From Heaven
He came into the worldWith an unconscious headache.
From earth
He will return to HeavenWith a conscious fever.
```My devotion is sweet
When I touch your beauty's feet.My devotion is sweeter
When I feel your beauty's eyes.My devotion is sweetest
When I clasp your beauty's heart. ```I do not know what God's Grace looks like.
I do not know what God's Face looks like.But I do know that my God's Grace
Is all for me,That my God's Face
Is all within me. ```God told me that it was my insincerity
That spoke when I said thatI had not seen the Face of God
And had not felt the Love of God.God told me that it was my sincerity
That spoke when I said thatGod-realisation I have,
God-revelation I am working on,God-manifestation I badly need.
```Concentrate
To lengthen your consciousness-realm.Meditate
To heighten your consciousness-sky.Contemplate
To deepen your consciousness-sea. ```"Light,
Where are you?What are you?
Who are you?"Where am I?
I am in your revelation-smile.What am I?
I am your earth-teacher and Heaven-friend.Who am I?
I am your Eternity's soulAnd
I am your Infinity's goal. ```God's Beauty tells me that my outer world
Is pure.God's Lustre tells me that my inner world
Is sweet.My outer world's beauty tells God
That it is all for Him.My inner world's lustre tells God
That it is all of Him. ```Physical power I used
To see how indispensable I was.Vital power I used
To see how great I was.Mental power I used
To see how vast I was.Psychic power I used
To see how kind I was.My own power I used
To see how unconditional I was.God-Power I used
To cry with earth's heartAnd
Smile with Heaven's soul. ```In the outer world
Love is duty's might.In the inner world
Love is duty's height.In God's world
Love is God's unhorizoned Vision,God's growing and glowing Reality.
```God gave him inner poise
But now he has replaced itBy outer voice.
In the future,God will replace his outer voice
By His yet unknown Choice. ```When you are in the body-life
You conceal and conceal.When you are in the soul-life
You reveal and reveal,You fulfil and transcend
And transcend and fulfil. ```Inner surety
God's fulfilling Promise in me,God's glowing Reality in me,
My own inner Immortality for God. ```"My Lord, have I made any progress in my
Inner life and my outer life?"Yes, My child, you have made progress
in bothYour inner life and your outer life.
I see the progress of your inner lifeIn the increasing depth
Of your silence-life.I see the progress of your outer life
In the expanding smileOf your sound-revelation.
```Swift is your progress
When you discover your soul's colour.Swifter is your progress
When you discover your soul's missionon earth.
Swiftest is your progressWhen you discover that your soul
Is your earth-child and Heaven-Father. ```My mind was satisfied
When it saw the satisfaction-seed.My heart was satisfied
When it became the satisfaction-tree.My soul was satisfied
When it ate the satisfaction-fruit.I was satisfied
When I became the surrender-flowerFor God-satisfaction.
```What is life?
Body's life is possession-smile.Vital's life is destruction-frown.
Mind's life is suspicion-might.Heart's life is dedication-light.
```I had my God-illumination
In yesterday's ignorance-night.I have my psychic illumination
In today's ignorance-pride.I shall have my mental illumination
In tomorrow's ignorance-failure. ```Trials and tribulations are for those
Who have forgottenthe might of surrender divine.
Success and progress are for thoseWho claim and treasure God's Love-experience on earth
And God's Light-experience in HeavenAs their own, very own.
```Cry if you want to see your inner growth.
Smile if you want to see your outer growth.Dance before your failure-night
And your success day;You will see the growth
Of the Absolute Supreme. ```Involution is God-Perfection
In inconscience-night.Evolution is God-Perfection
In man's Heaven-bound flight. ```Insecurity is not
My helplessness-beauty.Insecurity is
My stupidity-sterility.Insecurity is
My God's undying sigh. ```Each birthday
Of an unaspiring manIs the destruction-dance of death.
Each birthday
Of an aspiring manIs the ever-increasing Satisfaction-Smile of God
In His Vision's self-transcendence height. ```Sanctity, sanctity,
You are my darkening body's necessity.Sanctity, sanctity,
You are my blossoming soul's divinity.You are my perfecting God's Reality.
```Death, if I don't speak to God
Will you come to me?"No!"
Death, if I don't love God
Will you come to me?"No!"
Death, if I feel a sincere need for you
Will you come to me?"No!"
Then when will you come to me?
"I shall come to youOnly when God asks me to feed you,
Embrace you and immortalise you." ```Him I worship
Because he told meThat I need God-Love.
Him I worshipBecause he told me
That God does need meSleeplessly,
CompassionatelyAnd
Unconditionally. ```I am afraid of earth-beauty.
It is nothing but ugliness.I am afraid of Heaven-beauty
It seems it is all-devouring power.I am afraid of God-Beauty.
