protector." ```My Lord Supreme,
Please be extremely honest with me.Do You ever care
For my desire-deformation?"My child,
To be extremely honest with you,I do not have the time to care
For your desire-deformation."Then, my Lord Supreme,
Do You have time to care for anything?"Yes, I do, I do, My child.
I have always time to careOnly for your aspiration-perfection."
```My Lord Supreme,
I know You are extremely busy.Do You think You will be able
To ask my soul to beMy life's decision-maker?
"My child,I can ask your soul
Only on one condition:If you are ready to become
Your heart's sincerity-cry." ```My Lord Supreme,
When I deliberatelyPut destruction-thorns
In your beautiful Vision-Eye,Do You not get hurt?
"No, My child, not at all.But I do get hurt
When you do not dare to claim MeAs your own, very own."
```My Lord Supreme,
How can I make YouExtremely and eternally happy?
"My child,You can make Me
Extremely and eternally happyIf you sleeplessly soar
With your soul's selflessness-wingsAnd make a solemn promise to Me
That you will at once becomeA lifelong citizen of Heaven on earth
And a lifelong citizen of earth in Heaven,For I sleeplessly need you
In My streaming human criesAnd in My illumining divine Smiles."
```My Lord Supreme,
Am I the only spoiled childIn Your Family?
"No, no, no, My child,There are five more:
Your ingratitude-heart-sister,Your impurity-mind-brother,
Your insincerity-vital-cousin,Your stupidity-body-nephew
And your lethargy-life-niece." ```A sincere
God-Forgiveness-heart-cryDoes not need
Stretching exercises. ```Man surprises God by saying
That he needs nothing from Him.God surprises man by proving
That He has already doneEverything for him.
```I began my life
By sincerely believing the impossible.I shall end my life
By unmistakably doing the impossible. ```I soulfully love
My morning's folded hands.I unreservedly love
My evening's silenced mind. ```O my mind,
Instead of collidingWith a Godless past,
Why are you not embracingA Godful future?
```Yesterday what you had
Was a doubt-drenched mind.Today what you are
Is a despair-air-filled balloon. ```I entered into my mind's desire-room
At my own risk.I am now entering
Into my heart's aspiration-roomAt my Lord's unconditional expense.
```Every tear
From every heart-eyeIs power unparalleled.
```My sound-life
Is a man-feeding breakfast.My silence-heart
Is a God-feeding dinner. ```A gratitude-heart
Every day pioneers a new roadTo arrive at compassion-height-palace.
```Just as God has forgiven my past,
The Compassion-Lord is immortalisingMy aspiration-heart and dedication-life.
```A part-time seeker
I was.A full-time sufferer
I am. ```When God comes to me,
He tiptoes.When I go to God,
I thunder. ```No dream is a stranger
To my earth-illumining soul.No reality is a stranger
To my God-manifesting life. ```A completely surrendered life
Yesterday I tried.Today I find it absolutely real.
```My Lord Supreme,
Do You want to joinOur humanity's oneness-race
Which will soon start?"My child,
I am simply dying to participate." ```My Lord Supreme,
Do You have a moment?"Yes, My child, I do."
Please tell me, my Lord,Will I ever be
An unconditionally surrendered instrumentOf Yours?
"Certainly, My child, you will."When, my Lord Supreme?
"The day, My child, you can sing for MeMost soulfully
Your heart's surrender-life-song." ```From:Sri Chinmoy,My Lord Supreme, do You have a moment?, Agni Press, 1990
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