My constant love of God
IsMy sacred secret.
```There is no such thing
As earthly dutyAnd Heavenly duty.
There is only one duty:My God-Feet-worship-reality.
```God’s unseen Divinity-Magnet
Draws the aspiration-heartWith tremendous Concern.
```A God-longing fever
At every momentI must cherish.
```May my body’s shrine
Be my heart. ```May my heart’s shrine
Be my soul. ```The inner hunger
Is much more intenseThan the outer hunger.
```When I am separated from my Lord,
My life-boat pliesBetween emptiness and barrenness.
```When I start counting my mistakes,
God becomes extremely furious.He says to me:
“My child,Have you nothing else to do?”
```My Master’s life
I adore. ```My Master’s feet
I worship. ```God tells me
That I shall never lose sightOf Him
If my heart every dayProduces tears.
```Any promise that God has made
In and through us,He will definitely fulfil.
```Every time,
My Lord comes to meAs the Ocean of Hope.
```When my Lord gives me
Something to do,My name is changed
To happiness. ```My Lord,
If it is true that I do not love You only,Then do give me the capacity
At this very momentTo love You only!
```My sadness-separation
From my Lord Supreme’s FeetIs a most painful experience.
```In my outer life,
God is not strict with meAt all.
```In my inner life,
God is the embodimentOf strictness.
```God does not give anybody
The chance to becomeHis half-time attendant.
```Attachment
Was my yesterday’s friendBut my today’s dire foe.
```Defend yourself dauntlessly.
Do not allow any adversary-forceTo enter into you.
```God
And God’s Forgiveness-HeartAre to be found
All-where. ```If you cannot
Take time seriously,Then God will not
Take you seriously. ```If I do not receive
A morning Smile from my Lord,Then I fail that day,
At every turn. ```My Lord,
Do rescue meFrom my self-styled
Pious feeling. ```The moment God sees
That I am afraid of Him,He immediately withdraws
From me. ```I came into the world
For my Lord’s Love-DistributionAnd not for earthly prosperity-accumulation.
```The divine Love
Does not speak —It only acts.
```God values my love
More than my worship. ```My Lord,
If I cannot love You,Then what is the use of living?
“My child, I want you to live!Do not worry —
Love for MeWill one day blossom
In your heart.” ```I wish to be
A tiny seedIn the Heart-Soil
Of my Lord Supreme. ```Life means self-giving,
From the womb to the tomb. ```No more my heart
Will cherishGod-forgetfulness.
```I have not come into the world
To become a world-shaker,But to become a world-lover
And a world-server. ```As long as the desire-world
Is our friend,We shall not be able to fulfil the promise
Of our inner life. ```A heart of joy is as necessary
As a life of surrenderTo God’s Will.
```We can make
Our Godward journey sunlitWith our heart’s aspiration-cries.
```A criticism-mind
Is never appreciatedBy kind-hearted people.
```Some people enjoy
Uncertainty-mind-clouds.Fortunately, I am not one of those.
```The undivine powers
Oppose usAll the time.
```The divine Powers
Try to strengthen usTo fight against
The undivine powers. ```Unless we are completely surrendered
To God’s Will,God will never be completely satisfied
With us. ```The unseen Face of God
Gives meTremendous hope.
```The unseen Heart of God
Gives me not only the courage,But also the strength,
To fulfil my divine promise. ```Heaven descends.
Earth ascends.I appreciate, admire,
Adore and worship themWhen they descend and ascend.
```My friendship with earth
Embodies affectionIn boundless measure.
```My friendship with Heaven
Reveals wisdomIn boundless measure.
```I must silence my mind
At every momentTo feel the blessingful Presence
Of my Lord Beloved Supreme. ```Not only the Unknown
But also the UnknowableHelps us unconditionally
To become choice instrumentsOf the Absolute Supreme.
```God asks me
To pray to HimWith an empty mind.
```God asks me
To meditate on HimWith my wisdom-flooded heart.
```God asks me
To love HimWith the darkest night
Of my mindAnd the brightest light
Of my heart. ```Since the beginning of creation,
Many, many, many seekers were ableTo love and serve God unconditionally.
I am determined to follow in their footsteps. ```The mind springs a surprise on God
When it says to GodThat it will not doubt
The soulful activities of the heartAny more.
```My Lord wants me
To think of the transformationOf my own life,
And He will take care of His own CreationIn His own Way.
```When I think,
“Perhaps God does not knowWhat I am doing now,”
God immediately enjoysHis mightiest Laughter-Roar.
```My Lord,
Do I need a new prayerAnd a new meditation every day?
“My child, not every day,But when your prayers and meditations
Are not giving you tremendous joy,Then pray to Me to bless you
With new prayers and new meditations.” ```O my mind,
Can you not seek GodMore sincerely?
```O my heart,
Can you not love my Lord SupremeWith your purity-flower-devotion?
```O my soul,
I am most eagerly waiting for the dayWhen you will bless my heart,
Bless my mind, bless my vitalAnd bless my body
With enormous joy and stupendous pride. ```My Lord,
Love, devotion and surrenderYou want me to develop fully.
Please tell me,Among the three qualities,
Which quality I need firstTo please You in Your own Way.
“My child,Devotion, devotion, devotion!
Devotion is the golden bridgeBetween your love and your surrender.”
```I enter into my Lord’s Heart-Home
Only to be bound by His ConcernAnd blinded by His Affection.
```My heart often catches
A glimpseOf my soul’s divinity.
```In the spiritual life,
Regularity is not enough.Punctuality is needed
To make the fastest progress. ```Love
Is my outer song. ```Devotion
Is my inner song. ```Surrender
Is my God-song. ```God does not have to ask twice
For a surrendered seekerTo do something for Him.
```Desire-darkness-mind
I was. ```Aspiration-light-heart
I now am. ```I get tremendous joy
When my prayersAre absolutely sincere.
```I must throw away
My anxiety-worry-mind. ```My three real friends —
Love, devotion and surrender —Are so kind to me
All the time. ```My Lord, do bless me
With an ever-transcendingInner cry.
```A simple life
And a sincere heartGive me the joy that I need
To realise God. ```No more shall I surrender
To my doubting mindAnd piercing fear.
```Self-confidence
Is sometimes nothing short ofA wasted comfort-life.
```My Lord,
Please give me the capacityTo be a full-time satisfaction-server
Of Yours. ```As my Lord’s Compassion
Is unconditional,Even so, I am making
My love, devotion and surrenderTo my Lord unconditional.
```There was a time
When I used to wish for God’s Victory,But now, not only am I wishing and willing,
But also I have thrown myselfInto God’s supreme Victory.
```When I pray to God,
I am, indeed, good.When I meditate on God,
I am, indeed, better.When I do both — pray and meditate —
I not only do the very best,But also I am on the way
To perfect perfection. ```My Lord Supreme,
Do give me the capacityTo keep my receptivity-heart
Sleepless and breathless. ```Every morning
My heart nourishesMy God-crying and God-smiling life.
```A life of self-discipline
Is immediateProgress-delight.
```O cheerfulness,
I am on my way to God’s Home.Do come and lead me!
```The mind that does not commit itself
To God’s WillIs bound to be a total failure.
```The heart that commits itself
To God’s WillIs a favourite child of God.
```The soul’s timeless life
Is blessing meWith a tireless God-service.
```No more am I
My mind-turbulence-life.I am now
My heart’s fulness-poise. ```Self-doubt
And its strengthHave surrendered
To my sleepless love of God. ```My soul is today celebrating
My heart’s unconditionalGod-obedience-ecstasy.
```To fear God
Is, indeed,A failure.
```To doubt God
IsA worse failure.
```To speak ill of God
IsThe worst possible failure.
```I must never underestimate
Any divine qualityIn my Lord’s most beautiful Creation.
```Although the mind
Tries to be most powerful,It does not have any conviction
Whenever it does something. ```Self-doubt,
Just leave me alone!I have nothing to do with you,
And I am nothing to do with you.My life, my heart, my breath and I
Are only for our Lord Beloved Supreme. ```If I can love my Lord Supreme
More than I do now,Then He is bound to show me
His Divinity’s highest HeightAnd deepest Depth.
```Life is very short.
We must accomplishAs many things as possible
For our Lord SupremeBefore we leave Mother Earth.
```We must create the golden days
Inside our heart first,Then bring them to the fore.
```Each thought can carry us
Either to HeavenOr to the lowest plane of consciousness.
Therefore we must chooseDivine thoughts
All the time. ```My love of God
Is very insignificant,But my life entirely depends on Him.
Therefore, I am very happy. ```Love, devotion, surrender —
These are not mere wordsIn the spiritual life.
They have to be takenAs seriously as possible.
```We come into the world
Not to break the old laws,But to heed the laws
That will inspire us to runTowards our own highest Divinity.
```My Lord, You tell me
That You are extremely proud of me.I do not know why.
“My child, I am doing My Task —I am telling you the Truth.
Now your task has to beTo remain silent and believe in Me.”
