My Morning Soul-Body Prayers, part 11

1 November 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

The body’s earthly time

Is passing away.

The soul’s Heavenly time

Is blossoming and blossoming

And blossoming

At the Feet of the Lord Beloved Supreme.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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1 November 1999, 8:47 a.m. Before doing clean and press from the ground up to 80 lbs. (78 reps)

1 November 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

What I desperately need

Is an aspiration-heart

And not a commotion-mind.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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1 November 1999, 9:07 a.m. Before doing one hundred one-arm pushes with 400 lbs. (50 right, 50 left)

1 November 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My joy knows no bounds

That my inner life’s progress-river

Is running fast, very fast.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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1 November 1999, 9:19 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. with each arm simultaneously (Total: 400 lbs.)

1 November 1999 (IV)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My patience-heart,

You are an unparalleled server

Of my Lord Beloved Supreme.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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1 November 1999, 9:24 a.m. Before lifting 250 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 500 lbs.)

1 November 1999 (V)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Today I am triumphantly enjoying

The ashes of my ego’s unmistakable

And permanent death.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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1 November 1999, 9:31 a.m. Before lifting 300 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 600 lbs.)

1 November 1999 (VI)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

O my gratitude-heart,

Do not delay.

Do establish your soulful friendship

With sleepless Eternity.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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1 November 1999, 9:44 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

1 November 1999 (VII)

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Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My heart,

Cry and cry and cry!

You and I

Were born to cry for God.

My mind,

Smile and smile and smile!

You and I

Were born to smile at God.

My life,

Surrender and surrender and surrender!

You and I

Were born to surrender to God’s Will.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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1 November 1999, 10:08 a.m. Before using seated calf raise machine up to 1,000 lbs.

2 November 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I must challenge fear

Fearlessly

And conquer it

Unmistakably.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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2 November 1999 9:22 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 150 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

2 November 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

May my Lord Beloved Supreme

Smilingly, lovingly, blessingfully

And compassionately

Occupy every space

In my Heaven-climbing aspiration-heart.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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2 November 1999, 9:34 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.)

2 November 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Alas, it seems that my mind’s

Self-indulgence

Will never be aware of

My God-effulgence-heart.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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2 November 1999, 9:38 a.m. Before doing one hundred one-arm pushes with 400 lbs. (50 right, 50 left)

3 November 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My spiritual life must entirely depend

Upon my unconditional God-obedience.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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3 November 1999, 1:00 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

3 November 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Pride can parade

Only through our division-minds

And never, never, never

Through our oneness-hearts.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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3 November 1999, 1:13 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.)

3 November 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Yours is the Smile

That immediately answers

Every sorrow of my heart.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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3 November 1999, 1:19 a.m. Before lifting 250 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 500 lbs.)

3 November 1999 (IV)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

To make the fastest progress

In my spiritual life,

I must enliven my aspiration-heart

And dedication-life

With tremendous eagerness, enthusiasm

And energy.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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3 November 1999, 1:20 a.m. Before lifting 300 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 600 lbs.)

3 November 1999 (V)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Each prayer is an indispensable step

Towards humanity’s progress-delight.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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3 November 1999, 1:28 a.m. Before doing one hundred one-arm pushes with 400 lbs. (50 right, 50 left)

4 November 1999 (VI)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I serve my Master-Lord, I serve.

Never my heart and I swerve.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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/4 November 1999, 8:57 a.m. Before doing clean and press from the ground up to 40 lbs.

with each arm simultaneously. (104 reps)/

4 November 1999 (VII)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My Lord Supreme I contact

Long, long before I act.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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4 November 1999, 9:19 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.)

4 November 1999 (VIII)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

What I desperately need

Is a God-surrender-heart

And not

A world-computer-mind.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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4 November 1999, 9:25 a.m. Before lifting 250 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 500 lbs.)

4 November 1999 (IX)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Today, to my greatest joy,

I have completely unlocked

My heart-door

To my Master-Lord.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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4 November 1999, 9:27 a.m. Before lifting 300 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 600 lbs.)

4 November 1999 (X)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

God’s full manifestation-dream

Breathes in every blossom.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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4 November 1999, 9:34 a.m. Before doing one hundred one-arm pushes with 400 lbs. (50 right, 50 left)

6 November 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My freedom without peace

Is impossible.

My peace without my surrender

To God’s Will

Is impossible.

