Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 260
25901
To my heart’s extreme joy,My life has completely blended
With the shadow
Of my Lord’s Feet.
25902
My Lord asks me every morningTo sing only one song:
My surrender-life-song.
25903
I have been begging my LordTo make me once more
The child of His Dream.
25904
At times it is more difficultTo embrace the waves of joy
Than to confront the surges of pain.
25905
O my heart’s aspiration-flames,You are meant to climb up
And not to allow yourself
To be extinguished.
25906
Let the memories of miseriesIn my aspiration-life
Drop dead here and now!
25907
My mind-disobedienceAnd my ignorance-pride
Live together, play together
And dine together.
25908
If your spiritual life is notPowerful and bold,
Then your inner progress
Will be extremely, extremely slow.
25909
I have sung my soul’sManifestation-song.
I have sung my heart’s
Surrender-song.
I have sung my mind’s
Disobedience-song.
I have sung my vital’s
Arrogance-song.
I have sung my body’s
Lethargy-song.
25910
My heart feelsAll the sorrows of the world.
My soul activates
All the joys of life.
25911
My heart’s surrender-joyIs feeding
My Lord’s Compassion-Eye.
25912
My Lord Supreme wants me to deliverAll His Peace-Dream-Messages
To every aspiration-heart-home.
25913
I never thought that my soulCould be so tangible,
And always available.
25914
When I sing my Lord’sCompassion-Heart-Song,
I feel that I do not have to
Go to Heaven,
For I am already in Heaven.
25915
The ingratitude of the mind-worldIs desperately trying to destroy
The gratitude-heart of the world.
25916
There is only one thingI would like to see.
I want to see my heart’s
Peace-dream-horizon
All the time rising and rising
And rising.
25917
My Lord, either You sing for meOr allow me to sing for You.
If not, my heart will surely die
Shortly.
25918
Prayerful is my heart-sky.Doubtful is my mind-sky.
Powerful is my life-sky.
And alas,
I am my own uncertainty-sky.
25919
No matter how sincerely I try,I am always crippled
By the jungle-confusion
Of my mind.
25920
Although we can start our life-journeyWith self-doubt and God-doubt,
Eventually we will reverse the game
Completely.
We will have faith in God
And in ourselves.
25921
May my heart at every momentSing God-surrender-songs
To perfect my life.
25922
This time I am determinedTo spend all my time
In my heart-garden
And not walk through
My desert-helplessness-life.
25923
Each and every heartMust have a soulful, tearful
And blissful prayer-life.
25924
If my meditation-heart and prayer-lifeCannot please God,
Alas, then I have nothing
That can please my Lord Supreme,
Either in my own way
Or in His own Way.
25925
My Lord,Will there be a day
When I shall be able to surprise You
In any way?
“My child,
Definitely there will be,
And that day is fast approaching!”
25926
Only a rank foolComes to conclusions
About God’s Activities.
25927
My Lord,Will I ever be
One of Your Heart-Satisfaction-Songs?
“My child,
You have already become one.”
25928
My Lord,What is needed
To be a permanent passenger
On Your Boat?
“My child,
You need to have
The beauty and the fragrance
Of a child-heart-rose.”
25929
O my Master, I do not mindIf you have the longest road for me,
As long as you remain my guide,
Only guide.
25930
My Lord,To swim in the sea of ecstasy,
What do I need?
“My child,
You need your heart-intimacy
With My Heart.”
25931
I cannot run as fast as my heart does,But when my heart runs the fastest,
My entire being is inundated with delight.
25932
You play your role:You work hard, very hard.
God will also do His Work:
He will give you extraordinary results —
Far beyond your expectations!
25933
My Lord, if ever You grant meThe opportunity to come and visit You,
I assure You,
I shall not allow my desire-tiger
To accompany me.
I shall allow only my aspiration-deer
To accompany me.
25934
My Lord Supreme,You have allowed me to do
And You have allowed Yourself to do
Many things for me.
One more thing I need from You:
To allow me, out of Your infinite Bounty,
To recognise You —
Who You are and what You are.
25935
My Lord, I am desperate to love YouIn Your creation.