```At long last,
I am able to shun curiosity.Now my real spiritual life has begun.
```The outer beauty
Has a very short breath. ```The inner beauty
Has a very long life. ```The beauty of the soul
Is at once infiniteAnd eternal.
```Outer leadership has no meaning
In my spiritual life.It is spiritual friendship
That I need and everybody needsTo fulfil our divine task.
```The outer power
Thinks that it can doAnything it wants to do
With the world. ```The inner power
Says that I can do only the thingsThat my Lord Supreme asks me to do.
```I do not have to know where I am going
Or how many more years I will needTo be a totally unconditional seeker.
I am just extremely happyTo be in the Boat
Of my Lord Beloved Supreme. ```The outer beauty
Is apt to puzzleAnd dazzle us.
```The inner beauty
Inspires usAnd aspires in and through us.
```Truth does not need conviction,
For Truth itself is convictionIn its own divine right.
```I know there are many planes
Of consciousnessWhere there is no thought.
How I wish I could go and visitThose planes of consciousness!
```Alas, the doubt-dog
So oftenFerociously bites my mind.
```At times, when I go to God,
He gets much more joyBy making fun of me
Than by giving me spiritual lessons! ```My Lord,
I am terribly ashamed of asking You,Again and again,
To be on my side.My Lord, do give me the capacity
To tell YouThat I am all ready to take Your side
And will not beg YouTo take my side any more.
```My Lord, if You really love me,
Then how is it that You never talk to me?“My child, I do talk to you every day,
But you do not offer MeThe ears of your heart.”
```May my life-boat ply
BetweenMy tolerance-shore
AndMy patience-shore.
```When my consciousness is high,
Very high,I see myself singing and dancing
With the waves of the infinite ocean. ```Tolerance and patience
Are not on the same levelOf consciousness.
Patience lives on a much higher level. ```Our outer achievements
Will sooner or laterPale into insignificance.
```Our inner achievements
Pave the wayTo our destined Goal.
```The outer flames
Burn everythingThat is around us.
```The inner flames do not burn us —
They only illumine usAnd liberate us
From our age-old bondage-night. ```My Lord, I tell You in all sincerity:
The more You demand from my life,The happier You make my heart.
```My Lord, I am ready to believe
That You love me all the time,But I fail to believe
That my love for You is always genuine. ```The higher worlds have to be convinced
By my heart’s inner criesThat I have cut off completely
My associationsWith my old friends:
Fear, doubt, anxiety, worry,Insecurity, jealousy and impurity.
```God wants me
To please His Silence-EyeWith my heart-songs.
```Disobedience-thoughts
Are self-destructive. ```Eventually,
The heart-melodiesWill illumine
The mind-melancholy. ```The sleeping earth forgets
That the wakeful HeavenIs sleeplessly watching.
```When my prayers go to see God,
They always want my gratitude-heart-tearsTo accompany them.
```God says to me:
“My child,If you really want to please Me,
Then come to Me immediately.I do not believe in the future!”
```The mind’s happiest story
Is all aboutPower.
```The heart’s happiest story
Is all aboutGod’s Blessing-Shower.
```My mind is afraid of
My heart’sTemple-shrine.
```I want
My hope and my promiseTo be inseparable friends.
```My outer wealth
Pleases my mind. ```My inner wealth
Pleases my Lord’s Heart. ```My aspiration-days
Make me feelThat my God-realisation
Is fast approaching. ```The inner aspiration
Does not need any helpFrom the outer expression.
```I am longing
For a beauty-moonIn my heart-sky.
```The higher worlds
Are constantly blessingThe lower worlds,
But, alas, the lower worldsAre totally unaware of it.
```The desire-life
Unconsciously runsTowards death.
```The aspiration-heart
Consciously fliesTowards the all-illumining sun.
```The aspiration-heart and dedication-life
Must always remain careful, cautiousAnd fully alert.
```Inspiration carries us
To a far-off beauty-land. ```Aspiration carries us
Deep withinAnd shows us
What God has in store for us. ```My Lord
Always magnifiesMy life’s divine qualities.
```This morning
God has given meMy divinity’s aspiration-heart-torch.
```My Lord,
I need Your Protection-FeetTwenty-four hours a day.
```The mind-river
Is terribly afraidOf entering into
The heart’s vastness-ocean. ```God proudly shelters
And nourishesHis self-giving children.
```The mind-confusion
ChallengesThe heart’s brightest light.
```My Lord’s Vision-fulfilment
Depends onlyOn self-giving seekers.
```If somebody says
That I should love God more,I shall, sooner than at once,
Gladly accept his adviceAnd run the fastest towards the Goal.
```No more am I
In my mind-jungle.I see all-where
My heart-garden. ```In the spiritual life,
To belittle others’ aspiration-achievementIs a serious and dangerous crime.
```My heart
Takes every UtteranceOf my Lord Supreme
As infallible. ```I must decorate
My heart-homeOnly with a variety of pictures
Of my Lord Supreme. ```Any smile from the heart
Can raise our consciousnessHigh, very high.
```When God looks at me,
The first thing He wants to seeIs if my surrender-life is doing well.
```True satisfaction
Comes onlyFrom a one-pointed devotion
To God’s Will. ```My readiness, my eagerness
And my selflessnessHave to be sleepless and breathless
To please my Absolute Lord SupremeIn His own Way.
```Every day
I sow positive thought-seedsIn my aspiration-heart-garden.
```I need only one thing:
A constantly God-guidedAnd God-sheltered life.
```Only a God-surrender-heart
Can singWith God’s Heart.
```O my mind,
Stop doubting the world!You take care of yourself;
God will take care of His Creation. ```Every day
I must increaseThe strength of my self-offering
To love and serveMy Lord’s entire Creation.
```Be fearless —
No obstacle can remainUnconquered.
```Today
I see my LordSmiling and smiling all the time,
All-where. ```O my mind,
It is high time for youTo walk along
With my heart and soul. ```Not my mind,
But my heartI trust all the time
For outer success and inner progress. ```I desperately want to be
A God-loving, God-servingAnd God-adoring seeker.
```I cry for the fulfilment
Of my endless desires. ```God cries
Only for one thing:My heart’s sincere smile.
```No matter what kind of message-light
The soul offers to the mind,The mind can never read it.
```I am not crying
To be singled out by my Lord Supreme.I am crying
Only to please Him alwaysIn His own Way.
```When we plant our life-plants
Inside our heart-garden,God visits our garden
Every day without fail. ```God wants me to feel
That my hopesWill not remain unfed.
```No more
Desire-gratification. ```Aspiration-fulfilment
At every momentI need in my life.
```My desire-days and nights
Can never please me. ```My aspiration-moments
Can easily make meExtremely happy.
```God will keep His Promise
If I keep my promise —A constant God-surrender-life.
```A oneness-heart-smile
LastsFor a very, very long time.
```My heart-cries
Awaken meTo do God-service.
```Because my Master
Loves me very deeply,He is always ready
To fight for meAgainst the hostile forces
And bring me the victory. ```One question God asks me
All the time:When will I take Him
As my only Friend? ```The eyes of the mind
Have alwaysA destructive vision.
```When it is a matter of God,
The mind becomesTotal forgetfulness.
```The heart
Works and worksFor God.
```God has no importance
In the mind’s eye. ```Every night
I give the moonMy heart’s aspiration-cries.
```Every night
The moon gives meIts unbounded peace.
```What I have:
A God-gratitude-heart. ```What God has:
Two Forgiveness-Feet. ```Insincerity and impurity:
These two haveA very long life.
```Simplicity
IsAn unparalleled wisdom.
```God wants His children
To be the children of joy,And nothing else.
```My heart-cries
Have a free accessBoth to the heart of earth
And to the Heart of Heaven. ```When God blows the whistle,
The heart immediatelyStarts working.
```When God blows the whistle,
The mind pays no attention;It just loiters.
```May Mother Earth produce
A very, very large numberOf aspiration-children.
```Let us all
Concentrate onThe hope-beauty.
```Let us all
Meditate onThe promise-fragrance.
```My Lord examines
Not my mind-capacitiesBut my heart-qualities.
```Two things I like deeply:
The life of multiplicityAnd
The heart of unity. ```Alas,
I still do not knowWhat I am seeking
In my life! ```May my aspiration-heart
Always bring victoryTo my Lord Supreme.
```My heart-bird
I play withAnd cherish.
```The restlessness
Of my mind-monkeyTakes away
The little poiseMy life has and is.
```Self-doubt
Darkens the mind. ```Self-doubt
Weakens the heart. ```Self-doubt
Takes us away fromThe Feet of God.
```Self-doubt
Is pride incarnate. ```Alas,
Even in my spiritual life,Desire is
My self-styled boss. ```My soul
IsMy inspiration-donor.
```Indulgence, to me,
Is a foreign word —I do not want to know
Its meaning. ```My Lord,
You have accepted me,My all.