My surrender to God’s Will

Without God’s infinite Compassion

Is impossible.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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6 November 1999, 6:34 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

6 November 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

For the transformation of human nature

And for the perfection of human life,

This world needs peaceful hearts

And not powerful heads.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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6 November 1999, 6:46 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.)

6 November 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

God’s Compassion-Eye

And

God’s Forgiveness-Heart

Envelop the entire earth.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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6 November 1999, 6:48 a.m. Before lifting 250 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 500 lbs.)

6 November 1999 (IV)

6 November 1999, 6:51 a.m. Before lifting 300 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 600 lbs.)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

With my heart’s love, devotion

And surrender-flower

I shall today prayerfully

And soulfully encircle

The Lotus-Feet

Of my Lord Beloved Supreme.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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6 November 1999 (V)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

God’s Eye plays with our smiles,

God’s Heart plays with our tears

And

God plays with our satisfaction-hearts,

Satisfaction-minds, satisfaction-vitals

And satisfaction-bodies

Only when they live

In their divine consciousness.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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6 November 1999, 6:58 a.m. Before doing one hundred one-arm pushes with 400 lbs. (50 right, 50 left)

8 November 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My life has to be rooted and grounded

In my sleepless love of God.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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8 November 1999, 7:39 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 150 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

8 November 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I must first have sleepless

And breathless love for You.

Only then can I have

Abiding faith in You.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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8 November 1999, 7:47 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.)

8 November 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Out of Your infinite Bounty,

Every day You allow me

To have a lovely and lively

Conversation with You

At least for an hour.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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8 November 1999, 7:52 a.m. Before lifting 250 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 500 lbs.)

8 November 1999 (IV)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

May my heart’s new hopes

And my soul’s new promises

Replace my mind’s old doubts

And old fears.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

8 November 1999, 7:56 a.m. Before lifting 300 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 600 lbs.)

8 November 1999 (V)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

At every moment each seeker has to be

Extremely alert.

At any moment his spiritual life

Can descend into steep decline.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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8 November 1999, Before doing one hundred and five one-arm pushes with 400 lbs. (53 right, 52 left)

8 November 1999 (VI)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

In my spiritual life,

I shall have to be

A dauntless runner

With determined and measured strides

To arrive at my Destination.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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8 November 1999, 8:37 a.m. Before using seated calf raise machine up to 1,000 lbs.

14 November 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

God does not want me to be

A God-preacher.

He wants me to be

A God-dreamer.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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14 November 1999, 8:36 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

14 November 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

God does not want me to be

A God-scholar.

He wants me to be

A God-lover.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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14 November 1999, 8:45 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.)

14 November 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

God does not want me to be

A God-author.

He wants me to be

A God-learner.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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14 November 1999, 8:52 a.m. Before lifting 250 lbs. with each arm simultaneously (Total: 500 lbs.)

14 November 1999 (IV)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

God does not want me to be

A God-drummer. He wants me to be

A God-flutist.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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14 November 1999, 8:55 a.m. Before lifting 300 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 600 lbs.)

14 November 1999 (V)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

God does not want me to be

A world-renouncer.

He wants me to be

A God-server.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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/14 November 1999, 9:03 a.m. Before doing sixty-four one-arm pushes with 400 lbs. (32 right, 32 left)

14 November 1999 (VI)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

God does not want me to be

A world-mind-computer.

He wants me to be

A world-heart-commuter.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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14 November 1999, 9:27 a.m. Before using seated calf raise machine up to 800 lbs.

15 November 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

O ignorance-night-sleep,

Not a temporary

But a permanent break

I am taking from you.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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15 November 1999, 7:57 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

15 November 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My heart’s unconditional surrender

To God’s Will

Is the full blossom of my life.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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15 November 1999, 8:06 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.)

15 November 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

You are telling me

That I have chatted enough

With You.

Now I must start chanting

Your Name.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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15 November 1999, 8:11 a.m. Before lifting 250 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 500 lbs.)

15 November 1999 (IV)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Long before I sought,

My Beloved’s Lotus-Feet

Had caught my heart.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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15 November 1999, 8:14 a.m. Before lifting 300 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 600 lbs.)

15 November 1999 (V)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

You are asking my mind’s readiness,

My life’s willingness

And my heart’s eagerness

To hurry up,

And You are also asking

My doubting and suspecting mind

To slow down and stop forever.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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15 November 1999, 8:21 a.m. Before doing fifty one-arm pushes with 400 lbs. (25 right, 25 left)

26 November 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

The life-expectancy

Of a God-lover

Is unlimited.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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26 November 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My Beloved Lord Supreme,

You are spoiling me

With Your Indulgence-Abundance.