Do give me one more opportunity
To please You in Your own Way.
25936
My partnership with GodDoes not depend on my capacity.
It depends on God’s Compassion-Eye
And His Forgiveness-Feet.
25937
Although the mind is higherThan the vital,
The vital does not find God-satisfaction
To be an impossible task,
The way the mind does.
25938
Let me realise the stupidityAnd absurdity of my mind
Before it becomes too late.
25939
Every day God gives meNew lessons.
Today’s new lesson is:
God only for God’s sake!
25940
My Lord, the more You expectHumility from my mind,
The more You receive
Audacity’s absurdity from my mind.
25941
My Lord, I have no objection,And I mean it,
To whomever You want to love.
Love whom You want to love.
Only give me the capacity
To love You only.
25942
My Lord,Do You ever get disheartened?
“No, My child,
Because I never expect.”
25943
To my great sorrow,I have allowed my mind to guide me
For so many years.
Now I see that my mind
Has not guided me at all,
But has only misguided me.
25944
I did not know what I actually needed,But now I do know what I need.
I need only my Lord’s blessingful Feet
Inside my heart-garden.
25945
My Lord, do You everGet really angry with me?
“My child, what is wrong,
If that is the only way left
For Me to perfect you?”
25946
God wants you to tell HimWhat price you are going to pay
To study the God-realisation-course.
25947
I shall prove to God time and againThat His Love is the only thing I need,
Not only in my heart-garden
But also in my mind-jungle.
25948
My Lord, You have been kind to meFor so many years.
Now it should be my turn
To be kind to You,
To be affectionate to You
And to fulfil You in Your own Way.
25949
My Lord,Why should You be responsible
For the utter stupidity in my life?
“My child,
Since I have taken responsibility
For the wisdom in your spiritual life,
I feel that I am under obligation
To be responsible for your stark stupidity
As well.”
25950
My Lord,When I quarrel with You unnecessarily,
What do You think of me?
“My child,
I think of you
The way I have always thought of you —
As another God-representative —
And I still love you and need you
Unmistakably,
Lovingly, plus necessarily.”
25951
May my life be completely transformedInto a readiness-song
And a willingness-dance.
25952
If a garden-flower can look at the sunAnd offer its gratitude to the sun,
What is wrong with me?
How is it that my heart-flower
Does not look at my inner sun
With ceaseless gratitude?
25953
My Lord,I have spoken so much about the soul
At Your express Command.
Alas, my disciple-world
Misunderstands me badly.
How I wish You to either come directly
Or to send
Your direct representative on earth,
The soul,
To convince my disciple-world
That what I have said about the soul
Is absolutely true!
25954
My Lord, do You know at timesWhy I deny You?
I deny You precisely because
I need more love for You,
And I also expect You
To take more love from me.
25955
My Lord, my happinessIs Your immediate Satisfaction.
But why is it that Your Happiness
Is not my satisfaction?
25956
My Lord Supreme,When I think of leaving You,
Can You not increase Your Love for me?
“My child, I do, I do!
Just because I increase My Love for you,
You are still with Me.”
25957
My Lord,What does my joy do to You?
“My child,
Your joy makes Me feel
That I am absolutely perfect,
According to you.”
25958
My Lord,What does my sorrow do to You?
“My child,
Your sorrow makes Me feel
That I am imperfection incarnate,
According to you.”
25959
My Lord, do tell meWhat You wanted from me,
What You want from me
And what You will want from me.
“My child, only one thing
I wanted, still want
And will always want from you:
Your satisfaction
In My own divine Way.”
25960
My Lord,You are so kind to me.
You are so compassionate to me.
All my heart’s sorrows
And all my heart’s smiles
You have allowed to find
Their perfection-satisfaction-home
Inside Your Heart.
25961
O seeker, be careful!At any moment your spiritual life
May be destroyed
By a violent emotion-explosion.
Always pray to God for protection!
25962
Victory and defeatEvery day in our spiritual life
We must accept with equal equanimity.
25963
Definitely we can arriveAt the supreme height of the supreme Truth
Only by the Grace
Of the Absolute Lord Supreme.