How fortunate I am! ```Each time
A new challenge appears,God blesses us
With added capacities. ```I do not dare to be
A God-supporter.I want to be only
A God-server. ```God’s Heart and God’s Mind
Have not yet learnedThe meaning of indifference.
```Every morning
My Lord blesses meWith a new Message.
May these MessagesEcho and re-echo
In the depths of my heart. ```Transformation you want?
Then happily acceptYour Master’s scoldings
As his blessings. ```There is no such thing
As small betrayal and big betrayal.Betrayal itself
Is the destruction-harbinger. ```To me,
Success is nothing short ofDesire-bondage.
```My ego’s pride
Has to be destroyed,Here and now.
```My aspiration-days
Can never be buriedIn oblivion.
```Success
Is a heavy loadWe are forced to carry.
```We must always
Be sincereTo our God-choice.
```God is
His ever-smilingFace.
```God has given us
So many divine qualities.Alas,
We keep them unused! ```A oneness-heart
Knows no strangers. ```God always calls me
By my inner name:Aspiration-flame.
```Attachment-trees
Must be uprooted,No matter where they grow.
```God does not want me
To retire.His only Message to me is:
“Aspire, aspire, aspire!” ```My soul
Loves to measureThe depths of my aspiration-cries.
```Adore, adore, adore
God’s Feet!Nectar-Delight
You are bound to drink. ```This moment,
God’s Eye frightens me.Next moment,
God’s Eye energises me. ```My Lord,
I need constant Grace-abundanceTo please You
In Your own Way. ```Be always ready.
God may call youAt any moment.
```When we go to God,
We must leave behindOur self-doubt-torture.
```When I live
In my God-consciousness-heart,No fear, no doubt, no ignorance-night
Can dare to touch me. ```I follow God
When I do not do well;God follows me
When I do extremely wellIn my spiritual life.
```I must first become
A God-believer —Only then can I become
A God-lover. ```God is extremely pleased with me
Because I went to see HimFully prepared.
```I was given the chance to choose
Either ignorance-nightOr wisdom-light.
I chose ignorance-nightBecause it was so tempting.
```I make my Lord extremely sad
When I tell HimThat the outer world
Has no meaning for me. ```The only purpose
Of God’s AppearanceIs not to frighten me,
But to awaken my heart. ```My success-life
And my progress-heartAre all due to
My Lord’s unconditional Compassion. ```When I see God,
He always startsThe conversation.
```I am now all determination.
I shall never allow my mindTo eclipse
The beauty of my heart. ```Again and again,
I try to escapeFrom my Lord’s Heart,
Only to be caught! ```I am no longer
In my mind-house;I am now
In my heart-home. ```Alas,
Will the day ever dawnWhen I shall feel
That it is a great privilegeTo work for my Lord Supreme?
```Some were born to be great,
While others were born to be good.Still others were born
To establish an implicit onenessWith God.
I do believeI belong to the third category.
```God becomes proud of me
When He sees that I am fully satisfiedWith next to nothing.
```If it is true
That doubt attacks us ruthlessly,Then it is equally true
That our faith in GodCan protect us easily.
```Since I am not ready
To listen to God,How do I expect God
To be around me? ```Alas,
I do not know how and whyMy mind, my vital and my body
Sided with ignorance-night. ```The mind dares
To defy God. ```The heart dares
To embrace God. ```When God hears
My child-heart-song,He strikes
His Victory-Gong. ```Power does not care for light,
But light cares for power —For the transformation of power.
```Power
Empty of lightIs the darkest night.
```God smiles and smiles
When He hearsOur sweet miracle-stories.
```When the mind and the heart
Are in full agreement,World-harmony
Will not remain a far cry. ```The inner light
Is of paramount importanceTo illumine the outer darkness.
```The pinnacle of all our dreams
Should be God-realisationFor God’s Sake.
```My purity-breath
And God’s HeartAre two intimate friends.
```Every day
I must love God more and moreUntil I breathe my last.
```I must discover
My life’s hidden treasure:Its God-fulfilment-secret.
```Anything divine
Never falters;It reaches its destination
At God’s choice Hour. ```My confidence comes
Not from my outer actions,But from my self-offering
To God’s Will. ```I do not want
World-acclaim;I want only
World-receptivity. ```God writes His Signature
Upon my heartOnly when I am ready to obey Him
In everything I do. ```For the past few days,
God has been telling meOnly one thing:
“Take Me, My child, take Me.I am all yours.”
```The sadness
Of Mother EarthIs unimaginably
Overwhelming. ```The New Year has descended
To help us ascendTo our highest heights.
```Man pleads with God
Not to hide.God says to man,
“My child, it is youWho are trying to hide from Me
All the time!” ```God suffers and suffers
When I show indifferenceTo my fellow human beings.
```God tells me that,
Until my surrender becomes happy,He cannot accept me as His own.
```Nothing can be as sweet
As the seeker’sGratitude-heart-tears.
```The suspicion of the mind
My Lord takes very seriously. ```My worst enemy
IsMy lack of divine confidence.
```My Lord,
How can I make You truly happy?“My child,
First make yourself happyIn a divine way.
I shall then immediately be happy.” ```When the mind does not think,
It does not sink —It just starts flying and flying.
```Among all the earthly virtues,
Compassion standsAs by far the best.
```My Lord, I am crying for You.
Where are You?“My child,
Just a little more sincerity is needed.Then I shall appear
Right before you.” ```If I want to satisfy my mind,
Then I have chosenThe wrong path.
```Although the road is arduous,
I know I shall definitely arriveAt my destined Goal
At God’s choice Hour. ```It is easy to say
That God does not care for me,But do I ever think of caring for God?
```God enjoys listening to me
SingingIn my heart-garden.
```Discouragement,
You must always remainA stranger to my life.
```My Lord is coming nearer and nearer,
Precisely because my faith in HimIs increasing —
Not by inches, but by miles. ```Two dangerous enemies:
Fear and doubt. ```Empty your heart;
God will fill itWith His Abundance.
```Give up what you have;
God will give youWhat He is.
```Serve self-givingly;
God will give you everything,Most generously.
```I must love myself first,
Sincerely and divinely.Only then can I be of any service
To mankind. ```A man of faith
Can attainAnything he wants to.
```I can succeed without fail
In my inner life,If I do not have any pretence.
```The mind that goes out
WanderingHas to be brought into
The heart of peace. ```When my Lord is blessing me,
I can welcomeNot only the Unknown,
But even the Unknowable. ```If there is no self-control,
Then we are bound to haveMisfortune-miseries.
```I look at my Lord
With two tearful eyes;My Lord looks at me
With His Compassion-Beauty-Eye. ```First we must love the world,
See the world, feel the world —Only then will God give us
His All. ```We can surmount
The greatest obstaclesIf we learn the art
Of constant self-givingTo the Will
Of our Lord Supreme. ```Practise the feeling of oneness.
Do not try to go ahead of others.You are bound to be supremely happy.
```When I sincerely pray,
My Lord lifts my heart upTo His highest Abode.
```No darkness-night
Can forever last —It has to end at dawn.
```My mind needs faith;
My heart needs courage —Only then can I be
A real instrument of God. ```My love
Is my strength.My strength
Is my God-surrender-life. ```My true love of God
Can haveNo fear of death.
```Every heart-touch
Must have God-serviceIn it.
```If we do not have faith in God,
We are boundTo either miss or lose
Everything. ```My Lord Beloved Supreme,
May I centre my heartIn Your Compassion, Sweetness
And Fondness-Heart. ```Have faith in God.
He will definitely do everythingIn and through you
For the full manifestation of His GloryHere on earth.
```We can truly help the world
If we are consecratedTo a very lofty ideal.
```I shall no more walk along
My darkness-mind-road.I am determined to walk,
Run and sprintAlong my heart’s sunlit path.
```I must be brave —
Both in my inner lifeAnd in my outer life.
Only thenWill my Lord have ample faith
In my constant service to His Will. ```Since I am a true God-seeker,
I must not forgetMy Lord’s Compassion-Eye.
```Not my first duty
But my only dutyIs to love my Master
And please my MasterAt every moment of my life.
```Progress —
One heart-flowerAt a time!
```God’s omnipotent Will
IsInescapable.
```The perfection-promise of my life
I must makeTo my Lord Supreme.
```Finally
The days and nightsOf my doubting mind
Have expired. ```Ingratitude
DeservesAn early grave.
```It is extremely difficult
To shatterAttachment-bondage-chains.
```My Lord fulfils
Only my heart’sLonging-choices.
```I must get approval first
From my Lord SupremeBefore I say or do anything
In my life. ```My Lord cherishes
My heart’sInner poise.
```I must make my heart
Absolutely pureTo receive my Lord’s
Blessing-Abundance. ```No more, my ingratitude-mind,
No more!I have cut off my connection
With you. ```My aspiration-tears
And my dedication-smilesI always carry with me
Wherever I go. ```Forgiveness
Is the heightOf wisdom-delight.
```Only God’s Silence-Smile
Has the powerTo change my life.
```Humility runs
Very fastIn the spiritual race.
