858. I could have done far better

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When I study my life

I see clearly

How foolish I was.

I could have done far better.

I wasted all my precious time

In the company

Of brooding fears,

Shooting doubts

And dying insecurities.

Yet

God loves me compassionately.

Yet

I love God unknowingly,

Unwillingly,

Undivinely.

```

From:Sri Chinmoy,The Wings of Light, part 18, Agni Press, 1974
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