Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 33
3201
Two real messages of my heart:Gratitude is beautiful,
Obedience is fruitful.
3202
You think you can thwartThe Will of God!
Just show me if you can end
The whims of your mind.
3203
If you see God’s FaceBut you do not see
The revelation of His Grace
On His Face,
That means you have not seen
God’s real Face.
3204
The racing motorOf humanity’s mind
Is not going to see
Divinity’s Immortality-Life.
3205
God created my life for meOut of Compassion.
I have built a cage for myself
Out of attachment.
3206
He knows how to doOnly one thing.
Every day he enlarges
His mind’s imaginary catastrophes.
3207
When my heart thinks of God,It sees a reservoir
Of Nectar-Delight.
When my mind thinks of God,
It sees nothing but God’s
Supreme Indifference.
3208
If you want to remainThe servant of your desire,
God will definitely wait
Until you desire to be
His Infinity’s partner.
3209
Although the mind-birdIs always inside the cage,
It thinks that it is always
Outside the cage
And freely flies all-where.
3210
God will not give you the capacityTo look up to Him,
Because you have taught your mind
To look down upon man.
3211
At last he has freed himselfFrom his old compelling desire.
He will no longer try
To lord it over the world.
3212
His life’s greatness-achievementsHe gave to mankind.
His life’s surrender-achievement
He gave to God.
3213
You must start your life’s journeyAs a persistent traveller.
Then only God will make you
His enlightened traveller.
3214
God’s Compassion-EyeShows him concern constantly.
God’s Forgiveness-Heart
Illumines him daily.
3215
Activity will show youIts blazing fire.
Inactivity will show you
Its useless ashes.
3216
His life is playing hide-and-seekBetween
His heart’s setting sun
And his mind’s thickening night.
3217
Others rule your mindBecause you and your heart
Do not live inside each other.
3218
God does not needA handful of thanks from you.
He needs only
A heart-melting cry.
3219
Simplicity, sincerity and humility —These are the three purity-guards
Of your heart-temple.
3220
Because of your two powerfulDetermination-arms
And two aspiration-eyes,
You are bound to be victorious
In your life’s battlefield.
3221
Your heart-runnerWill be able to run most speedily
Without suffering
From doubt-cramps.
3222
Next doorTo your silver heart
Is your soul’s
God-manifesting Golden Shore.
3223
To destroy your mind’sConfusion-jungle,
You have to be always
In the valley of aspiration
And not relaxation.
3224
God wants an iotaOf pure love from you
To satisfy Him,
But never, never
Your leftover love!
3225
If you are playingThe cosmic game,
You must expect
Only one thing
As your supreme reward:
Perfection.
3226
Your past desire-lifeIs born again.
Therefore, God is hiding
His Satisfaction-Face
Once more.
3227
Alas,Unfounded doubts are governing
The beauty and purity
Of God’s entire creation.
3228
Again and again you are abusingYour privileged position.
Therefore, you are becoming
Not only a deplorable
But also an unforgettable
Failure.
3229
You are not meditatingOn God the Eternal Time,
But you are meditating
On the man-made hands
Of a fleeting clock.
3230
The divine in you touches the FeetOf God’s Will.
The human in you foolishly tries
To bend God’s Will.
3231
Success wants to solveHumanity’s problems,
But it badly fails.
Progress solves humanity’s problems.
Do you know how?
God Himself does it
For progress.
3232
A non-seeker is heWho has a futility-heart
Inside his stupidity-mind.
3233
If you do not love the worldIn spite of its obvious imperfections,
God is not going to grant you
His extra-special, precious Love.
3234
If you can show GodYour uncorrupted heart,
Then God will not only show you
But will also give you
His uninterrupted Happiness-Heart.
3235
Your rich heart begsAt your poor mind’s door.
It begs your mind to accept
Its ecstasy-sea.
3236
You asked for too little.Something more,
You asked too late.
How can you then satisfy God?
3237
Since you are ruthlessWith your imperfections,
Your life can never
Be hopeless.
3238
He has an infinite appetiteFor God’s Appreciation
Without having any aspiration
To satisfy God
Even on rare occasions.
3239
No matter which incarnationI think of,
I just think of one thing:
The winding road
Of my mind’s confusion.
3240
Play the soul-stirring fluteTo awaken humanity
From its age-long ignorance-sleep.
3241
You are not at all preparedFor your inner examination.
How do you then expect
Abiding satisfaction
In your outer life?
3242
Once his life was famedFor aspiration.
Now his life is famed
For dedication.
3243
You need not practiseTo win God’s Compassion-Eye,
For His Compassion-Eye
Is unconditional.
But you have to practise
To win God’s Satisfaction-Heart,
For His Satisfaction-Heart
May be conditional.
3244
Your doubtful mindIs teaching you how to walk backward.
Where is your faithful heart
To help you march and run forward?
3245
You have lostYour life’s hope-seeds.
Alas, your soul’s promise-trees
Will never come into existence.
3246
You are your disobedience-sky.How will you have
Beauty’s moon and divinity’s sun
In your sky?
3247
I really cannot understandHow you can be seized
With desire-pangs
And aspiration-happiness
At the same time!
3248
Throw your devotion-javelin!You are definitely going to pierce
The veil of ignorance-life.
3249
God has promised to visitMy silence-heart
With His blessingful Eye
And fruitful Feet
At least once a day.
3250
You know howTo argue with God,
But God does not know how
To love you less.
3251
The soul’s flight of delightIs never delayed.
It always flies
At God’s choice Hour.