```I pray
In my outer life. ```I cry
In my inner life. ```Anything divine
ShinesWith the light of
The higher worlds. ```Truth
Directly descendsFrom Heaven.
```God feeds us first,
And then He asks usTo speed up
Our progress-adventure. ```Anything that is made
By God’s HeartI most devotedly adore.
```No material wealth
Can help usIn our God-realisation-task.
```Do not blame the circumstances!
You must rise far aboveThe domain of circumstances.
```We cannot buy
God’s Love. ```To lose faith in God
Is to loseThe indispensable Friend.
```My heart
Is immortalisedBy God’s very special Presence.
```My Lord,
I want to give You everything,But, alas,
I have practically nothingTo offer You!
```My Lord, I promise You,
I shall not fail You any more.I shall bring You only joy,
In boundless measure. ```Every day
I must strengthenMy God-dedication-service.
```God tells me
That when I come to see Him,I must not leave behind
Any part of my existence. ```I know only one thing:
I live entirelyOn God’s Grace.
```My Lord,
My heart-tearsCannot adequately express
The Beauty of Your Eye. ```God never asks me
To give HimWhat I do not have.
```My Lord,
If You really love me,Then bind me and blind me
To receive all Your Love, Affection,Sweetness and Fondness
From You. ```My Lord,
As my desires are endless,Even so,
The Forgiveness of Your HeartIs also endless.
```My Lord,
You are Your Compassion-Eye,Twenty-four hours a day!
```Dive deep within!
You will be able to make yourselfThe master of your own fate.
```There is only one way
To be successful in life:Always look
On the bright, brighter, brightestSide of life.
```Do not get lost in books.
Get lost onlyIn your heart-beauty,
Your heart-fragrance! ```My philosophy
Is not the philosophy of hope,But the philosophy of promise.
```Be careful of your age!
Age can either enrich your heartOr impoverish your life.
```Let your heart-whispers
Guide your outer life. ```Life is too short
To think of others’Wild criticism.
```I must value every moment,
For every momentSignificantly counts.
```No harm in trying
In a new way! ```No harm in trying
To love and serve the worldIn a new way.
```No harm
In constant self-giving. ```No harm in dreaming
Of fulfilling GodIn God’s own Way.
```Live your life
Deep withinInstead of asking your life
To run the fastest. ```O my life,
When will you come to learnThat time is most valuable?
```When I do not think of God,
My life immediately becomesBoring.
```Make your outer life beautiful
In many, many ways.Try to change your old lifestyle.
```If there is no order in life,
Satisfaction in perfectionWill never come into being.
```The nature of life
Is to go forward.Why, alas,
Why am I looking backward? ```Sweet memories of my soul
Are strengthening my heartAnd brightening my face.
```Find out what you are made of —
Whether you are made of clayOr you are made of
God’s Nectar-Delight. ```Nothing divine
Can beOversupplied.
```O my heart’s indomitable courage,
I beg of you,Do come back again!
```My Lord,
To my greatest joyI now find myself
In Your Forgiveness-Ocean. ```Keep your ego
Unfed and unnoticed. ```I am so happy
That my mind is no more drowningIn self-doubt.
```Be one-pointed
In everything that you do and say,If success is all you want.
```Do not allow your mind
To make fun ofYour heart.
```When I do not please my Lord
In His own Way,My mind becomes
Frozen with fear. ```My soul, my heart and I
Are fully preparedTo become explorers
Of inner space. ```Each life
Is a very specialGod-Heart-Song.
```My Lord,
When will You be happy?“My child,
I will be happyWhen I can make you
Exactly like Me.” ```My prayer-life
Is my Lord’s highest VictoryOver my ignorance-night.
```Pride-tragedies
Are constant occurrences. ```O my mind, you are a stark fool!
Your soul is not distant —It is nearer than the nearest
And your immediate friend. ```The questions that are foremost
In your mindAre of no consequence
To God. ```Do not blend in with the crowd
If you really want to offerSomething special
To the world. ```Do not blame humanity.
Humanity is chosen by God Himself,And God will take care of humanity.
```If you are a real seeker,
Then no examinationCan intimidate you.
```To leave your imprint
Upon the world,Constant self-offering
Is of paramount importance. ```Do not count your enemies —
Your timeIs extremely precious.
```Count your friends —
And thenCount on them.
```I have cancelled my plan.
I shall no more stand forGreatness-supremacy.
```Forgiveness,
In God’s Eye,Is a highly sought prize.
```Shun your desires,
Or your desiresWill eventually make fun of you.
```Mine is a heart
That accepts challengesFrom the rest of the world.
```Mine is a life
Of world-torture-tolerance. ```Pride does not know
That its downfallIs imminent.
```God’s Tears
Awaken my heart. ```My tears
Confuse God. ```If you stay for a long time
Inside your mind-jungle,Then you are bound to get
Disastrous news. ```Our hearts, by nature,
Trust everyoneAnd everything.
```God loves to smile.
God loves to cry.Everything
He loves to enjoy. ```Each soul
IsA divine God-mystery.
```My love-ocean
Is always floodedWith devotion and aspiration.
```The summits
Of our divinityWe must eventually climb.
```God’s Manifestation-Victory
Is notA far cry.
```My Lord,
Every day I give YouA hard time.
Are You not displeased with me?“No, My child,
On the contrary, I enjoy it.” ```If we do not love
To our fullest heart-capacity,How are we going to see God?
```My life’s progress-journey
Is quite satisfactory,According to my Lord Supreme.
```My heart-relationship
With GodIs beautiful and powerful —
And will forever endure. ```There is only one plan
For the seekers:A oneness-family-plan.
```From Heaven every day
My heart receivesSoundless Sound-Messages.
```Alas,
When am I going to listenTo God’s Stage-Performance-Music?
I have been hearingOnly background music.
```My heart’s silence-tears
AreExtremely, extremely powerful.
```Without a silence-mind,
We cannot transcendOurselves.
```I do not want
The Hall of FameNor, needless to say,
The Hall of Shame.I want only
The Hall of God-Worship. ```My Lord wants to read
My progress-reportEvery hour,
Not every day. ```The mind
IsA volley of questions.
```The heart
Knows only one answer:“My Lord Supreme
Knows all the answers.” ```Man says to God:
“My Lord,Please forgive me.”
```God says to man:
“My child,Do not forget Me.”
```God’s Breath
Is the lifeOf all human beings.
```Whenever I get a chance,
I immediately go and touchMy Lord’s Feet
And clasp themWith all my heart’s
Prayerful and soulfulLove and affection.
```Even an iota of gratitude
From my heartSatisfies my Lord Supreme.
```God does not keep
Any secrets from us.His Heart is an open book.
But we try to keepEverything secret from Him.
```The heart is the only place
Where happinessCan easily be found.
```You can become
A God-seekerAnd a God-seer
Only by virtue ofYour selfless action.
```When I bind God
With my love,His Joy is unimaginable.
```When I blind God
With my affection,His Love for me
Exceeds even His Joy. ```Gladly
God surrenders HimselfTo our crying hearts
And weeping eyes. ```If we can forgive
Our fellow human beings,God extols us —
Our divine qualities —To the skies.
```It is an extremely difficult task
To empty the mindOf suspicion and jealousy.
```No ritual
Will be able to take usTo God.
```It is our life-offering
That will take usTo God.
```God’s Forgiveness-Feet
And my heart-tearsAre always to be found
Together. ```God does not need
A great speaker;He only needs
A good seeker. ```God-listeners
Are the foremost seekersIn God’s Heart.
```Without sleepless
And breathless devotion,We will never be able to sit
At God’s Feet. ```My Lord’s Forgiveness-Heart
And Compassion-EyeHave been searching for me
For a long, long time. ```I am going back
To my God-obedience-lifeOnce again.
```Two things I have to learn:
My Lord,I love Your Heart;
My Lord,I need Your Feet.
```Hesitation
On any planeIs a destructive force.
```My soulful prayers
And my self-giving lifeAre always eager
To please my LordIn His own Way.
```My heart-wish
And my soul-will —I am in between them,
Praying and meditating. ```To realise God
I do not needAn austerity-cave.
```To realise God
I need onlyMy heart-temple,
Where I canPray and meditate.
```Intermittent devotion
IsA ridiculous and stupid action.
```When desire-life has ended,
Aspiration-life then begins —To realise God,
To be part and parcelOf His Vision-Light.
```My life has grown into
A God-blossomingHeart-love.
```We must improve
Our eagernessAnd our selflessness
Every day without fail. ```The aspiration-heart
Does not acceptPermanent failure.
```Lethargy
Not only delaysOur spiritual life,
LethargyAlso destroys
Our God-hunger. ```No more
A giant doubt-tree,No more!
```My Lord,
Do bless me,My life,
With a faith-heart-plant. ```Enthusiasm
Is a dynamic forceThat carries us
To our destined Shore. ```Self-mastery
Is of utmost importanceIn the spiritual life.
