RB 342. 2 August 1981↩
RB 343. 2 August 1981↩
In the car I was wearing a running suit, a thick sweater and then a rubber suit on top of that. I even had on my hat and gloves. Peter turned on the heat as high as possible, and after checking the course, we continued driving in the car. All this to lose weight in Peter’s “sauna”! After twenty minutes it was too much. We opened up the window. We drove another two miles and then I walked for two miles.
RB 344. 3 August 1981↩
After the first four hundred metres I was still with the boys. What was I doing there? Mukunda and others were behind me. My time for the first mile was 6:39. Had it been only a one-mile race, for the last three hundred metres I could have gone faster, and my time for the mile would have been better.
Nirjhari caught me when I started walking. She passed me and left a large gap between us. I said, “Go ahead, go ahead!” Then Subala passed me, then Linda. Nayana passed me after a mile and a half. I said, “Go!”
RB 345. 4 August 1981↩
RB 346. 15 August 1981↩
Gangadhar is a man. What was he doing behind Snigdha? When I encouraged him, the distance between him and Snigdha became even wider. The moment I told him to defeat her, Snigdha started going faster.
Later I saw Snighdha in her car quite happy and cheerful. I thought that definitely she had defeated Gangadhar. Then I found out that he had defeated her by one second.
RB 347. 15 August 1981↩
RB 348. 15 August 1981↩
This morning I got inspiration to run at six o’clock. Usually I go running much earlier, but today I went late. I ran one, two, three, four, five and then six miles, until I reached Dan’s Supreme Supermarket. This is my usual turnaround point on that course. Then I became tired and started running and walking. Three hundred metres I would run and then fifty metres I would walk. In that way I covered another three miles. Finally, I was totally exhausted. Totally is not an exaggeration; it is an understatement. I was seeing everything as white or black or brown. My eyes were not functioning at all!
I stood and rested for a while and then I started walking. While I was walking I saw a very old, crippled lady using a cane. I said, “O God, You are still kind to me. At least I don’t belong to her group.”
I was dying of thirst; I was so dehydrated! But I didn’t have a cent with me. What could I do?
Now, begging is not in my line. God gave me stupid pride, which I still have. Three times I was about to beg individuals for a dime to make a phone call. But when I went near them, I said, “What will happen if they don’t give me the dime?” That was my stupidity. I passed two gas stations and each time I was about to ask for water or for a dime, but again I was afraid of what would happen. At one point I saw a young boy. It seemed to me that he had money. I was about to tell him that if he gave me a dime, in fifteen minutes I would give him a ten dollar bill. Again I said, “What will happen if he does not give me the money?”
I was struggling and struggling. Perhaps I have never been so exhausted. I felt as if I had run fifty miles, which I have never done. Still I went on. At one place there was a sign that said “College Point.” I stood there for five minutes and then I started walking. I had covered over two hundred metres when all of a sudden I saw a car stop near me. A gentleman came out of the car and asked me the way to College Point. As you know, I am not very good at giving directions. Most sympathetically I told him that I didn’t know. Then I came back to my senses and realised that I had just seen the sign and had even been standing there. But by that time the car had passed by. That kind of tiredness I had!
When I was only six hundred metres away from my house, I was so exhausted that I said, “Let me wait here for ten minutes. Let me take rest for ten minutes.” Then I finally walked home.
So running can make people very tired if they are useless runners like me. It is always advisable to carry some change or a dollar with you. For me it is always advisable to take someone with me when I run — preferably someone with a car, not a runner. Yesterday I took Peter with me. But when you take someone with you, at that time you are not exhausted. Yesterday I ran seven miles. I was showing off, running quite fast. When you take someone along with you, at that time you do not need help. And then when you don’t take someone, at that time all the world’s help you need.
RB 349. 1 September 1981↩
I tell my disciples to surrender, but I myself don’t know how to surrender, especially to my girl runner-disciples. Each time I am determined to defeat them badly.
RB 350. 13 September 1981↩
RB 351. 13 September 1981↩
The first two years I ran in the New York City Marathon, I had cramps in spite of my practising. This year, I have not been able to practise. How will I be able to run the marathon?
When you run long distance, as opposed to short distance, you sometimes feel that you won’t be able to complete the race. You are afraid that you will get cramps and won’t be able to finish the distance.
RB 352. 13 September 1981↩
RB 353. 15 September 1981↩
But who knows, in the near or distant future I may make satisfactory progress in my outer running, although I just completed half a century. Similarly, my disciples can and will make satisfactory progress in their inner running.