25964
There shall come a timeWhen there will be
No country-boundaries,
And it will be in the near future,
Not the remote future.
25965
If you have a breathless urgeTo speak with God,
God will definitely give you a chance.
25966
Our gratitude-heartIs the best dwelling place
For our Lord Supreme.
25967
When the outer eyes are blindedAnd wrong, undivine forces are not seen,
It is so easy to go away from
One’s own divinity.
25968
Self-indulgence-daysDo not last for long.
This is what we must always learn.
25969
Our spiritual life becomes preciousOnly when our aspiration-heart
Becomes consciously spacious.
25970
We must never give up our ascentTo the highest peak of perfection,
For that is what
We all have to ultimately reach.
25971
Everything is beautiful in life,But one thing is most beautiful,
And that is our prayer-tears.
25972
Each important figure on earthHas to be well prepared
To face the trials and tribulations
Of this world.
25973
Try to see yourself as a seekerWith no deplorable past.
Indulge not in the past,
Good or bad.
Only run towards the golden future.
25974
O my vital, your arrogance-ignoranceHas played its role.
Now I want you to play the role
Of dynamism-oneness in my life.
25975
There can be no heart-gardenWhere there is no light.
A heart-garden is always inundated
With Divinity’s Light.
25976
You believe in your own inadequacyAll the time.
But from now on,
You must try and succeed in having
An unmistakable belief
In your own adequacy.
25977
First you have to ascendAnd reach a certain goal.
Only then will you get the inner message
To transcend and transcend.
25978
O seeker, you should be happy and proudAnd not sad
That God has appointed the world
To crush your ego.
It is all for your ultimate victory
And infinite joy.
25979
The natural quality of the heartIs to turn towards God
And hasten towards God.
25980
In the spiritual life,The speed of eagerness
Far surpasses the speed
Of everything else.
25981
Centuries of slumberOur earthly life has enjoyed.
Now it is high time for human beings
To open their hearts
To Divinity’s supreme Light.
25982
Ecstasy’s fleeting secondCan make us feel
That God is not only for us
But He is also with us,
In our living breath.
25983
When will God come?God will come
When my gratitude and surrender
Are playing all the time
Inside my heart-garden.
25984
Have a heart-smile!Your smile is the power
Of your outer success.
Your smile is the light
Of your inner progress.
25985
Love-devotion-surrender-seekersAnd lovers
Are indeed very, very rare.
25986
Something that never wants to change:Our unwillingness to be a member
Of God’s world-transformation-game.
25987
Before the touchOf ruthless sorrow,
Can we not go and touch
God’s Forgiveness-Feet?
25988
Life came into existenceNot only to see and feel peace,
But to distribute peace
All over the globe.
25989
Give God a soulful smile.To your wide surprise,
He will come
And dry all your tears.
25990
Every dayWe must empty our mind
Of expectation-stupidity.
25991
If we can believe in the capacityOf our all-illumining soul,
Then our soul will teach us
How to sail
Even through the treacherous seas
Of ignorance-night.
25992
I do not want anything in my lifeTo play the role of a scholar.
I want to remain an eternal student,
Even in my God-surrender-life.
25993
God does not want us to beDesire-prisoners.
He wants us to be
Aspiration-distributors.
25994
The incredible wonderOf my world
Is my tiny aspiration-heart-cry.
25995
I have been longing for many yearsTo return to my true religion.
My true religion
Is my Lord’s only Satisfaction.
25996
How can I reach You, my Lord?“My child, start climbing!
I shall be there to help you.”
25997
If depression has found its homeInside you,
Then you will always be deprived
Of God’s Attention.
25998
I am not alone on my heart-pilgrimage.God’s Compassion-Eye-Smiles
I devotedly and proudly carry
With me.
25999
My Lord,Do tell me one thing
That I must never forget.
“My child,
You are My Eternity’s bloom,
You are My Infinity’s blossom,
And you are My Immortality’s
Dream-fulfilling reality.”
26000
Do you want to see miraclesPerformed by God?
Your sleepless love,
Your breathless devotion
And your fulness-surrender —
What are these,
If not three great miracles
Performed by God Himself
For you to watch?