861. I thought

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I thought God did not care for me.

Therefore

I paid no attention to God.

I thought only man cared for me.

Therefore

I paid all attention to man.

Although

I have changed my opinions

Totally,

Will I succeed?

Will I ever?

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From:Sri Chinmoy,The Wings of Light, part 18, Agni Press, 1974
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