3252
Your universal negligenceIndicates that soon
God will lose all confidence
In you.
3253
When did God tell youThat you are indispensable?
He only told you
That you are useful
And you can remain useful.
3254
How do you like your new lifeWhere God comes first
In everything you say
And everything you do?
3255
One unguarded momentDestroyed the satisfaction
Of his entire day.
3256
What shall I do with my life?Since I have no need for it,
Either I can destroy it,
Or I can offer it to God
In case He can use it.
3257
If you are afraidOf mounting inner stairways,
The solutions to your life’s problems
Will never be found.
3258
Unless you realiseThat ignorance is the hardest pillow,
You will not look for wisdom-light,
Which is really the softest pillow.
3259
To stop your desire-fire,You have to bathe in the ocean
Of God’s Forgiveness-Light.
3260
A secret war is going onIn my spiritual life
Between my heart’s patience
And my mind’s impatience.
3261
Not only his mindBut also his entire body
Is infected
With measureless pride.
3262
If you refuse to surrenderTo ignorance,
Then God will definitely allow you
To live inside
His Compassion-Harbour.
3263
You needIndescribable satisfaction
To conquer
Your irresistible temptation.
3264
He has two medicinesTo cure all his diseases:
Time and silence.
3265
He is playing hide-and-seekWith his doubting mind.
Needless to say,
This is a forbidden game.
3266
What you are doingIs just nourishing my fantasies.
What I want
Is my long-lost heart-ecstasy.
3267
What saved his life?Not his life’s outer capacity
But his heart’s inner sincerity.
3268
If you seeThrough the eye of the heart,
You will be ready to receive
The delight of perfection.
3269
Always put the accentOn God’s Compassion
And not
On man’s promise-mountain.
3270
I am of God,I am for God.
Indeed, this experience
Is the springboard
Of my God-commissioned life.
3271
If you are a non-seeker,That means you have become
The unconscious possessor
Of a barren life.
3272
At long lastHe is enjoying a little rest
From his dark doubt-dreams.
3273
If you disobey your Master,You can rest assured
That you will have a different name:
Failure.
3274
Since you do not knowWhen your life ascends
And descends,
You are definitely very far away
From perfection-delight.
3275
I have seen and I have heard,But I want to see more
And I want to hear more
Of God’s Compassion-Blessing.
3276
Out of sheer curiosityIf you accept the spiritual life,
How can you expect
Divine thoughts to nurse you?
3277
A wordless prayer of silenceHas surmounted
All his previous resistance-barriers.
3278
You have to discardQuite a few things
From your life.
Start by discarding
Your uncomely thoughts.
3279
No matter how powerfullyYou think,
Your ego-castle is bound to crumble
Before long.
3280
When your spirituality becomesYour unhappy duty,
Futility becomes
Your unwanted companion.
3281
If you can show GodYour heart’s tenacity-capacity,
God will definitely come
And stand before you
And also crown you
With His Heart’s Satisfaction-Crown.
3282
Alas, he did not knowThat he was going to be struck
So mercilessly
By unseen inferiority-blows.
3283
The ferocious vital-tigerCan easily destroy
The auspicious breath of a seeker
If he is not all the time
Cautious and conscious.
3284
Picture yourselfIn your heart’s satisfaction-garden,
For it is there
That you actually belong.
3285
You have spoken to GodA great many times.
How is it that you have not asked Him
Even once
What He wants from your life?
3286
It is high timeFor you to wake up,
You fool!
Your conscious life
Is unable to please God.
How do you think
That your unconscious sleep
Is going to satisfy God?
3287
If God can initiate everythingIn your life,
Can you not at least imitate Him
And prove that someday
You will be His worthy heir?
3288
If you doubt your own inner life,God the Justice will someday
Definitely shout at you.
3289
God has already sent youHis urgent Love-Message,
But alas,
You are nowhere to be found!
3290
If you hold nothing back from God,God will keep you immune
To ignorance-disease
Always.
3291
He has been bittenBy the doubt-cobra.
Alas, faith-antidote is not available
Either here or there or anywhere.
3292
His heart’s surrender-songWas cut short
By his mind’s thunderstorm.
3293
Ask your false, flattering friendsIf they can flatter God
And bring Him to you!
3294
He who does not aspireHas either consciously
Or unconsciously
Blinded himself
And become a blind instrument
Of fate.
3295
Each time he entersInto his tranquillity-trance,
God grants him two boons:
A silver dream-boat
And a golden reality-shore.
3296
You can at leastDelay your departure
If you really have to enter
Into the ignorance-country
And dine with the prince of gloom.
3297
God never counts the costOf His Love for you.
Can you not do the same
When you are loving God’s creation?
3298
Alas,When is my heart
Going to blindfold
My earthly critic-eyes?
3299
Now that my mindRests in silence-light,
Doubt-gravity no longer
Pulls my life down.
3300
When God carries meIn His Heart-Pocket,
He tells me that I have to share
My God-realised breath
With humanity’s ceaseless tears.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
Twenty-seven thousand aspiration-plants is a series of 27,000 poems that Sri Chinmoy began composing on 10 July 1983. Each of these unfolding poem-plants contains the essence of that ultimate spiritual perfection towards which all mankind is growing and striving. As the 270 volumes flow forth from the illumined mind and liberated life of Sri Chinmoy, aspiring mankind will be able to trace this spiritual metamorphosis through its countless stages and discover in the divine beauty and supreme truth of Sri Chinmoy’s messages a unique source of spiritual inspiration-light.