It tells me that it will eclipseMy long-treasured individuality.
```Do you want to bind your consciousness?
Easy, just feed your jealousy-sister.Do you want to blind your consciousness?
Easy, just feed your impurity-brother.Do you want to liberate
your consciousness?Easy, just feed your Compassion-mother.
Do you want to immortaliseyour consciousness?
Easy, just feed your Salvation-father. ```Compassion, compassion.
My earth-compassionFeeds my sacrifice-flames.
Compassion, compassion.
My Heaven-compassionFeeds my satisfaction-sun.
Compassion, compassion.
My God-CompassionFeeds my perfection-goal.
```I love you
Not because you are exceptionally great.I love you
Not because you are exceptionally good.I love you
Because you constantly singThe silence-song of self-transcendence.
```Lord, You gave me only one heart.
I use it constantlyOnly for You.
How then can You ask meTo use it for Your creation as well?
Lord, either give me one more heart,One totally separate heart
To love Your creation with,Or
Allow me to dowhat I have always been doing
Cheerfully and devotedly,Although You are so nasty to me at times.
```"I really do not know
Why I love you still.I really do not know
Why I need you still."My child, I do not know either.
A big perhaps:In the inner world
We love each other unreservedly.A bigger perhaps:
In the outer worldWe need each other constantly.
```At last I have realised
That I am telling a deliberate lieWhen I say that I really and truly love God.
If I really and truly loved God,I could not have blamed
His vast body, creation,Constantly and bluntly.
```"Lord, is it because You are great
That I am so fond of You?Lord, is it because You are good
That I am so fond of You?"No, your reasons are incorrect.
You are fond of Me for another reason.You are fond of Me
Because in Me you see IYour own fulfilled capacity.
```"Lord, You always ask me
To keep my eyes open.How is it that You never
Keep Your Eyes open?Just open Your Eyes and see
How I am suffering.I really want to die.
Your world does not want me,Your world does not need me.
It only knows how to torture meMercilessly and constantly."
My child, world-despair has possessed you,But I always claim you
As my Eternity's own. ```My body tells You, Lord
Not to scold me.My body feels that I need
A little more rest.I tell You, Lord,
That if I am allowedTo get up at my own time
I shall love You,I shall serve You,
I shall even glorify You. ```My mind tells You, Lord,
To scold me in privateIf You really have to.
I need not tell You, Lord,That scolding is not a healthy experience
For the one who scoldsNor for the one who is being scolded.
```My vital tells You, Lord,
Not to scold me.I know I always do something wrong,
But when You scold meIt does me no good.
After all, who has changed his lifeBy being scolded?
No one!Therefore, love me, Lord,
Love me even more,Especially when You are tempted
to scold me. ```My heart tells You, Lord,
To scold me when I do anything wrong.What both of us want from my life
Is perfection-delight;Therefore, Lord, scold me.
I deserve it; I need it.My sense of perfection
Badly needs it. ```His envy-life never dies!
There was a timeWhen he envied the world-champion athletes.
There was a timeWhen he envied the world-philosophers
and saints.And now whom does he envy?
He envies his soul in its purest beauty.He envies his God in His absolute Perfection.
```Each flower reminds me
Of what I can eventually become.Each fruit reminds me
Of what I eternally am. ```Yesterday I desired
To be earth's friend.I knew I deserved it.
Today I am desiring
To be Heaven's friend.I think I deserve it.
Tomorrow I shall prove
To be my own friend,My real friend.
I hope I deserve it. ```Despair, I do not need you.
You are too weak.Sadness, I do not need you.
You are long-dead. ```Achieve and become:
Indeed, this is the earth-necessity.Become and achieve:
Indeed, this is the Heaven-reality. ```Earth, you have sinned
By hiding my God-realisation.Heaven, you have sinned
By ignoring my God-realisation.God, you have sinned
By not allowing meTo equal You.
```Two pure eyes:
One eye silently tells meI am of God's Eternity.
Another eye loudly tells meI am for God's Infinity.
```A sunless day offers me
Heaven's helpless tears.A lifeless night offers me
Earth's hopeless hopes. ```He enjoyed God-love
To ascend and transcend.He enjoys God-love
To build and shelter.He shall enjoy God-love
To serve humanity'sHeart-pangs
And Divinity'sSoul-smile.
```When I judged God,
God smiled at me.When I judged Heaven,
Heaven warned me.When I judged earth,
Earth devoured me. ```Earth-silence I need
To see the inner man in me.Heaven-silence I need
To love the inner man in me.God-silence I need
To become the inner man in me. ```Earth, for God's sake, ascend.
Heaven, for God's sake, descend.God, for my sake, condescend
To give earth the needed capacityAnd Heaven the needed responsibility.
```From:Sri Chinmoy,The Silence-Song, Agni Press, 1975
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