“My child,

I cannot help it.”

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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26 November 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My eagerness-heart

Shall never retire

From God-service.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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26 November 1999 (IV)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Is there anybody on earth

Who does not suffer from

Insecurity-cancer?

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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26 November 1999 (V)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My soul is begging my wild mind

To give God

At least a temporary pass.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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29 November 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My 700 pounds, I salute you,

I love you and I need you

To manifest the Will

Of my Lord Beloved Supreme.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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29 November 1999, 4:17 a.m. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously three times. (Total: 700 lbs.) New record.

30 November 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My sleepless faithfulness

And

My breathless devotedness

Have brought Your blessingful Presence

To me

Faster than the fastest.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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30 November 1999, 8:52 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

30 November 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Do give me the capacity

Not only to love and serve

But also to become inseparably one with

The troubled world.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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30 November 1999, 9:01 a.m. Before lifting 250 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 500 lbs.)

30 November 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

You are Your Compassion-Eye,

You are Your Forgiveness-Heart.

I am my surrender-life,

I am my gratitude-breath.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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30 November 1999, 9:05 a.m. Before lifting 300 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 600 lbs.)

30 November 1999 (IV)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

The only wisdom-light I need

Is this:

My sleepless love

For Your Compassion-flooded Feet.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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30 November 1999, 9:11 a.m. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 700 lbs.)

30 November 1999 (V)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Mine is a life

That is sleeplessly eager

For God’s full Examination.

Mine is a heart

That is breathlessly eager

For God’s full Satisfaction.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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30 November 1999, 9:21 a.m. Before doing forty-six one-arm pushes with 500 lbs.

5 December 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My devotion-heart

And my surrender-life

Lovingly, happily and proudly

Live together.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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5 December 1999, 9:11 a.m. Sao Paulo, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

5 December 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I practise and treasure patience,

For patience

Is an invaluable gift of God

To humanity.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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5 December 1999, 9:24 a.m. Sao Paulo, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously eight times. (Total: 700 lbs.)

5 December 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

At every moment

We must declare war

On uncomely and undivine thoughts,

For they are extremely, extremely

Destructive.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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/5 December 1999, 9:38 a.m. Sao Paulo, Brazil. Before doing fifty one-arm pushes with 500 lbs.

(25 right, 25 left)/

6 December 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

The mind-walker hesitantly walks

Towards the Destination,

But, alas, the Destination remains

A far cry.

The heart-runner runs fast, very fast,

Towards the Destination

And reaches the Destination

To please God in His own Way.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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6 December 1999, 8:57 a.m. Sao Paulo, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 150 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

6 December 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

At the end of every day

May my life become

A God-fulfilled promise.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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/6 December 1999, 9:08 a.m. Sao Paulo, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously four times. (Total: 700 lbs.)

6 December 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

May my mind be freed

From constant

Thought-interruption-torture.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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6 December 1999, 9:20 a.m. Sao Paulo, Brazil. Before doing sixty-four one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (29 right, 35 left)

8 December 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

How beautiful, how peaceful

And how blissful

Is the silence of my heart’s

Meditation-room.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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8 December 1999, 8:14 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

8 December 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Our mind’s frustration-sighs

Are

Our life’s God-denials.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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8 December 1999, 8:32 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously five times. (Total: 700 lbs.)

8 December 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I must think of God’s

Frustration-Heart first.

Then I should look at God’s

Compassion-Eye.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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8 December 1999, 8:44 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before doing one-arm pushes with 500 lbs.

9 December 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

May every heart be cradled

By boundless faith.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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9 December 1999, 6:37 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 150 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

9 December 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I talk sleeplessly.

You talk so little.

Why? Why? Why?

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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9 December 1999, 6:44 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously twice. (Total: 700 lbs.)

9 December 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I am telling the truth

That my heart is as beautiful

As Your Eye.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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/9 December 1999, 6:51 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before doing one-arm pushes with 500 lbs.

13 December 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

The problem of problems

For my poor Lord Beloved Supreme

Is my mind’s unwillingness.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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13 December 1999, 8:13 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine.

13 December 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

You are telling me

That we all must develop

Inner muscles of iron.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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/13 December 1999, 8:20 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously five times. (Total: 700 lbs.)

13 December 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I shall not allow You

To overstrain

Your Compassion-Eye for me.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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13 December 1999, 8:27 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before doing seventy one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (29 right, 41 left)

13 December 1999 (IV)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My Lord Beloved Supreme,

I shall no more

Permit Your Heart

To bleed

For my abominable misdeeds.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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13 December 1999, 8:30 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil.