This is my fervent hope, and I do hope that my Beloved Supreme, out of His infinite Bounty, will fulfil my soulful and prayerful wish.
RB 354. 16 September 1981↩
After each hundred metres, I was taking rest for a few seconds. At one particular moment I took rest and walked. The white dog was following me — not chasing me — and barking.
The lady said to me, “So you see, you see!”
I said, “Good morning, good morning!”
The lady said, “Like your other followers, my dog also is following you. He will be a very good follower.”
So I thanked her.
RB 355. 17 September 1981↩
RB 356. 18 September 1981↩
RB 357. 18 September 1981↩
RB 358. 20 September 1981↩
RB 359. 20 September 1981↩
The problem always starts when you drink. Good runners don’t drink. If you drink, you are finished! You lose distance, and then for forty or fifty metres you feel miserable.
RB 360. 20 September 1981↩
In the New Jersey marathon last week it was she who did not want to be behind me. She would increase her speed if I started to come up behind her. This time it was my turn to look around to see if she was coming.
RB 361. 20 September 1981↩
RB 362. 20 September 1981↩
Five minutes before the race, Wally brought me a cup of coffee and I got strength from it in the beginning of the race. But later on it stopped working.
One man ran next to me. He was Mohan’s brother-in-law. He gave me drinks along the way. Then he went ahead of me at the last moment. At the end, after finishing, he congratulated me.
RB 363. 20 September 1981↩
At one point Nathan Whiting — the one with the long hair — said to me, “You do so many things.”
I said, “I can’t run.”
He said, “So what? So many other things you are doing.”
When I stopped to take rest, he said, “Everybody needs rest.” He is very kind-hearted.
Dave Peabody, the tall man, is also very nice. He shook my hand.
Norman Allen ran with Beverly Nolan the whole way. He was calling himself “Beverly’s friend.” He wouldn’t say his real name to the counters. He is a real joker. He was asking the counters to count Beverly’s mileage and his mileage together so they would come in first. Thomas is also a joker. At one point, he was also calling him “Beverly’s friend,” instead of using his real name.At one point I was behind Yasu. Poor fellow, he was holding his left leg, the hamstring. He was getting cramps. I prayed to God to give the cramp to me immediately, but God didn’t listen to my prayer. My prayer was sincere. I said, “Let me suffer and let him go.” He was only one metre ahead of me. I felt miserable, but God didn’t listen to my prayer. So I went on.
RB 365. 27 September 1981↩
RB 366. 27 September 1981↩
At one point both Peter and Tulasi were asking people at the water stations if they had water, but they had run out.
Kurt Steiner likes me so much because we help the New York Road Runners Club in so many ways. Two or three times during the race he mentioned my name over the loudspeaker. When I finished, he mentioned my time. Niriha was standing with him on the platform taking video. She says that she helped him practise saying my name.
RB 367. 4 October 1981↩
At the bottom of the hill I saw a boy about thirteen or fourteen years old waiting for the Q-44 bus. The boy looked right at me and said out loud, “I don’t know why everybody makes such a fuss about him. I don’t see anything in him.”
There was absolutely nobody else there only he and I. So I looked at him and said, “I don’t see anything in you either.”
Then he was really embarrassed and he turned away. I smiled at him and started running back up the hill.
The boy was very brave to say what he did, and I was also brave. He didn’t walk away; he just turned around and looked at the fence, still waiting for the bus. By the time I went down the hill a second time, the bus had arrived and he had gotten on it. So I didn’t have to encounter him again.
RB 368. 8 October 1981↩
I would be only one or two blocks away from Union Turnpike, and I would start asking people where Union Turnpike was. Sometimes I would have to go back on Northern Boulevard to Springfield because I couldn’t find Union Turnpike.
Once I was actually standing on Union Turnpike and I asked someone where Union Turnpike was. My mind was so exhausted from my long run that day!
RB 369. 8 October 1981↩
An elderly couple saw us running. The lady, who was quite fat, looked at me and said, “Keep going, keep going!” because I was panting so hard. I should have invited her to join us. I was dying and she had to say, “Keep going, keep going!”
RB 370. 8 October 1981↩
Usually I weigh more after I finish running than I did before I started. This time I decided to catch the culprit! Before I went out, I weighed my ERG bottle when it was full. It weighed one pound and three ounces. Then I subtracted the weight of the bottle — an ounce and a quarter. From now on after I run I will know how much I have gained from drinking.
RB 371. 8 October 1981↩
RB 372. 8 October 1981↩
His friend told him who I was. Then the first man said, “Why is he running?”