```Deep inside
Each divine momentThere is a sincere
God-hunger. ```My Lord,
Your Eye is the BreathOf all my heart-dreams.
```Silence soars
AndSilence roars
At God’s choice Hour. ```I am totally lost
Between two worlds:The God-hunger-world
And the desire-hunger-world. ```When we are inside
The Heart of God,Not only do we know everything,
But we also become everything. ```To discover God,
We must choose the pathThat leads inward.
```A God-surrender-life
KnowsNo boundaries.
```We are reaching —
Slowly and unmistakably —Our fast-blossoming future.
```God’s Compassion-Eye
Is now helping meTo find my way back
To God’s Heart-Home. ```I keep
My surrender-life-doorOpen
Twenty-four hours a day. ```Perfection-journeys
DefyAll bondage-boundaries.
```A pure heart
Is proudly treasuredBy God Himself.
```Only self-givers
Are allowed to flyTo God’s highest Palace.
```Desire-life-villages,
Towns and citiesAre all overcrowded.
```Expectation,
Truly you areIncurable.
```My Lord
Has stopped readingComplaint-mail
Altogether. ```Only God’s Grace
Will be able to help usOvercome
All our miseries. ```The human life
Is nothing short ofA success-obsessed life.
```Do not allow your desire-life
To bindYour aspiration-heart.
```Only time will tell
Whether each individualIs progressing.
```God comes to us
Not by chanceBut at His choice Hour.
```As the wind
Is restless,Even so, the mind
Is restless,Extremely restless.
```A self-giving seeker
Before longWill obtain
Mastery over life. ```At long last,
The mind wants helpFrom the heart.
```Endless God-fulfilling
OpportunitiesKnock at our heart-door
Every day. ```Of all my real friends,
Simplicity stands first. ```The desire-life
BecomesAn unavoidable prisoner.
```From dreamland
To realityIs not far, very far.
They are adjacentTo each other.
```Oh, My Journey’s Half!
You and I arethe silver tears
Of a God-crying heartAnd
the gold smilesOf a God-serving life.
```ST 38500. This poem marks the halfway point in the Seventy-seven thousand Service-Trees. Sri Chinmoy began this marathon literary journey on 24 January 1998. In the first edition the poem was in Sri Chinmoy's handwriting, reproduced on a pale blue page with birds drawn all around it, signed: "Madal | C.K.G. | Chinmoy Kumar Ghose | Sri Chinmoy | Aug 27th, 2004"↩
I enter into the mind
To make orderOut of absolute chaos.
```May my heart-joy
Enter intoMy life-depression.
```Where am I?
I am alwaysIn my God-obedience-
Protection-room. ```Spiritual commitment
Is not for a dayOr a month or for years.
It is for Eternity. ```My soul
Is now in full chargeOf my mind.
```I hope not for
Fleeting successBut for
Enduring progress. ```My heart-home
Does not permitAnxiety-worry-messengers.
```My Lord,
Do not allow me to knowYour Cosmic Plan.
You have already made meSo happy.
Let me only remainAt Your Compassion-Feet.
```May my shaky faith
Be transformed intoAn adamantine faith
In God. ```Surrender
Is our life’sGreatest strength
That we offer to God. ```Ignorance-night
Cannot harm us,For God unconditionally
Saves us. ```I wish to be
A God-service-doerTwenty-four hours a day.
```Prayer
Is notConversational.
```Prayer
IsDevotional.
```Each spiritual Master
Tries his very bestTo bring humanity
To Divinity. ```I try to arrive
At God’s PalaceWith my gratitude-heart-flowers.
```God’s Love-Whispers
Protect my lifeFrom hostile forces.
```We can ask God
For anything we want.Again, it is He
Who has to chooseWhich desires
He wants to fulfil. ```If you are self-giving,
At the end ofYour journey’s close,
You will automatically getYour Heavenly citizenship.
```I want to be
My Lord’sDauntless Victory-warrior.
```Prayer
Wants to find GodHigh above.
```Meditation
Wants to find GodDeep within.
```God does not mind
If we do not thank Him,But our hearts will be tortured
By our giant stupidity. ```God does not want us
To explain Him.He only wants
Our heart, mind, vital and bodyTo entertain Him.
```God will give you
His All,Provided your receptivity
Is deep and vast. ```I am begging and begging God
To take meAnd place me at His Feet
Forever. ```My Lord’s Eye
IsThe breath of my heart.
```God’s Compassion-Eye
Is more than enough for meIn this life of mine.
```Those who do not pray to God
And meditate on GodOnly believe in
Emergency prayer. ```I pray to God
To enter into my heartMost powerfully
So that I will valueMy own inner life.
```God dearly loves
My heart’sGratitude-tears.
```If you want
To work for GodAnd for nobody else,
Then be fully prepared.God may examine you
At any moment. ```If you love God,
Then walk alongThe path of devotion.
Yours will beThe shortest distance.
```Move forward, move forward!
Your goal is ahead of you.And if your speed is negligible,
No harm.Just go forward, go forward!
```The heart
CriesFor God.
```The mind
SeeksFor God.
```The soul
Only wants to please GodIn God’s own Way.
```Meditation
Deepens our moments,And our moments
Enlighten us. ```A oneness-heart
Gets everything that it needsFrom God.
```My Lord,
You areYour Oneness-Declaration.
```The soul
Most sincerely tries to shareWith the heart, mind, vital and body
Light and delightIn boundless measure.
```My Lord,
I have taken shelterAt Your Feet.
No matter what You want to doIn and through me,
I am all ready. ```A confidence-heart
Is loved byGod’s Oneness-Pride.
```O my mind,
Your approach to GodIs reckless.
```We are all God’s children.
God is eager to show usThe way
To where He will be seatedAt our Destination.
```Not my capacity
But my Lord’s Compassion-EyeCarried me
To His Feet. ```Peace from our hearts
Every dayCan perform hundreds of miracles
To help the outer world. ```My heart-flower
Will not allowMy doubting mind
To touch it. ```My aspiration-cry
Is my ownLife-breath.
```God
Feeds His HeartWith His own Vision-Eye.
```We feed God
With our aspiration-cry-tears. ```A God-eagerness-hunger
Each God-seekerMust develop.
```Divinity’s Sun
Is deep withinMy heart.
I must discover it. ```Spiritual disobedience
IsSpiritual death.
```May every day
My heart-flamesBecome stronger
And more beautiful. ```My heart and God’s Heart
Enjoy their correspondenceDeeply.
```The heart-temple
Has to remainAlways absolutely pure.
```Simplicity
Has the capacityTo smash the pride
Of complexity. ```Ignorance-possessions
Have no valueIn the inner world.
```Be vigilant
With your suspicious mind. ```Mother Earth
Has to be treatedWith utmost humility.
```God-commitment
Is in itselfTremendous joy.
```The higher Self
Has to come downAnd illumine
The lower self. ```The doubting mind
Can never thinkThat something
Can be perfect. ```Imagination, inspiration
And illuminationAre three very important members
Of God’s Family. ```Willingness and cheerfulness
Are like the beauty and fragranceOf two flowers.
```Only our service
To humanityCan save us.
```We can never
OverestimateThe heart of joy.
```The heart-cries
Must haveSincerity, purity and integrity.
```Doubt and pride
Are nothing short ofDestructive forces.
```God knows both
How to conceal HimselfAnd how to reveal Himself
At every moment. ```May my love of God
Be far beyondAny argument.
```As ignorance-night
Overwhelms us,Even so, wisdom-light
Can do the same. ```The purity of the heart
IsA very rare achievement.
```Every day
Each seeker must fulfilHis God-appointed task.
```I am
A God-sent pilgrimOn life’s dedication-road.
```We must serve the world
With God’s HandAnd through God’s Will.
```To have implicit faith
In GodIs to remain very close
To God. ```A life of unconditional surrender
Is a most outstandingLeap forward.
```My Lord,
An intelligence-mindI want not.
```My Lord,
A wakeful heartI want.
```Now that everything
Has touched rock-bottomIn my life,
I feel that thingsCan only get better.
```Do not allow your past
To challenge youAnd darken your spirit.
```No dream of a seeker
Will remain unfulfilledIndefinitely.
```Each God-service-opportunity
IsA most significant achievement.
```Do not forget
Even oneGod-manifestation-possibility.
```The promises of the mind
Are shallow,And, what is worse,
They are totally empty. ```My heart
Is now sailing awayFrom its old shores
Of sadness and fear. ```Each seeker
Is entitled to bask inHis Master’s
God-fulfilling glories. ```The mind
Is never at homeWhen God comes
With His Compassion-EyeTo visit.
```Nobody can escape
God’s Compassion-Net. ```Divine love
Can never be limitedEither in the inner world
Or in the outer world. ```My soul
Very carefully takes care ofMy heart’s aspiration-flames.
```I hear
God’s Silence-SongsOnly to fly in the sky
Of Infinity’s glow. ```First pray and meditate
For the awakeningOf your inner life,
And then playIn your life-garden.
