48.
```Madhyam-da, Chitta-da,
Did not prepare us.He abruptly departed — eleven brief hours!
Therefore, I was overwhelmed with grief.Furious I became with his fate,
Even with his fate-Maker —An understatement.
You prepared us for three years —A long period.
Therefore, although your physical absenceIs unbearable,
It is understandable.```
From:Sri Chinmoy,Rani-di, I do know where you live, Agni Press, 1999
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