I should commit suicide⁴⁸

In India I used to do 200 metres in 23.4 seconds. But today it became 36.9. I should commit suicide. One or two years in India I stood second. Then after that, every year I was first.

In 400 metres I was always first. One year there was a tie with someone who was in another heat. If we had been in the same heat, God knows, I would have gone faster.

From:Sri Chinmoy,Run and become, become and run, part 11, Agni Press, 1983
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