14 December 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Invariably

Every heart-plus needs

A mind-minus first.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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14 December 1999, 6:29 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine.

14 December 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I desperately need help

From You.

I really want to escape

From my mind-prison.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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14 December 1999, 6:45 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously four times. (Total: 700 lbs.)

14 December 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Do You really love me?

Do You really care for me?

If so, do scold me most powerfully

Every day.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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14 December 1999, 6:53 a.m. Nova Friburgo, Brazil. Before doing fifty one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (25 right, 25 left)

15 December 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

A God-disobedience-life

Is

A happiness-heart-killer.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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15 December 1999, 7:30 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

15 December 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

For years and years and years

I shall have to climb

To reach my transcendental heights.

Please do not allow me to miss

Even a second.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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15 December 1999, 7:42 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously four times. (Total: 700 lbs.)

15 December 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

You are telling

All the God-seekers and God-lovers

That, for them, there is no such thing

As a passing infatuation

With worldliness.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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15 December 1999, 7:52 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before doing sixty-three one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (29 right, 34 left)

16 December 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I must love God the Creator

And serve God the creation

Simultaneously

If I want to please God completely

In His own Way.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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16 December 1999, 7:47 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 150 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

16 December 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My soul-enlightenment-Maker

Is

My heart-attachment-breaker.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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16 December 1999, 8:01 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 700 lbs.)

16 December 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

You are telling me

That in our spiritual life

All our heart-ultramarathons

Are sponsored by God Himself.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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16 December 1999, 8:06 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before doing sixty-eight one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (30 right, 38 left)

17 December 1999

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Each day is a golden opportunity

For the blossoming of my self-offering

To God’s Will.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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17 December 1999, 7:17 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

17 December 1999 (II)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My aspiring heart radiates

Abundant peace and bliss

Only when my mind

Is completely desireless.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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17 December 1999, 7:22 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before using bench press machine up to 100 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

17 December 1999 (III)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

May each day the tears and smiles

Of my heart

Develop a deeper, stronger and greater

God-hunger.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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/17 December 1999, 7:37 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously four times. (Total: 700 lbs.)

17 December 1999 (IV)

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Every day

My mind concentrates to succeed,

My heart meditates to proceed

And

My soul contemplates to feed.

Whom? God.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
17 December 1999, 7:43 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before doing sixty-one one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (28 right, 33 left)

20 December 1999

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My God-surrender-life

Accepts

No desire-invitations.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

20 December 1999, 6:10 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

20 December 1999 (II)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

When I do not do well spiritually,

Your Compassion-Eye cries and cries

And

Your Tolerance-Heart sighs and sighs.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
20 December 1999, 6:21 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously five times. (Total: 700 lbs.)

20 December 1999 (III)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My aspiration-heart-sky

Is the place

Of my rainbow-sunrise.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

20 December 1999, 6:30 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before doing fifty-two one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (26 right, 26 left)

21 December 1999

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My heart is cheerfully, faithfully,

Devotedly and self-givingly

Following

Your moonlit Ecstasy-Steps.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
/21 December 1999, 6:41 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

21 December 1999 (II)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

In all our God-fulfilment-promise-races,

We must take proper and perfect starts.

If not,

We shall be disqualified.

What is a proper and perfect start?

Our heart’s intensity-cry for God.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

21 December 1999, 7:44 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 700 lbs.)

21 December 1999 (III)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

May my heart, mind, vital,

Body and life

Never wane in enthusiasm,

Even for a fleeting second.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
21 December 1999, 7:52 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before doing fifty-five one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (27 right, 28 left)

22 December 1999

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

You are telling me

That God-realisation

Is not monkey-banana-eating.

God-realisation

Is a self-giving God-lover’s

Seventy million times

Himaloy-climbing.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

22 December 1999, 7:11 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine.

22 December 1999 (II)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

A true God-lover does not have to prove

To the world

That he is a God-lover.

God’s boundless Pride-Heart

Is his witness.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

22 December 1999, 7:23 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously twice. (Total: 700 lbs.)

23 December 1999

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My mind says to me:

“Accept a disciple —

Face untold responsibilities.”

My heart says to me:

“Accept a disciple —

Embrace a new impossibility.”

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
23 December 1999, 4:55 a.m. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before using bench press machine.