```Desire-thoughts
WeakenA seeker’s heart.
```The best and the worst:
I know definitelyThat God loves me.
This is the best thing I know.I do not pray to God
Every day.This is the worst thing I do.
```Anything that I want to find
Is already thereIn the depths of my heart.
```At the top of our voice
We must tell the mindTo shut up.
```Curiosity
To know everythingIs an absurd attempt.
```Patience
Is a most precious virtueIn our spiritual life.
```When I try to feel God,
I see thatHe is right inside my heart.
```An aspiration-heart
Creates everythingDivinely and supremely.
```God-Messages
Must be takenAs seriously as possible
By the mind. ```When I keep
My heart-door open,God’s Compassion-Heart-River
Immediately flows. ```Self-importance
Ends inUtter destruction.
```I must discover
My Inner PilotLong before
My journey’s close. ```O seeker,
Do not allow sleepTo pervade your life.
Allow wakefulnessTo be
Your constant companion. ```When my heart is pure,
Doubt and fearDo not dare to approach me.
```God asks me,
“My child, did you pray?”I say to God,
“Yes, my Lord, I did.”“Did you meditate?”
“Yes, my Lord, I did.”“Did you think of loving Me
Unconditionally?”“No, my Lord, I forgot.”
“My child,To love Me unconditionally
Is the only thingThat your entire being needs.”
```Every day
My heart increasesIts devotion and affection
To touch my Lord’sCompassion-flooded Feet.
```My gratitude-heart-tears,
Where are you?Without you
I will never be ableTo enter into
My Lord’s Heart-Room. ```God says to me,
“Come immediately —Not at your sweet will.”
```An aspiration-heart
And a dedication-lifeMust soulfully throb
For God’s Arrival. ```I am invited by
Both sleeping earthAnd wakeful Heaven.
To sleeping earth I say,“Come with me, come with me!
I am on my way to Heaven.” ```Heart-melodies
Have the capacityTo make the mind
Sweet. ```The heart’s devotion-flowers
Have to remain always freshTo worship the Inner Pilot.
```Not God’s Sound
But God’s SilenceAwakens
My sleeping heart. ```Each day
God opens upA new way for me
To enter intoHis Heart-Palace.
```The soul’s dream
Has to blossomIn the aspiration-heart
Without fail. ```May my life be
An ever-growingFaith-plant.
```We all must build temples
Inside our heart-gardenTo expedite God’s Arrival.
```When I suffer
Beyond my capacity,God comes and secretly feeds
My heart. ```Wisdom
Is never compelledTo heave a sigh.
```The mind
Has the capacityTo twist everything,
Even the complete truth. ```Anything that is divine
Will not remainUnseen and unappreciated
Forever. ```My life-breath
Is in betweenMy heart-beauty
AndMy soul-fragrance.
```Self-reliance
Will never be ableTo arrive
At the ultimate Goal. ```God-hunger
Needs no preparationWhatsoever.
```Today my Lord,
Out of His infinite Bounty,Has deleted all the sad memories
Of my unaspiring past. ```My prayerful and soulful tears
Reach God’s FeetSooner than at once.
```Only with extreme willingness
And eagernessCan we enjoy
Self-transcendence-delight. ```No human being
Can ever live on earthWithout life’s
Ups and downs. ```Alas,
When will I be ableTo free myself
From my mind-prison? ```My surrender-heart
Knows the wayTo God’s Bliss-Home.
```All human blunders
Will one day be illuminedBy God’s unconditional Grace.
```The Victory
Of our Inner PilotIs absolutely inevitable.
```God’s most valuable possession
IsOur fully blossomed soul.
```To speak ill of others,
In season and out of season,Is definitely
A serious consciousness-crime. ```God hides
To surprise us.God gets Himself caught —
Again to surprise us. ```Do not wait for the world
To appreciate you.It will never happen.
Only try to enjoyGod’s Blessings,
Joy and Pride. ```Nothing lasts forever.
My earthly inner turmoilIs bound to cease
Sooner or later. ```The mind is jealous
Of the heartBecause it knows that
God loves the heartInfinitely more.
```The heart knows that
God loves the soulInfinitely more.
But the heart,Instead of being jealous
Of the soul,Is extremely proud of the soul’s
Unbounded qualities and capacities. ```Sing your heart-songs.
God will immediately comeTo bless you, bless your heart
And bless your heart-songs. ```O my aspiration-heart,
Do not slow downBefore the finish line-destination.
```My Lord Supreme
Blessingfully and proudlyDrives
My life-vehicle. ```My stupidity-ocean-mind
God is unableTo believe.
```I must be like
The One I adore.Whom do I adore?
My Lord Beloved Supreme. ```God-gratitude
Has to be the homeOf all hearts.
```Our unspoken words
And deedsHave unimaginable power.
```My God-hunger
Must reachThe four corners of the globe.
```My gratitude-heart
And nothing elseI shall offer
To my Lord Supreme. ```Discipline and regularity know
That our God-destinationIs not very far.
```My devotion-heart-sea
Is deep, deeper, deepestFor God to bless.
```May my life be
An unbroken happiness-flow,By God’s infinite Blessings.
```Every morning
I make a newGratitude-heart-garland
For my Lord Supreme. ```The mountain-climber
I admire. ```The ocean-diver
I love. ```The God-lover
Here, there, everywhereI adore.
```Enthusiasm
Has at long lastFound a real home
Inside my mind. ```A God-oneness-heart
Is constantly neededTo raise the standard
Of the world. ```In the beginning,
The soul pleads with the mindTo go to God.
```When the mind
Does not listen,The soul forces the mind
To go to God,And the mind does not dare
To disobey the soul. ```Self-styled pride
I was. ```Self-giving joy
I now am. ```Needless to say,
God-seekers, God-loversAnd God-servers
Are always in the minority. ```Only my Lord Supreme
Enters into my heart-roomTo feed
My crying and bleeding heart. ```Spirituality
IsA God-ordained discipline-life.
```He who wants to disappear
From the worldWill never be chosen
By GodAs His hero-warrior.
```Insecurity
And aggressionAre room-mates.
```I do not want
To be richIn my outer life
Of possession. ```I want only
To be richIn my inner life
Of renunciation. ```God allows only His choice
Love-devotion-surrender-childrenTo play before Him.
```May the outer world
Be well disciplinedLike the inner world.
```To play the game
Of divine loveIs to be always beckoned
By God’s own Heart. ```To please God
In God’s own WayIs the supreme secret
Of my heart-songs. ```God’s faithful children
Are never tired ofOffering themselves
To God’s Heart. ```Ignorance-bonds —
How long can they last?No, never forever.
```My Lord,
Do show me the pathThat is chosen by You
And nobody else. ```No earth-dust
Can darkenMy Godward journey.
```The moment I see
My doubting mind,I just run away.
```Brotherhood and oneness
Shall reign supremeBefore long
Here on earth. ```God does not want me
To share with anyoneMy heart’s God-secrets.
```Every day
God sends messagesTo my heart
By way of my soul. ```Rivalry-game
Will someday be replaced byOneness-satisfaction-game.
```The Master takes it
As his bounden dutyTo bring to the fore
The hidden capacities and qualitiesOf the seeker.
```A true seeker never takes
God-service to mankindAs a heavy burden.
On the contrary,He takes it
As his privilege. ```Our heart-progress
Is founded uponOur inner courage.
```There is no end to our fight
Against the doubting mind,But God assures us that
Ours is the destinedVictory supreme.
```God-ingratitude
Is another nameFor mankind.
```I must enter into
My heart-boatTo arrive at the Golden Shore
Of the Beyond. ```May my mind
Be the embodimentOf God-faith.
```A simplicity-life
KnowsWhat true joy is.
```The beauty of the heart
And the dignity of lifeMust be preserved.
```A self-giving life
Is the beauty and fragranceOf a devotion-heart.
```Every day
My soul tells meThat it is eager
To make an arrangementFor me to meet with God.
Alas, I tell my soulThat I am not ready.
```Goodwill
Is always foundInside a God-awakened heart.
```Forgiveness
IsThe ultimate victory.
```Worries and anxieties
Do not allow usTo approach God
Directly. ```Courage
Is the conquerorOf all our human weaknesses.
```God does not need
A computer-mind.He needs only
A genuine God-lover-heart. ```When my heart’s
Devotion-bell rings,God dances
With unbounded joy. ```My heart-sky
Is twinkling and twinklingWith God’s
World-Transformation-Message. ```My Lord repeatedly tells me
That my mind-calculationsAre absolutely worthless
And utterly useless. ```There shall come a time
When my soul will be ableTo succeed
In transforming my mind. ```My heart-bird
Is all the timeWatching the activities
Of my outer lifeWith untiring patience.
```God’s Tolerance-flooded Compassion
Has curedMy doubting mind.
```When we want to climb,
We must climb the tallestAspiration-building.
```Gratitude-fruit
DescendsFrom Above.
```Let us not remain any more
UnconsciousOf our inner strength.
