118. I am not interested

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I hope, Lord, You understand

Why I do not go to You

As often as I should.

I am not interested at all

In my self-transcendence-hue.

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From:Sri Chinmoy,A Soulful Cry Versus a Fruitful Smile, Agni Press, 1977
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