52.30

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My dear God, my dearer God, my dearest God,

My sweet Lord, my sweeter Lord,

My sweetest Lord,

At my journey's start You blessed me

Most compassionately and most affectionately

With quite a few divine qualities.

My life's God, my heart's Lord,

In the future if once more I displease You,

Then You may take away

All the divine qualities

Save and except one:

Please, please, please keep with me

My obedience-heart

To breathe prayerfully, happily

And gloriously

In my mind, in my vital and in my body.

My life's God, my heart's Lord,

This morning my soul, that represents You

Divinely, supremely and eternally,

In soundless sound has told me

That if I continue displeasing You,

Either consciously or even unconsciously,

Then mine will be the life

Of utter failure-tears

At the end of my journey's close.

My life's God, my heart's Lord,

May my outer life of dedication

Become Your absolute Commander-Will-obedience-perfection.

May my inner heart of aspiration

Become Your absolute Commander-Will-

Obedience-satisfaction.

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SFL 52. 12 January 1997, Kumamoto, Japan

From:Sri Chinmoy,My sweet Father-Lord, where are You?, Agni Press, 1999
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