The friend said, “Why not? What’s wrong with it?”
RB 373. 10 October 1981↩
When Thomas asked for one minute of silence, the man said, “What nonsense!”
This same man finished far behind me in the race.
RB 374. 10 October 1981↩
RB 375. 10 October 1981↩
Barada was so nice to so many people. She started the race five minutes late, so she did not defeat me or any of the others who were ahead of me.
RB 376. 10 October 1981↩
RB 377. 10 October 1981↩
When I said, “Fifty,” he said, “Oh, you are great!” Then he went ahead of me.
At the awards ceremony I gave him the second prize in the over-fifty category. He was so happy to have defeated me! Perhaps I was third in that category.
RB 378. 10 October 1981↩
RB 379. 10 October 1981↩
The only problem was that at times the course was dangerous because of the cars. Even near the finish line two cars were driving in front of me and not allowing me to go by them. At another place there was a parked car and the runners couldn’t make a turn properly. Of course, this is because of the speed we were maintaining. The race officials were very careful that the front runners were unobstructed.
Also, there were many hills on the course — practically mountains. At one point, I walked about fifty metres up a very steep hill. I didn’t dare run up it. Everybody else was also walking.
RB 380. 10 October 1981↩
RB 381. 10 October 1981↩
One child about ten years old was competing with me mile after mile. He was not running; he was dancing and jumping. I didn’t see his feet touching the ground!
Then he saw a little girl who was younger than he was go ahead of us and his ego came forward. He could not bear it. He ran very fast to go ahead of me and catch her. Then he saw that she had stopped; she had surrendered. After five miles the little boy himself surrendered and I didn’t see him anymore.
RB 382. 10 October 1981↩
One old man finished the race and then he went back to run with his wife. His wife was only five metres ahead of me when he came to join her at about the five-and-a-half-mile point. I finished a little ahead of her. When she finished, she was breathing so hard that she was practicably screaming. She sounded as if she were dying.
RB 383. 10 October 1981↩
RB 384. 10 October 1981↩
RB 385. 10 October 1981↩
RB 386. 10 October 1981↩
I said, “Only last week when I was in Woodstock a lady gave me less than what I had paid for.”
The shopkeeper laughed and laughed. Then she gave me seventy-six cents change. I gave it back to her and said, “This is for you.”
She said, “This is awfully kind of you. I have been working here for five years, and I have never gotten any tips. You are such a nice man.”
RB 387. 10 October 1981↩
RB 388. 10 October 1981↩
RB 389. 11 October 1981↩
RB 390. 15 October 1981↩
Sri Chinmoy regards running as a perfect spiritual metaphor. “Try to be a runner and go beyond all that is bothering you and standing in your way,” he tells his students. “Be a real runner so that ignorance, limitations and imperfections will all drop far behind you in the race.” In this spirit he has inspired countless individuals to “run” — both literally and figuratively.
“Who is the winner?” he writes in one of his aphorisms. “Not he who wins the race, but he who loves to run sleeplessly and breathlessly with God the Supreme Runner.” As a fully God-realised spiritual Master, Sri Chinmoy has consecrated his life to this divinely soulful and supremely fruitful task. At the same time, on an entirely different level, he has made some significant contributions to the sport of running. He was the inspiration behind several long-distance relays, including a recent 300-mile run in Connecticut and the 9,000-mile Liberty-Torch run through all the states held during the 1976 Bicentennial. He has composed several running songs, which his students have performed at a number of races. His students have sponsored Sri Chinmoy Runs throughout the U.S., Canada, Europe and Australia as an offering to the running community. Moreover, Sri Chinmoy has encouraged his followers around the world to take up running as a means of overcoming lethargy and increasing their spiritual aspiration on the physical plane. Two hundred of his disciples, for example — most of whom were novice runners — completed last years’s New York City Marathon.
In the year he has been running, Sri Chinmoy himself has completed seven marathons. He averages about seventy to ninety miles a week, with most of his running done late at night or in the early hours of the morning. During his runs he has been chased by dogs, accosted by hooligans, greeted by admirers and cheered on by children. Sometimes he has had significant inner experiences; other times he has suffered deplorable outer experiences. As a spiritual Master of the highest order, Sri Chinmoy views these experiences — both the divine ones and the undivine ones — with a unique perspective. The running world is nothing but the human world in microcosm, and Sri Chinmoy’s reminiscences stand as a remarkable commentary on the whimsical, poignant, funny, outrageous and, above all, supremely significant experience we call life.From:Sri Chinmoy,Run and become, become and run, part 7, Agni Press, 1982
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