```A humility-life
IsAn extraordinary achievement.
```I must keep my mind
Under my controlAll the time.
```We must embrace
The beauty, light and joyOf every moment.
```When God gives us something,
He gives it lovinglyAnd unconditionally.
```Positive thoughts
Create a divine willTo reach
God’s sublime Heights. ```Pray and meditate
With your heart’sAdamantine will.
```The heart’s divine confidence
Must spreadThroughout the length and breadth
Of the world. ```The child-heart of a seeker
Must smile at every momentAt the sorrowful world.
```My sunlit heart
IsMy Lord’s boundless Joy.
```Share your heart-love
Freely;God will come to you
Immediately. ```My heart’s compassion
I must manifestIn all my activities.
```God the Lover
Helps us to createHeaven on earth.
```God the Beloved
Helps us to createCompassion-flood in Heaven.
```Consciousness-flow
BeautifiesOur inner life.
```Patience is needed
Both in our earthly lifeAnd in our Heavenly life.
```Humanity
Does have the capacityTo become
What God wants humanityTo become.
```Spread the message
Of the heart,And nothing else.
```Love
Earth and HeavenAs inseparably one.
```We can dance
Through the Gate of HeavenWith our unconditional
God-surrender. ```No problem
Can ever remainUnsolved.
```Constant love of God
Shows us the wayTo God’s Heart-Home.
```Slowly but steadily
And unerringlyWalk along the road
Of Nature’s perfection. ```Do not pull!
Do not push!Let God do everything
In and through you. ```Time
Is afraid of God.It does not dare to have
A different opinion. ```Love divine
Has immortal wingsTo fly
In Infinity’s Sky. ```The sun of the heart
Is infinitely largerThan the outer sun.
```We must discover
Our Heaven-palaceInside our heart-kingdom.
```Life
Is for acceptance,Not for negation.
```Life has to be
The perfect manifestationOf God’s Light.
```Silence embodies
The beauty and fragranceOf harmony.
```We must always try
To go beyondOur earthly capacities
AndOur Heavenly qualities.
```We cannot touch
The Invisible,But the Invisible
Can easily touch usAnd give us
Immense joy. ```We must not allow speed
To blind our heartAnd bind our mind.
```I am no longer
A victimTo my cyclone-desire-life.
```The finite
Loves to serveThe Infinite.
```The Infinite
Loves to cradleThe finite.
```The dawn is beautiful.
It awakens usWith its inner joy
And inner urge. ```Humanity’s divine face
Is veiled byThe darkest ignorance-night.
```O my imprisoned inner sun,
I shall liberate youFrom the thickest darkness
Of my mind. ```I see God’s Face
Only when I becomeMy compassion-heart.
```God’s outer Presence
IsExtremely important.
```God’s inner Presence
IsInfinitely more important.
```Everything
Has a very special significanceIn our inner life.
```We came into the world
To embody peaceAnd to reveal bliss.
```The inner world
Shows meThe way.
```The outer world
Carries meAlong the way.
```The questions
Of the mindAre negligible.
```The questions
Of the heartOnly God can answer.
```My life is cradled
By energiesBoth seen and unseen.
```Give up your desire-life.
If not, sooner or later,Death will destroy
All your desires. ```Do not allow
The uncertain mindTo steer
Your life-boat. ```Adhere to hope.
Your hopes will one dayDefinitely be fulfilled.
```Now is the time
To challengeThe outer world
And embraceThe inner world.
```God wants me
To distributeThe beauty and fragrance
Of my sleepless self-givingTo the world.
```The mind asks questions
But does not waitFor the answers.
```The heart asks questions
And indefinitely waitsFor the answers.
```Pure aspiration
Is sure to reachThe Destination.
```My silence-heart
Is surrounded byGod’s Heart-Fragrance.
```God does not wait for us
Indefinitely.Therefore, we must embark
On our inner journeyImmediately.
```May each second
Be filledWith the beauty and fragrance
Of my heart. ```Happily
Accept what the worldHas to give you.
```Happily
Give yourself awayTo the world.
```Illumine the mind-gloom.
If not,It will create the doom
Of your spiritual life. ```Do not worry
About your enemies.God will fulfil
Your prayers. ```God
Will illumineYour enemies.
```Illumination
Is the worst possible punishmentFor your enemies.
```There is a higher Will
That guidesOur destiny.
```My Lord,
Save meFrom my doubting mind!
```My Lord,
Save meFrom my insecure heart!
```My Lord,
Save meFrom my wild vital!
```My Lord,
Save meFrom my unaspiring body!
```A soulfulness-heart
I have. ```A cheerfulness-mind
I needTo complete
My life’s journey. ```Nothing
Is foreignTo our aspiration-heart.
```Life
Is an endless,Unfulfilled dream.
```When I listen
To my mind,It is all calamity.
```When I listen
To my heart,It is all unbounded happiness.
```God’s Eye
Shows meThe Invisible.
```God’s Heart
Shows meThe Ineffable.
```Be detached
From the outerWorld-activities.
```Be attached
Only to God’s Eye,God’s Heart
And God’s Feet. ```O God’s Protection-Canopy,
My heart loves you dearlyAnd
My life needs you constantly. ```Matter
Puts me to sleep. ```Spirit
Comes and tells me,“Wake up, my child, wake up!
It will soon be too late.” ```My devotion-heart
Grows and glowsInside my Lord’s
Heart-Garden. ```Each divine thought
Has something very specialTo offer
To the world at large. ```I fly and fly
On my God-obedience-wings. ```I clearly see
That my mind’s darkest nightHas ended.
```Self-offering
Is the sweetest thingThat we can offer
To humanity. ```God comes to us
Only when He seesThat our aspiration-heart
Is blossoming beautifully. ```Soulfulness
Is of constant necessityIn our spiritual life.
```A purity-heart
Sees no wrong forcesIn the world.
```How can a seeker
Ever tire of gazing atHis Lord’s Feet?
```When my heart-tears
Invite God,In no time, God appears.
```O my mind,
I do not want to hearAny more complaints from you
Against anybody. ```The sweetness of the heart
Must awakenThe sleeping mind.
```Meditation takes us
To our inner lightThat illumines
Our inner sighs. ```Anything
Of my Lord SupremeThrills me.
```Only God’s Compassion-Eye
And His Forgiveness-HeartSatisfy my heart
And my entire being. ```An eagerness-heart
Must never resort toRetirement.
```Do not despair,
Do not despair!Be aware
Of your divinity. ```Each heart-explorer
IsA new experience of God.
```My Lord,
I want to liveOnly to give and give.
```I glow
With my heart’s soulfulnessAnd
With my soul’s fragrance. ```Only a happy thought
Can transformThe mind.
```My heart-joy
CompletesMy earthly game.
```May I be protected
All the timeBy positive thoughts.
```God’s unconditional Grace
Clears my doubtsFor good.
```Only a hero-heart
Can carry usTo our God-Destination.
```My heart-tears have applied
For a God-educationIn God’s Heart-School.
```God’s Compassion-Eye
SuppliesAll the seeker’s needs.
```God-manifestation-possibilities
Every dayAre on the increase.
```Shun
Your negativity-mindAs soon as possible.
```Look!
God has arrivedTo transform your mind.
Welcome HimWith all your soulfulness-heart.
```There is
No place on earthLike one’s sincerity-heart.
```Free-flowing love
KnowsNo hostile boundaries.
```I must transcend
Each and every new heightWith my heart’s
Aspiration-cry. ```Every morning
My heart reads my soul’sIllumination-book.
```Alas,
I do not know whyI left my heart-garden
To live in my mind-jungle. ```O God-obedience-breath,
Where are you, where?Do come and rescue me.
```I must no more wander
In the narrow roadsOf life.
```Every day
I must intensifyMy God-longing
AndGod-serving heart.
```The intellect
IsEarth-bound.
```Wisdom
IsHeaven-free.
```An early waking seeker
Runs fast, very fastIn the spiritual life.
```God does not want
An outer monumentFrom me.
He wants me to haveA beautiful, soulful shrine
Inside my heart. ```The difference between
God’s Name and God is this:When I call God, He comes to me
Slowly and steadily;When I call God’s Name, God comes to me
Happily, proudly and immediately. ```May my Lord’s
Compassion-BlessingBlossom in my heart
Every morning of my life. ```The more your life struggles
For God-realisation,The sooner you will achieve
God-realisation. ```When Silence talks,
I prayerfully hear. ```When Sound talks,
I immediately disappear. ```How I wish I could fly
Like my soulIn my Lord’s
Illumination-flooded Sky. ```God’s Heart-Home
Is the only placeWhere all destinations
Converge. ```My outer running
Makes meUnimaginably happy.
```My inner running
Makes my LordAbundantly proud of me.
```God loves to play
Hide and seek,And each seeker
Must be fully prepared. ```How can
Ignorance-nightEver be happy?
```My happiness
Means so muchTo my Lord Supreme.
```Each God-manifestation-promise
Has tremendous power. ```Finally,
Like my heart,My mind is all for God.