23 December 1999 (II)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My mind says to me:

“Accept a disciple —

A new frustration-attack.”

My heart says to me:

“Accept a disciple —

Feast on a new God-Dream.”

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

23 December 1999, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 150 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

23 December 1999 (III)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My mind says to me:

“Accept a disciple —

Your life is chained

To a huge bondage-rock.”

My heart says to me:

“Accept a disciple —

Your life has added

A new God-blossom-tree.”

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

23 December 1999, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before lifting 350 lbs. with each arm simultaneously twice. (Total: 700 lbs.)

23 December 1999 (IV)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My mind says to me:

“Accept a disciple —

Two colossal failures appear

From nowhere.”

My heart says to me:

“Accept a disciple —

Your life will receive

A choice satisfaction-award

From God Himself.”

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

23 December 1999, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Before doing 59 one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (27 right, 32 left)

25 December 1999

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Two giant question marks

Stand before me:

Do I love God only?

Will I be able to realise God

In this incarnation?

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

25 December 1999, 6:30 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

25 December 1999 (II)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Your Compassion-Eye fondly

And sleeplessly cradles

My unconditional surrender-life.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

25 December 1999, 6:47 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before lifting 400 lbs. with each arm simultaneously three times. (Total: 800 lbs.) New record.

25 December 1999 (III)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Only a fully awakened heart

And

A fully surrendered life

Can make the God-climbing progress.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
25 December 1999, Curitiba, Brazil. Before doing fifty-nine one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (28 right, 31 left)

25 December 1999 (IV)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My highest Heaven

Is where

My God-devotion cries.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

25 December 1999, 7:11 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before using bench press machine up to 100 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

27 December 1999

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My Lord Beloved Supreme,

You have taken me into

Your Confidence-Seraglio.

I must prove myself to be worthy.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

27 December 1999, 7:09 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 140 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

27 December 1999 (II)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My life has many goals,

But my life’s penultimate goal

Is Your transcendental Vision-Eye,

And my life’s ultimate goal

Is Your ever-blossoming

And ever-transcending Smile.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
27 December 1999, 7:23 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before lifting 400 lbs. with each arm simultaneously twice. (Total: 800 lbs.)

27 December 1999 (III)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I am not yet ready

Even to look at Your Feet,

But

You are already so eager

To embrace my heart.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

27 December 1999, 7:37 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before doing fifty-nine one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (29 right, 30 left)

27 December 1999 (IV)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Seated on my heart-tree’s

Highest, longest and largest branch,

You are singing and smiling,

You are smiling and singing.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
27 December 1999, 7:50 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before using bench press machine up to 120 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

28 December 1999

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Your Concern-Eye drives me

From behind,

And Your Bliss-Heart beckons me

From afar.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
28 December 1999, 7:44 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 150 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

28 December 1999 (II)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My possession-hunger

Is a big minus-life.

My renunciation-meal

Is an infinitely bigger

Plus-life.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

28 December 1999, 7:56 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before lifting 400 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 800 lbs.)

28 December 1999 (III)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My mind’s cheerfulness-blessing

Is an invaluable gift for You.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
28 December 1999, 8:06 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before doing fifty-six one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (27 right, 29 left)

28 December 1999 (IV)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

My restive mind and my aggressive vital

Ceaselessly beat war drums.

My blissful soul and my peaceful heart

Sleeplessly hear God’s Songs

Sung by God Himself.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

28 December 1999, 8:20 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before using bench press machine up to 120 lbs. with each arm simultaneously.

31 December 1999

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

I know, I know, I know,

There is no proper cure

For Your absence in my heart.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙

31 December 1999, 6:01 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before using seated double-arm machine.

31 December 1999 (II)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Every morning may I find myself

Fully awake

With a new God-manifestation-promise

On earth.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
31 December 1999, 6:13 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before lifting 400 lbs. with each arm simultaneously. (Total: 800 lbs.)

31 December 1999 (III)

```

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

In my life,

God walks only upon

My heart’s humility-carpet

And nowhere else.

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

```

☙
31 December 1999, 6:23 a.m. Curitiba, Brazil. Before doing fifty-six one-arm pushes with 500 lbs. (27 right, 29 left)

Editor's preface to the first edition

These morning prayers were offered by Sri Chinmoy during his weightlifting sessions at his home in New York in November and during his visit to various cities in Brazil in December 1999.

From:Sri Chinmoy,My Morning Soul-Body Prayers, part 11, Agni Press, 2000
Sourced from https://srichinmoylibrary.com/mp_11