```My Lord,
It hurts meWhen You are always
On my side. ```My Lord,
From now onI shall be the one
To be alwaysOn Your side.
```God’s wake-up Call
IsMy real Saviour.
```I am not alone —
I am always withMy God-serving determination.
```Service now.
Leadership later. ```O my mind,
Follow the heartBefore you lead the vital
And the body. ```My comparison-eagerness
Is the heightOf my stupidity.
```My heart’s Godward journey
Has tremendously strengthenedMy life.
```To devour light and bliss
Is, indeed,An excellent choice.
```A new year means
The blissful descentOf a new consciousness.
```To say that
My gratitude-heart-tearsAre precious
Is, indeed, an understatement. ```Insecurity-waves
Know no rest. ```One happy smile
From my heartMakes my Lord’s Heart
Very rich. ```God does not care
For my leadership. ```God does care
If I deny HimMy friendship.
```Discouragement-torture
IsDevastating.
```A sleeplessly
God-pleasing heartIs all I need.
```May my mind
Never be lowIn inspiration-smiles.
```May my heart
Never be lowIn aspiration-tears.
```My mind’s willingness
And my heart’s eagernessAre two God-fulfilling
Hero-warriors. ```A bright thought
MeansA happy mind.
```A pure thought
MeansA good heart.
```A God-thought
MeansA blissful life.
```The doubting mind
TravelsThe longest God-path.
```The aspiring heart
TravelsThe shortest God-path.
```Any day
Without a doubt-filled mindIs Heaven.
```When my eyes cry,
I see GodBefore me.
```When my heart breaks,
I see GodEmbracing my heart.
```God the Beloved
Within;God the Lover
Without. ```God hungers
For myGoodness-heart-news.
```My Lord
Is averse to translationAnd interpretation.
```When my soul
Guides and leads me,I see vividly
The death of darkness. ```In deep meditation,
Falsehood and truthCan easily be separated.
```Desire-life-fulfilment
IsVery, very expensive.
```Each God-seeker
Has to be the discovererOf his own
Divinity’s Infinity. ```God’s tearful Eye
Makes my heartCeaselessly bleed.
```God’s blissful Heart
Makes my lifeGodful.
```My heart cries.
God immediately opensHis Compassion-Eye.
```God’s Heart cries.
I soulfully give GodMy all.
```May God-hunger
Torture my heartSleeplessly.
```Who is sane?
He who loves to fulfilGod on earth.
```Who is insane?
He who loves to fulfilOnly himself.
```Ignorance-night
LovesTo compete.
```Wisdom-light
LovesTo complete.
```Play for God —
God will enjoyAn ecstasy-flood.
```Play with God —
God will stop time. ```Doubt and suspicion
Are banned fromThe Kingdom
Of Light and Delight. ```My morning songs
Come fromThe morning sun.
```My evening songs
Come fromThe evening sky.
```No inner awakening,
No outer awareness. ```The sweet whispers
Of Mother NatureAwaken and enlighten me.
```My heart deeply enjoys
The secret TouchOf an invisible Hand.
```Faith is the only real
Doubt-antidote. ```Even God
Finds it difficultTo tame
Our wild vital. ```My God-surrender-life
Has crossedThe ignorance-sea.
```God the Dreamer
Has my heartAs His companion.
```Proudly
God speaksThrough my soul.
```Secretly
God speaksThrough my eyes.
```Openly
God speaksThrough my heart.
```Infinity
EmbodiesInfinite Power.
```Eternity
EmbodiesEternal Light.
```The summit-heights
Have poiseInfinite.
```Delight
Speaks to meFrom my soul.
```Love
Speaks to meFrom my heart.
```Peace
Speaks to meFrom my meditation.
```Perfection
Speaks to meFrom my silence.
```May my mornings start
With a giant stepTowards God.
```Do not bring back
Your long-forgottenBondage-night.
```My soul-smiles
Come fromFar beyond the horizon.
```My heart-tears
Come fromFar beyond the horizon.
```Today
We call themHelpless tears.
```Tomorrow
We call themPowerful smiles.
```Anything unaspiring
Is a totalSpirituality-failure.
```God’s Fondness-Child
IsMy fountain-heart-art.
```God takes
Only gratitude-heart-tearsTo be the members
Of His Singing Group. ```The ignorance-night
VeilsThe heart-sky.
```Silence
Can easily beThe loudest noise.
```God looks at
My gratitude-empty heartAnd sighs and sighs.
```Humility
IsAn extraordinary achievement.
```God is God’s
Compassion-floodedEye.
```God is God’s
Forgiveness-floodedHeart.
```Alas, my heart
Is not yet awareOf its inner strength.
```My Lord,
Your fleeting SmileIs all my heart needs.
```We may not see
That God’s FingerprintIs all-where.
```Gratitude-fruit-taste
Is beyondComparison.
```To a complicated mind,
God remainsA stranger.
```A gratitude-heart
Can feedBoth God and man
Equally. ```To serve the Master
Twenty-four hours a dayIs Heaven!
```Flowers inspire me
More thanHuman beings.
```Trees aspire
More thanHuman beings.
```My vital,
How long will you remainBloated with pride?
```I must climb
The tallestAspiration-mountain.
```The mind
Does not knowWhat divine joy is.
```Compassion
Is far beyond the domainOf all laws.
```My Lord can summon me
At any time;Therefore, I keep myself
Always ready. ```My gratitude-tears
PurifyMy entire being.
```Ignorance-forces,
Lo, I have smashedYour pride!
```God’s Victory
Does not need my help, true,But I am a genuine
God-Victory-Lover. ```Unless I remain
At my Lord’s Feet,I am never happy
And never safe. ```Nobody can exhaust
Our Lord’sCompassion-Supply.
```Faith means
A God-assurance-life. ```Limited self-offering
Is neverGod’s way of thinking.
```May my enthusiasm-heart
Never leave me alone. ```Weakness on any plane
IsAn imminent disaster.
```To be cheerful
Means to beA real child of Divinity.
```Finally, I am awakened!
I see no enemyWithin or without.
```Self-offering
Is a sacred and completeGod-ordained Game.
```I see my Lord’s Name
Shining and shiningBetween
His Infinity-SmileAnd
His Eternity-Cry. ```My life-boat plies
BetweenMy heart’s eagerness-shore
AndMy mind’s enthusiasm-shore.
```My God-obedience
Has a free accessTo God’s Heart-Home.
```God keeps
His secret DreamInside my mind.
```God keeps
His sacred DreamInside my heart.
```No matter how busy
My Lord is,He always most affectionately
Welcomes me. ```God’s Compassion-Eye
Is my heart’sSilence-Teacher.
```God’s Heart
SingsWith my gratitude-heart.
```God’s Breath
DancesWith my surrender-life.
```It is high time for me
To stop telling my life-storiesEither to God or to humanity.
```Love-breadth
Is beautiful. ```Devotion-depth
Is blissful. ```Surrender-height
Is Godful. ```Sincerity is available
At two places only:Inside God’s Eye
AndInside my heart.
```Divine and undivine,
Nothing remains unnoticedBy God’s all-pervading Eye.
```Not on the moon’s face
But inside my heartI must see
My Lord Beloved Supreme. ```The doubting mind
Lives onBorrowed time.
```The aspiring heart
Lives inEternal Time.
```Strangely enough,
The mind dearly lovesIts confusion-hallucination-market.
```It is, indeed, a fatal death-blow
When God’s LoveWithdraws.
```Hope tells me
That GodIs reachable.
```Promise tells me
That God is available,Always available.
```Love purifies.
Devotion intensifies.Surrender beautifies.
```Ingratitude
Is, indeed,Incurable.
```A surrender-life
Need not stand in lineAt God’s Heart-Home.
```Disobedience-mind
Will invariably be caughtBy destruction-landmines.
```Doubt-disease
Is at onceSerious and dangerous.
```Without an invitation,
Nobody is allowed to comeTo God’s Heart-Home.
```Right now,
My Lord is countingMy heart-tears.
```Right now,
My Lord is countingMy soul-smiles.
```My soul has tried
A thousand timesTo tame my mind,
But with no success. ```I cannot understand
My own mind.How do I dare to claim
To understandThe Cosmic Will of God?
```Who can resist
A sweetness-heart?Not me, not me.
```My soul speaks to me
Only when it is asked toBy God.
```Believe it or not,
God can be persuaded. ```A silence-mind
Is the bestMeditation-result.
```God wants us to join Him
In His world-transformingTask.
```God-obedience
Is not book-knowledge —It is heart-wisdom in action.
```Where is God,
If not standingRight at my heart-door
Waiting to be invited? ```God gives each seeker
Innumerable chancesTo become perfect.
```My Lord,
You may think that I am not ready,But I wish to tell You
That I am fully ready. ```May my life
Every daySing a victory-song
For my Lord Supreme. ```From:Sri Chinmoy,Seventy-Seven Thousand Service-Trees, part 39, Agni Press, 2004
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